spiraling inwards & out

call me five 🌀 mid20s 🪞 they/them dyke 🫧 an expiriment in being genuine, imperfect, unafraid

[vermilionite]

btw it’s a rainer cherry, not an apple. said with love

[offshoreoilrig]

It's like no one remembers that the wire mother was the only one with milk

[necromancelena]

sadism is literally cute. its really really cute.

[unsubconscious]

Brent Cotton Before the Thunder Speaks, 2026 Oil on canvas, 91 x 121cm

[vermilionite]

i like being a funny looking gay person (:

[abelgloss]

[ace-trainer-alice]

I quite like when I press my hands against someone's head or face to pet them and they push their head into my touch. It can be gratuitous, in a way. Ceasing to perform human posturing like taking off a mask. Like a splash of fresh water revealing your desire for more of my touch. Directly asking for it in something that translates more clearly than mere words. It's cute.

[heavensghost]

So soft So lovely

[weepingwidar]

Shawn Huckins (American, 1984) - Hand of a Boy in Off White Satin Fabric (2024)

[sacred-portal]

[sacred-portal]

[vermilionite]

but also what the fuck ever i just had the best birthday party anyone’s ever had in all of time so it doesn’t even matter

[vermilionite]

i actually think being in a romantic relationship is the most triggering possible thing for my ocd and they probably should legally bar me from doing it so that i don’t subject other people to it

[vermilionite]

the worst thing about ocd for me is the feeling of/ability to perceive myself being neurotic, and then having ocd about that, knowing that’s making it worse, like i just feel fucking crazyyyyy, it eats itself etc etc

[vermilionite]

i actually think being in a romantic relationship is the most triggering possible thing for my ocd and they probably should legally bar me from doing it so that i don’t subject other people to it

[soleilinfini]

mary oliver, staying alive

[kaylmao]

[leopardflower]