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Hold Me Before I Go / / Mason x Seth

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Mason’s heart squeezed painfully at the comment and he immediately shook his head, no hesitation. ”Don’t you think that for a minute,” Mason warned, blinking up at Will sadly and brushing fingertips up and down the back of his neck in what he hoped was a reassuring manner. ”You’re the best person in the world, or in my world anyways. I wouldn’t have risked absolutely everything for anyone except for you.” Mason smiled as Will settled over him, their foreheads touching.

He nodded only the tiniest bit as the kiss parted, smiling with his lips almost pressed to Will’s. ”Show me,” he parroted, gaze drifting down to Will’s tongue before shifting back up into his eyes. A tiny shiver moved through his body as his lover gave his hips a squeeze, needing reassurance. ”I’m very sure,” Mason responded without a waver in his voice. He knew they didn’t have much time left together so he was going to make every last moment last.

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Seth's eyes slid shut as fingers trailed down the back of his neck, sending a shiver down his spine. He pulled back slightly, heart aching at the words that he was hearing. "I love you." He whispered, lifting a hand to caress Mace's cheek. This stature people put on him, seeing him up high. He didn't understand it, he couldn't comprehend how they saw him that way but he would try his best to get there himself.

He leaned closer, lips ghosting over Mason's as he gazed at him, looking for a lie or maybe just taking in his man's appearance as he replied with conviction. He ran his hand up his side softly, eyes half casted as he looked down on him. "Okay." He replied, moving closer softly, nudging their noses together before slotting their lips together. Arching his body to settle himself onto his hips, fingers sliding up to slot and twist into his hiar.

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Hold Me Before I Go / / Mason x Seth

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Mason smiled brightly at that, feeling a little more awake and silently wishing that he could have recorded that statement to last him through the inevitable withdrawal. ”Do you honestly think that there’s any way I wouldn’t want you when you get back?” he laughed softly to himself, forcing down the bile that threatened to rise up in his stomach at the thought of months without Will at his side, in his bed, kissing his skin. He wanted to stay here forever, Mason decided. He’d never leave this bed and neither would the boy he’d been able to love so thoroughly for such a short amount of time, it felt.

"Of course I do," Mason responded just as softly, watching Will respond with the same sort of awe he himself expressed when the sentiments were returned. He could feel the other boy smile into the kiss and wrapped his arms around Will tightly. ”Show me?” he whispered instead of the very needy ‘don’t leave me’ that was swirling around in his head. ”Show me how much you love me?”

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Seth closed his eyes, twitching as he chuckled. "There are a lot of better people in the world than I. I- I wouldn't blame you." He murmured, eyes slipping open. He feared that Mason could find a match that was there for him while he was away. Someone so much better than he was. They could hold him when he would be only able to talk to him every once in a while while be hundreds of thousands of miles away at times. Of course he would think that. His heart twisted painfully in his chest and he moved closer to his love, tightening his hold on Mace's hand and breathing him in.

As the brunette confirmed, his stomach flipped and Will couldn't help but laugh softly at the reply, completely high off of the word of love. His hand slipping from Mason's as arms were wound around him, sliding up and down his side before settling at his hip. Seth nuzzled closer, forehead pressing against his as the kiss was broken. His eyes slid open, blue eyes ablaze as he stared back into his lover's. "Show you?" He repeated, tongue flicking out to lick his lips. "Are you sure?" He asked for confirmation, hand squeezing the other lad's hips.

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n. a moment that seemed innocuous at the time but ended up marking a diversion into a strange new era of your life—set in motion not by a series of jolting epiphanies but by tiny imperceptible differences between one ordinary day and the next, until entire years of your memory can be compressed into a handful of indelible images—which prevents you from rewinding the past, but allows you to move forward without endless buffering.

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Hold Me Before I Go / / Mason x Seth

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"I like it when you’re possessive," Mason mused, watching Will fondly and tilting his head a bit. When Will’s hand brushed down to cup his cheek, Mason’s smile grew and he nuzzled into the palm of the other boy’s hand. He hummed in acknowledgement raising an eyebrow. "You should tell me just how much you more than adore me, babe. It’s the last time you’ll be able to do so in person so feel to lavish me with your affection." Mason smirked, clearly kidding. He lifted his own fingertips to brush over the bruise-like marks under Will’s eyes. They had lessened and he could tell but if Mason had his way, they’d be gone entirely. "It’s a start," he said, as he said often.

"I slept perfectly fine," Mason answered lowly, his eyes closing again as Will’s hand brushed down to intertwine with his own fingers. His freed hand moved to the back of Will’s neck, thumb brushing softly over the skin. "I love you," he confessed, not for the first time but it felt more weighted with the knowledge that his Will would be leaving. "I love you so much." Mason surged forward to press another kiss to Will’s lips.

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Will scoffed but smiled at the brunette. "It's cause you're mine." He replied, soft as he looked on adoringly at the man in his arms. He leaned his head closer, eyes peering into Mason's and giving him a serious look. "I'll be back and when I am, if you still want me, I'll make up for all the nights I've been away." He promised, lips curling into a grin. His eyes slid closed ever so slightly as fingers brushed under his eyes. A soft hum vibrated his throat as he pressed, burrowing his face into his hands. "It is." He agreed, eyes flickering closed as he sighed peacefully.

His eyes flickered up at the words,a hand cupping the back of his neck and sending shivers down his spine by the soft caress. "You love me." He whispered back, still hard to believe the words. He breathed in the words, heart stuttering as his lover repeated the phrase. As their lips connected, Seth's lips curled up into a smile and into the kiss he murmured the words he always feared to speak for so many years. "I love you too."

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Okay, okay. Well, I can’t make any promises.

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Fine but if you need me just send word and I'll come fucking storming, got it?

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Don’t worry about me, Seth. You know I’m tough.

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Dumbass, of course I'll worry. So stay safe and try not to do anything too stupid.

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Well, it’s been lovely Brookfield, I hope we meet again…

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Stay safe.

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Hold Me Before I Go / / Mason x Seth

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Mason chuckled softly to himself, nodding a little bit and closing his eyes again. ”That’s very true; if it was anyone else you’d be promptly kicked out of the Hale estate, darling,” he mused, letting out a pleased sound as fingertips rubbed into his scalp, drawing him closer to that peaceful sleep once more. ”Good morning, William,” Mason smiled, sliding into the space freed when Will moved Zoro out of the way. He loved the cat to death but, right now, he needed to focus on the boy across from him, the one who would be leaving him today.

"Sad," Mason answered automatically, eyes opening again to try and absorb his lover’s face. "But I’ve been sad since you told me so that’s nothing new." Mason’s hand moved to Will’s chin, tipping his face downward so he could press their lips together. "I’m lucky you adore me so you’ll put up with my morning breath," he whispered into the brief kiss, pulling back with a gentle smile. "Sleep any?"

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"Well good, I wouldn't want you to welcome anyone else to your bed." Seth grumbled, eyes closing as he soaked in the moment as they moved even closer together. He chuckled, eyes sliding half open to look at Mason as he replied. "Yeah, me too." He murmured, hand sliding out of the brunette's hair and down to cup his cheek. He peered at him, observing his face now that he was awake and close to him. A smile curled at his lips as Mason pressed both of their's together, chuckling as he pulled back. "Adore you? Baby, you know it's a much stronger feeling than adoration." He replied, nuzzling his nose into his cheek before sighing. "A bit, not much though." He confessed, dark circles, though better than previous months, still apparent under his eyes.

He rubbed his thumb across his lover's cheek, gentle and caressing his skin as he moved it down his neck. He swept his hand over Mason's shoulder and down his arm, ending its short sweep by tangling their hands together. "How'd you sleep?" He asked softly, lips ghosting against the corner of his mouth, squeezing his hand.

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Hold Me Before I Go / / Mason x Seth

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Mason’s sleep was the strangest combination of restless and serene. If he thought about it, sleeping next to Will always made him calm, usually, but tonight there was the nagging feeling that this was it. There couldn’t be another night of cuddling to be had; it was now or nothing. So his dreams ranged from their typical blissful happiness to utter terror. The fluctuation kept him from waking, knowing that a patch of happiness would puncture the settling cloud of sad. When he finally started to stir to consciousness, it was only due to the stream of the morning sunlight through his window and the gentle touch of fingers tousling through his hair.

Mason wanted to go back to sleep. If it wasn’t morning, it wouldn’t get to be evening. Will wouldn’t leave. If he went back to sleep, he could hold onto time a little longer. Groaning, though, the light didn’t go away and stayed lit behind his closed eyelids, taunting him with the knowledge of what would happen when it went down once more. ”Will?” Mason croaked, still not opening his eyes and instead, curling towards the warmth provided by the other male. Of course, first, he found himself with a faceful of fur: Zoro wanted a snuggle too. He laughed a bit and pried his eyes open to peck a kiss to the top of the cat’s head before blinking at his best friend-turned lover with a crooked, sleepy smile. ”Mornin’ sunshine.”

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Seth's eyes flickered between Mason and the cat, who had begun snoring softly. There was a softness in his eyes that rarely showed but it was easy to distinguish this morning, causing his eyes to shine. His attention shifted to Mason fully as he heard his groan, smirking as the brunette's consciousness slowly began to lift to the surface. "Well it'd be awkward if it wasn't me." He murmured, massaging the other male's scalp as he shifted over. He chuckled as Mason's face ended up in Zoro's fur. Lifting his head from his fist, Seth craned his neck down to kiss the brunette on his forehead. "Good morning, babe." He murmured, nuzzling his nose into his hair and breathing in.

He reached between them, pulling their child cat out from between them out of the way to get closer to his lover. "How are you feeling?" He asked, closing his eyes as he nuzzled closer. He just wanted to stay wrapped up with his guy forever.

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Hold Me Before I Go / / Mason x Seth

His time couldn't move more slowly, something he was finally grateful for as he laid in bed with the only boy he had loved for all his life. Ducking out of his own party to spend time with Mason was the best decision he had made in weeks, even if they both had just ended up curling next to each other and falling asleep, or rather Mason had. Seth stayed awake, running his fingers through the brunette's hair, dozing a little while but being awake for most of the time. He had a good mental picture of his old friend before but after a night of spending most of the time memorizing his features, the image he held was picture perfect. He'd also dealt with Zoro, who he'd taken over with him, head butting him and walking all over his head before settling, curled between he and Mason.

It was this night that really made him not want to leave. He'd been told so much that he helped so many others around Ridgebrook, hell Ryder said the whole place would fall apart without him, but he didn't get it. He was just a kid, really, what on earth had he done to create this image of himself? Regardless, he'd already made his decision, not for himself but for his brother. The years of being a shit and in seclusion made him want to do right by him. Seth brushed the hair away from Mason's face, sighing softly, as he peered down at the male, perched with his cheek against his fist.

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