Stressed, Depressed, but Well Dressed

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Barbara Palvin

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What made you think of that right now?

[severine-rosan]

If something happens to Hogwarts, then we might actually have to work. Do you know what I mean?

[severine-rosan]

Imagine being a muggle have having a part- time job . . . Just take away my freedom why don't you.

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[severine-rosan]

ooc: Guys, on Sev’s reply to Sutton, is there two mini paragraphs or three? Because there’s supposed to be a third, but it doesn’t show. So I tried to post another text post with the full reply, but that second part was missing again. So, idk maybe tumblr or my laptop just hate that specific part, but this is so weird. *sigh*

Peace!

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I see only two. I’m sorry dear D:

I hate tumblr sometimes. 

[severine-rosan]

Ugh I know. Thank- you! :D

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ooc: Guys, on Sev's reply to Sutton, is there two mini paragraphs or three? Because there's supposed to be a third, but it doesn't show. So I tried to post another text post with the full reply, but that second part was missing again. So, idk maybe tumblr or my laptop just hate that specific part, but this is so weird. *sigh*

Peace!

[gryffindorable-sutton]

You would really do that….? You don’t have to, I mean, she’s not your responsibility. I guess… I guess I have always seen it as me failing Will and real Aoife if I can’t handle it… but maybe you’re right. It doesn’t mean I’m weak. I just need help. It would mean a lot if you did that. But, but if you don’t want to, or you get tired of it, I won’t ask you again. It’s fine… I don’t mind you asking. My mom died when I was little, and he didn’t really mean to do it, but he sort of shut down. He loves me, but he just wasn’t there for me, so I had to be there for him.

No…. no it will be better because then at least I will know he’s alive…. it’s… it’s got to be better that way. He - oh my god - oh my god he won’t even be able to see Aoife…. oh…. fuck this, fuck everything. How had I not thought of that before. But…. anyway, it has to be better… it can’t not be better, because if that doesn’t make things better, I don’t know what will. I-I will find a way to be with him. I have to. There has to be something, I can find a way. I have to find a way.

[severine-rosan]

Sutton, I'd love to! I can bond with Aoife, it'll be sweet. Honestly, it wouldn't bother me at all. Aoife is a sweetheart, she can't be that hard to deal with. I love taking care of kids anyway [Severine sweetly smiled and lied through her teeth. Her father taught her one thing as a child. How to make money. No money, no investemnt. But she was willing to do this, for a friend]

Will is going to survive. He will wake up and he will see Aoife. If he was supposed to die, he would have already been dead by now. Anyway, students are probably sending letters to each other. They don't care if they're rebelling from the decree, that's what happens when the government decides to oppress a community of people. But . . . Just be careful Sutton. Because . . . Even though you're pure- blood, you'll still be put under punishment. If there's anything I can do, just come find me. Don't hesitate.

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[gryffindorable-sutton]

No... No I wouldn't carry through with it...

as long as Will doesn't die....then who knows I would be too scared. I know.... I know it's not everyone who wants to take advantage of me, and you are not useless. I don't know what I'd do without you, in all honesty. I know I'd be a mess, that's for sure. I didn't mean to upset you so much. I know I don't have to fix things... but that's just what I've always known. I've been fixing my dad since I was 7, and... it's just what I've always done... and I know everyone has sacrificed something... I... I just hate it. It's just... Will, if he, I mean when he wakes up, I won't be able to talk to him. After all this, all this waiting for him to open his eyes, and when he does I won't be able to see him. No.... no. I'll be fine. I'll be okay and I can still help people. I have to be fine. I have to be okay because I have to be there for at least Baby Aoife. If for nobody else, I have to be okay for her. I'm just.... I've just got to hold on for a while. Until Will wakes up. Then... then I'll stop having these thoughts. I'll be fine. Someday things will get better. They have to. And... and I'll get better too. I really am, Sev. I didn't mean to upset you so much...

[severine-rosan]

If you'd like, I can babysit um . . . Aoife? We live in the same Common Room now, so if you're really busy just hand her over to me for like a few hours. You can't do it on your own. Not because you're weak, but because you're a person. You won't be letting down anyone either. Look at it this way. Average people see selfishness as a vice, rich people see it as a virtue. Sutton, you're not in a position to help anyone else. You can't give what you don't have. We all know you're strong enough, that's why you were after all chosen as Head Girl. If you don't mind me asking, what's wrong with your dad?

When Will wakes up from his deserved slumber, it'll make things worse. You told me you still want to be with him. When he wakes up . . . You'll still want to be with him. Do you know what I mean?

[gryffindorable-sutton]

Stressed, Depressed, but Well Dressed: gryffindorable-sutton: Really, I’m doing my best, but if one more...

Well... they either need to try harder, or not try at all. I can't... I can't handle all of this, I can't handle this. I do everything I can, for everyone, to make them happy. Now... now I can't even help half the people here. And the people who try to help me... they just make me cry more. Half of them just want to help me so they can get on my good side. I just know it. But this... I can't fix this. I fix things, and I can't do that right now. I haven't smiled for weeks, and I'm tired of being sad. I don't want to be sad. I just wish I could

smile again and mean it. I... I'm not holding up, Sev. I'm barely refraining from killing myself everyday, and... I'm just scared of my own thoughts. I'm sorry.... I'll be fine. I don't mean to worry you or anything. I'm... I'm going to be okay.

[severine-rosan]

Sutton!? Kill yourself?! [Severine's face creases as she panicks and is unsure on what to do. She hesitates for a second, but out of impulse, she hugs Sutton tightly, and releases] Sutton, you're so not killing yourself! I am your close friend, I don't want to take advantage of you well I did, but recently that hasn't even crossed my mind. and if I'm not here to comfort you then, I'm just useless. Okay, look, you do not have to fix everything. Some things can't even be fixed, like the situation with the Ministry is out of my hands, your hands and even the school's hands. We can't do anything about it, and you shouldn't stress over that! You're not alone! Everyone has sacrificed something. I don't have any half- blood friends, but hell, even I made sacrifices the past few days. We're literally, all in this together. If Head Girl duties are too much then just stuff the responsibilites, stuff the students and let them sort their own bloody problems for once. You're not going to be okay, if you carry on this way. I'm saying this as a friend, you deserve to relax and you just need a vacation or something. I don't know . . . This school is so stupid. I mean who gives so many responsibilities to a student, in times like these? Do you know what I mean?

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Barbara looking absolutely stunning as always. Am loving the details of this new bra. The eyelash lace, bow, and bling are perfect for the holidays. Excited for it to be released for sale.

[gryffindorable-sutton]

Really, I’m doing my best, but if one  more person asks me how I’m taking the decree and the fact that I can’t talk to Will or Roi again, I think I’ll snap. I didn’t know people were actually that insensitive. 

[severine-rosan]

Some people genuinely want to help, Sutton. Something tells me the majority of the people who came to console you also have somebody stuck in my common room. Just smile, be the Head Girl and don't let it get to you.

I hope you're holding up okay, by the way.

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