Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you, get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should, think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive and I will
Follow you, follow you home…
There’s an old voice in my head that’s holding me back/ well tell her that I miss our little talks/ Soon it will be over and buried with our past/ We used to play outside when we were young/ And full of life and full of love.
{Private} I... It's just... My Dad and I go to the beach every Spring Break. We've gone every year since I can remember. And... this year he totally bailed on me. Just completely cancelled because.. he's going to some stupid thing with his new girlfriend. I mean he said we could go another time.. But still.. How shitty is that? I'm disappearing to my own Dad...
WHO:Â Greta Catchlove and Severus Snape
WHERE:Â Library to Black Lake
WHEN:Â The night March 2
NOTES:Â sorry b-dizzle
Greta’s eyes were now trained fiercely on their intertwined hands as she listened to Severus utter a few simple words that made her heart clench. She felt tears well up in her eyes and, try as she might, they fell freely while her face remained emotionless. It was strange because she felt as if her mind was racing, yet completely blank at the same time as she tried to process her emotions and her next move.
Slowly pulling her hand away, Greta placed her palm softly on Severus’ cheek and gave him a small, sad smile. She ran her thumb back and forth while she looked into his eyes. Opening her mouth, she let out a staggered breath before speaking. “Oh, Sev. You know I love you too, so much more than anyone could imagine.” Her hand slid down from his face to the back of his neck, where she traced small circles on the hairline. “But.. I.. Loving you hurts me, more than you know. And I d-don’t want to keep hurting like that…”
SEVERUS SNAPE
Severus got chills listening to Greta talk. Â Her skin on his, even if it was just palm on cheek, made his heart race. Â A sudden type of numbness washed over Severus. Â He had started to let some of his emotions show, and he couldn't allow himself to do that. Â Hearing Greta say how much it hurt to love him caused him to shut down even further.
It occurred to Severus how stupid it was that he was here.  Meeting with Greta was a dumb idea.  It was just going to wreck both of them inside, more than they already were.  All he could really do was nod. Â
• WHERE: Library to Black Lake
• WHEN: The night March 2
• NOTES: depressed :-)
The world seemingly froze in the few seconds after Greta broke the hug with Severus as she stared at him. The moment was broken as Severus broke the eye contact to shoo away some gossiping girls who were watching them. Her face flushed as she looked down to the ground again, mumbling an agreement as she followed him down the hall.
She walked slowly next to him, each step further away from everyone else it seemed, without noticing, she got closer and closer to Severus until their arms were touching. Once they were in a more secluded area, Greta took his hand and led him to sit down with her on a ledge next to a large window that overlooked the Black Lake. “So,” She said softly, staring blankly out the window, her mouth taut as she tried to not do anything she might regret.Â
SEVERUS SNAPE
Severus didn't seem to recognize that they were touching, much less that they were holding hands. Â He thought that if he ignored it, it wouldn't mean anything. Â But Greta's hand just felt right in his. Â Memories of the Black Lake from months prior flooded his head. Â
"Do you- do you remember?" Â The first night they had gone down there, simply bored on their fall vacation. Â Severus lit a cigarette, remembering. Â They had been so awkward then, but their relationship had progressed quickly. Â "Greta." he tried not to choke on his words but they got twisted in his stomach before shoving their way out his throat and into the air. "I still love you." Â This was the third time he had been up on this window ledge in two weeks. Â The other two times, he had considered jumping off. Â Now, he still wanted to- but something kept him seated next to Greta,
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