Seth ☕️

Personal Blog| I do NOT promote ed's or self harm| Anorexia, BPD and other mental health struggles| I'm just another guy trying to survive my mind and win the fight against mental illnesses|

[comemorningslight]

I think the scariest part of the eating disorder comes when you want so badly to stop starving yourself, and suddenly realize,

you can’t. 

That moment when you have to face the truth: You are not in control, and haven’t been in a long while.

[metamorphosisofmeg]

I’m just getting really sick and tired of waking up every morning and feeling like shit and looking in the mirror and telling myself ‘things will get better’ because no matter how much effort I put in things just seem to be getting harder. All anyone ever says is that things will get better but it isn’t fair, if things really are going to get better then why can’t they start now?

[sethanded-blog]

I'm sorry you feel this way, this describes exactly my own thoughts I hope things start to look up for you metamorphosisofmeg x

[iglovequotes]

Daily dose of love quotes here

[pursuit-of-my-purpose-deactivat]

[sethanded-blog]

Existing is hard, inhaling the air it takes to exist is even harder, Puncture wounds pierce like shards of glass, I'm choking on empty hopes and promises, Inhaling more chemical than clarity

[confessionsabouted]

23797) I’m a trans man. This whole thing started as a way to make my hips and breasts smaller so I could feel better, but now I’m stuck. I can’t stop counting calories. I can’t stop exercising. I’m so afraid of gaining weight.

[cake-stuff]

[metamorphosisofmeg]

because no one’s telling you you’re dying and no one’s making you eat more it doesn’t mean that you’re not it doesn’t mean that you don’t need to

[sethanded-blog]

I want to die nothing more nothing less it's my only wish I'm not asking for assistance or permission I simply want someone to understand to forgive me for not having the strength to continue with this pain

[confessionsabouted]

23405) I was rushed into hospital one night after a serious overdose and told that I needed to be put on a drip… Immediately I had a break down because I was afraid that the medicine going into my canular would cause me to gain. All this time doctors were telling me I would be dead within a few hours if they didn’t get me hooked up to it right now.

[cats-tats-recovery]

Maybe if more people would treat the mentally ill like people instead of an infection more people would seek treatment.

Every time I’ve went to treatment they’ve made me feel more of a burden instead of a patient (via cats-tats-recovery)

[shehlovee]

I automatically assume people won't like me, so I don't talk to them unless they approach me first. I can't become a part of a crowd because I can't get past that feeling that I don't belong.

[inspiring-pictures]

People get mad when you treat them how they treat you.

So relevant rn tho (via fierrrrrrce)

[little-miss-tragedy]

Note to self: every time you were convinced you couldn’t go on, you did.

(via diedofperfection)

[coral]

[sethanded-blog]

You're a wonderful human and omg so gorgeous

Awwh, this really made me smile thank you 🙈

[confessionsabouted]

22496) Can’t wait for summer so my hands aren’t purple and cold all the time but don’t want to not be able to cover my body in big jumpers and pants.