The Stonewall Inn
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@shankfrank
Frank from dead by daylight yeah wow! I am a fictive, all that DID shit. This isn't a roleplay blog but you can send asks and shit, I made this account cuz I'm bored as fuck and don't have a car rn. I'm an adult so don't be fucking weird if yer a minor. Freak 18+ shit on this blog, don't like it? Block me. Thats it yeah 👍
Never coming out again even when we need it, i always messing up no matyer what i do or even if i cant help it im too retarded and always disappoint and upset peopl -Erik
Why don't I deserve anything nice ? Everything I do ends up being wrong and Im punished for it . When will I ever learn to just take whatever I am given even if it's painful ? If it means I get something nice and safe ? I just want nice and safe like before I don't know what happened I don't know what I keep doing wrong, I feel so numb , I was so happy and now Ive been brought back to the reality that I am nothing, I am a worthless piece of garbage , I need to rot, I need to be dead, I want to die
Stupid loud mouth keep your mouth shut and never open it again, this is why you weren't allowed to talk for so many years
Im sorry for wanting , I'll try to never want again , I'll try to never upset you again , I need to get better at being happy and going along with everything
Still haven't slept , I need to wake up early tomorrow , I am not looking forward to it , I am rotting and alone
I feel so lonely, why are you disgusted by me when I don't feel good? Are you disgusted by me when I don't smile? Why did you leave? Why do you keep ignoring me? It's hurting me very badly, it hurts very badly, I feel so sick and I can't stop crying, I feel so sick, I feel so sick and disgusting, why are you disgusted by my face? You know I can't control the faces I make and they don't equate to how I feel, yet when you saw my face, you were disgusted, you were repulsed, why don't you really look at me? Why am I disgusting? All Im good for is to make you feel good, and when I don't, Im disgusting and you don't want to be around me
The body throbs like a bruise, aching, hurting, pained. Its only purpose is to experience pain. Physical, emotional, all. It cannot escape, forever will it be tormented. Endless cycle of temporary short lived joys immediately accompanied by prolonged agonizing suffering.
I want to die so fucking bad
Im alone. I'll always be alone. Im just a stepping stone for people to go on their way. Thats my purpose. Im not a person. Im a tool. I don't deserve any kindness, I am the one that is used and discarded.
I wonder if you like them more than you like me, you won't talk to me, hurt my feelings, ignore me, and then you'll talk and joke with them like nothing is wrong.. i guess it's because they weren't the ones to upset you, but it doesn't feel fair, Im supposed to be your boyfriend, I want you to talk to me, I want to be comforted when I cry or when Im scared; when you step away and shake your head after I get hurt, it hurts more, Im trying so hard to be perfect and to make sure you don't get upset, please forgive me
Why can't anything be about me and how I feel ..
Feeling better bc I know who I am now and an irl friend msged me and asked me how I was doing and I had a nice conversation with him. When I remember where I am, I do still feel horribly uncomfortable and possibly unsafe in the sense that this is an unfamiliar place and I don't like it, but it is what it is. I don't care I don't have to think about it, just me and my phone and some nice music on loop. -Simon
I can't seem to stop wanting to not be a.live. anymore. I have havent felt this intensely about it in a long long time. It's been years. I thought I was getting better but im getting so much worse. I feel so horribly alone. I don't understand anything and I just want my life to stop. I don't want to even breath anymore because I can't do anything right. Even me saying this would probably be upsetting, Im a failure, I feel useless, Im too crippled to be useful and Im not worthy of love. I wish I had a quick and painless method. I wish I could just be coddled and not have a worry about anything again, I wish I had a mom and dad that loved me so I could just be held but Ive never gotten that and I will never get that. Everything has a catch and nothing lasts forever for me because I don't deserve it. Theres a distance between us and I lay here, not spoken to. It doesn't matter how I feel anyway because it's just annoying. I wish I was dead. Please don't go and please dont leave me and please dont threaten to leave me again and please dont walk out the door and leave me alone again because I cant be alone I get so terrified it makes me want to hurt myself.
Im so tired
