I'm a survivor ❤

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Beautiful Scars - Single by Maximillian

Album · 2019 · 1 Song

#noregret #youleftthemostbeautifulscar

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𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙨..😭

#oneyeardeathanniversary

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#restinpeace #myfirstlove #youareforeverloved #thankyouforeverything #Youaresurelymissed #tilwemetagain

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My First Love

I have known you during the time When I was just trying to act like a teen Not knowing whats right or wrong In the time that im still Beginning to grow During the time when Im still confuse in every decision

I have been so stupid To have mistreated you. I know im not worthy for the love you give Im so immature to not let you feel How important you are to me back then Denial is the only word That poisons my thought.

I have ended the first soon to be Not knowing that you’d probably be The first person who would Love me unconditonally. I was blinded by my intuitions that leads me To making bad decisions

When I left you I have completely Forgotten your face I have been blinded with All the materials things Covered with how the world pretends Never cease to remember how we could be If only I could have chosen you to be with me

I have enjoyed being wild and free Without hesitation what could be The outcome of my immaturity I have focused seeing things positively I have tried to love them With how you let me feel Fooling myself taking control Risking the deal

I have grown with my own belief Living making impossible Things to be possible Taking for granted Didnt even mind the sadness All I know was just happiness That leads me being In the state of madness

All my life I have wasted and spent it To people that I believe Loves me for who I am Not even thinking that the person I would chose would abuse me I have done my best to correct All the bad doings I have caused But my whole being Isnt enough for him to use

Cant believe that dreams do come true When its just only in my dream to see you All this time I thought that I would Never feel the love I always wanted I didnt think life for me would be fair That the world seems to even care

Now that I have you I dont want to wake up if im just dreaming Honestly I want to let you feel How I need you Telling you straight that I also love you When the time you say you do If only I can stop the world to rotate Just to be with you This whole time through.

Im risking my life just to have you back Whats going on now I know aint right But I cant help to fall inlove with you again Im wanting to scream to the world How it feels to have you in my arms Cant resist you cz your making me feel complete

I sincerely regret the times that I have neglected you If only I can twist back time I know theres really nothing that I can do But what I want now is to be with you Dont have plans to end this though Even I know that this is Just too good to be true…😢😢😢 By: joann_1979

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You must tell yourself, no matter how hard it is and how hard it gets, I am going to make it..😍😍😍

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Take every Chance you get in LIFE, because some things only happens once.. 😍

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_3dHWrCt4g&feature=share

I promise, that I will never let you go.. Time has been wasted, we deserve second chances... This time will never end, I swear..😍😍😍

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You're The One I Love And Can't Let You Go

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Wish Its you I had chosen when I felt L❤ve, coz its with you that I feel what true L❤ve is all about..

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I Chose You

I chose letting you come into my life

I know what I was doing

Even knew what Im getting into

I decided to give you the power

To build me or either destroy me

It seems that everytime I trust you

Im leading myself to rejection

I thought with you

It would be different

That probably I would be the one

Who would break your heart

But once again I was mistaken

I got attached with you

Hence you’re still doubting me

You helped me put my hopes up

Even taught me how to care for you

Yet you let me feel that your not ready

for whatever this was

Maybe I was not enough for you or

Made you confuse that

I was just too much

You let me hanging from an

Infinite that will never come

But still here willing to wait for you

Im too scared that you might leave me

And I keep on telling my heart

Someday who knows when

Were going to be fine

I am more than what meets the eye

I appear as the cold hearted woman

Most people are afraid to get close to

I planned it to be this way

Because Im tired of people

Keep on misleading me and

Breaking me everytime

How am I supposed to keep on believing

That something wonderful will happen

If everytime I try I fail

Im so exhausted fighting always for myself

I dont need someone you know that

But cant deny I need you to help me

Carry my burdens before they bury me

I chose to let you in my life

And never did I regret my choice

As hard as it is for me to admit it

I know I really cant bear to lose you

It feels like Im dying inside

My heart ripping and tearing

Desperately wants to be where my

Happiness is and that is You…😢❤

by: jab_1979

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Hardest and most painful event in one's life.. Saying Goodbye!😢😢😢

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I still have bad days… Days when ‘happiness’ seems more like a mirage than a destination. Every time I seem to get close to it, it jumps further away again just out of reach. Sometimes it feels like I’ll never get there… Like I’ll never be okay. But when I look behind me at everything I’ve been through, I see how far I’ve come. I see the pain I endured and the inner demons I battled to get where I am now and I KNOW without question that I’m never going back. And if I’m not going back - then that only leaves forwards … And that’s when I turn around and keep going. I’ve come too far give up because of one bad day. Bad days end. New days begin…. And tomorrow will be better.

Ranata Suzuki   (via ranata-suzuki)

Im just so impressed with how your insights run to let us realize reality..

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Be involve with your present, forget the past.. Learn to Love truly...❤❤❤

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Believe that True L❤ve will stay and would find a way..😍

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Learn to let go , not everything that we want remains in our grasp... Life is too short for regrets..

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Get hurt and Learn, somethings might not go your way but never lose hope, someday somehow love will find a way..❤