Not Waving But Drowning

ig: tatjanoa

[javarisx-fightingthosedemons]

[babbyygirrrl]

working on myself because it wasn't my fault but it is my responsibility to get better and take care of me now.

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

not to be dramatic but sometimes i feel like i don't belong anywhere on this earth like maybe all there is for me is perpetual loneliness + constant desire to go back to a place that doesn’t exist anymore

[inkpressedpetals]

[mournfulroses]

Lidia Yuknavitch, from Reading the Waves: A Memoir published in 2025

[etherealyearning]

Castle Hill - Crane Estate

[papayajuan2019]

it's so fucked up you cant start working on your life at 3 am. when it most matters

[mournfulroses]

Joaquín Nin, from a letter to Anaïs Nin, featured in Reunited: The Correspondence of Anais and Joaquin Nin, 1933-1940

[feelingsoftheday]

It’s starting to feel like love isn’t for me.

[heartssarrow]

-Han Kang - The Vegetarian

[catchymemes]

[heartssarrow]

- Adélia Prado - Serenade (translated by Waston)

[silentprose]

And I was very homesick for a home - that never opened its door for me.

[sexemplare]

[sexemplare]

[cheruib]

on all levels except physical i am sitting on top of the moon with my legs swinging back and forth

[detailedart]

Rise and collapse of a wave. Details of paintings by Michael Zeno Diemer (1867-1939)