Kiss me like you wanna be loved

Sebastian Smythe, 18, Julliard student, dance major. Life couldn't be going any better for me since Blaine came into it. I'm excited for what our future holds, over-coming any more boundaries, and finding what it's like to live life with the person that you really love. I love you, B.

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When I'm With You || Seblaine

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Blaine let out a soft snort of laughter, “I’ll get right on that.” He teased, humming in content as he kissed his neck, mouth trailing lower. He pulled the hoodie to expose as much as he could before giving up and returning his lips back to his neck. “I’d like a summer one. Then we don’t have to worry about classes and we could have a really, realllly long honeymoon.” He mused, nipping his neck softly.

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Sebastian chuckled, grinning wide. He hummed softly at the kisses, rubbing a small circle along the middle of Blaine's back. He nodded, "Sounds perfect then. Sometime in June? It'd be warm enough that we could have a reception outside." He suggested. He let out a quiet gasp at the nip, his hand gripping onto Blaine's back. "Like your ring that much?" He teased.

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When I'm With You || Seblaine

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Blaine smiled at him gently, brushing their noses together. “It’s always special. You have the ability to make anything special.” He said softly, smiling at him as he just admired his fiance’s face for a few moments. “We don’t have to get married soon-soon, but did you have a date in mind?” he asked, shifting forward and kissing his jaw idly, peppering kisses down his neck as he waited for an answer.

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"So tomorrow is soon-soon?" Sebastian asked. He chuckled, "I'm kidding. As much as I want to spend the rest of my life married to you, I agree. We have a lot of things to plan." He hummed softly at the kisses to his neck, tilting his head up a little. "How do you feel about a summer wedding?" He asked, wanting both of them to be secure and happy with the date.

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When I'm With You || Seblaine

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Blaine looked at him for a moment, glancing down at his hands and waiting for him to explain. Blaine had just assumed he’d taken a shower or something and dubbed himself protective. Or maybe gotten a bagel, bagels were pretty good. He allowed Sebastian to take his hand and when he realized what it was he grinned super brightly, his eyes maybe prickling with a hint of tears. What? It was an emotional thing, getting a ring from the person you were already engaged to. Right? Blaine giggled gently, leaning in and smushing their lips together, kissing him long and hard. When he pulled back, which was a while later, he examined the ring more closely, the ‘5-year-old-on-Christmas-morning’ face still present. “I love it. I love you. You’re so thoughtful and — ugh, cute. Thank you.”

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Sebastian let out a relieved laugh when Blaine giggled. He kissed him back, of course, bringing a hand up to the back of Blaine's neck. He caught his breath then Blaine pulled back. Blaine always managed to take his breath away. He grinned when Blaine spoke up. He was just glad that Blaine was so happy. "I love you too. You're welcome." He said with a chuckle. "I wanted to at least make it a little bit special by surprising you." He explained, stroking the back of Blaine's neck. He pressed a little kiss on his cheek.

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When I'm With You || Seblaine

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Blaine leaned in and attempted to nip his tongue, smirking at Sebastian. “I missed you more,” he said, nodding his head. Blaine smiled against his lips, humming softly before he kissed him hard on the mouth again. “M’not being a jerk!” he protested, whining and wiggling as he poked his side. “Oh? What’s that?” He asked, shifting more comfortably on his lap and wrapping his legs around his waist, kissing him again because why not.

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Sebastian chuckled at Blaine's cute little wiggling. He didn't push any of Blaine's comments, only because he really wanted to get down to business. He kissed Blaine softly, then smiled at him. "Well," he moved his hands into his hoodie pocket, collecting the ring in his palm. He held tight onto it, nervous even though they were already engaged. "I got you this." He said, taking Blaine's left hand and sliding the ring onto his ring finger. He smiled up at Blaine, practically blushing.

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When I'm With You || Seblaine

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Blaine smiled at him, rolling his eyes. “Sounds like a long, strenuous day,” he teased, holding him close. “Oh, poor baaaby. I can’t imagine how hard it’ll be to give up day-long cuddles and lazy sex. Oh wait.” he smiled softly, looking at him fondly when he pulled back. “It was good. Work filled but you know, they pay well.” He kissed his forehead gently, brushing their noses together. “I missed you, though.” He said, kissing him softly. “Like. A lot. Almost cried thinking of how much I missed my beautiful fiance.” he teased.

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Sebastian stuck his tongue out at Blaine. "Poor baby indeed." He said, huffing a little. He nodded, smiling softly. "I missed you too." He said softly against Blaine's lips. "Always do." He added in before Blaine went on. He chuckled, giving Blaine's arm a playful swat. "Don't be such a jerk." He teased back, gently poking him in the side before returning to holding onto Blaine. "I might have done one productive thing today.."

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When I'm With You || Seblaine

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The recent holidays had easily taken the slot as ‘Best Christmas/New Years ever’. It hadn’t been too much, but it also hadn’t been too little, so it’d been perfect. That, and Sebastian had said yes to his proposal which was always a plus. While everyone else was out partying and doing what they wanted in Times Square, Blaine was content with staying at home and watching movies with the absolute love of his life. It was one of his ideal ways of spending the holidays. And Sebastian was the perfect partner to spend it with.

Despite his hopes and happiness, he did have to return to work at some point. Although he wished he could live at home with Sebastian forever until they grew old and their saggy skin began to fuse together, that couldn’t realistically happen just yet. When he got home, though, he was delighted to find his fiance looking real cute in a hoodie, just lounging about. “Hello, beautiful,” he said, moving over to him and plopping down onto his lap. Wrapping his arms around his neck, he leaned in and kissed him softly. “How was your day, my love?” He asked, looking at him lovingly.

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"Hey, yourself." Sebastian grinned when Blaine came in and automatically found his way to Sebastian's lap. He wrapped his arms around Blaine, giving him a tight squeeze and a kiss. He looked up at Blaine, humming softly. "It was lazy, lazy, lazy." He said, wanting to keep the secret for a few more moments. "I'm resting while I can. I gotta start moving around again soon." He nuzzled his face in the crook of Blaine's neck for a moment. He kissed Blaine's skin, and then pulled back to speak. "How are your day, babe?" He asked.

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When I'm With You || Seblaine

It was strange that all the holidays had passed, all the big events, and it was just back to normal again. Of course, the two of them didn't have to go back to school for another week, so there was still that. Everything had quieted down, including the city. No complaints from Sebastian though. He'd had the best December that he could ever remember. He had a successful, wonderful holiday performance with his dance classes. He got engaged to the love of his life, which secured their future together even more. They had a quiet, nice New Year's Even together watching movies and listening to the rest of the city celebrate (considering the choice there was limited). It was all great.

However, Sebastian hadn't managed to get the chance to get Blaine his ring. Blaine had gotten a few days off of work, and Sebastian wanted them to spend it together, so there was no sneaking off to surprise him. Cause that's what he wanted to do. Things were getting back to normal though, so while Blaine was at work, Sebastian took some of the Christmas money he'd received from his family, not too much, just enough for something nice, and got Blaine a ring. He made sure to be secretive about it, lounging in a hoodie until Blaine got home, with the ring shoved deep into his pocket.

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Christmas II || Seblaine

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Blaine bit his bottom lip as he thought over the question, nodding his head after a moment and kissing him gently. “Yeah.” He said, taking his hand as he stood up. “Hot chocolate sounds great.”

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Sebastian grinned, bringing Blaine's hand up to his lips to kiss it. He lead Blaine to the kitchen where he warmed up the water to mix the chocolate mix in, all of that stuff. He had a feeling this was going to be his best Christmas ever.

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Christmas II || Seblaine

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Blaine tilted his head back so Sebastian could kiss him as he pleased. He smiled, shutting his eyes and relaxing against him. “Merry Christmas.” He mused, just enjoying the feeling of being loved and supported — and engaged. There was no way his entire class/coworkers wouldn’t know he was engaged once break let up.

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Sebastian was enjoying himself as well, just being so much more secure in their relationship. He couldn't wait to get a ring for Blaine. He was definitely making a trip out soon to do just that. He rubbed Blaine's back, "Do you want to make some hot chocolate?" He asked.

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Christmas II || Seblaine

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Blaine nodded his head. “And she looooves you,” he pointed out. He smiled at the nose nuzzle and easily returned the kiss. He brought his hand up to cup his cheek, smiling softly into the kiss. “I love you more, though,” he mumbled against his lips, kissing him again.

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Sebastian smiled against Blaine's lips as well, just really giddy. "I know." He whispered, kissing Blaine back after. He only pulled away to trail kisses all along Blaine's jawline and neck. "And I love you, my beautiful fiance." He grinned. "Merry Christmas."

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Christmas II || Seblaine

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Blaine smiled, leaning against his fiancé and happily kissing him. “You should have,” he mused, not swatting away his hand this time. “I wouldn’t consider you the lucky one, either, I mean. Look at you.” he grinned brightly, leaning in to kiss him again. “Lucy gave me her blessing, by the way.” He said with a smile, pulling his gaze from his fiancé to the dog that was probably playing with one of her presents.

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Sebastian grinned proudly. "That is true." He knew that both of them were very lucky. He chuckled, looking over at Lucy as well. "She likes you." He said, grinning back up at Blaine. He leaned to nuzzle his nose against Blaine's for a moment, before he dipped his head down to kiss Blaine again.

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Christmas II || Seblaine

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Blaine smiled gently, leaning against him. After a few moments, he took his hand and laced their fingers together, tugging Sebastian over to the couch. He sat down and tugged him down with him, half climbing into his lap and pulling his arm around him. Leaning up, he kissed his jaw and looked at his hand with a large grin on his face. “You’re perfect.” He said, leaning up and kissing him. “Annnd we’re going to get maaarried,” he said in a sing-song voice.

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Sebastian gladly followed Blaine. His arms automatically locked around Blaine's waist, pulling him into his lap. He tilted his head up a little, enjoying the kisses. He leaned his head back down to kiss Blaine. "We are. And we're going to have such a good life." He said, shaking his head. "Never thought I'd be this lucky." He teased, poking a little at Blaine's side. "I'm gonna have to get you a nice ring for New Year." He grinned, kissing Blaine on the cheek.

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Christmas II || Seblaine

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Blaine nodded his head at Sebastian, understanding what he meant. He hugged him tightly, burying his face into his neck and just… smiling really widely. He wasn’t sure when exactly he’d felt this happy before — and it wasn’t even as though they were getting married tomorrow. It was just the promise of forever that made it feel like much more real. After a few moments he pulled back, reaching up and cupping his face. He caught his gaze and held it for a few moments, grinning brightly, unsure what else to even say at this point. “I don’t care about anything else.” He said softly, “Nothing that’s been done wrong in the past — I just care about you. And Us. And our future together, and… I’m really happy that we’re just that much closer to the rest of our lives,” he said, shrugging his shoulders just a little and laughing a bit, leaning up and kissing him again. “I love you so much.”

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Sebastian rubbed Blaine's back, blinking away his lil tears. He kept Blaine's gaze as well, just smiling at him and being close to him. He nodded as Blaine spoke. "There's no reason to dwell on the past. We've got right now, and the rest of our lives. It's... wow, it's going to be amazing." He breathed out. "I love you too." He said, kissing him again. Deeply and full of all of the things that he wanted to say. He knew that Blaine would want to hear everything, but he didn't want to ramble. For now he was content in being close to the love of his life and spending Christmas together, and many many more.

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Christmas II || Seblaine

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Blaine waited for his response nervously, chewing on his lower lip as he looked at him. The look on Sebastian’s face was priceless. At his words, he felt his heart swell up with emotion, and at the acceptance of his proposal he grinned brightly, standing up and pressed their lips together. He leaned in close and laughed lightly against his lips, pulling back and looking at him happily. “Good! I mean, thank you — that’s. Wonderful.” He said, and after a moment he reached about to take his hand, looking up at him before sliding the ring onto his finger. 

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Sebastian smiled against Blaine's lips, looking just as happy. He chuckled, "It is wonderful." He said softly, letting Blaine take his hand. He looked down and admired his hand. He felt his eyes stinging with tears again, which he tired his best not to cry. He sniffed a little, looking back at Blaine. "I just... gosh, you make me so happy. I'm so excited to take this step." He said, all in a rush, afraid that he would start crying if he stopped. A good cry, of course. He laughed a little, wrapping his arms around Blaine and squeezing him tight.

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Christmas II || Seblaine

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Blaine went back to their room and went through his pants until he found the one where he’d been hiding the ring in one of the pockets. He pulled it out and sighed. As nervous as he was, he never felt more right doing this. Moving back into the hallway, he walked down into the living room and hide the box behind his back. His gaze trailed over his boyfriend, and he smiled at him. He did love him more than anything, and maybe people would think that they were too young. But people didn’t wake up everyday to the sight of Sebastian’s face. People didn’t get to be domestic with him, they didn’t see his gorgeous smile, or hear his lovely laughter. People didn’t have him, so of course they would think it was too soon. But they didn’t matter here, did they?

Leaning up, he kissed him softly and slowly, before he took a step back, still concealing the box behind his back. “When we met, I was very indifferent on the topic of Sebastian Smythe. He was rebellious — really rebellious. He didn’t seem to really care about anything, but he did propose the idea of having sex. I was intrigued, but it wasn’t in the sense that I’d do it. He caused a lot of problems between my boyfriend at the time and me.” He said, smiling. “And then, he threw rock salt in my eye and I had to have surgery.” He smirked, “Which tends to piss off a guy instead of luring them into your bed.” 

Blaine shifted the box into one hand and he took Sebastian’s with his free one. “But over time, he became my best friend. The love of my life. My soul mate.” He decided that the third person needed to go away, so he reverted back to first person. “What I’m saying is that I love you. Through thick or thin, everything. You’re my entire life and I know that I don’t ever want to be with anybody else. You’re my man. I might not have seen it at first, but… the fates have spoken, so to speak. You’re who I see when I’m ninety years old, knitting scarves in a rocking chair on our front porch. You’re my reason to wake up every morning and try my hardest every day. You’re the person I want to make smile every chance I get.” 

The speech wasn’t the best, but hey. Sue me. He smiled at him and shifted down on one knee, opening the box and looking at him nervously. “So, Sebastian Smythe. My one, true love. Will you marry me?”

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Sebastian smiled against Blaine's lips, kissing him back, of course. He furrowed his eyebrows when Blaine began speaking. He smiled a little at first, giving out a soft laugh at the comment about causing problems between his boyfriend at the time. Helooked down between them at the slushie comment, which never failed to make him feel just a tad bit bad, even though it seemed like a lifetime away at that point. He shook his head, looking up at Blaine and smiling wide when he took his hand. He kept the wide smile, nodding a little in agreement about being best friends, the love of his life, and soul mates. It was so true. They were completely and entirely each other's. And when Blaine continued on, he bit his lip a little, feeling incredibly emotional because all of this was true for Sebastian. He felt all of those things about Blaine and even though he knew Blaine felt them too, hearing them was always so lovely. Sebastian couldn't have guessed what was coming next. He literally gasped when Blaine got down on his knee. He kept his mouth dropped slightly open and his eyes wide. He had always imagined them spending the rest of their lives together, being married, but he'd never even considered what being proposed to would be like. It took him by surprise, but it made him so happy. He didn't even mean to take so long to react, but it was so perfectly simple. "You know that you're my everything. You know that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. From the moment that I laid my eyes on you, I knew I had to have you. I didn't realize until later that I literally had to have you for my own and that I needed you in my life. Forever." He sighed, a small smile on his face and maybe a hint of a tear in his eye. "Of course I'll marry you."

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Christmas II || Seblaine

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Of course Blaine had returned the same sentiments. When all was done and things were neatly placed into their respective locations and there wasn’t any form of mess, Blaine walked up to Sebastian and took his hand, gnawing on his lower lip. “I have another present for you.” He said, looking at him shyly. “Uhmf. Stay right here, okay?”

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Sebastian was about to ask Blaine if he wanted some hot chocolate, when Blaine spoke up again. He furrowed his eyebrows, but smiled brightly. "Okay, but it better not top any of mine." He teased, giving Blaine a kiss on the forehead before he let him go. He had no idea what Blaine could mean by another present, unless he was going to sing him a song or something, like they were back in show choir. Not that he would complain if that was the case. He didn't know what to guess at though, so he just waited patiently.

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Christmas II || Seblaine

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Blaine smiled gently at him. He looked at the clothes and smiled brightly at his boyfriend. “Thank you, baby.” he said, leaning in and kissing his cheek. He glanced at the presents and picked up one that was for Sebastian, handing it to him. It was also probably clothes — an adorably hideous Christmas sweater and reindeer socks. Just because.

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Sebastian laughed a little, but mostly just grinned wide. He seriously loved the sweater, ugly and all. "Thank you." He said. He reached for another present for Blaine. And they took turns for a little while, gave Lucy hers somewhere in the middle. The exchanged clothes and movies and things. I don't know. Sebastian had also stuffed Blaine's stocking with lube and candy. Of course.