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shout out hudson williams for reminding me that i do indeed need to start reading actual books and not just fanfiction about shane hollander getting bent over and busted wide open over and over and over again
its so important to me how shane and ilya are not only the perfect match in terms of hockey, but also just their general physicality. in the books it feels like we're constantly hearing about how ilya is this giant bear of a man who towers over shane and makes him feel small and whatever and yeah sure, that trope works, it's fun and hot and whatever. but them being the same height in the show, similar builds, clearly just as strong as each other adds so much more to the dynamic! we see shane moving ilya around physically, shoving him against the wall, pulling him around, he still has control whenever he wants it! most of the time he doesn't, sure, but they're presented as such equals in every aspect of their relationship - rather than falling into the delicate bottom big protective top dynamic they both just. exist with each other
Yuna and David had a valid concern when asking about Ilya's past promiscuity, because they need to know that their son's partner is taking it seriously
The "I have only been in love with one person" line from Ilya is beautiful and poignant and said without doubt or hesitation, to relieve all of the Hollanders concerns.
But what I think is important is that Shane's response of "Same here. Only one." Though this may seem unnecessary to his parents ("we know you pretty well, Shane"), it's NOT unnecessary to Ilya.
Ilya crashed the fuck out over Rose Landry. Ilya expected Shane to bring Rose to All Star Weekend, in the books Ilya even expects Shane's "can I tell you something?" To be an engagement announcement. Rose could be open and affectionate with Shane in front of the whole world. The whole world thought that Rose and Shane were in love.
Ilya isn't used to being loved. Ilya doesn't believe he can be loved.
Ilya needed to know that not only does Shane love him, but at no point, regardless of how much Shane denied himself or how hard he tried with others, at NO POINT did he ever give his heart to anyone else.
hudson, connor ; met gala
hollanov ; au
shane hollander ; au
hollanov ; read laceration by AC91 here
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hudson ; paris fashion week
hudson & connor ; vanity fair oscars afterparty
Best Lead Performer, Drama Series is....Hudson Williams!
😴 (at the newborn trenches)
stay-at-home dad ilya 🙇 (and shane at work)
Hudson Williams on the set of Apparatus
Yuna and David having watched their autistic son be so isolated all of his adult life and never having a happy relationship or close friends who understand his anxiety and then finding out that the man they’ve spent a decade hating on his behalf can casually talk him down from a panic attack in less than a minute