[shakahavav]

I’m going to have to moan about work again. I just had a call off a woman wanting to return a dog to kennels because it bit her child out of nowhere and she is very shocked. The thing is yeah.. the dog was asleep. And your child went over to it to touch it and stroke it, and while his intentions were sweet and he wasn’t being horrible, she was told before adoption that the dog has handling issues. So this poor dog has issues with being touched and is fast asleep and your kid comes along and puts his hands on him, he was obviously surprised and it startled him! Why would you be shocked at that when the dogs issues are clearly given to you before adoption. People always call to complain down my fucking ear that we aren’t family friendly and it’s sooooo hard to adopt from us if you have kids, yeah well this is why! It’s not the dogs fault is it that he’s fast asleep and suddenly gets woken up being touched when he doesn’t like it and you know he doesn’t like it. And now he’s being brought back to kennels because you have absolutely no fucking common sense. The child isn’t even a little kid either, he’s a child that should be able to understand not to mess with a nervous dog while it’s sleeping

[shakahavav]

I hate my job so much! I start a new job in two weeks and I’m just wondering if I can afford to walk out of my current job right now. Like right this second, just log out of the phones and leave and never return. As it turns out, I can’t afford to do that. So the alternative is just to push through and cry every day and feel so miserable for the next two weeks but.. I can do it. We can do this. It’s just two weeks. But every long ass day feels like two weeks. When you’re in the moment and you want to scream at the top of your lungs and break down and just run and run and run or smack your head violently against the wall until you’re unconscious, it’s hard

[shakahavav]

We are supposed to be going to alexs mums tonight for tea but I cba, I’m having such a low energy day and I can’t be bothered putting on a performance having to be all upbeat and smiley and laughing and engaging in conversation. I just want to finish work and put my pjs on and watch desperate housewives all night 😢

[shakahavav]

If we get another cat we are gonna call it Gordon. Then we have Gordon and Ramsey

[shakahavav]

I have a job interview tomorrow morning and I don’t want to go to sleep because i’m kind of dreading it. What if I need a nervous poo while I’m on my way there

[shakahavav]

What are peoples experiences with period pain? I’m wondering how normal mine are. Does anyone ever have period pain where

- it’s so bad you can’t sleep or wakes you up in the night

- makes your legs weak

- you have to do breathing exercises to get through the wave of pain

- you cannot concentrate on anything or hold a conversation

- paracetamol doesn’t work

- you can’t go to the bathroom because when you try to “go” you get a stabbing pain that’s too severe to continue trying

- everything you do seems impossible, walking, making the bed, washing the pots. You just have to lie down and can’t do anything else

[shakahavav]

I had to go to A&E on Friday over a splinter LOL! I stood on some wood and it went deep into my foot and I could not get it out. Me and Alex spent so long on Thursday night trying to get it out but we couldn’t and it was so painful. Doctor told me to go to hospital so I did but I felt like such a dick. At least I got out of work though. Then on Saturday we went to the cinema for the first time in over a year!!!!! It was so amazing honestly going to the cinema is one of my fave things to do. Then today we went clothes shopping and I spent way too much money but I needed it because I do not fit in any of my clothes anymore ☺️

[shakahavav]

I feel like working at dogs trust has put me off dogs

[shakahavav]

Should I just give up my life here and go find a sugar daddy and live on a yacht

[lorelaigilmoure]

#how to deal with difficult situations

[shakahavav]

I think about dying a lot when I’m in bed at night trying to sleep. It happens at least twice a week where I suddenly start to really think deeply about what it means to be dead. And then I feel this panic well up inside me, fear and dread and there’s nothing I can do about it. I remember it happening almost every night when I was a kid and I always thought as I got older it wouldn’t bother me as much. But the thought creeps in at night. Imagining myself in a box in the ground forever, and that’s it. I just want to sit up and cry and cry and scream and tomorrow day I will think of it and shrug and be like.. ah well it happens to all of us. But there’s nothing like the darkness and the silence and the stillness of night time when you’re in bed, alone with your thoughts to make you realise just how awful and scary things are

[everythingfox]

Cat discovers icecream

(via)

[shakahavav]

Hahahahhaha

[vicariouswaves]

[shakahavav]

My favourite book is The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue and I just heard they’re making it a movie and I’m so pissed off. I’d prefer they just left books alone. When I read You by Caroline Kepnes in 2016 it was one of my fave books ever I was obsessed. But now when I think about it all that comes to my mind is the TV show because it was so popular and everyone bangs on about it. I don’t want it to happen with this, I just want the book to be the book and that’s it!

[shakahavav]

To anyone that’s had a tattoo before can you please help me.. the pic on the right is the day I got it done. I was so happy with it it’s exactly how I want it to look! The pic on the left is how it looks currently and I’m really disappointed and getting quite down about how it looks. It’s so dark and it seems to have lost all colour. You can barely even see her face like the drawing of her even looks different. Is there any chance of it ever looking like it did on the first day or is this darkened version how it’s going to look from now on? Super disappointed

[shakahavav]

Ruby’s DNA test results are in!! So interesting. I never would’ve guessed border collie

[shakahavav]

Does anyone know how long it takes for a new general waste bin to be delivered 😫 we ordered it a month ago it hasn’t arrived and it’s awful having to go into the back because it’s a communal space and the kids next door play there and there’s just a big stinky bin with no lid because it fell off onto the bin truck. I get stressed every time I think about it and I imagine in the summer there will probably be flies buzzing round it and it gives me so much stresssssss I just want a fucking new bin!!!!!!