it was real enough, as a memory

@mudvi │Instagram

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-> @kravya

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My favourite thing in the world right now is sending my friends a picture of themselves and saying “This is me”. I’ll send one particular friend a picture of her own driver’s license and say “My driver’s license”. They have no line of defense. They don’t even understand why I find any of it funny. They’ll just say to me, “That is you”. I felt the devastating pull to overdose on pills yesterday. It must have been my medication. I kept thinking about my medicine cabinet and I started calculating in my head how many pills of each type I would take. I started thinking about how it would probably feel nice to just lie down and let death come to me. I messaged a friend and asked her if she wanted to smoke a cigarette with me because I knew that was the only way I was staying alive that day. I didn’t expect her to say yes, but she did. Driving to meet her took some 40 minutes and the cigarette was horrible. It was a Marlboro Red

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im such a big fan of your spreads holy shit. what platform do u use to make them?

much love <3

Thank you. You mean the medium? It’s just a cheap notebook, printed images and printed text. I crop them out and stick them on. Then I scan them. That’s all

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Diary. May 10-15th

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Diary

Translation of 3: May 6. I won’t chase you all the time. (lit: I won’t run after your tail all the time.)

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sesės ilgakasės / 50 rub or dinner with leonid brezhnev

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I am taking a medication for it. It’s too bad it does absolute fuckall

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Obsessive-compulsive

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Friendship

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Diary

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stop getting injured </3 hope you’re doing better

I’m trying! It’s only a sprain so it should get better soon. I’m not even a clumsy person so I don’t understand what’s been happening to me

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