Seraphina DeAgustin

Descriptions are for people too afraid to go out and show who they really are.

[seraphinadeagustin]

[she nods slowly and takes a deep breath, sniffling] y- yeah.. I probably should get going. I uhh…. [she picks up her suitcase and gives a sad smile to him] Bye Pearson.

[charliexpearson]

[He wiped away his own tears] Bye De Agustin.

[seraphinadeagustin]

[she turns around and walks, stopping and thinking about it for a second before dropping her bag and running back, hugging him tight. She presses a very small kiss next to his mouth and a quick chaste kiss on his lips before backing away and grabbing her bag, walking without looking back]

[seraphinadeagustin]

I.. Yeah. [she backs up and nods, wiping under her eyes] my makeup’s probably down my face. [she laughs while still crying and wiping away the tears]

[charliexpearson]

[He smiles] Well, I guess you should get going right? Don’t want to be the reason you’re late…

[seraphinadeagustin]

[she nods slowly and takes a deep breath, sniffling] y- yeah.. I probably should get going. I uhh.... [she picks up her suitcase and gives a sad smile to him] Bye Pearson.

[seraphinadeagustin]

But it’s not.. I- if I just texted you before I got on the plane all this would’ve been different.. You probably wouldn’t have kissed them a- and we wouldn’t have called off the engagement and I just…

[charliexpearson]

Sera… We can’t change the past.. There’s no point in living in it either.

[seraphinadeagustin]

I.. Yeah. [she backs up and nods, wiping under her eyes] my makeup's probably down my face. [she laughs while still crying and wiping away the tears]

[seraphinadeagustin]

[she keeps hugging, resting her head on his shoulder] I.. [she sniffles] I’m just so sorry.

[charliexpearson]

[He shakes his head] Don’t be, it’s okay.

[seraphinadeagustin]

But it's not.. I- if I just texted you before I got on the plane all this would've been different.. You probably wouldn't have kissed them a- and we wouldn't have called off the engagement and I just...

[seraphinadeagustin]

It just hurts so much… [she wraps her arms around his neck and hugs him tight] I don’t know how to just let go and forget..

[charliexpearson]

I know… [he hugs her back] Don’t, just heal… Forgetting doesn’t solve anything..

[seraphinadeagustin]

[she keeps hugging, resting her head on his shoulder] I.. [she sniffles] I'm just so sorry.

[seraphinadeagustin]

[she shakes her head and rests her forehead on his, tears rolling down her cheeks] I don’t wanna say goodbye..

[charliexpearson]

I don’t either, but maybe goodbye is what we need…?

[seraphinadeagustin]

It just hurts so much... [she wraps her arms around his neck and hugs him tight] I don't know how to just let go and forget..

[seraphinadeagustin]

[she cries softly and puts a hand on his cheek, taking it all in one last time before taking a quivering breath and running her thumb on his cheek]

[charliexpearson]

[He sighs, wiping her tears away, whispering] It’ll be okay, you will be okay.

[seraphinadeagustin]

[she shakes her head and rests her forehead on his, tears rolling down her cheeks] I don't wanna say goodbye..

[charliexpearson]

[seraphinadeagustin]

You don’t suck as a friend.. You’re a great guy… She did, yeah…. I know I can’t control Eric, but I told him not to do anything.. And I was pissed at him for hitting you and when she hit him, I was pissed that he pushed her. I don’t know.. Look I uhm.. Don’t be sorry… I...

[seraphinadeagustin]

[she cries softly and puts a hand on his cheek, taking it all in one last time before taking a quivering breath and running her thumb on his cheek]

[charliexpearson]

[seraphinadeagustin]

My mom needed me. She wouldn’t want you to see her like that. She barely wanted you at the funeral, hell she didn’t want ME at the funeral.. She didn’t want anyone there. So bringing you would’ve just ended in her getting pissed.. But there’s no point in explaining...

[seraphinadeagustin]

You don't suck as a friend.. You're a great guy... She did, yeah.... I know I can't control Eric, but I told him not to do anything.. And I was pissed at him for hitting you and when she hit him, I was pissed that he pushed her. I don't know.. Look I uhm.. Don't be sorry... I uhh... I love you Charlie Andrew Pearson. [she kisses his cheek] tell nana I miss her. Well Uhm.. [she tears up and slides her hands down his arms before backing up and looking up at him] I'll miss you.... G-goodbye..

[seraphinadeagustin]

You wanted a goodbye last time..

[charliexpearson]

I wanted a “come with me” last time.

[seraphinadeagustin]

My mom needed me. She wouldn't want you to see her like that. She barely wanted you at the funeral, hell she didn't want ME at the funeral.. She didn't want anyone there. So bringing you would've just ended in her getting pissed.. But there's no point in explaining myself. Piper's right. I left putting the note in a place that was too hard to find and I don't deserve you for doing that.. And as per her request I will keep Eric away from you best I can. So yeah. Do I say goodbye or just get pegged as the bitch who left "without a word" again?

[seraphinadeagustin]

Ahh Lightwood. What a history we have. But home is where the heart is.

[seraphinadeagustin]

Yeah.. I know. Well Uhm…. I guess goodbye….

[charliexpearson]

I don’t want a goodbye though…

[seraphinadeagustin]

You wanted a goodbye last time..

[seraphinadeagustin]

Uhm.. Nothing. Don’t say anything just forget it. It’s stupid anyway, you don’t care.. I just figured I’d tell you this time..

[charliexpearson]

I do care, I just.. No idea what to say, you know?

[seraphinadeagustin]

Yeah.. I know. Well Uhm.... I guess goodbye....

[charliexpearson]

I’m not sure what exactly you want me to say.

[seraphinadeagustin]

Uhm.. Nothing. Don't say anything just forget it. It's stupid anyway, you don't care.. I just figured I'd tell you this time..

[seraphinadeagustin]

I uhh.. Uhm.. I don’t know.. That’s up to her.. It’s just weird, don’t you think?

[charliexpearson]

I’ll talk to her about it.. No, not really..

[seraphinadeagustin]

No need. I think this would be too weird of a friendship.. Think about it.. People that get divorced are never friends.. We were engaged.. It hurts to much seeing you as rarely as I do, have to put aside my feelings and everything in such short time is too much.. Maybe in the future but for now, it hurts too much.

[seraphinadeagustin]

Uhh wh- what? I uhm.. Okay I just said I was pissed at him for doing it, you don’t need to be rude to me about it.. Th- that’s still m- my best friend.. I.. Uhh okay..

[misspipersinclair]

Not being rude to you about it. It’s not your fault. I’m just upset about the whole situation. Right. And Charlie is mine. We’re just being protective of our best friends.

[seraphinadeagustin]

Yeah I get you're upset, but we all are.. I mean, look at the bright side, you've got a great guy that cares about you and nothing will get in the way of that. So on that note, I'll go.

[misspipersinclair]

[seraphinadeagustin]

No way! You’re the one that hit Eric? I was so pissed at him for hitting Charlie and then I heard he got hit and pushed the girl so I was pissed at him for pushing a girl, even if she hit him but no matter what he’s my best friend.. That’s.. Wow, sorry about him. He’s...

[seraphinadeagustin]

Uhh wh- what? I uhm.. Okay I just said I was pissed at him for doing it, you don't need to be rude to me about it.. Th- that's still m- my best friend.. I.. Uhh okay..