Kage no shijin 96

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My First Kill

You won't believe me if I told you

You won't believe me but its true

I once had a thing for gore

Like none from horror movies or stories.

Real life frights.

Like the kid who killed his puppy or the guy who kidnapped the neighborhood girls and chopped up there bodies for the town stew contest.

Everyone had beef with that, get it?

Anyway one day I found myself with my mom at home depot. She picked up a sheval and some fertilizer

I knew what was about to happen but I pretended to be none the wiser.

Daddy was in trouble

Me and mommy caught him with the babysitter and the she was sitting on something but it wasn't a baby.

So we decided daddy had to pay and pay he must.

Mommy hit him in the head and I had opened his guts.

That day we planted black roses in the garden and made daddy the man in charge of making them grow

That's when we left, to another city new identity and a new look

You won't believe at the age of 6, the life I took.

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Help this serious rapper out if you love words!!!

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Ayannia the beautiful

beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

even through he gets a cold shoulder

always got pushed away

until came that faithful day

when he met this one girl

that was going to rock his world

she's tall and slender

she spun my life like a blender 

her hour glass figure 

her smile was like one from tigger 

when cupid's arrow hit me

i fell down on one knee

and proposed my love

with the power from above

god has brunt us together

even in stormy weather

she shines just like a star

and i finally see who you are

Ayannia the beautiful

she has great grace

with only walking

she has won this race

the one to love

and to the heart of my soul

for once in  my life

i finally feel whole. 

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Dream girl

the eyes that sparkle

with no lights around

the smile that shines

when no stars are found

only in my sleep

have i seen such a being

i wipe my eyes clear

for they can be deceiving 

with your hour glass figure

and heart full of gold

from the moment i saw you

my soul was sold

not to evil 

but to love its self

for i had to grab

what i hung on my shelf 

the heart that was broken

is now whole again

with no on e to wake me up

and nothing to defend.

you make my life

feel like a swirl

fore you are the perfect being

you are my dream girl.  

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Rebound

i’m there when no one else is

i’m in your corner 

we used to talk

the feel was much warmer

when your alone

we talk a lot.

but with someone else

i’m no more than a thought

when someone else shoots that ball

i’m the only one who gets you

but when your stolen

its always someone new

i thought we were more

but i see the truth

i thought there was a working phone

in the shadowed phone booth

but i was wrong

and you continue on

but when you get blue

you write a song

you don’t talk to me as much

i bet you tell him everything

so go ahead

and be his bait on that string

but when your in pain

and your alone

remember what you did

when you stopped buzzing my phone

because i finally realize

so now i can move on

and i’ll be strong

and i’ll stop listening to that song

because i realized

what i have found

that to you

i’m just a rebound

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Happy birthday tamara

Another year older Another year past Another trouble placed On top of the last But thats not the topic Of this poem today I’ll give yu a great one Or later ill pay people say yur rude Some say yur mean But they can suck it Cuz now yur 15 Yu hit And punch But always hangout With yur friends at lunch Yu might be too annoying But thats how we like yu Please dont get mad at me Cuz yu kmo its all tru yu have weird acts I cant even lie Like the way yu stare at people or the way yu say hi Lets not focus on the bad But tell about the good Yu might go to GAMP but yur still straight hood yu keep it real yu wont hold back Yu speak yur mind And never lose track this day is about yu Who cares bout sara I just wanna say one thing HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAMARA

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Poem #8: F**k you

I cant stand it The way you force Now I cant speak My voice is horse You work my nerves And cant even understand me Your blind to my feelings Cant even see But you can keep your act Keep it to the end But maybe soon You’ll lose your girlfriend Stop means stop But you dont know when to I cant take your personality My feelings are true I dont believe in love And I thank god I don’t Cuz if I did I dont know what i’d want I dont know How long this might last But if its short You’ll be my past You can act tough And brag with your crew But then i’ll walk away And say “f**k you"

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fate's #1's

they say a heart can be broken or love is a contradiction but im about to say some things, make a prediction. ill be that guy who sits by as all this shit goes on but my day will come when you ask me to your prom. but ill bet the guy who liked you before that you shot done but talked to even more im not just speaking for me but for guys that are the same guy who are always "friends" but you end up being loved, what a shame. but we'll hang in there we'll wait for you to realize  our relationship was fate's. you said i never loved you do you really believe that so i did nothing as you cried  and i talked to you for as long as i could and sat there as i saw your heart begin to die. but if thats how you feel i wrote this for you. just remember, im always here never over there always fair cuz i really care.  this was for anyone and everyone that felt this way and smiled without having fun. for those in the background  that have someones back but they didnt realize it yet but we all know its a fact how the years will past we will get our turn to have the girl and give them the world we are the super friendly the back bone of yur emotional roller coaster  we are the outcast they call a "freak" and a "poser" we're closer to yu then yur bf is we're like yur sub-conscience  but we're the ones  who put up with yur non-sense  we are you dearest friends  we call ourselves  fate's #1's.

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It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.

By Wisdom of Confucius

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Poem #2: coming back

The rein of pride Happiness and joy Came to an end One day at 4

It seems like 4 Is my unlucky number This will be bad Especially this summer

Hanging with friends All in relationships Them buying a bag And sharing the chips

But i’ll change Back to 7th grade But that personality Has yet to be made

I hated it then But it seems to open a gate That gave me the gift To have a date

People might hate me But so what Thats what I want So keep your mouth shut

“but faheem We like you the way are” Thats not what life says Or my feelings so far

But i’ll end this poem Just to spare time Just don’t expect All my poems to rhyme

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Poem #7: Love at first sight

the first i saw you i didnt see you i was with my crew

i didnt see your personality i only saw your beauty so i was the beast who destroyed the feast

i watched as your hair flew and the wind blew but i did know you and i didnt want it true

i’ll show you happiness i’ll show you joy i’ll show you love because your hearts not a toy

but i’ll need your trust and i’ll ned your heart so when we’re finally together nothing can break us apart

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Poem #6: waiting to be put down (free verse)

8:45 pm Left the party After taking a pic or two I have to hurry I made a promise

Well to me it was a promise But I keep my word Im so excited Just to be around yu

8:55 pm I couldnt find yur house But I didnt care I felt happy

8:58 pm I found yur house I wonder which door just do them all

9:07 pm I knocked and rang For minutes Hoping she would open then we could chill

9:13 pm I only wanted to keep her company But my plans Were just fakes

9:23 pm Im cold and cant take it 20 minutes of waiting And no answer

I then left the party To only be broken I just to be Waiting to put down

9:30 pm Back at the party People are now dancing But some are hurting

I try to comfort them But how can I do that If I cant comfort myself

9:45 pm I get up and dance As I try to clear my head As I try to forget All that just happened

People are laughing and dancing Im still paralyzed Them I tell him this one guy

“clear yur head Tonight yur single” soon realising It was advice to myself

I them lose it Im not thinking right now I have no consciousness

10:00 pm I didnt know who I was Neither did anyone else dancing with 2 at 1 time?

I couldnt even dream that my mind is still blank Til the slow dance Then I found who I was again

10:45 pm Slow dancing, remembering it all Troubles of the night

11:00 pm Time to go home. Walking down 22nd Went in the house And felt a tear

Being my true person I punished myself Just for that one tear and it worked

But Dont yu dare fake dont act like yu care I dont need yur pity

save it for later Cause after I get through Yur gonna need it for yur seld

3:26 am I couldnt sleep, Not at 1 or 2 So I lay in bed

Just listening As I prepare to light em up Theres only one thing I dont have anything

Nothing that I love To burn down To turn to ash To set up in flames Like my heart has been

Im writing this poem Not caring for the outcome Not caring for tomorrow Now the new day

But I kno one thing I was stood up I was left Just left there

Like chopped meat Or even a fresh carcass With all my hopes up I was only waiting To be put down

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Poem #5: Poked

When i’m around you Im happy I can talk to you Without feeling crappy

It’s kinda strange though Before we never talked munch Now we talk more And hang out a bunch

We went to the courtyard Even thought it was cold Sat in front of me, a girl Who I wanted to hold

I layed on your lap and felt we were closer I thought someone said “why have you chose her?”

For that is a poem For another day But I felt really happy As you poked away

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Poem #4: friend-zone (calm version)

I knew it Too good to be true I’d just be that friend So what do I do?

I guess i’ll go Give up on love I’ll love myself Me all above

I’ll only be that friend The one to talk to So i’ll change myself So what can I do?

I’ll leave my heart And let it curl up Don’t feel sorry Just nod and say ‘whats up’

But i’ll just change So i’ll finally get phoned And break from The friend-zone

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Poem #1: pain

What is this? It needs to heal. But not given 2 spits Bout the pain I feel

My heart is unbalanced I need to break the seal The chains on my heart this electric eel

That magical beam The layers to peal Im down on the floor Assuming to kneel

But no one gives 2 Spits Bout the unbroken seal, The pain I felt, The pain I feel.

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About me

Hello tumblr and all its users, I am kage no shijin 96. I am a teen that love to write anything from stories, to scripts, to poetry; especially poetry. Kage no shijin simple means “shadow poet”.. Dark poetry is me specialty.. But not all of my poems are dark. I was told my poems have deep meanings to them.

some people asked me: what is your definition of poetry??? My answer is always one word, feeling.. To me, without any feelings involved, you dont have a “great poem”. Even if the rhyming suck, the feelings and emotion put into it is the core, the heart, of the poem.

My interest include: listening to music (mainly rock), watching anime (romance most of the time. But I love naruto and fairy tail too), chilling with friends, and writing. even though I like writing, my grammar suck XD lol. It might not seem like alot, but its alot for a teen to handle. my favorite colors are red and black. if you want to know anything else, write it as a comment on this tread.