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[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Final post forever. That and I really am not in the mood to tell you exactly how stupid some of the claims in both documents are. Not to mention the original is already torn to bits on a livestream. I'm not stupid enough to be kissing Bonk's ass (since that's where the document originated. I cannot take it seriously even if I tried).

By the way...

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Whatcha gonna do about a winky face? Nothin'. But thanks for telling me you want me to believe in leprechauns and fairies! That and I did my research already and don't need more. Bye bye!

*Addendum: Emma always uses trauma as a form of mockery (told me to kill myself at one point, pretended to be someone interested in being a Wattpad Cadet, etc). She also pretends to be other people. And no, I'm not Emma but I do have proof of her being a real person that is not me.

Addendum 2: Because you fuckers really don't understand the concept of the word "no, I'm not XYZ" and love twisting shit to fit your narrative, I'm gonna be a total douche and state my honest thoughts about both documents on Black Gryph0n: they're both a badly written joke. The "evidence" is flimsy, the testimonies are inconsistent with zero evidence to back it up, and is it really that fucking hard to get anything recent and concrete!? Not to mention both are peddled by Bonk, but whatever. Because I have zero chill left, Y'all are just like Bonk. And I'm not even the first person to think that! But I have to ask a serious question because it's driving me fucking insane: Is it possible to die of constipation? I'm asking because y'all are so full of shit I'm concerned it would evolve into colon cancer.

Addendum 3: I should put this into Latin because clearly English is not your first fucking language! Plenus stercoris es. Matris futor... Tace atque abi. Si me rogas, potes abrire et tu ipse cacare. Flocci non faccio. Es stultior asino. Podex perfectus es. And... Um... There's no nice way of saying this but nice job screwing your friend over. You got no idea what sort of shit is said about them behind closed doors. Hell, some of the nicknames I've seen on anon are really... Uh... Colorful. Just saying.

Addendum 4: You anti Gryph0n clearly need incentive. Every time you reblog from this account or mention me by name in regards to controversy, I buy one song by Black Gryph0n OR a song he duets in/listen to one song of his on Spotify or SoundCloud. Starting today, July 27, 2026. GOOD LUCK. Don't test your luck.

Addendum 5: This bullshit started because of two individuals mentioning me by name when I said in April I want no part of it. One individual mentioned me directly to IsaacBlooms on Discord (prompting PersonOfTheTao to mention me publicly on their drama account) and another has been harassing the fuck out of people who are following me or have followed me previously. And for the last time... Keep. My. Name. Out. Of. Your. Mouth. And I'll keep your names out of mine. CAPISCHE? CAPISCHE.

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

This is the actual final post. A goodbye of sorts.

@drawdrawjessi : we clearly don't like each other and that's okay. I need to say that the Barnaby hugging image is not your OC (I don't even like spiders! I'm an arachnophobe). That's actually Alanis Blackbird (me). Plus, when was the last time you drew a self ship art of yourself with Alastor? You're happy doing that, right? So... Please focus on that. I know you want to do the right thing but it's clearly taking a toll on you.

@duplexdoesart you're clearly talented as an artist. Please focus on building your skills.

@abyssalgrey only time I'm tagging you (check last 2 posts on this blog). You're talented as an artist. Maybe focus on art instead. I know you told me to keep your name out of my mouth but I need to say this with genuine sincerity. Please focus on NSFW art and writing. You're honestly good at that. You're not exactly good at drama (sorry. Honest opinion).

@hitennottrurouni you, on the other hand... You're honestly a decent person underneath that troll persona. I can plainly see this now. Thank you for providing context for a change and take care of yourself.

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

I've had an embarrassing error in judgement. Turns out XXXX wasn't trying to drag me in controversy but rather defending me, which I find quite surprising. This was a serious error in judgement on my part. And I also owe apologies to other people.

Asanoki- As much as I dislike you, I apologize for not initially hearing you out about you not being sonicloveruwu. I got seriously upset because I was mentioned and thought XXXX was going back on their word. They were not and @hitennottrurouni actually provided context. Underneath their trolling and asshole exterior is honestly someone trying to do good.

Duplex- Yes, I owe you a massive apology as well. I apologize profusely for calling you a pedophile back in January. That was because I missed a few context clues. And I also apologize for being aggressive. I tend to be unpleasant when I haven't got good sleep.

Grey- Sheesh... As much as I don't like you, I also apologize because I thought you were dragging me in something again. You weren't. I also apologize for being an overall asshole to you (misgendering by mistake, calling you by a name you don't wish to be addressed as, and making playlists out of anger). And yes, this is the only time I am saying your name.

Jessi- You're getting an apology too. I apologize for getting angry so easily, misgendering you, even accidental sexual language (I thought all people called their male parent daddy through adulthood because my mom is Southern). And I also apologize for the Barnaby photo (although that was mistaken identity because that was actually the in universe version of me).

Shiten- Yes, you too. I do apologize for calling you a rapist. Truth be told, I don't know who sent me those sexually harassing anons on Strawpage and probably never will. I know I'm not exactly the best person on the planet but I try my best.

Berry- I apologize for defending Black Gryph0n out of anger because you got hurt. To be honest, I was actually quite angry the day you and everyone I cared about got hurt. I lashed out. I have anger issues and wish to improve overall.

Maddy- I don't think you're going to see this but I do apologize for going sideways and saying all sorts of things. (Update, you saw) You're trying to do the right thing. A very admirable trait. I severely misread the situation and thought Grey was doing a thing (they weren't).

I know I'm probably not gonna be forgiven for this but apologies are not a strong suite of mine.

Please continue being rockstars. Now I'm going to say this regarding all of you:

Each one of you is talented in the arts. Please keep pursuing art. Online fighting is clearly hurting everyone and their reputation (myself included). I'm not asking to be friends. Hell, some artists I like as artists... I actually don't like as people.

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Why the fuck did I go sideways?

Easy. I remember back in April, I said as long as a specific group of people left me alone, Id leave them alone. Well, part of leaving me alone is keeping my name out of ones mouth. And guess which dumbass violated that agreement?

Exactly. Shut up, you Vivziepop knock-off from Temu and fucking weirdo.

[hitennottrurouni]

Puddie, i don't wanna argue with you, but Grey was defending you here, Isaac was lying about trying to contact you to get dirt on grey, nothing more, nothing less, okay, please stop crashing out

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Oh. Thanks for letting me know. That's... Embarrassing. I'm definitely not friends or in contact with Isaac though. I'm honestly surprised at this. This is embarrassing. Lemme make an apology post... I'm embarrassed.

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Hey, that you? I find it suspicious how after I blocked it and another blog you blatantly told me on group chat when Berry wasn't around was you... I stopped receiving asks or even receiving anything about you. Nice job trying to play stupid with me, "Red". Or should I say ASANOKI!? You're not fucking slick. How else did Berry sniff out my previous attempts? BECAUSE THEY KNOW MY FUCKING WRITING HABITS. Come clean, fucker. Those two clearly are you. I wasn't talking about your fucking comic alt. I blocked that ages ago for your damn sanity. yes, this includes your "memesaregoodfr" account.

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Okay, some of you assholes are chronically online and I'm saying this once: I'm not involved in nonsense and haven't been involved in months. I don't wish to be involved so leave me alone. Do not go looking for my main or my loved ones accounts and harass them about me.

And no, Emma is not me, you morons.

And no, I'm not reading Bonk's 500 page document.

And no, I don't want involvement because of multiple reasons, and one of those reasons is that I already looked and found no offending photo of Black Gryph0n's junk.

Also no: not dick riding. Not interested.

And to emphasize no: I'm treating this alleged dick pic like a unicorn. There's rumors but I have not seen one.

And for heavy emphasis because some of you have brain damage, no. Emma is not me. Multiple people can easily vouch for me. Then again, you're the same group of dumbasses who thought I was Black Gryph0n hiding behind an alt (I'm not). So not surprised at your stupidity.

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Got that prick Emma gone. I've reported her damn account and finally dealt with her. Meaning: no, that knockitoff whatever the fuck is not me. This is my final time messing with anything controversy related. Do not say my name again if you don't want me to rip you a new asshole. I do apologize for my behavior back in the beginning of this year (I am terrible at apologizing but insanely good at backing it up with action).

In all seriousness, I do not wish to have my name uttered during controversy because I have a romantic partner with a heart condition. I want ZERO part in whatever crackhead shit you're cooking up because I don't want to spend weeks worrying about their damn heart condition. I had them block you crackheads specifically to protect them. Do not seek them out. Do not harass them. And yes: I told them about my history.

They decided to date me because they wanted me to be on the good path and to keep my word. Do not make me speak again. They're not from America, by the way. So do NOT harass me or my loved ones.

Goodbye. And no, I don't regret defending Black Gryph0n back in the day because you fuckers didn't give me any good reason to believe it. If anything, you actively made me think the whole thing is a scam. Sorry but not sorry. So I'm gonna be in my corner. Do not bug me or mention me by name because I can be much nastier if I wanted to be.

To quote this song "I wouldn't give a fuck if you dropped dead." ↓

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

This is a burner account. My actual account has already blocked the terminally online dipshits to show that I'm dead serious about wanting to be left alone. You're talking to a ghost. Now, keep my name out of whatever braindead theory you bitch about. I have zero desire to be part of your bullshit and I don't want my actual Tumblr cluttered with your crazy garbage.

Now if you excuse me, I got a stream to make, art to draw, stories to write and characters to kiss. And an "owl daddy" to make proud. So long, freaks!

[knockitoffasshole]

I hear that a certain someone has a Google dockie fetish. Stalks people who goes against their narrative, livestream their shite, paints them as bloody insane or mentally ill or as a nonce when that's not the case... then acts like a bloody victim and makes a Google dockie when they abuse their victims enough to paint them as mentally unstable or a genuine danger.

And the enby biddy is dumb enough to accuse people of shite when this is what they write! I assume what they write about is what they want to bloody do to people who tell this wanker no.

Or an abuse kink.

[duplexdoesart]

Puddie oh my god we were doing so well and then you had to go and ruin it. Google dockie fetish are you kidding me? Not the Facebook mom sad posts. Bruh.

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Duplex... You goddamn idiot. That's not me. I told Duck this and now I'm telling you point fucking blank because some of you are really stupid to the point where I genuinely think you were dropped at fucking birth. That's definitely not me. I've been clean for months, dude! Jesus fucking Christ... That's a troll clearly fucking with people. Oy vey. In fact, stop. Just. Stop. Go drink water and go touch grass.

And for God's sake, keep me out of this stupid shit.

[drawdrawjessi]

Hey owl daddy bootlicker,

Even if it’s “not you”, it’s pretty suspicious that you made this tumblr account just now and the other one in June (hence you having a fucking history of making accounts and terribly larping as different people).

•The Narcissist sad Facebook mom posts

•Still being bitter about Gabe Brown’s victims

•Still believing me and Grey are apart of Bonk’s coo when we both hate Bonk

•And still constantly sexually harassing Grey verbally saying they “have a f*tish”

If that’s “not you”, then I don’t know who the fuck Grey, Asa, and Duplex is talking too. Still pretty sus.

Also, pretty shitty if you stereotyping British people because that’s not how British people type. If xenophobia is where you’re going, I stg that you don’t larp as a person of color by doing digital black/Asian face for your next tumblr account.

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Hey, dipshit. I moved on a while ago and I'm a changed dude (I haven't been in the fandom for months). Fuck off. And for the LAST TIME, THAT'S NOT ME. And keep my name out of all of your mouths. But nice job showing me you're racist.

Bye, asshole. Forever. You ain't gonna be a pain in my ass. Consider me dead to you.

[knockitoffasshole]

Imagine posting your testimony anonymously through a parasocial paedophile who harasses people who he claims are victims and owns an OC that rapes freely. Shan't be me as a CSA victim meself. I would much rather swallow cyanide than do that. In fact, I'd delete my socials and become a hermit like Henry David Thoreau if I associated with anyone who would defend such a vile stain. Good thing I didn't do any wanker shite like that.

I bloody hope nobody came out through such a paedophile who harasses people who go against the flimsy narrative. That would be quite discrediting to the testimony if it happened to a chap like meself.

[asanoki-p]

Puddie i thought your rebrand wasnt gonna be this retarded istg

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Hey, shit-for-brains. That's not me. Fuck off, you asshole. And keep my name out of your filthy mouth, Ducky Boy!

I had someone anonymously tip me off about you and you need to stop. Leave me the fuck alone and keep me out of whatever crackhead shit you and XXXX are cooking. My new blog? Blocked. My new date? Has your fat ass blocked. But nice job being an ableist piece of shit.

Do not look for my new date. Do not harass my new date with the shit you are pulling. And above all, keep my name out of your mouth. I'm dead to you, remember, dumbass? Besides, when the hell did I ever spell pedophile like that? NEVER. BECAUSE IM A FUCKING AMERICAN YOU MORON. Guess the only r slur around here is YOU.

Mistaking some British troll for me! Are you born stupid!? Geez. You have to be a special flavor of stupid to not notice that pedophile is spelled wrong or the grammar is off! But whatever. Have fun with your new hot date anyway.

[asanoki-p]

Thats not very nice puddie :3

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Well, I tend to be hostile when people tell me that I did shit I clearly didn't. You need to stop causing trouble. Go touch grass!

[knockitoffasshole]

I hear that a certain someone has a Google dockie fetish. Stalks people who goes against their narrative, livestream their shite, paints them as bloody insane or mentally ill or as a nonce when that's not the case... then acts like a bloody victim and makes a Google dockie when they abuse their victims enough to paint them as mentally unstable or a genuine danger.

And the enby biddy is dumb enough to accuse people of shite when this is what they write! I assume what they write about is what they want to bloody do to people who tell this wanker no.

Or an abuse kink.

[duplexdoesart]

Puddie oh my god we were doing so well and then you had to go and ruin it. Google dockie fetish are you kidding me? Not the Facebook mom sad posts. Bruh.

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Duplex... You goddamn idiot. That's not me. I told Duck this and now I'm telling you point fucking blank because some of you are really stupid to the point where I genuinely think you were dropped at fucking birth. That's definitely not me. I've been clean for months, dude! Jesus fucking Christ... That's a troll clearly fucking with people. Oy vey. In fact, stop. Just. Stop. Go drink water and go touch grass.

And for God's sake, keep me out of this stupid shit.

[knockitoffasshole]

Imagine posting your testimony anonymously through a parasocial paedophile who harasses people who he claims are victims and owns an OC that rapes freely. Shan't be me as a CSA victim meself. I would much rather swallow cyanide than do that. In fact, I'd delete my socials and become a hermit like Henry David Thoreau if I associated with anyone who would defend such a vile stain. Good thing I didn't do any wanker shite like that.

I bloody hope nobody came out through such a paedophile who harasses people who go against the flimsy narrative. That would be quite discrediting to the testimony if it happened to a chap like meself.

[asanoki-p]

Puddie i thought your rebrand wasnt gonna be this retarded istg

[seriouslyarewedoingthis]

Hey, shit-for-brains. That's not me. Fuck off, you asshole. And keep my name out of your filthy mouth, Ducky Boy!

I had someone anonymously tip me off about you and you need to stop. Leave me the fuck alone and keep me out of whatever crackhead shit you and XXXX are cooking. My new blog? Blocked. My new date? Has your fat ass blocked. But nice job being an ableist piece of shit.

Do not look for my new date. Do not harass my new date with the shit you are pulling. And above all, keep my name out of your mouth. I'm dead to you, remember, dumbass? Besides, when the hell did I ever spell pedophile like that? NEVER. BECAUSE IM A FUCKING AMERICAN YOU MORON. Guess the only r slur around here is YOU.

Mistaking some British troll for me! Are you born stupid!? Geez. You have to be a special flavor of stupid to not notice that pedophile is spelled wrong or the grammar is off! But whatever. Have fun with your new hot date anyway.