Long OOC post under the cut.
Man... a lot has happened since I was last here. I’ve been very sick (not covid don’t worry). There’s been 2 deaths in the family (grandmother and uncle), two almost deaths, my dad is trapped on the other side of the country because of lockdown and someone outted me to a friend.
Not going to pretend I’m the only one going through shit but one thing is for sure it’s made me re-evaluate where I should put energy. I want to build something meaningful here.
Most of my energy has been going into trying to get streaming but there’s been no payoff there, just me playing games and talking to myself. I’m not going to stop trying but I will try to do what I said I would do when I started and post messages here and encourage people to join.
Since I am still such a small fry there as well It would make the whole thing less lonely if I had people to play with. It was RT Game (good Irish boi) who said starting out playing with someone helps hugely. This means I must face my biggest fear... socializing...
It might be an idea to crate a discord server, or see about joining one I have friends in. I left all servers a while ago for personal mental-meltdowny reasons a while ago though. Time to bite the bullet.
This brings us to the elephant in the room. RP. I have been missing RP. Once upon a time it was the only thing I did that got me through. I really want to RP here. I still dearly love the muses but I seriously lack inspiration and people are sometimes so passive when it comes to plotting it puts me off. I’m a switch, I need someone else to dom sometimes (this just means putting input and ideas not just in lewdy threads).
That said I’m going to try and rebuild my ideas folder and then I’ll be putting up a starter call.













