this is the stupidest thing i've ever had to do but here we go. a week ago, a friend came to me asking to write something i wasn't comfortable with. she blocked me on everything. she then unblocked me to explain why she blocked me in the first place. i apologized and told her it was in my rules. to which she then apologized. i asked for some space and she kept texting me/messaging me. i guess i made the mistake of ignoring her for the rest of the day because she didn't like that. i even texted her the next day ready to forgive her, but she had already blocked me on everything. we were friends for four years.
i accepted the loss, but she has since decided to make a whole dni rule about me which is not fair and, honestly, quite cruel. she's telling people i make her "uncomfortable" when the last text i have from her is literally her asking if i was okay. people have been blocking me without asking me what happened. i've been getting really mean anons to the point i had to turn them off and have thought about flat out deleting both my tumblrs. but that's not fair because i love my other friends on here and my characters so much. i shouldn't have to quit my favorite hobby because of this. it's not that hard to just block someone and leave them be if you want to. that is everyone's right.
i don't care if y'all are still friends with this person. i don't care if you write with this person. the point is, whatever happened between us should be between us. it shouldn't effect others. people shouldn't have to feel like they need to "pick sides". as confused as i am about it all, i am still willing to talk to her about this like adults to better understand what i did. if i did make her uncomfortable somehow, i am sorry. but the fact i've spent the past week depressed and miserable isn't fair. i just wanted to get this off of my chest. i want to be able to write on tumblr and enjoy the silly little blorbos i've come to love. this is a hobby we should all be allowed to enjoy.
