I didn't think I was going to be so affected by this. I hadn't thought of you in YEARS. However, I saw the Facebook posts about your condition and I couldn't believe it. It wasn't until I read that you were gone that it all hit me. If you read this somehow, please God know that I am so sorry. I am so sorry about how I treated you. I am so sorry it took you dying for me to write/say this to you. I am so sorry that you opened your heart to me as much as you did and I did not appreciate nor care for it like I should have. I am so sorry for not replying to your final message to me in January 2020. I am so sorry for not being better to you. I am so sorry for not reaching out regularly. I am so sorry Richie.



















