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Watching TV without subtitles is, for me, kind of like hearing a language I don't speak. These people are speaking perfectly normal English but half the words are getting lost in translation and just sounding like gibberish despite it being my first language and I have no idea what the fuck they're saying

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I don't care how canon or not canon this may be, I'm headcanoning Gotham as being really humid and the heat there being unbearable because of it so I can project my current suffering onto the batfam

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If I was a student at NRC I just know all the Heartslabyul students would fucking hate me. First night there, I'm sneaking into Heartslabyul just to get a copy of the rulebook because that shit's interesting and I'm a curious person. After that, not a day would go by where I don't ask Riddle at least one question about at least one rule (usually way more, it would be shocking how many questions I'd have), and I would absolutely piss him off with it. Then of course because I'd be an Octavinelle student, when I spot Heartslabyul students breaking rules I'd get them to pay me for not letting them get in trouble with Riddle. I would be making so much money off these kids just because I'm a curious little shit who enjoys reading the rules lmao the entrepreneurial spirit is strong in this one

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And what if I said the PJO fandom's treatment of Octavian is the main, if not the only, reason I try to mask my autism.

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Octavian would push the blue button btw

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Hadcanon that the Hermes kids have a natural proficiency for manipulation the mist bc it fits with the whole lying/sneaking around/etc thing

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I need a The Sun and the Star edit to One More Song because all I can think about when I hear that song is Will struggling in Tartarus and pushing through

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Aliquigender

An identity where sometimes part of a person's gender shifts or is fluid while part of it remains static, but most of the time that person's gender is just an indescribable intrinsic feeling of Them

Someone who is aliquigender:

• Might only know what gender they are when they're actively thinking about it

• Might only sometimes feel like they have a defined gender or lack of gender

• Might feel like their having a defined gender or lack thereof is tied to specific places or things

Explaining the flag design: the spiral in the background represents the most common gender being something and nothing all at once and it being shades of grey represents the gender being hard to pin down as one thing. The dulled pink represents feminine genders accompanied by or mixed with one or more other genders, the dulled blue represents the same but for masculine genders, the dulled purple represents the same but for non-binary genders, and the dulled yellow represents the same but for genders and/or identities that don't fall under the other categories

The name of the gender is from the Latin word for something, Aliquid, but cuts off the end of the word to represent the most common gender being something...or is it?

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Is there a proper term for librafluid but most of the time your gender is an undefinable nebulous thing that might be a libragender but also might not be or actually might not exist at all it's just You™

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Watching Arrow rn and it's making me jealous of everyone who lives in Starling City. Like yes, please give me a rich white man who can and will kill rich white men who are hurting the people, I would love to have that Irl

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I'm reading a fic right now (bc when am I not) and oh my gods these characters are going to drive me insane. The fuck you mean killing a bastard would mean he's won??? Dead people can't win anything and if you kill them then that means they lost to you??? And fuck the whole "that would make me no better than them" argument bc that is not the same. Sometimes people aren't going to change and need to be put down like the bitches they are, I said what I said

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Hot take but as an autistic person I do in fact feel like there's a piece missing from my brain. Don't get me wrong, I hate AutismSpeaks and 100% understand why people disagree with the whole missing piece thing and dislike the puzzle piece being used to represent autism, but honestly it kind of annoys me when people act like every autistic person out there feels the same way about it. There is something missing from or wrong with my brain and I'd like a fix please and thank you

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Would it be a crazy take to say I think Octavian haters struggle with empathy 😶

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I need someone to make an edit of Jason Todd to Hawk In The Night by Madds Buckley because he is all I could think about while listening to it

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Idk how common of an experience this is but period cramps are so overstimulating for me. Every other kind of pain is fine, despite my terrible pain tolerance, but something about cramps almost sends me into a meltdown even without anything else overstimulating me (and then because I get all worked up I start overheating and that's just the final straw). And then once they calm down and I start to calm down, they always stop for just long enough to make me think they're done AND THEN THEY COME BACK RIGHT AFTER I FULLY CALMED DOWN BEING AFAB IS HELL ON EARTH. This is so mentally, and sometimes physically, exhausting and I never know if or when I'm gonna have to go through it (sometimes I get cramps, sometimes I don't) so I get no time to prepare, which doesn't help. Is this a shared experience or is it just unique to me, because I never see anyone else who says this but I doubt I'm the only one who goes through this in some way.

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I don't have a problem with the whole, "Autism is a thing you have, it's literally how your brain is wired, so people don't have autism, they are autistic," argument, I want to make that very clear, but what I do have a problem with is people acting like that means it's a cardinal sin or something to say someone has autism instead of calling them an autistic person.

I personally would prefer to say I have autism because it gives me a little thing called hope that I'm not stuck with this forever (don't even get me started on the, "We don't need a cure," argument, sure we might not need one but I sure as hell want one), and I'm sure I'm not alone in this.

I know it's who I am and it's how my brain is wired and all of that, but I'm a person first and autistic second and calling me an autistic person just feels like you're trying to rub it in and almost makes me feel like I'm viewed as autistic first and a person second (which I know isn't the case and I know any one who uses the phrase 'autistic person' doesn't mean any harm, in fact I would say autistic person should be the default and you should just use 'person with autism' if that's what the specific person prefers, but it still kinda stings).

Idk what the point of this is, I just have thoughts and a desire for attention, but yeah, basically I think it's okay to use the phrase 'person with autism' even though a lot of autistic people say otherwise

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I just noticed that Tony's main colour is red and Steve's main colour is blue so Civil War is quite literally red vs blue over politics. I'm probably like the last person on earth to realise this but I love it lmao