Fangirl's Diaries

TV and movie addict in too many fandoms. Writer. Vidder. Geek. Cosplayer. Twitter @Shami1412 😊

[lucylehane]

"The sex tells the story, so it never felt gratuitous to me. The sex is character development. The sex is what is moving this relationship forward, and watching it change over time."

Jacob Tierney on It's Open With Ilana Glazer

[shami1412]

I just noticed something else on Heated Rivalry. Ilya's father called him lazy in episode 1, and you could see how hurt he was. Which is what makes this moment with Shane that much more special. The way Ilya looked at him when he said he didn't know that side of him means so much.

[shami1412]

Hollanov holding hands while hooking up. ❤️

[shami1412]

Not Ilya treating Shane's thigh like it's the most precious thing in the world

[shami1412]

Release the uncut version now!

[heymacy]

insp. by this post by @shami1412

[shami1412]

❤️

[shami1412]

Heated Rivalry X Brokeback Mountain - The Night We Met

I finally made my Heated Rivalry and Brokeback Mountain video! Tbh I broke my own heart making it. But I'm so happy with how it turned out. I apologize in advance but I hope you guys like it. 😁❤️

[farmbert]

my favourite hollanov kisses

[shami1412]

"Shane couldn't imagine anyone in the world being a better kisser than Ilya. Commanding and tender at the same time, just on the edge of filthy, but still managing to make Shane feel adored and precious. Shane was always just trying to keep up."

[sinmonger]

Every Shane & Ilya Kiss: Season 1

Forever if you ask.

[shami1412]

They really were slutting them out as much as possible weren't they? 😂

[shami1412]

What if Heated Rivalry was a Rom-Com?

My new Rom-Com style Heated Rivalry trailer.

[shami1412]

I love horny Ilya

[shami1412]

I'm down on my knees, I wanna take you there

[shami1412]

Ilya sticking his tounge in Shane's mouth is one of my favorite genres.

[shami1412]

The way he went from "Holy shit" I just hooked up with a man to "Holy shit" this man loves me.

God I love these little details.

[shami1412]

Ilya Rozanov - Losing Game (Heated Rivalry)

This vid is dedicated to Connor Storrie for his incredible performance in Heated Rivalry.

Ilya is such a complex character, carrying so much heartbreak. Connor did an amazing job making us feel everything Ilya felt.

[hrgifs]

ilya checking in with shane

[shami1412]

Ilya asking Shane is he's okay is so special to me.