So I ended up having a drink on 10/17/2023 and I went to sleep after having a little to drink. And I woke up after like 5 hours of sleeping. Then I stayed up all night and day. Then went to sleep around 7 pm yesterday because I had a drink yesterday as well 10/18/2023. I found that drinking a little helps me get enough tired to take a sleep. So that's why I drink now and to also help my boredom. I'm having the rest of the beer I bought yesterday in the morning now. Just something to relax to. Since I'm up and bored now. I'm practicing journaling but online cuz I know no one cares about these posts. So I'm just writing for me. But I'm just bored man. Bored of life sometimes. I'm just going thru the motions at this point trying to remain happy and content. It's so hard. It's gonna be even harder without my vape pen and weed. I have a appointment with a hiring manager today at 9am at McDonald's so hopefully I get to talk to the hiring manager and she is interested in me and wants me to work for her. I would be sooo happy I got a job before December of this year. So hopefully I get a job today. I will be thrilled and excited to go back to work again. But for now just relaxing with a beer lol.













