Where the wild ones are

INDPENDENT OC RP BLOG, NOT ATTACHED TO ANY FANDOM. NSFW CONTENT IS A POSSIBILITY AND WILL BE TAGGED ACCORDINGLY. MUN & MUSE ARE OF AGE.

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He couldn’t help but find the blonde cute, the way she laughed and talked. He couldn’t help but laugh with her.”Why don’t you sit, eh? Help me eat all of this? If you’re not busy.” He says, before chuckling once more.”I wasn’t countin’ babes, too busy starin’ at your lips.”

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“Because I’m mean to look all sorts of busy and in charge” she quips while placing her hands upon her hips before quickly sitting down “But my own food is delicious and I’m easily talked into things!” a delicate sort of giggle leaves her lips before she blushes quite obviously “...Do I have something on them?”

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OPEN|| Anika

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“She doesn’t trust me with our daughter. Doesn’t trust herself with her, but she can’t leave me alone with her, afraid if I’m alone something is going to hurt her. Cade is always with my wife, and she told me, to put her first, and I have been, I’ve been putting them first, but it doesn’t matter, at the end of the day, if Marley and I do not workout, Cade goes with her, and who knows when I’ll get to see her, for we don’t talk, and things will be tense, and I cannot do tense, and I’d just want to hold her. I’m trying to suck up, I’ve been trying to put her and my daughter first before myself. 627 years all I’ve had is me, to put first, me to make sure I don’t go back in the asylum, why do people think a year of living with them is going to change all of that?” She was getting angry, but she wasn’t angry at Freya, Anika had never been angry with Marley, and maybe she needed too.

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“You can’t put other’s before yourself, doesn’t work. Not like I’m saying to not think about them or care about them, but you have to be a person first, yeah? You have to think of yourself in order to be there for people -- you’re no good to anyone if you’re a co-dependent mess. Plus, sounds like her problem more than anything else -- isn’t that your daughter too?” she questions slightly confused. What was the point in being with someone if they literally didn’t trust you with their child? Looming a loved one out of reach sounded absurd to Freya. I dunno, maybe the honeymoon period is over and now that the tough stuff has begun, she can’t handle you. I don’t think you have to change but holy hell, you two need to actually talk and see if you really wanna be together because whoa -- I would have snapped a neck or two by now”

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OPEN|| Anika

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“Wish I stayed away, to save myself the heartache.” She growls out, her eyes flashing red.”Yes, lets hunt, I haven’t hunted in a long time, and I’m dying for a good feed.” If she couldn’t feed from her wife anymore, then she’d go back to the monster she didn’t want to become, because if Anika couldn’t be there for her wife, then how could she be there for her daughter?

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“Whatever you say, Red” this was a hint of disgust on his features as his sister talked about not feeding for a while -- what sort of vampire didn’t feed? Especially Anika. If he wanted to feel his own emotions, he would have felt anger at what his sister had become, losing track of herself in the process all for the love of what? Some human who didn’t know how to keep Anika happy; Harley’s advice would have been for Anika to eat the bitch, but, giving advice wasn’t exactly his forte “How about you take the lead on this one? Think its about time you let loose just a little, sis”

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OPEN|| Anika

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Anika does sigh, as she throws the ipod at the wall.”I’m the problem, sister, me. I can’t be there for my wife, I can’t talk to her, or listen to her, without my head pulling me inside. And now I’m losing her and my child, and do you know what is going to happen to me once I do, hmm? I’ll resort back to the darkness, for I can’t hurt anyone while I’m in there. I’ll kill the whole city to make myself feel better. I’m not feeling better. I’ve never felt better. I’m tired of this. I just want my wife, and my child, but I’m pushing them away, and now I feel like, I’m just not good enough, not cut out for the domestic life.”

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“Didn’t we literally have this conversation?” she asks and not in a callous way but it seemed they real issue at hand wasn’t Anika, it was the relationship -- to Freya at least “So you kill the whole city, who the fuck cares? That has nothing to do with you and that wife of yours. Dude -- take a breath, yeah? If anyone is making you feel like you’re not good enough, then they’re not good enough and I wont hear anything else that’ll convince me otherwise. I mean, maybe you two just need to take a break, see if you guys are actually suppose to do this together. I know, I know, love and happiness and all that shit, but its not mean to be like this, Nika. Constantly feeling worthless and afraid? Its not how this whole thing goes” it was worrisome to see her sister like this, especially since she had never opened herself up to anyone before this Marley person “If this goes down the red brick road, then go into darkness for a while, not like we all haven’t done it but if you want your wife, then sack up and stop pitying yourself, okay? Its not going to help”

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OPEN|| Anika

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She shakes her head at him, before removing herself from his arms. She knew Harley, knew that he had little to no humanity, and he wouldn’t be able to understand.”Of course you would, brother. Never one for the whole domestic life.”

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“Don’t see why I’d want to fuck and play house with humans, darlin’” his whole family knew how he was, it wasn’t going to change anytime soon. Though Anika’s sadness wouldn’t be understood by him, it didn’t mean he’d let that smile stay off her face “Whatever the damage, Red, sure you and I can have ourselves a little bonding time”

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OPEN|| Anika

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She lets Freya twirl her around, before she gently pulls her hand from her’s, wrapping her arms around her stomach.”I don’t want to, you can, but I’m not in a dancing mood anymore.” She tells her, the melodies coming back into her head, letting out a soft breath as they do so.

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“Alright, tell me what’s going on” she would have sighed, and maybe she would have later on when alone but something always seemed to be going on with Anika these days and for a person who was supposed to be happy and in love, it sure as hell didn’t seem like it “Seriously, what’s happening with you lately? Thought things were on the up and up?”

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OPEN|| Anika

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“I’m losing my wife and child, not exactly in a smiling mood.” She tells him, before she shakes her head, and walks over to him, giving him a hug.”I’ve missed you, brother.”

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He would never deny her a hug after requesting one and truth be told, Harley had in fact missed Anika as well -- but his emotions weren’t exactly rising to the surface anytime soon “Don’t I know it” he mumbles while holding her tightly though the embrace wont last more than a few seconds, he still remains close to her, his own way of comfort as his words will offer little to none whatsoever “Hell, sounds like a reason to smile to me”

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OPEN|| Anika

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She didn’t know anyone was here, the music keeping out the melodies, to stop herself from going into her head,  its what caused her and Marley to fight, she couldn’t be there for her, couldn’t listen to her, and Anika, had lost everything because of it. She stops dancing though when she see’s her sister, turning the music off, she watches her sister dance.”I needed to distract myself.”

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Who needed music to dance? Definitely not Freya and even when her sister had shut the music off, the hybrid couldn’t and wouldn’t stop her body from feeling the rhythm “Cool, let’s keep dancing!” with those words the tiny blonde reached out and grabbed Anika’s hands, forcing her to twirl around a few dozen times as she laughed “I didn’t need one but we should just do this till our feet fall off, man” 

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OPEN|| Anika

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“Brother.” Was all she managed, a weak smile as well.”How have you been?”

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“Been here all of five minutes and you’ve already got tears in those dead eyes” he comments, still leaning against the wall “Must be a record. You just gonna stand there, or you gonna come give your brother a hug?”

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OPEN|| Anika

She didn’t know what the music was that she was listening too, but she didn’t care, it was coursing through her body, making her veins and muscles move with the music, feeling it beating underneath her skin, making a laugh escape her lips as she just listens. She couldn’t sing it, couldn’t hear the lyrics, she could just hear the melodies, making her own shut off, as she drowns in it.

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He hadn’t expected to run into any of his family and Harley certainly hadn’t kept in touch over the years -- all part of his charm, or so he liked to think. The last thing the vampire would have expected was to see Anika just...dancing. It was eerie and for the most part he didn’t know what to think of it; hell, she was probably going insane as per usual so it seemed as though his timing was impeccable “Well ain’ you a sight for sore eyes” simple words spoken with his low voice as the eldest Valentine opted for leaning against a nearing wall, watching whatever the hell Anika was doing.

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OPEN|| Anika

She didn’t know what the music was that she was listening too, but she didn’t care, it was coursing through her body, making her veins and muscles move with the music, feeling it beating underneath her skin, making a laugh escape her lips as she just listens. She couldn’t sing it, couldn’t hear the lyrics, she could just hear the melodies, making her own shut off, as she drowns in it.

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To say that it was a strange sight would have been an understatement. Though, it wasn’t an unwelcome one, that’s for sure. Freya slowly approached her sister as her inquisitive eyes looked at what she was seeing -- a dancing Anika, well, hell had frozen over “Dude, I never knew you could move like that” shaking her own head in almost disbelief, the hybrid did the only thing she could think of -- she joined in.

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“W-Well most of the things in here are for protection spells. You can never be too careful.” She tells the woman, as she follows her around, unsure of the woman’s aura, she seemed to be curious, which nothing wrong with that. At her question, Tara’s head drops, her eyes going to the floor, as she shook her head.”N-No. M-My friends do, b-but. Well, hanging with parents usually isn’t as cool, as what Mr Giles lets us do.” She says, biting her bottom lip, realizing this could be quite dangerous.”Y-You can hear that?”

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“Against?” a curious nature was always difficult to hide, well, for Belle it was. The stranger’s words had Belle wondering what the hell was going on behind closed doors of the shop she had just stumbled upon -- exploring seemed to be the only real way of getting answers “Do you practice with this stuff?” a flat expression was used as the question was voiced before nodding “Yup, I can hear all the grunts and sweaty punches that are being thrown. You can’t?”

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Hearing the girls question, Tara nods her head, as she bites her lip.”H-He thought it would be a great investment.” She tells her. Tara had to admit, Mr Giles wasn’t wrong, he was doing great in business, no matter what apocalypse hit them. Hearing her question, Tara shrugs her shoulder’s.”My friends and I hang a lot around here. Mr Giles, let’s us study, when we are off campus. He’s also like the father of the group.”

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“Because people can’t resist a good ‘double double toil and trouble’ right?” she says while her long hair falls a little from her braid that sat just off to the right of her face. While fixing the lose hair, the wolf still looked around, wondering if she could actually pick up anything of worth in the shop “What, you guys don’t have actual parents?” she casually inquires while still poking around “Nice and quiet. Except for the punches coming from the back” now she smiles just a little at the girl as her senses had picked up on what she knew to be fighting; training. 

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