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I dream of gold, of diamonds in the sky.

Across my heart her body lies.

A wealth of passion behind her gaze.

She sends me reeling into a daze.

As I sit upon her shelf,

I wish of a break from lustful fantasy

And a glimpse into her sharp reality.

I repeat this to myself.

Will she call on me and fulfill my hope?

Or will I gather dust as I go broke?

For her wealth, I cast the die.

For her gold, for her diamonds in the sky.

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[6ixfeelings]

[grav-alt-y]

[tomorrowandbeyond]

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Blue white and red

Electric lights

In a dark endless room.

Whispers to myself

A heart that's beating

This mind that's fleeting

Water falls from my right eye

Hot vapor escapes my lungs

Opportunities past

What more will come?

Dimensions of this star

Hovering across

Lunar soaked skies

Balanced

By what I have left

And what I've become.

Puzzles to complete

An inevitable retreat

To what I know

What I will

In this eternity

Bound by maturity

For a life of one.

[monkeyjungle]

The Empire Strikes Back (1980)

[liquor]

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Madness and insanity crept at my door

And trouble came at me long forlore

But my lover's whisper in my ear

Told that rest from wicknedness would be near

And in the sake of goodness in kind

I transpired to walk through it blind

With shaking hands and a firm heart

I was born again, at the start.

I wept no more for sins of past

And instead for that I wished to last-

Moments lost in a smile

And fire conquered by my trial;

And souls emitted loves bright flame

That had long endured our troubles' reign.

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On dread's foul step I paused to catch my breath. The climbing, the toil Had no end but my own. I stopped there- On that millionth step To take in the air.

The brick and marble were cold to the touch, But the sun warmed my skin My back, my weary head, The light shone down on me there. The grass and greenery of potted plants Stacked along the steps In marching columns down the middle As a road splits in half.

And as I ruminated and brooded My mind went to simpler things Of pleasant walks, of morning air, Of gold and treasure, Of a mind unweighed. And as I meditated and breathed in Enlightenment whispered in my ear

For those stairs climbed high Up on dread's step But there the end, as mysterious as the beginning, Seemed similar looking both ways.

I gathered my things, and I began again Walking down from dread's step. My mind weighed heavy, my feet were sore. But the journey's end came near- I climbed down from dread's step To find a place of comfort below. With grass and greenery uncontained, Where solace and virtue, and wisdom's good grace May have led me long before.

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Working towards individual success goes hand in hand with leaving behind toxic individuals and behaviors. It's one thing to complain and complain and complain and it's another thing to put in effort to change.

[rockum]

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Been working myself much harder these past few months than I have my entire life. And that's alright. At some point I would like to slow down again and find a small measure of peace in my life. For now, I'm moderately okay with coming home and sinking into my bed. My feet are aching but at least I'm falling asleep fast and easy. Things are swell.

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I want Lana Del Rey to sing about me

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16 Kills + A Solo Win - PUBG

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The Black Angels - Currency