leaving
Four months to Brisbane and the knots
feel remarkably tight
You can't box and airfreight
all your longings
when the air is still,
like the well in a frog
in a well.
The brisk bane of bills, parts
of your apartment falling apart,
the office in your head
you can't shut off,
riddles from a son
you can't get rid of -
how they span attention
in a conspiracy of noise
But today
the excuses have wrung their hands dry,
There are forms to fill,
forms to inform,
forms to conform,
a chloroform face to greet
the Devil in details -
like passport photographs and income tax clerks -
when you depart through a door
awkward and half-closed
Felix Cheong - Writing Singapore 2009
The persona 'You' in this poem is likely a Singaporean leaving to emigrate to Brisbane, Australia. Many Singaporeans have indeed migrated to Down Under in hopes of a better future for themselves. This poem however highlights the fact that you can take a Singaporean out of Singapore but deep down, you can't take out the Singapore from a Singaporean.This is evident in that even though the 'quitter' is leaving Singapore for a new place to call home, there is this sense of "longings" - perhaps a desire to want to stay in Singapore but unable to for personal reasons?. Although the poet writes about leaving, he also hints about the troubling lifestyle of Singaporeans - "the office in your head/you can't shut off" implies that many Singaporeans unfortunately cannot separate their work and their life at home. This is a reality in many developing countries, particularly with the proliferation of personal mobile communication devices which makes it too easy to contact a person after hours. This merely highlights the fact that the Singaporean society is so focused on economic development, there seems to be little time left for anything else - even family comes second (as suggested by the poet writing about the "son" only AFTER writing about "the office").
Ultimately, the poet argues that even if one leaves Singapore, the door is not always completely shut, that it is "awkward and half closed": that no matter how far away one leaves Singapore, it forms part of one's identity, that the Singaporean identity cannot be disassociated from oneself. The last lines also hints of possible assimilation problem - that many countries cannot fully accept an immigrant.











