edena

…says my soul… begging you to accept reality

[serpentskirter]

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[serpentskirter]

RANT

i do not feel like a girl whatsoever. there is nothing within me that feels like i am a girl. i feel like a clown who is trying to dress up as a girl. i feel like a girl in the sense that i am a wolf in sheep’s clothing. there is a spotlight on me and everyone can tell that i am doing femininity wrong. i wish i could be a feminine man. i wish more than anything. i wish that i could preform femininity badly and receive applause for it. i wish that i could be a man in my real life and still wear pretty dresses and heels and have long hair. i don’t think i was mean to be a girl. i cant transition because the body that my body would become wouldn’t look like what i want. i was dealt the wrong cards entirely. i am so far off from what i know i am truly meant to be, so what is even the point in trying? i will live out my days as a woman-clown, some sort of foreign thing that no one quite recognizes.

[tankhall]

i’m not precious abt my unreleased music anymore btw, yall can listen to literally whatever u want and enjoy it. sorry for being 25 and annoying

[serpentskirter]

i search for your name sometimes in the paper

cause you’re better off dead than some kind of stranger

-“kansas”, Nathalie Miller

[serpentskirter]

if 🤣 it’s 🤣 meant🤣 to 🤣be 🤣 then 🤣 it 🤣 will 🤣 be 🤣 and 🤣 i’ll 🤣 forgive 🤣 it 🤣 all 🤣 as 🤣 it 🤣 comes 🤣 back 🤣 to 🤣 me 🤣🤣🤣🤣

[serpentskirter]

the only snow i get this time of year is the ash blowing off my cigarette in the wind

[serpentskirter]

i clasp my hands at night, not in prayer

but because i wish your hand was holding mine

[serpentskirter]

my favorite female artists that I stay listening to because I lowkey hate men:

Sofia Isella

Ethel Cain

Agnes Obel

Penelope Scott

Chappel Roan

Anna von Hausswolff

Bjork

Imogen Heap

Adrianne Lenker

Fiona Apple

[serpentskirter]

adding to this list!!

pixie mccann

julia cooper

nathalie miller

julee cruise

elizabeth fraser

shauna dean cokeland

sky ferreira

jalda

[serpentskirter]

carpet bed is CRIMINALLY underrated

[serpentskirter]

the fact that this got only two likes tells me all i need to know 🙄🙄

[aasabovesoobeloww]

happy preacher daugther day

[serpentskirter]

NSFW

thought these were kinda poetic

[serpentskirter]

i’ve hit peak adulthood i’m posting on my fan accounts on my work break

[serpentskirter]

more texts from my friend who is a gay man

[serpentskirter]

from my friend who is a gay man

happy pride

[serpentskirter]

actually i understand how hayden was so turned on by an industrial plant because if u dont find pleasure in everything how will u be happy in life??

[serpentskirter]

NSFW

can you imagine?

the feeling of having sex with someone you don’t love

impersonal limbs wrapped around each other

soaking in sweat you’ve never met before

your mouth invaded by an unfamiliar tongue

your saliva mingling with the unknown

for me, i much prefer the sensation of the loved

my arm wrapped under him, my hand curling around his neck

his hand deep in my hair, pulling all at once

a kiss here, a kiss there

we feel melded as one

there is no fault to those who seek pleasure in strangers

but my love and i will open each others’ portals and travel through each other

until we are one

one shining, sweating pile of flesh

(photos from pinterest)

[kwaag1lp]

are these laurels to be proud of?

@tankhall