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@shakirathinks
Ordinary Love Shit
How many times can you cry over one person before enough is enough? 5? 10? 100? I feel like I’ve cried for you 1000 times and yet as I type this there are still tears flowing from my eyes. I don’t even know the cause of these tears, I’d like to believe they’re a form of healing. I’ve cried sad tears, hurt tears, angry tears, I miss you tears, I hate you tears, I wish I hated you tears, I can’t…
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Drowning
It’s okay not to be okay . I’ve been telling people that for years but never really applied it to self.
Lately I’ve been… not okay for the first time in a long time and I didn’t know how to cope. I was too busy to do my reiki or meditation and thus retreated into old habits; just keep going until the waves capsize me. And I sunk. Literally.
People speak of 2 physiological responses to acute…
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28/02/19
My angels told me to let go of you but I refused
Then they caught me crying feeling confused and emotionally abused
They told me I have a choice and asked if I’d rather have me or have you
They told me I’ve been living a lie and that it’s time for some truth
They said the reason I’m flighty is cause I forget to root
I’m not not grounded enough
That’s why I keep struggling with the clarity of my…
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Self
Over the past 9 or so months I’ve embarked upon a wonderful journey of self, an adventure of love. Well I should say that I’ve always been on that journey, I guess we all are on it. It’s our biggest battle here on earth. I thought I had already mastered both long ago. I’ve always partaken in greater self reflection than most and thought that I loved myself pretty thoroughly, what I discovered…
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Fear Vs Love
Are you aligned predominantly with fear or with love?
Most of us, are aligned predominantly with the former. It was indoctrinated into us pretty much from birth. Through the loving guidance of our parental guardians. Little did they know that the more they wove fear into our development the further they pulled us away from the essence of love.
Fear will lead you away from love and unity
Many of…
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Nolite te bastardes carborundorum
And like a lightning bolt it struck me.,, I’m tired of over explaining, of feeling I have to justify myself and my feelings. I’m fed up of feeling like I’m not being taken into consideration by those I never fail to consider. I’m done with always trying to facilitate others. I’m focusing on self
I carry the energy of the divine feminine and sometimes that means loving myself more and putting…
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Literary Explosion
There’s a weight on my chest. It’s a build up of all the words I won’t let out. The ones that will hurt, offend, antagonise.
They were trapped in my throat but there’s so many now that they’re being
pushed down and I feel them deep in my chest. It’s so tight it feels as though it
may burst.
So I open my notebook and I allow the words to explode all over the pages. Those nasty, venomous, truthful…
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The end of forever
This is the first day of the end of our forever. We always said no matter what we’d be eternally woven together and I know in other realms that fact remains to be true, it’s just sad it’s not the case for this world too.
It was my decision. My choice so why does it feel like this
Like it’s another episode of my self sabotage. Another case of me getting scared and running. Like I always do. It’s…
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Reflection
You tell me that you love me with a croak in your throat. You apologise for everything that you put me through
I examine your eyes to determine whether your words are true
You claim that everything that went wrong was all your fault
You miss me. Your angel.
I smile, only half believing that you mean it
It’s okay, it doesn’t matter anyway. I’m not hurt anymore
Your affection doesn’t hold the same…
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Kaizen
Comfortability keeps you in situations which no longer serve you. Better the devil you know right? You won’t leave that comfort zone without a fight. I know I wouldn’t, I don’t want to but now I’m shedding
I’m in a zone where nothing feels comfortable anymore. I feel out of place everywhere. Like an alien among men. It feels like my life no longer fits. I feel discomfortwhen I try to slip back…
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It’s Just Abuse
A man forced himself on me one day. Tried to force himself inside me in various ways. He didn’t manage to rape me but now he lives inside me cause I can’t escape him mentally. Every time I close my eyes I see him. I struggle to get to sleep because when I do he’s there in my nightmares. I haven’t slept in days and I can’t remember a time when I wasn’t afraid
It’s not that bad though, just a form…
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Exorcism
I’m hesitant to write but the block has just subsided so I’m thinking I’ve gotta fight this anxiety that’s telling me this piece will fuck up my life it’s crazy cause right now I’m not even too content with how my life is
I’m at a point where I need more than just “I love you for life”
Guess I’m realising that all this comes at a price
I need to know if it’s worth it
Worth enduring this phase of…
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REstart
I never asked perfection of you, I just wanted you to be honest and true I never wanted something resembling make believe, I just asked that you didn’t lie and attempt to deceive I never intended to push you away, was it really me or did you just not wanna stay? How could you treat me that way? How could you show me something so different to everything that you’d say? How could you tell me you…
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Sincerely yours, Tears in my eyes feeling incredibly stupid. How do I keep ending up here? I really wanted us and thought you did…
Relinquish I don't want to compromise anymore. I don't want to compromise or be understanding or make allowances or exceptions.
Random Ramblings
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Sometimes I wanna dieActually that’s a lie but sometimes I don’t wanna live. Ive lost all inclination to so some days I barely survive. I can no longer be bothered to try. Not here anyway. Not in this time and space. Not in this world where I constantly feel out of place. I don’t feel at home here, more often than not I feel completely alone here. Like I don’t belong and I never will. I’ve tried…
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Beats, Rhymes, Life: The Podcast
Beats, Rhymes, Life: The Podcast
She did it… She finally started a podcast. Apparently, according to those who know me or follow me on social media, this is long overdue. So, I’ve finally done it. I am 1/4 of the Beats, Rhymes, Life podcast family. It’s set to be your new favourite music based podcast. We aim to give you a little bit of music news and our unfiltered, over opinionated music views mixed in with some playful…
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