I really have become quite the little princess for/because of her.
A message I just sent her (paraphrased): being with you has made me rethink the way I think about partners and relationships and I am very glad to be life partners with you.
I have realized, and she has so happily encouraged me to do so, that I require nothing less than utter devotion.
No, I do not mean I want you all to myself, Jesus one life time could not possibly contain one life partner. What I do mean is that I want your life. I want nothing less than your soul.
It is really, extremely ironic. I have little expectations let alone requirements in a relationship but if our souls do not weave together into a never ending architectural masterpiece then it just won’t work for me.
I love learning about you, I love sharing me. One of my favorite love languages is gift giving. The joy that the little things may bring, as well as the evidence of listening, learning, and loving the person feels amazing, but there are also the small invisible moments that the gift giver gets to have just to themself and the soul of the person they love. My favorite part of the gift giving as a love language process is getting to not only see and feel and think of my loved ones everywhere, but also feel a piece of their existence take its uniquely shaped imprint on me and fill with all the things that could only fill that hole.
Devotion. If there is one kink that I have fallen into without thinking it is devotion. It is an act, collections of words, silent invisible moments, things that can not be described nor seen nor felt unless the persons attempting to do so are the persons who felt it in the first place.
Her princess, so my queen.
My goddess, so her angel, her priestess.
My priestess, so her lamb.
My mother, so her daughter.
Her little monarch. And until it is confirmed that I am not a vampire and will die some day, I will remain her little menace, her little princessa, forever.
I am so overjoyed that I can feel so comfortable saying that for her without doubting her or myself.
I love you mama. You have my devotion, my life, and my soul mama.
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