Hi I'm Vivi, I'm addicted to talking and loooove to double back on myself, only use "it" for me. No she, and I will block anyone who uses they. I am plural, but primarily refer to myself with "I" for complicated reasons that would require a much longer write up.
I mostly use tags for adding commentary rather than organization because I don't like being perceived by randoms.
I primarily occupy the role of a little sister and/or dog
I am TMA, I [begrudgingly] do not mind TMEs interacting with this blog because I can't stop you, but please behave.
Fandom posting will mainly be about Project Moon, Arknights, Destiny, Warframe, and various Mihoyo games. Please ask me about these. Please. I love talking about them so much.
Mutuals can ask for my discord! I can't make any promises regarding how active I am, but it's out there.
I am requesting music recommendations if you have any because I love expanding my taste. I will guarantee listening to an artist's top 5, or specifically mentioned songs before making any judgements.
I love making tier lists and charts, It's like my favorite activity, I can make a graphic about anything. [Threat]
This blog is not completely SFW, if you haven't yet figured it out yet from any of my posts that broke into the wild.
No the username isn't a joke, I am genuinely attracted to clowns. I once got noticed by my favorite clown themed vtuber and it made my week.
Basic introductions out of the way, specifically fandom focused stuff below
Limbus Company
I am a bit of a tryhard, I love taking on different challenges and any gameplay opinions I have will reflect that. Please disregard the whinging if you're a more casual fan. My favorite sinners are Meursault, Don Quixote, and Faust. When new content drops, I do try to provide my interpretation and thoughts but will avoid doing so if I feel like I'd just be regurgitating what other people have to say.
Arknights
Very similar deal, though I don't have as much to write about Arknights. My favorite operators are Skadi, Lappland, and Specter [Have you seen the pattern in my favs yet?]
Destiny
First entry without an image, but tied for the most important one on this entire list! Destiny has contributed probably the most joy and sorrow to my entire life, I've spent hours writing notes, theories, predictions, and summaries of its lore and story. This game and Warframe have taken up a combined 10% of my entire life [I did the rough math for that!] I could probably still write paragraphs about it, this world means so much to me
Warframe
The other most important one of the list, Warframe has basically built up to the person I am. I've met most of my friends because of it, it got me interested in math and turned me into a freak number pervert, and it has driven my most obsessive hobby yet: Optimization. I have spent a genuinely absurd amount of time optimizing builds to trivialize hard content because there's nothing I find more enjoyable than pushing my numbers to the limit.
The Others[TM]
Rapid fire time: I play HSR a fair bit and keep up with ZZZ even if I don't play it actively anymore, my favorite comps are any Chrysos Heir team and the Angels of Delusion. In the interest of balancing out the amount of gachas on this list, I'm also a massive Devil May Cry fan and have written extensively about how much love I have for Vergil's story. I am a driller main in DRG, a dex user in Fromsoft games, have fully P ranked Ultrakill up to fraud, and play enough roguelikes to say they're one of my favorite genres. [My personal favorites being Dead Cells, Gunfire Reborn, and Peglin]
It's a very strange album to listen to now after everything that happened with Will, but I'll never really shake the feeling I got from La Jolla and Since I Saw Vienna. I listened to this album on loop when my depression was at its worst, so it always brings me back there.
A perfect representation of that blanket I hate hiding under, but can't seem to escape from.
limbus would be better if all the women were gay but i don't think the guys who immediately bent the knee to misogynists in clown makeup would make that game
"Whether someone understands it or not, these are the consequences of the political views they're espousing" is a pretty important analysis tool for online movements because quite honestly, over half of everyone engaging in politics online have no foundations for the stuff they're saying and are just saying whatever makes them feel like a member of an in-group.
If your in-group is "the left" you're very much not immune to this. In fact, trying to do left-wing politics without even trying to build a foundational political understanding is a great way to end up as a neo-nazi with a tumblr accent rather than an effective left-wing advocate.
Someone in that poll said not to watch naruto bc it's queerbait and I hate to tell you this but naruto wasn't trying to queerbait you it's actually the number 1 example of "text is so misogynistic it becomes gay"
abortion clicker early game : you click the belly 50 times in order to perform one abortion. this lets you buy a doctor who performs 0.1 abortions a second.
abortion clicker mid game: you own hundreds of clinics as well as think-tanks which dismantle sex ed courses as well as politicians which strengthen pro choice institutions
abortion clicker late game: the solar system’s resources have been stripped to build a dyson sphere which incubates trillions of humans for the sole purpose of performing abortions on them. once we achieve hyperspace travel, other stars will power superintelligent machines which will simulate octillions of abortion a second
Like in part I understand the desire, it's fiction so we can undo it! We can change anything bad that happened in the story so they're happy now. Here's an AU where Jax was never traumatized enough to repress herself, here's an AU where Ribbit had other friends and didn't abstract, here's an AU where they're all friends in the real world and living happily!
But the actual text is that the trans woman was mistreated, retreated into herself, and then killed herself. I so desperately wish for the ability to have gone back and prevented suicides too, it's an ache that gnaws at you from the inside and doesn't really go away, but it's such an unwillingness to accept the text that it almost feels insulting to people who have actually suffered in real life.
Or perhaps I'm too dramatic.
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