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Please could I request a smut Gideon x Fem reader fanfic where Victor Gideon cheats on the reader then the reader cheats back at him (For revenge) and when Victor Gideon finds out, he becomes angry and possessive. Forcing the reader back into a relationship with him, and then they get married/have children together, etc.
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Prescription for Betrayal
T/W: Noncon, cheating, Non-Consensual Body Modification, smut, Mind Control,Forced marriage, Non-Consensual Drug Use, Brainwashing, Possessive Behavior, Obsessive Behavior, Hurt/Comfort
A/N:I loved writing this! The drama 10/10 thank you so much for this request!
The polished mahogany of Victor's office door felt cool beneath your trembling fingers as you pushed it open. The coffee you brought for him dark roast with exactly one spoonful of sugar, just as he preferred was meant as a sweet gesture before the charity gala. In two hours, public faces would be required for investors and donors.
"Victor, I—"
The words died instantly on your tongue.
There, on his massive oak desk where research papers and patient charts usually lay was his assistant. Her skirt was bunched around her waist, her blouse unbuttoned and hanging open. And Victor, your fiancé, was leaning over her, his silver-gray hair falling forward as his lips pressed against hers.
"Mmmm Dr. Gideon," she moaned, arching against him. "I love you."
The coffee cup slipped from your numb fingers, shattering on the marble floor. Hot liquid splashed across your ankles, but you barely felt it. All sensation centered in your chest, where something vital seemed to be cracking open.
Victor's golden eyes snapped toward you, widening momentarily before settling into that clinical calm you'd always mistaken for affection. He straightened up, adjusting his lab coat with deliberate slowness.
"(Y/N) Darling," he began, his voice maddeningly composed. "This isn't what it appears to be."
The assistant scrambled to cover herself, shooting you a triumphant smirk before arranging her features into mock horror.
Tears pricked your eyes, blurring the scene before you. You blinked rapidly, refusing to let them fall. Not here. Not in front of him.
"It's merely a biological imperative," Victor continued, stepping toward you with hands raised as if calming a frightened animal. "Human pheromonal responses to prolonged proximity in a professional environment can create temporary chemical attractions. The hypothalamus—"
"Stop," you interrupted, your voice surprisingly steady. "Just stop."
You straightened your shoulders, gathering the fragments of your dignity around you like armor. The hurt was still there a physical ache in your chest but you refused to let him see it.
"I'll be waiting downstairs for the charity gala," you said, your tone flat and devoid of emotion. "Get that whore out of here immediately. It'll look bad for the investors."
Without waiting for a response, you turned and walked out, your heels clicking rapidly on the polished floor. Several nurses called out to you as you passed, their questions about preparations for the evening fading into background noise. You couldn't form words, just shook your head and kept moving until you reached the sanctuary of the women's restroom.
The moment the door clicked shut behind you, your composure shattered. You leaned against the sink, shoulders shaking as silent tears finally escaped. Your engagement ring Victor's grandmother's antique diamond seemed to burn against your finger.
With trembling hands, you twisted it off and held it over the toilet. For a moment, you hesitated, memories of your proposal surfacing despite everything. Then you flushed, watching the glittering circle disappear forever.
The sob that tore from your throat was primal, ugly. You sank to the floor, letting the grief wash over you in waves. How long had this been happening? How many lies had you swallowed?
A knock at the door startled you upright. "Dr. (L/N)? Are you alright in there?"
You splashed cold water on your face, blotting your skin with a paper towel until only faint redness remained. When you opened the door, you were the picture of calm.
"Just a headache," you said with a tight smile. "I'll be fine."
As you walked toward the grand staircase where the gala guests were beginning to gather, you felt nothing. The tears were gone, replaced by a cold certainty that tonight would be different. Tonight, Victor Gideon would learn that some experiments have consequences even a scientist can't control.
The private quarters were a sanctuary of sterile luxury, a reflection of the man who owned them. You stood before the full-length mirror, the final clasp of your necklace clicking into place. The dress was a masterpiece of midnight blue silk, clinging to every curve with an elegance that felt like armor. Diamonds at your ears and throat glittered under the soft lighting, cold and distant against your skin. Your makeup was a work of art, a perfect mask of sophistication hiding the raw, red-rimmed eyes beneath. You looked beautiful, powerful, and utterly untouchable.
The door to his adjoining suite clicked open. Victor entered, his tall frame filling the space. He had changed, now dressed in a tailored tuxedo that should have looked handsome but only seemed to emphasize the predatory stillness in his golden eyes. He opened his mouth, his expression a carefully constructed mixture of regret and placation.
You turned from the mirror, your gaze meeting his without a flicker of recognition. The warmth, the love, the softness he was used to seeing in your eyes was gone, replaced by a chilling professional distance that was more cutting than any scream.
"Dr. Gideon," you said, your voice crisp and level, as if addressing a colleague at a board meeting. The name hung in the air between you, a deliberate and brutal rejection of intimacy.
He froze, the practiced words of explanation dying on his lips. He had expected tears, perhaps fury, but this cold dismissal was something he hadn't prepared for.
You continued before he could gather himself, stepping past him toward the door, your heels silent on the plush carpet. "We will behave as though nothing happened this evening. Our sole objective is to secure the funding from the investors. Is that understood?"
You paused at the threshold, not looking back at him. "And you should change your shirt. You smell like cheap perfume. It's making me nauseous."
The silence that followed was thick and suffocating. For the first time in his life, Victor Gideon, the man who could talk his way out of any situation, who could rationalize any action with scientific jargon, was at a complete loss for words. He stared at your back, at the rigid set of your shoulders, and the weight of his actions crashed down upon him. Guilt, a foreign and unwelcome emotion, coiled in his gut. He wanted to cross the room, to fall to his knees, to beg for your forgiveness with a desperation that shamed him.
But his pride, that monstrous ego that had always been his shield and his weapon, held him frozen. Begging was a weakness he could not afford. Admitting he was wrong, that he had destroyed the most precious thing in his life, was a truth his arrogance could not yet concede. He could only stand there in silence, watching you walk away, the scent of another woman clinging to him like a brand.
The grand staircase descended into a sea of shimmering lights and polite chatter. The ballroom was a spectacle of wealth and influence, exactly the kind of environment Victor thrived in. You walked beside him, a perfect picture of a devoted couple, your arm linked through his with a practiced ease that felt like a performance. Your smile was fixed, brilliant and empty, aimed at anyone who caught your eye. Victor remained silent, his usual confident stride slightly stiff, his golden eyes occasionally darting to your face as if searching for a crack in the flawless facade you presented.
"Victor! My boy!" A boisterous voice cut through the orchestral music. An older man, portly and red-faced with a shock of white hair, approached with a wide grin. It was Alistair Finch, a longtime benefactor of the university and one of Victor's most vocal supporters.
"Alistair," Victor greeted, his voice regaining its usual smooth charm. "I'm glad you could make it."
"And miss the chance to see my favorite genius finally settle down?" Alistair chuckled, turning his appreciative gaze to you. "My dear, you are absolutely radiant. That dress is a triumph."
"Thank you, Mr. Finch," you replied, inclining your head gracefully.
His eyes twinkled as they scanned your outfit, his gaze landing pointedly on your left hand. "And where is that magnificent rock Victor showed me? The one he said would blind lesser mortals? I was looking forward to seeing it sparkle tonight."
You felt Victor's arm tense beside you, a subtle reaction only you would notice. He had seen its absence in his quarters, but this public inquiry forced the issue into the open. You didn't flinch, didn't miss a beat. Your smile remained perfectly placid.
"It's being polished," you said, your voice as smooth and cool as the silk on your skin. "I wanted it to be at its most brilliant for such an important evening. A stone like that deserves special care."
Alistair beamed, completely taken in by the lie. "Ah, a woman after my own heart! Meticulous. Victor, you've certainly found yourself a keeper."
Victor forced a tight smile. "Indeed I have."
As Alistair moved on to greet another guest, you felt the weight of Victor's stare. He didn't speak, but his silence was a question. He had seen the ring was gone, heard your lie, and was now processing the cold, deliberate finality of it. The guilt he had wrestled with upstairs intensified, coiling tighter around his chest. He had wanted to beg for forgiveness, but now he realized you weren't just hurt; you were methodically dismantling the life he thought you had built together, one cool, calculated lie at a time.
You gave his arm a gentle, proprietary squeeze, a gesture for the watching crowd. "Shall we mingle, Dr. Gideon?" you murmured, your voice laced with an ice that only he could feel. "We have investors to impress."
The title, the professional distance, was a fresh wound. He could only nod, his pride and his regret warring within him as you led him deeper into the glittering crowd, a queen without a kingdom, a bride without a ring.
The next hour was a masterclass in deception. You and Victor moved through the crowd like a well-oiled machine, your public performance impeccable. Your hand rested in the crook of his elbow, your head tilted toward his as if sharing an intimate secret when you were merely pointing out a potential donor. You laughed at his jokes, your smile reaching your eyes just enough to be convincing, while inside, you felt nothing but the cold, steady rhythm of your own heart. Victor played his part, his charm turned up to its highest setting, but you could feel the tension thrumming through him, a silent vibration only you were attuned to.
You were both engaged in conversation with a board member from a pharmaceutical company, Victor smoothly outlining the future applications of his research, when a new voice cut through the polite chatter.
"Dr. (L/N)? Is that really you?"
You turned to see a distinguished man with kind eyes and a shock of white hair approaching with genuine delight. It was Professor Albright, your former mentor from university, a man whose opinion had once meant the world to you.
"Professor Albright," you said, your smile becoming the first genuine one of the evening. "What a surprise."
"The surprise is all mine, my dear," he beamed, taking your hand. "I was just telling my wife about you last week. I read your latest paper on synaptic protein degradation pathways. Absolutely groundbreaking. The way you correlated the mitochondrial stress responses... it was elegant. Truly elegant."
A faint warmth spread through your chest, a ghost of the academic pride you used to feel. "Thank you, Professor. That means a great deal."
"It means enough that I managed to convince the university board to make a significant donation to Rhodes Hill," he continued, then glanced at Victor with a proud smile. "All thanks to Dr. (L/N)'s intriguing research. It's work that deserves to be supported and expanded upon."
Victor's smile was tight, a muscle twitching in his jaw. "We are profoundly grateful for your support, Professor. Her contributions are invaluable."
"You must be very proud, Dr. Gideon. To be engaged to such a brilliant mind."
Victor's smile was tight. "Immensely. Her intellect is one of the many things I admire about her."
Professor Albright squeezed your hand again. "Well, I won't keep you. I just had to say hello. Keep up the extraordinary work."
As he moved away, you felt the last thread of your composure begin to fray. The praise, the reminder of the person you were before him, before this life, was a painful beacon. You gently but firmly removed your arm from Victor's.
"If you'll excuse me," you murmured, your voice devoid of its earlier warmth. "I see some associates I should speak with."
Before he could respond, you turned and walked away, not toward a group of associates, but directly to the bar. The sound of your name, your professional title, being lauded for work that had secured funding for his facility, was a stone dropped into the already turbulent waters of your stomach.
You ordered a glass of champagne from the bartender and drank half of it in one swallow, the cool bubbles doing little to soothe the burning in your throat. You signaled for another, your eyes scanning the room without really seeing it, focusing on the crystalline clinking of glasses and the low murmur of conversations that felt a world away. You were Dr. (L/N) again, for a moment, a respected scientist in her own right. And that woman, you realized with startling clarity, would never have let herself become a footnote in Victor’s story.
The champagne was a steady, numbing current. Each glass you finished was replaced by another, the bubbles eroding the sharp edges of your pain, replacing it with a pleasant, dangerous warmth. The room seemed to soften at the edges, the lights blurring into a more forgiving glow. You felt yourself becoming more expansive, your movements looser, the mask of composure melting into something more genuine and far more reckless.
You saw him watching you. Victor. His golden eyes tracked your every move from across the room, a look of frustrated concern etched onto his handsome face. He made his approach once, weaving through the crowd with purpose, but the moment he came within ten feet, you spotted a group of pharmaceutical executives and excused yourself with a bright, empty smile, gliding away just as his hand reached out. He tried again, only for you to suddenly become engrossed in a discussion about modern architecture with the university's dean. Each attempt was met with a swift, strategic evasion. The game was exhilarating, a small, petty victory that fueled the fire in your veins.
It was during your third strategic retreat that you saw him. Leaning against a marble pillar near the terrace doors, a figure radiating an aura of casual power that made the other guests seem like fawning children. Zeno. Even in a room full of influential people, he commanded a different kind of attention. His white suit was immaculate, a stark contrast to the black of his shirt and the cigarette that dangled, unlit, from his lips. The sharp lines of his jaw, the distinctive markings on the left side of his face, and the impenetrable black shades hiding his eyes all of it spoke of a man who operated on a different plane.
A reckless idea, born of champagne and fury, took root. You signaled the bartender.
"Three tequila shots," you ordered, your voice clear and firm.
He lined them up. Without hesitation, you threw them back one after another, the liquid fire searing a path down your throat and igniting a boldness in your chest. You slammed the final glass down, wiped your lips, and straightened your shoulders. The room swayed for a moment, then snapped back into sharp, thrilling focus.
You walked directly toward him, your steps sure and deliberate. Heads turned, including Victor's. You could feel his gaze like a physical weight, a mixture of alarm and dawning horror as he saw your destination.
"Zeno," you said, your voice smooth as silk, infused with the warm confidence of the tequila. "I was wondering if you'd make an appearance tonight."
Zeno slowly turned his head, the cigarette shifting slightly. He took a moment, his hidden eyes seemingly assessing every inch of you. A slow, cocky smile touched his lips. "Dr. (L/N)," he drawled, his voice a low, soft rumble that carried easily over the crowd. "Always a pleasure. Though I must admit, I'm surprised to see you holding court without Dr. Gideon attached to your hip.
"Even I need a break from discussing protein degradation and viral vectors," you replied, matching his tone, your smile unwavering. "Besides, I wanted to thank you personally for your continued support. The new lab equipment has already accelerated our timeline."
"The equipment is merely a tool, Doctor," he countered smoothly. "It's the mind wielding it that produces results. Your mind, specifically. Victor is… effective, but you have a certain elegance in your methodology that he lacks."
He was probing, as always, a subtle compliment laced with the underlying truth that he valued your work more than Victor's. The tequila-fueled courage surged within you.
"Perhaps it's because I'm not trying to play God," you said, your voice dropping slightly. "Just trying to understand the rules of the game."
Zeno's smile widened, revealing a hint of teeth. He reached into his coat, not for the pistol you knew was there, but for a silver cigarette case. "I like a woman who understands the art of the game." He flipped it open and offered one to you. "Smoke?"
You'd never touched a cigarette in your life.
"Thank you," you said, taking one with steady fingers. "But I prefer to create my own fires, rather than inhale someone else's."
The words hung in the air, a direct, subtle challenge. Zeno let out a soft, genuine laugh, the sound rich and dangerous. He put the cigarette between his own lips, finally lighting it with a silver lighter. The flare illuminated his sharp features for a moment before he took a long, slow drag.
"Dr. (L/N)," he exhaled a plume of smoke. "I believe you and I are going to have a very interesting conversation."
Across the room, you saw Victor finally break from his conversation, his face a thundercloud of disbelief and possessive fury as he began to push his way through the crowd toward you.
Zeno's deep, resonant laugh was a sound of pure, unadulterated amusement. "A firestarter, then," he mused, taking another slow drag from his cigarette. "I find that's a trait most people lack. They prefer to simply warm themselves by another's flame."
"Perhaps they're just afraid of getting burned," you countered, your voice light but edged with a new, daring confidence.
The tequila had settled into a comfortable hum beneath your skin, a liquid courage that made the dangerous game you were playing feel not just possible, but necessary. You found yourself genuinely enjoying the verbal sparring, the sharp intellect that matched your own without the suffocating weight of Victor's ego.
"I don't see anything to fear in a little controlled combustion," Zeno replied, his gloved fingers gesturing with the cigarette. "In fact, it's often necessary for new growth."
You laughed, a real, unrestrained sound that turned heads. "Is that your philosophy on business, or life in general?"
"Both," he smiled, and you noticed the way his gaze, even behind the dark shades, seemed to linger on your lips. "They're not so different, are they? Resources to acquire, obstacles to eliminate, and the occasional need to burn it all down and start fresh."
You reached out, your fingers brushing a piece of lint from the pristine white sleeve of his coat. The touch was deliberate, lingering for a fraction of a second longer than necessary. "A refreshingly honest perspective."
Across the ballroom, Victor was no longer just watching he was seething. He saw everything. The way Zeno leaned in, the low, intimate tone of their conversation, and worst of all, the way you laughed. It wasn't the polite, practiced laugh you gave investors and colleagues. It was genuine, bright, and it hadn't been directed at him in months. He saw your hand on Zeno's arm, the casual intimacy of it, and a hot, acidic jealousy churned in the pit of his stomach. He remembered every meeting, every time Zeno's gaze had followed you a little too long, the respectful but predatory interest in his eyes that Victor had arrogantly dismissed as harmless. Harmless, like a virus before it mutates.
He started moving, his polished demeanor cracking to reveal the raw, possessive fury underneath.
You felt his approach before you saw him, a shift in the atmosphere that made the air grow heavy. The pleasant warmth of the tequila cooled, replaced by a familiar, unwelcome tension. Zeno, however, felt it too and turned his head slightly, a slow, deliberate movement as Victor reached your small circle.
"Victor," Zeno greeted, his voice a low, smooth drawl that was both polite and possessive. He didn't remove his arm from where your hand still rested on it. "I was just admiring your fiancée's... perspective on things. It's remarkably incisive."
The compliment was a clear challenge, a public acknowledgment of your intellect that framed you as an equal, not just an accessory. Victor's golden eyes flickered from Zeno's face to your hand on his arm and back again, the jealousy in them so potent it was almost a physical force.
"(Y/N)," Victor said, his voice dangerously low, ignoring Zeno completely. "What do you think you're doing?"
You paused, turning to face him with an expression of polite confusion. "Victor. We were just getting some air. The crowds can be a bit overwhelming."
Your use of his first name, after the cold formality of "Dr. Gideon," was a deliberate twist of the knife. It was a public claim, a reminder of a connection you were simultaneously flaunting and destroying.
"We have investors to meet. This is hardly the time for a social break," he bit out, his gaze finally settling on Zeno with barely veiled hostility.
"And we will meet them," you replied, your tone still pleasant, but with an underlying steel. "But even we are allowed a moment to breathe. Isn't that right, Zeno?"
"Everyone needs a moment to recharge," Zeno drawled, taking a slow drag from his cigarette and exhaling the smoke not at Victor, but just past his shoulder, a casual display of dominance. "Especially when the company is… stimulating."
The double meaning hung in the air, thick and provocative. Victor's jaw clenched, his knuckles white where his hands were fisted at his sides. He was losing control of the situation, of you, and he had no idea how to regain it without causing a scene.
You gave Zeno's arm a gentle squeeze. "It's getting rather stuffy in here. Shall we?"
Without another glance at your fiancé, you turned and led Zeno Rhodes through the terrace doors and out into the cool night air, leaving Victor standing alone in the middle of the ballroom, the picture of a man who had everything, and was just beginning to realize he was about to lose it all.
The cool night air was a welcome shock against your heated skin. The terrace was elegantly lit, with strings of fairy lights woven through the trelliswork, casting a soft glow on the stone balustrade overlooking the city's glittering skyline. The distant sounds of the gala were muted here, creating a pocket of intimacy that felt both dangerous and liberating.
Zeno guided you toward the railing, his hand a firm, steady presence at your back. "Much better," he murmured, removing the unlit cigarette from his lips and tucking it behind his ear. His gaze swept over you, a slow, appreciative appraisal. "I must say, Dr. (L/N), that dress is a masterpiece. It's a crime Victor gets to keep you all to himself."
The compliment, so direct and admiring, should have been flattering. Instead, it landed like a stone in your stomach. You felt a phantom weight on your finger, the ghost of a diamond that was no longer there. Your hand instinctively curled into a fist at your side.
"He doesn't see me that way," you said, your voice quieter now, the alcohol and the fresh air peeling back the layers of your performance. "He takes me for granted. That's for sure."
A waiter materialized from the shadows, a tray of champagne flutes balanced perfectly. "Champagne, sir? Ma'am?"
Zeno nodded, taking two and handing one to you. "To fresh air," he toasted, his dark shades turned toward you.
You clinked your glass against his and drank deeply, the cool, crisp liquid a welcome balm. The alcohol was truly taking effect now, melting the last of your carefully constructed defenses and replacing them with a raw, unfiltered honesty.
"He never listens," you found yourself saying, staring out at the sea of lights below. "Not really. It doesn't matter if I have the data, the research, the proof… Victor always has to be right. His word is law, his opinion is the only one that matters." You shook your head, a bitter laugh escaping your lips. "You wanna know the worst part?"
Zeno remained silent, a patient, imposing presence beside you, giving you the space to unravel.
"He cheated on me," you confessed, the words tearing out of you like a sob. "Today. Hours ago. In his office. With his stupid, pathetic assistant."
The admission hung in the cool night air, a devastating truth spoken aloud. You had meant to sound angry, dismissive, but the alcohol had stripped you of that armor. All that was left was the raw, ragged pain.
"All those years," you whispered, your vision blurring as tears finally, finally broke through the dam. "Wasted. I gave him everything, and for what? To be humiliated? To be… replaced?"
A single tear escaped, tracing a hot path down your cheek. Then another. The composure you had fought so hard to maintain all evening shattered into a million pieces. The glass slipped from your trembling fingers, shattering on the stone terrace as a ragged, broken sob tore from your throat. You bent over, the force of it shaking your entire body, the grief and the betrayal crashing over you like a tidal wave. You were no longer Dr. (L/N), the brilliant scientist or the composed fiancée. You were just a woman, broken and crying on a cold terrace under the stars, with the most dangerous man in the city as your only witness.
Your sobs echoed in the quiet space, each one a ragged tear in the fabric of your composure. You expected a hand on your back, a murmured platitude, the awkward comfort of a man unprepared for such raw emotion. You received none.
Zeno didn't move. He stood perfectly still, a statue in white and black, watching you disintegrate with an unnerving stillness. When your cries subsided into hitching, miserable breaths, he finally spoke. His voice was not soft with pity; it was as calm and measured as if he were observing a chemical reaction.
"An emotional response is a natural consequence of betrayal," he stated, his tone devoid of sympathy. "But it's also a liability. It clouds judgment."
He stepped closer, not to comfort, but to inspect. He reached out, his gloved fingers gently tilting your chin up, forcing your tear-streaked face toward his hidden gaze. "You've given him years. You've given him your intellect, your loyalty, your heart. And what has he given you in return? A position as a pretty accessory and a public humiliation."
His words were cold, clinical, but they were the realest thing you'd heard all night. They cut through the haze of alcohol and grief, sharpening your pain into a weapon.
"You are a brilliant scientist, Dr. (L/N)," he continued, his thumb brushing a tear from your cheek. "You are a woman of immense value. And he treated you like a disposable asset. That is not just a mistake. It's a strategic failure of the highest order."
The alcohol-fueled impulsiveness surged within you, a reckless wave crashing against the shores of your despair. His cold logic, his complete lack of pity, was more intoxicating than any champagne. It was an anchor in your storm, a dangerous, solid thing you could grab onto.
Before you could think, before you could stop yourself, you surged forward. You fisted the lapels of his white coat, pulling him down, and crushed your lips to his.
It wasn't a gentle kiss. It was desperate, bruising, a kiss born of fury and grief and a desperate need to feel anything other than the pain Victor had caused you. You poured all your anger, all your hurt, all your shattered pride into that single, impulsive act. For a moment, the world narrowed to the surprising softness of his lips against yours and the faint, smoky scent of his coat.
You expected him to push you away, to recoil. Instead, he responded.
Zeno's arm snaked around your waist, pulling you flush against him with a possessive strength that stole your breath. He deepened the kiss, his own lips parting to dominate yours with a passionate intensity that was both thrilling and terrifying. It wasn't a kiss of comfort it was a kiss of conquest, a branding. When he finally pulled back, it was only by inches.
He reached up and slowly removed his sunglasses. What you saw made your heart stop. The whites of his eyes were not white at all. They were a pitch, soulless black, and in the center, his irises glowed with a terrifying, brilliant yellow light, like embers in a void. It was inhuman, monstrous, and utterly mesmerizing.
"Don't be sorry, Doctor," he murmured, his glowing yellow irises burning into yours. "Never be sorry for taking what you want."
His gloved hand came up to cup your cheek, his thumb stroking your skin. "Look at you," he breathed, his voice a low, reverent rasp. "Even in your sorrow, you are magnificent. So beautiful. He was a fool to let you think for a second you were anything less than everything."
His other hand tightened on your waist, holding you captive in his gaze. "Victor saw a possession. I see a partner. He saw a trophy. I see a weapon." His glowing eyes dropped to your lips again. "And a weapon, Dr. (L/N), should never be left to rust."
The world tilted, the fairy lights on the trellis blurring into streaks of gold. Zeno's inhuman eyes were the only thing in sharp focus, their glowing yellow irises burning into you, promising things you didn't dare to name. The alcohol, the emotional breakdown, the shock of his kiss it was all too much. Your head swam, a dizzying cocktail of adrenaline and champagne.
"I... I need to lie down," you whispered, the words feeling heavy and distant. The strength was seeping out of your limbs, the reckless fire of moments before banked into a smoldering exhaustion.
Zeno's grip on your waist tightened, steadying you. His expression didn't soften with concern; it sharpened with calculation. "Rhodes Hill?" he asked, his voice a low, decisive rumble. "I'll take you home."
Home. The word was a bitter irony. Rhodes Hill was Victor's kingdom, the gilded cage where your life had slowly unraveled. But it was also where your bed was, where you could collapse and let the darkness take you. Where you could escape the piercing intensity of the man holding you.
You could have called a car, gone to a hotel, anywhere else. But you were past making smart decisions. You were operating on instinct, and right now, your instinct was to find the nearest horizontal surface and surrender.
"Yes," you breathed, the answer a surrender in itself.
"Good," Zeno said, a flicker of satisfaction in his glowing eyes. He released you just long enough to place his sunglasses back over them, hiding the monstrous truth from the world. He then took your arm, his grip firm and proprietary. "Lean on me if you need to. We'll leave without drawing attention."
He was right. As he led you back through the terrace doors, the two of you became a model of discretion. You kept your head down, your body angled toward his, creating the illusion of intimacy that hid your fragility. The ballroom was a whirlwind of light and sound, but you moved through it in a bubble, Zeno a calm, powerful force at your side.
You saw Victor near the entrance, his face pale with a mixture of fury and anxiety as he scanned the crowd. His eyes locked onto you, then on the man at your side. For a fleeting moment, your paths were destined to cross. But Zeno was a master of navigation. With a subtle shift in direction, he guided you around a cluster of guests, using them as a screen, and led you toward a discreet service exit.
Victor was left standing there, his mouth opening to call your name, but you were already gone, swallowed by the shadows of the corridor, the heavy door swinging shut behind you, cutting off the gala and the man you had once loved.
The cool, sterile air of the service hallway was a relief. Zeno didn't speak, simply led you purposefully toward a private elevator at the end of the hall. As the doors slid open, revealing a plush, mirrored interior, you felt a final, tremor of doubt. You were leaving with a monster, a man whose eyes held the glow of something not of this world. But as you stepped inside, the cold glass of the mirror for tonight, that was all that mattered.
The car was a silent, cocooned world of black leather and tinted glass. It glided through the city streets, a predator moving through the urban jungle. You leaned your head against the cool window, watching the lights bleed into long, colorful streaks. The adrenaline had completely worn off, leaving a hollow, aching emptiness in its place. The champagne sat sourly in your stomach.
"I feel so stupid," you murmured, the words barely audible, meant more for yourself than for him. "All this time. I should have known."
Zeno didn't offer platitudes. He didn't tell you it wasn't your fault. He simply watched you, his face in shadow, his presence a solid, unwavering weight beside you. "Stupidity is believing the same lie twice," he said, his voice a low, even timbre. "You've only been proven wrong once. That's not stupidity. That's a lesson learned. A costly one, but a lesson nonetheless."
His words were cold, yet they were exactly what you needed to hear. They weren't sympathy; they were a re-framing of your failure into a new kind of strength.
The car pulled up to the imposing, modernist structure of Rhodes Hill. The private entrance slid open, and the car descended into a secure underground garage. Zeno was out first, opening your door with an efficiency that spoke of habit. He offered you his hand, and you took it, his gloved fingers firm around yours.
The elevator ride was silent again, rising smoothly toward the pinnacle of the building where the private quarters were located. When the doors opened, he guided you down the short hallway to the door of your private quarters you're and Victor's quarters . He used a keycard he produced from his coat, the lock disengaging with a soft click.
He led you inside, through the darkened living room, toward the master bedroom. The space was immaculate, sterile, and filled with Victor's presence the books on the shelves, the data pad on the desk, the faint scent of his cologne that still clung to the air. It felt like a mausoleum.
Zeno stopped at the edge of the bedroom, his duty, as he saw it, complete. "Get some rest, Dr. (L/N)."
He turned to leave, and a wave of pure, unadulterated panic washed over you. The thought of being left alone in this space, in this bed, with nothing but your memories and the crushing weight of your loneliness, was unbearable. It was a fate worse than the gala, worse than seeing them together.
"Wait," you choked out, your voice cracking.
You reached out, your fingers closing around his wrist. He was solid, real, a lifeline in the storm of your misery. He stopped, turning back to you, his face an unreadable mask in the dim light.
"Don't leave," you begged, the tears you thought were all spent welling in your eyes again. "Please. Help me forget about him. Just for tonight. Please."
You were asking him to be your savior, offering him a shattered soul on a silver platter. You knew it was dangerous, a reckless bargain with the devil. But as you looked up into his hidden face, you realized you didn't care.
The words hung in the sterile air of the bedroom, a desperate, naked plea. You were a shipwreck, and you had just grabbed onto the sharpest rock in the storm. Zeno stood perfectly still, his wrist still caught in your trembling grasp. The silence stretched, thick with unspoken consequences.
"Are you sure?" he asked, his voice a low, dangerous vibration. It wasn't a question of morality, but of finality. A point of no return.
You looked up at him, at the dark lenses hiding the monstrous fire you knew lay beneath. In that moment, you didn't want to be Dr. (L/N), the brilliant scientist, the composed professional. That woman was a failure. That woman had been deceived. You wanted to be someone else. Someone new.
"Call me (Y/N)," you whispered, the name feeling strange on your tongue after so long. It was an offering, a shedding of your old skin. "Not Dr. (L/N). Just (Y/N)."
A slow, satisfied smile touched Zeno's lips. He understood the weight of what you were giving him. "(Y/N)," he repeated, the name sounding both intimate and possessive in his deep voice.
He moved then, closing the small distance between you. His free hand came up to cup the back of your neck, his fingers tangling in your hair. He didn't ask again. He didn't need to. He lowered his head, and his lips met yours.
This kiss was different from the desperate, impulsive one on the terrace. It was deliberate, claiming. His lips moved against yours with a practiced dominance that left no room for doubt. You responded instantly, your arms wrapping around his neck, pulling him closer, needing to feel his strength, his solid reality against you.
He broke the kiss just long enough to shrug off his white coat, letting it fall to the floor in a whisper of expensive fabric. Then his mouth was on yours again, hungrier this time. His tongue traced the seam of your lips, a silent command that you obeyed without hesitation. The kiss deepened, a tangle of tongues and shared breath, a dance of possession and surrender. He pulled you flush against his body, one arm banded tightly around your waist, the other still cradling your head. You could feel the hard lines of his muscles through his shirt, the sheer power he held so casually in check. It was intoxicating, a stark contrast to Victor's lean, academic frame.
Every thought of Victor, of his betrayal, of the shattered years, was being systematically erased, replaced by the overwhelming sensation of Zeno. His scent, his taste, the possessive way he held you as if you were something precious he had just won. He was helping you forget, just as you had asked. But as he backed you slowly toward the bed, a dark, thrilling thought surfaced he wasn't just helping you forget Victor. He was making it impossible for you to ever remember him without thinking of this. Without thinking of him.
Zeno's lips left yours, trailing a path of fire down the column of your throat. His mouth was hot against your skin, a stark contrast to the cool air of the room. You tilted your head back, a soft sigh escaping you as your hands fumbled with the tiny, intricate zipper at the back of your dress. Your fingers, clumsy with alcohol and adrenaline, struggled to find purchase.
He noticed your struggle immediately. With a low, amused chuckle, his hands replaced yours. One arm stayed firmly around your waist, holding you against him, while the other found the zipper. He drew it down with agonizing slowness, the metallic whisper loud in the quiet room. The midnight blue silk pooled at your feet, leaving you standing in nothing but your lingerie a delicate, lacy ensemble.
Zeno took a step back, his gaze sweeping over you. A low, appreciative whistle escaped his lips. "Victor is a very, very stupid man," he breathed, the words laced with a predatory satisfaction that sent a shiver down your spine.
Before you could react, his hands were on you again. He hooked an arm behind your knees and another around your waist, lifting you effortlessly. In a few long strides, he was at the bed. He dropped you onto the black silk sheets, the cool fabric a shock against your heated skin. He was on top of you in an instant, his weight a delicious, dominating pressure, his mouth finding yours in another searing kiss.
You responded with equal fervor, your hands moving to the front of his black shirt. Your fingers, now steady with purpose, made quick work of the buttons, pushing the fabric aside to reveal the hard, sculpted planes of his chest. You ran your hands over his skin, feeling the raw power coiled in his muscles, a stark and thrilling contrast to the academic man you thought you loved.
The raw, possessive energy radiating from Zeno was a drug, and you were instantly addicted. The thought of Victor, of his betrayal, felt like a distant memory, a story belonging to someone else. This was your reality now: the cool silk of the sheets, the powerful body above you, and the intoxicating promise of forgetting.
With a newfound sense of purpose, you moved. You leaned forward, pressing a soft, deliberate kiss to his chest before sliding off the bed. The plush carpet was soft beneath your knees. You looked up at him, your eyes meeting his, a silent command passing between you.
"Move to the edge of the bed," you said, your voice husky with desire.
A slow, predatory grin spread across Zeno's face. He did as you asked, shifting his body to sit on the edge of the mattress, his legs spread, watching you with an intensity that made your blood sing. He was giving you control, but you knew it was an illusion. He was simply allowing you to play in his territory.
Your fingers went to the buckle of his belt. The leather was smooth and cool as you pulled it free, the soft hiss of it sliding through the loops the only sound in the room. You popped the button of his trousers and slowly drew down the zipper. You could feel the hard heat of him straining against the fabric, a testament to his desire. You hooked your fingers into the waistband of his boxers, teasingly tugging them down just enough to reveal the tip of him before pulling them back up.
A low growl rumbled in his chest. "Don't tease me, (Y/N)."
You smiled, a slow, confident curve of your lips. "Oh, but I think I will."
Finally, you pulled the fabric down, freeing him completely. Your breath hitched. He was beautiful. Not as thick as Victor, perhaps, but he had a graceful, upward curve that promised a different kind of pleasure, a perfect arc designed to hit just the right spot. He was thick enough to fill, long enough to satisfy, and utterly perfect.
You leaned in, your tongue darting out to lap delicately at the bead of moisture on his tip. He shuddered, his hand coming down to tangle in your hair, his grip firm but not painful. You placed a soft, worshipful kiss on the head of his cock, your thumb gently rubbing circles against the sensitive underside.
Then you began to explore. You flattened your tongue and gave long, slow licks from the thick base all the way to the tip, tracing the prominent vein on the underside. You savored the taste of him, the salt of his skin, the way his muscles tensed with every pass of your tongue. You were in control here, the one dictating the pace, the one driving him slowly, inexorably mad with desire. It was a power you hadn't felt in a long time, and it was intoxicating.
(Y/n) knelt before Zeno, the world narrowing to just the two of them. Her eyes, dark with adoration, held his as she leaned in, her breath warm against his sensitive skin. She took him into her mouth not with practiced skill, but with a reverence that made his breath catch. This wasn't just an act; it was worship.
A deep groan rumbled in Zeno's chest, his hands gently cradling her head rather than tangling in her hair. He watched her, truly watched her, as she began to move. Her tongue wasn't merely swirling; it was exploring, learning every ridge and vein as if memorizing a sacred text. Each slow, deliberate descent was a promise, each rise a question answered in the affirmative.
They became lost in a shared current of pleasure, the room filled not with crude sounds, but with the soft, worshipful noises (y/n) made and Zeno's increasingly ragged breathing, which sounded more like a prayer. She could feel him thickening in her mouth, not just with physical arousal, but with an emotional response that mirrored her own devotion.
Just as he felt the peak approaching, Zeno gently tapped (y/n)'s cheek, his touch tender. "Stop," he whispered, his voice thick with an emotion that went far beyond mere desire. "Come here. Let me feel you."
(Y/n) complied instantly, her movements fluid and trusting. She straddled him, positioning herself so that her most intimate self hovered just above his face. Zeno reached up, his fingers hooking into the sides of her panties, but instead of just pulling them aside, he paused, his knuckles brushing against her hip.
"Beautiful," he breathed, the word a heartfelt exhalation against her skin. He slowly drew the fabric aside, exposing her not to a hungry gaze, but to a worshipful one. He used his thumbs to gently part her folds, revealing the slick, pearl-like bud of her clit. "Perfect," he murmured, his voice filled with awe. "So perfectly made for me."
Then he pulled her down, not forcefully, but with an undeniable need. He buried his face against her, his tongue delving into her wetness not like a starved man, but like a pilgrim finally reaching a holy shrine. (y/n) cried out, a sound of pure, unadulterated bliss, as he began to love her with his mouth.
She leaned forward, taking his cock back into her mouth. The dual sensations were overwhelming, a feedback loop of adoration. His tongue wasn't just flicking; it was writing poetry against her clit, each stroke a verse of praise. He sealed his lips around her and sucked gently, drawing a moan from deep within her that vibrated around his length.
Zeno lost himself in her taste, in the scent of her arousal, in the way her body quivered against his face. He wasn't just eating her out; he was communing with her, pouring all the emotion he couldn't put into words into every lap and suck. He slipped two fingers inside her, not to hit a spot, but to feel her from the inside, to be as close to her as he possibly could.
"Zeno," she gasped, pulling away for a moment before immediately taking him back in, needing the connection. "I... I can't..."
"Let go," he commanded softly, his voice a warm vibration against her core. "Let me feel you. All of you."
The raw tenderness in his voice was her undoing. Her orgasm crashed over her not like a wave, but like a revelation, a cleansing fire that started in her core and spread through every limb. She cried out his name like a mantra, her body trembling as Zeno continued to gently lap at her, not to prolong the pleasure, but to soothe her through it, to drink in every drop of her essence.
As (y/n) collapsed against him, boneless and spent, Zeno carefully shifted them, rolling her beneath him. He positioned himself at her entrance, his cock nudging against her still-pulsing heat.
"Look at me," he whispered, and when her eyes fluttered open, he entered her in one slow, deep thrust that was less an act of possession and more of a homecoming. They both gasped, not from the physical sensation, but from the overwhelming rightness of it.
He began to move, his pace unhurried, each thrust a declaration. (y/n) wrapped her legs around him, pulling him closer, her hands roaming his back as if memorizing the landscape of him. There was no roughness, no frantic chase for release. There was only the slow, deliberate building of something profound.
"Zeno," she moaned, her voice breaking with emotion as she looked up at him. "I..."
"I know," he interrupted gently, his pace never faltering. "Me too."
He captured her lips in a kiss that was as tender as it was passionate, their tongues moving in the same rhythm as their bodies. When his release finally came, it wasn't a violent explosion but a deep, shuddering surrender. He buried himself deep inside her, his body tensing as he poured himself into her with a guttural moan that sounded like her name.
For a long time afterward, they lay tangled together, their bodies slick with sweat and satisfaction. Zeno didn't roll away; he shifted only enough to take some of his weight off her, remaining joined to her as if the thought of separating was unbearable. He pressed soft, lingering kisses to her forehead, her cheeks, her lips.
"Mine," he whispered finally, his arms tightening around her possessively, but the word held no threat. It was a statement of fact, a truth as fundamental as the beating of their hearts.
"Yours," she breathed back, her eyes closing as she nestled against him, safe, cherished, and completely, utterly his.
Hours later, the room was bathed in the soft glow of the bedside lamp. The emotional intensity of their earlier conversation had settled into a comfortable, intimate silence. They lay tangled together, limbs entwined, sharing soft kisses and whispered words that held more weight than any grand declaration could.
Zeno's hand traced lazy patterns on (y/n)'s back, his touch reverent. "I never knew," he murmured against her hair. "That it could feel like this. Like coming home."
(Y/n) shifted, propping herself up on an elbow to look at him. Her eyes, soft with emotion, searched his. "It's always felt like home with you, Zeno. I was just too scared to admit it."
He smiled, a genuine, unguarded smile that transformed his face. "Well, I'm not scared anymore." He rolled over, capturing her lips in a kiss that was slow and deep, a kiss that promised forever. As it deepened, a familiar heat began to build between them, a slow burn that quickly ignited into an all-consuming fire.
"Again?" (y/n) breathed against his mouth, a playful smile touching her lips.
"Always," Zeno replied, his voice husky with renewed desire.
He moved over her, his body covering hers with a possessive tenderness that made her heart ache. He hooked his arm under one of her knees, gently lifting her leg and draping it over his shoulder. The new angle allowed him to enter her slowly, deeply, and they both gasped at the exquisite fullness, the rightness of it.
"Zeno," she whispered, her head falling back against the pillows as he began to move.
His strokes were long and deliberate, each one a measured thrust that connected them on a level that went beyond the physical. He watched her face, his gaze intense and unwavering, as if trying to memorize every flicker of pleasure that crossed her features. He leaned down, kissing her deeply, his tongue mimicking the rhythm of his hips.
(Y/n) wrapped her arms around his neck, her fingers tangling in his hair as she met his movements, her body arching to take him deeper. The pleasure was overwhelming, a tidal wave of sensation that left her breathless. She could feel every muscle in his body, every contour of his form, and she marveled at the way he seemed to know exactly what she needed, exactly how to make her feel cherished and adored.
"Zeno," she moaned, his name a prayer on her lips as he hit that spot deep inside her that made her see stars. "Oh god, Zeno..."
He shifted their positions then, rolling onto his back and bringing her with him so that she was straddling his lap, never breaking their connection. He sat up, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her close until they were chest to chest, her breasts pressed against his hard muscles.
"Ride me," he commanded softly, his hands roaming her back, tracing the curve of her spine, the dip of her waist. "Let me feel you."
(Y/n) began to move, her hips rolling in a slow, sensual rhythm that had them both moaning. Zeno's hands were everywhere, cupping her ass, stroking her thighs, mapping every inch of her skin as if he couldn't get enough. He kissed her again, a hungry, demanding kiss that stole the air from her lungs.
She was lost in him, in the feel of him inside her, in the taste of his mouth, in the way he was looking at her with such raw, undisguised passion. It was overwhelming, intoxicating, and she never wanted it to end.
"Zeno," she cried out, her body tensing as another orgasm began to build. "Zeno, I'm..."
"Come for me, baby," he urged, his voice thick with emotion. "Come with me."
His words were her undoing. With a final, desperate cry of his name, she shattered, her body convulsing around him as waves of pleasure washed over her. Zeno followed her over the edge, his own release a deep, shuddering groan as he buried himself inside her one last time, filling her with his warmth.
They collapsed against each other, their bodies slick with sweat and satisfaction, their hearts beating in perfect sync. Zeno held her close, his face buried in her hair as they both struggled to catch their breath.
"Thank you," (y/n) whispered, her voice thick with emotion. "For making me forget."
Zeno held her tighter, understanding what she meant without needing to ask. "Anytime, Dr...," he started, then corrected himself with a soft chuckle. "I mean, (y/n). Anytime."
Two floors below, in the sterile, impersonal darkness of his office, Victor Gideon sat at his desk. The only light came from the glow of his computer monitor, displaying data he wasn't really seeing. He often slept here, on the leather couch against the far wall, preferring the cold solitude of his workspace to the empty echo of his apartment. It was easier to maintain control here, surrounded by the tools of his trade, the symbols of his power.
He was about to power down the computer for the night when a faint sound reached his ears. He stilled, his head cocked to the side. It was coming from the ceiling, from the floor above. Muffled at first, then clearer. A woman's voice, breathy and high with pleasure.
Zeno...
Victor's fingers froze over the keyboard. His name. Not his name, but the name of the man he had assigned to watch over (y/n), the man he had trusted to keep her safe. Safe for him.
The sounds continued, growing more distinct. The rhythmic creak of a bedframe. The soft slap of skin on skin. And her voice, crying out again and again, a chorus of adoration for another man.
Zeno... oh god, Zeno...
A cold fury began to build in Victor's chest, a slow, simmering rage that was far more dangerous than an explosive outburst. He stood up, moving silently to stand directly beneath the source of the sounds. He closed his eyes, picturing it picturing her with him, picturing the look on her face as she cried out another man's name.
He knew exactly why she had done this. It was a calculated act of rebellion, a deliberate betrayal designed to hurt him. And it had worked. But what she didn't realize was that she had chosen the one man Victor couldn't touch without jeopardizing everything.
Zeno wasn't just another employee. He was the biggest investor in Rhodes Hill, the financial backbone of Victor's entire operation. His funding kept the lights on, paid for the expensive equipment, and ensured the continued flow of test subjects for Victor's experiments. Confronting Zeno, punishing him for this transgression, would be suicide. Victor would lose everything he had worked so hard to build.
And so he would wait. He would bide his time, would swallow his anger and let it fester. He would play the long game, would allow (y/n) to believe she had won this round. But when the time was right, when Zeno's usefulness had run its course, or when Victor found another way to secure his funding, he would make them both pay. Dearly.
He listened for a while longer, his expression unreadable, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. He heard everything the soft whispers of gratitude, the sounds of their shared release. Each sound was a nail in the coffin of whatever relationship he had thought he had with (y/n), each moan a testament to her betrayal.
Finally, when the sounds had faded into the soft murmurs of afterglow, Victor returned to his desk. He sat down, his movements precise and controlled. He opened a new file on his computer, his fingers flying across the keyboard as he began to type.
He didn't go to the couch that night. He didn't sleep at all. He just sat there, in the sterile darkness of his office, listening to the silence above, his anger simmering, his plans taking shape. He would bide his time, would wait for the perfect moment to strike. But when he did, when he finally confronted them, it would be on his terms. And they would both learn the true meaning of regret.
As the first rays of dawn began to filter through the blinds, Victor saved the file and printed it out. He read it over one last time, a cold, cruel smile touching his lips. Then he folded it neatly and placed it in his pocket, a reminder of what was to come.
The next morning, sunlight streamed through the blinds, illuminating the dust motes dancing in the air. (Y/n) woke with a groan, her head throbbing with a dull, persistent ache. The events of the previous night came rushing back to her in a dizzying flood Zeno's hands on her skin, his whispered words, the overwhelming pleasure that had made her forget, if only for a little while, the suffocating presence of Victor.
She turned to find Zeno already dressed, his suit immaculate as usual. He was watching her, his expression unreadable, though there was a softness in his eyes that hadn't been there before.
"Morning," he said, his voice low. "How are you feeling?"
"Hungover," (y/n) replied with a wry smile, pulling the sheet up to cover her nakedness. "But worth it."
Zeno chuckled, moving to sit on the edge of the bed. "I'm glad you think so." He reached out, his fingers gently brushing a stray strand of hair from her forehead. "I have to go. Early meeting."
(Y/n) nodded, a pang of disappointment sharp in her chest. "Right. Of course."
She sat up, the sheet pooling around her waist, and leaned in to press a soft kiss to his cheek. "Thank you again, Zeno," she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. "For everything."
"Anytime, (y/n)," he replied, his hand lingering on her shoulder for a moment before he stood to leave. "I'll see you at the office."
And then he was gone, leaving her alone in the silent room, the scent of him still clinging to the sheets. (y/n) lay back down, her head pounding, her heart aching with a confusing mix of emotions. She was grateful to Zeno, truly, for the brief respite he had provided, but the thought of facing Victor at work filled her with a dread so profound it was almost nauseating.
A couple of hours later, after a long, hot shower and several cups of strong coffee, (y/n) felt marginally more human. She dressed in her usual lab coat and scrubs, her movements slow and deliberate as she braced herself for the day ahead. The hangover was a dull thrum behind her eyes, a constant reminder of her rebellion, of the consequences she would now have to face.
As she walked down the corridor toward Victor's office, her dread intensified with each step. The familiar sterile white walls seemed to close in on her, the air thick with a tension that was almost palpable. When she reached his office, she noticed immediately that something was wrong. The assistant's desk outside his door was gone, cleared away as if it had never been there.
Before she could process this strange development, the door to Victor's office swung open. He stood there, a towering figure silhouetted against the dim light of the room. He didn't speak, didn't give any warning. He just moved, his hand shooting out to grab her arm, his grip like a vise.
(Y/n) cried out in surprise and pain as he pulled her into the office, the door swinging shut behind them with a soft, final click. He spun her around, pushing her back against the wall with a force that knocked the breath from her lungs. His 6'8" frame completely covered her, his presence overwhelming, suffocating.
His golden eyes burned into hers, their usual cold intensity replaced by a fiery rage that made her blood run cold. "Let me go, Victor," she demanded, her voice trembling despite her attempt to sound brave.
Victor laughed, a harsh, humorless sound that was more terrifying than an outright threat. "Let you go?" he sneered, his face so close to hers she could feel his breath on her skin. "After what you did? After you fucked my top investor like a dirty little slut?"
The crude words, the venom in his voice, sparked a fire in (y/n)'s belly. Her fear was quickly replaced by a righteous anger that burned away all other emotion. "Don't you dare call me that," she spat, struggling against his hold. "You have no right to be angry. You cheated on me first! With that assistant, in this very office!"
"This is different!" he roared, his control finally snapping. "This was business! You did this to hurt me!"
"Of course I did!" she shot back, her voice rising to match his. "You hurt me first, Victor! This is all your fault! If you had just been faithful, if you had just treated me with a modicum of respect, none of this would have happened!"
They were arguing now, their voices echoing in the sterile office, years of resentment and pent-up frustration spilling out in a torrent of accusations and recriminations. It was a ugly, messy affair, a battle of wills that neither was willing to lose.
But Victor was stronger, and he was done talking. With a growl of frustration, he grabbed her by the shoulders, his grip bruising as he pushed her away from the wall and toward his desk. She stumbled, her feet tangling beneath her, and fell backward, landing hard on the polished wood surface.
Papers scattered, a lamp toppled over and crashed to the floor, but (y/n) barely registered the chaos. All she could focus on was Victor, looming over her, his golden eyes burning with a cold, calculated rage that was far more terrifying than his earlier outburst. He was done arguing. Now, he was going to make her pay.
He leaned over her, his hands planted on the desk on either side of her head, caging her in. His body was a cage of muscle and bone, his presence a suffocating weight that stole the air from her lungs. She was trapped, completely at his mercy, and she knew, with a certainty that chilled her to the bone, that this was only the beginning.
His hand shot out, fingers tangling viciously in her hair, yanking her head back at an angle that sent a sharp, searing pain down her neck. (Y/n) cried out, her hands flying up to his wrist, trying to pry him loose, but his grip was like iron.
"You want to know why?" he snarled, his face inches from hers, his golden eyes blazing with a cold, intellectual fire that was somehow more terrifying than simple rage. He stepped toward her, his hands raised as if calming a frightened animal, though his grip on her hair remained brutal. "It's merely a biological imperative," he continued, his voice a chilling, clinical monotone. "Human pheromonal responses to prolonged proximity in a professional environment can create temporary chemical attractions. The hypothalamus"
(Y/n) stared at him, the pain in her scalp momentarily forgotten as his words washed over her. A disbelieving, hysterical laugh bubbled up in her throat. "That's the stupidest fucking thing I have ever heard," she spat, her voice dripping with scorn. "You're a monster, Victor. You don't get to hide behind 'biology' to justify being a cheating bastard."
She twisted in his grip, tears of pain and fury welling in her eyes. "At least Zeno didn't throw me away like a used lab sample when he was done! He didn't treat me like an experiment! All those years... I gave you everything, and you proposed marriage... for what? For nothing! It was all a lie, a sick game for you to watch and dissect!"
The room went deathly quiet. The only sound was their ragged breathing, the air thick with the weight of her accusation. Victor's face, a moment before a mask of righteous fury, went utterly still. The fire in his eyes banked, replaced by something colder, sharper, and infinitely more dangerous.
His voice, when he finally spoke, was deceptively calm, a low, menacing whisper. "The ring."
(Y/n)'s heart stopped. She knew what he was asking, knew the single point of failure in her entire rebellion. She lifted her chin, a spark of defiance igniting in the ashes of her fear. "I flushed it," she said, her voice clear and steady. "I flushed it down the toilet."
For a split second, nothing happened. Then, his hand moved. The crack of his palm against her cheek was sharp and loud, echoing in the sterile silence. The heavy signet ring he wore cut into her skin, a sharp, bright pain that brought tears to her eyes. Her head snapped to the side, the coppery taste of blood blooming on her tongue.
Before she could recover, he was on her. His body weight pinned her down against the hard surface of the desk, his hands clamping her wrists above her head in an unbreakable grip. He loomed over her, his massive frame blotting out the light, and she looked up into his eyes, a terrifying cocktail of emotions swirling in their golden depths. There was hatred, pure and undiluted, but there was also a sick, twisted obsession, and a deep, terrifying possession that claimed her as his property, his creation, his to destroy.
"You stupid, stupid girl," he breathed, and then his mouth was on hers.
It wasn't a kiss; it was a violation. His lips crushed hers, brutal and unforgiving. And then she felt it something unnatural, something wrong. His tongue slithered into her mouth, long and prehensile, forked at the tip. It was a violation of nature, a grotesque parody of intimacy, and it filled her with a revulsion so profound it was almost nauseating.
Panic, raw and primal, surged through her. With a strength born of sheer terror, (Y/n) clenched her fist and swung, punching him hard on the side of his head. It was a solid blow, one that should have made him see stars, should have made him recoil.
But it was for nothing.
He didn't even flinch. He didn't seem to feel it at all. He just kept kissing her, his forked tongue exploring her mouth with a possessive intimacy that made her soul scream. Her punch had been as ineffective as hitting a statue, a futile gesture of defiance against an immovable force. The realization of her absolute powerlessness washed over her, cold and suffocating, and a single, silent tear traced a path through the blood on her cheek as she lay trapped beneath the monster she had once dared to love.
His free hand, the one not pinning her wrists, moved with brutal efficiency. It grabbed the collar of her lab coat and ripped. The sound of fabric tearing was loud and violent in the sterile silence. He didn't stop there. He tore at her top and pants, the material giving way like paper, leaving her in only her plain white bra and panties, exposed and trembling on the cold wood of his desk.
"Victor, stop," she pleaded, her voice a choked whisper as he lowered his head. His mouth latched onto the sensitive skin of her neck, sucking hard, not with passion but with the intent to bruise, to mark. He moved down, leaving a trail of dark, angry hickies across her collarbones, the swell of her breasts, any patch of skin he could reach. Each one was a brand, a claim of ownership.
"You'll never leave me," he growled against her skin, his voice a low, possessive rumble. He ripped her bra away, the clasp snapping. "You were made for me. That mind of yours, it can match mine. It's a waste on anyone else." His fingers hooked into the waistband of her panties, and with another sharp tug, they tore in half, the flimsy fabric fluttering to the floor like a dead bird. "I need to teach you not to be whoring around. I need to remind you who you belong to."
He shifted his hips, and (y/n) felt the hard, thick pressure of him against her core. There was no prep, no gentleness, no consideration for her comfort. With one brutal, unforgiving thrust, he forced himself inside her. A sharp, searing pain tore through her, making her cry out.
"Pull out! Victor, it hurts!" she gasped, tears of pain and humiliation streaming down her face.
He didn't listen. He didn't even seem to hear her. He just kept going, his movements hard, deep, and punishing. He used her like a fuck toy, his hands gripping her hips so tightly she knew there would be more bruises tomorrow. There was no intimacy, only possession. Each thrust was a declaration, a violent reminder of his power and her helplessness.
Then he changed his angle, grabbing her thighs and lifting her effortlessly from the desk. He pulled her up, her legs wrapping around his waist out of instinctual self-preservation as he held her chest to chest. The new position was even more intense, even more dominating. He held her suspended, impaling her on his cock, driving into her with a force that stole her breath. Her body was just a vessel for his rage, a canvas for his possession, and as he held her there, his face buried in her neck, his golden eyes burning with that terrifying mix of hatred and obsession, (y/n) knew she was well and truly broken.
The world dissolved into a painful blur of motion. One moment, she was suspended in his grip, the next, her back slammed against the hard surface of his desk. The impact was brutal, her head cracking against the polished wood with a sickening thud that sent stars exploding behind her eyelids. A wave of nausea washed over her, the room tilting violently.
Before she could even process the pain, his hand was around her throat. It wasn't a threat; it was an execution. His fingers squeezed, cutting off her air with terrifying efficiency. The pressure was immense, a vise of unfeeling steel. Black spots danced in her vision, the edges of the room blurring into a dark, suffocating tunnel. She was going in and out of consciousness, a passenger in her own dying body, and still, he continued to fuck her, his hips pistoning into her with a merciless, rhythmic violence.
He leaned down, his face a terrifying mask of cold fury, his golden eyes the only things in sharp focus. "Do you forgive me?" he asked, his voice a low, guttural rumble that vibrated through her constricted windpipe. "For my mistake? For the biological imperative?"
He squeezed tighter. Panic, primal and absolute, clawed at her chest. Her lungs burned for air they couldn't get. Her vision tunneled further, the sounds in the room becoming distant and muffled. She tried to shake her head, to fight, but she had no strength. The need to breathe, to live, overrode everything.
"Say yes," he commanded, his grip unrelenting.
A strangled sound, something between a gasp and a sob, escaped her lips. "Yes," she managed to croak, the word barely audible.
The pressure eased just enough for a sliver of air to rush into her burning lungs. It was a cruel, fleeting relief. His hips never stopped their brutal assault.
"Good," he grunted. "Now. Do you regret cheating on me?"
Her mind, starved of oxygen, could barely form the thought. Regret? All she felt was pain and terror. But his fingers began to tighten again, a silent, deadly promise. The black spots returned, creeping back into her vision.
"Yes," she choked out instantly, tears of terror and humiliation streaming from the corners of her eyes.
"Good girl," he purred, the praise a venomous poison. He loosened his hold slightly, letting her take a ragged, painful breath. "Now say you're sorry. Say you're sorry for being a dirty whore."
The words were filth, but the hand around her throat was truth. It tightened again, harder this time, a final, crushing punishment. Her consciousness flickered like a dying candle. She could feel herself slipping away, the edges of her vision going dark, the sounds fading into a distant hum. The instinct to survive was the only thing left.
"Sorry," she gasped, the word a desperate, pathetic plea. "I'm sorry... for being a... dirty whore."
As soon as the words left her lips, he let out a sound of disgust. He spat, a warm, wet glob landing directly on her cheek. The humiliation was a fresh, sharp pain, worse than the physical abuse. "Disgusting," he sneered, his voice dripping with contempt.
And then he continued. He didn't stop. If anything, his thrusts became more vicious, more violent. He was no longer just raping her body; he was obliterating her soul, using her as a receptacle for his rage and hatred. Her world had shrunk to the pain in her head, the fire in her lungs, and the agonizing, relentless invasion. She was on the verge of knocking out, her body giving up, her mind desperate to escape into the blessed oblivion of unconsciousness.
With a final, guttural roar, Victor slammed into her one last time, his body tensing as he poured himself into her, a hot, invasive flood that felt like a final, damning seal on her brokenness. He stayed there for a long moment, buried deep, his chest heaving. But he didn't pull out. He didn't stop.
He kept fucking her.
Her body was limp, a dead weight beneath him, her head lolling to the side, her eyes half-open and unfocused. She was gone, lost to the pain, floating in the merciful void of unconsciousness. But her body was still here, still warm, still his. He used it without restraint, without remorse, his movements becoming less about passion or rage and more about a cold, methodical persistence. Hours blurred into one another. The only sounds in the sterile office were the rhythmic creak of the desk and his own steady, grunting breaths. He was sculpting her insides with his cock, marking her from the inside out, ensuring a part of him would remain long after he was finished.
As the first gray light of dawn began to filter through the blinds, a new clarity descended upon him. The rage had cooled, replaced by a brilliant, perfect solution. This fighting, this rebellion, this cheating was all a symptom of a flawed mind. A mind that thought, that remembered, that held grudges. He could fix that. He could make it so she would never even think of leaving him again.
He pulled out of her, his body slick with sweat and her fluids. Without a moment's hesitation, he scooped her limp, naked form into his arms. She was so light, so fragile. He carried her not with care, but with purpose, striding out of his office and down the sterile, white corridors to the private operating theater he kept hidden away, a place for his more... delicate work.
He threw her onto the cold, steel operating table. Her body landed with a dull thud, her limbs askew. He moved with an unhurried, deliberate efficiency, strapping her wrists and ankles into the leather restraints. He pulled on a fresh gown, his movements precise. He selected his tools from the sterile tray a scalpel, a bone saw, an or bitoclast. Each instrument felt like an extension of his will.
He was going to perform a lobotomy.
As he leaned over her, preparing to make the first incision, his mind was a symphony of perfect, rational justification. This is perfect, he thought, a serene smile touching his lips. It's like resetting their entire relationship all over again.The cheating with his assistant? It never happened. Her betrayal with Zeno? Erased. This was a fresh start that they both needed. It was something she would want, deep down. Why would she ever want to lose a man like him?
He was absolutely perfect for her. He was big, he was strong, he was a provider and a protector. He was one of the most brilliant minds of their generation. He was a total catch. She was stupid for not seeing it, a flaw in her otherwise magnificent intellect. But he could fix her. He would fix her.
He could make her whole again. He could make her perfect again. He could fix everything.
He picked up the scalpel, its edge glinting in the harsh overhead light. He looked down at her unconscious face, at the tear tracks drying on her cheeks, at the hickies he had left on her neck. Soon, she wouldn't remember the pain. Soon, she would only remember him. She would only need him.
He lowered the blade, ready to begin the work that would make them both whole again.
The scalpel was an extension of his will, cold and precise in his hand. Victor leaned over (y/n)'s still form, her naked body pale and vulnerable against the steel of the operating table. He gently brushed a stray strand of hair from her forehead, his touch a grotesque parody of tenderness.
"I'm going to fix you," he whispered, his voice a low, possessive hum. "I'm going to make you perfect again."
As he worked, his hands moved over her body with a chilling intimacy. There was no passion in his touch, only a clinical, detached curiosity that was more disturbing than any lust. He positioned her head, adjusted her limbs, his fingers tracing the lines of her body with the same detached interest a necrophile might show a beautiful corpse. She was an object to be remodeled, a canvas to be perfected.
The procedure was meticulous. He made the precise incisions at the top of her eye sockets, his movements steady and sure. He inserted the orbitoclast, severing the connections to the prefrontal cortex with practiced, surgical efficiency. He was cutting away the part of her that remembered, that reasoned, that resisted. He was cutting away the part of her that had betrayed him. With each precise movement, he was erasing Zeno, erasing the fight, erasing her will. He was carving out the perfect, obedient partner he had always wanted.
When he was finished, he cleaned the blood from her face with a sterile cloth. The small incisions were neat, almost invisible. She was perfect. A clean slate.
He unstrapped her, lifting her limp body into his arms once more. He carried her not to his office, but to the private quarters they had once shared, the place he now considered her true home. He laid her gently on the king-sized bed, pulling the silk sheets up to her chin. She looked peaceful, like a sleeping princess in a fairytale.
His gaze fell on the bed they had used the night before, the sheets still tangled from her time with Zeno. A flicker of his earlier rage returned. He strode over, ripped the soiled linen from the mattress, and carried it to the small fireplace in the corner of the room. He threw it in, dousing it with a bottle of expensive whiskey he kept for display. The flames roared to life, consuming the evidence of her transgression, turning it to ash. He watched it burn, a satisfied smirk on his face.
Next, he picked up the phone. "Get me the plumber," he said, his voice cold and commanding. "The one who services the east wing. I have a... retrieval job for him."
An hour later, a nervous man in a jumpsuit stood before him, holding a small, velvet-lined box. Inside, nestled on a bed of cotton, was the diamond engagement ring. Victor had paid the man a fortune to fish it out of the septic tank. He took the box, dismissing the plumber without a word.
He returned to the bed, to the sleeping (y/n). He took her left hand, her fingers limp and cool. He slid the ring onto her fourth finger. It fit perfectly. She was his again. Truly his.
But the final touch was needed. He walked to the expansive walk-in closet, his eyes scanning the clothes she had brought with her, the clothes that represented her old life, her old self. With cold efficiency, he pulled every item from the hangers and drawers her comfortable jeans, her funny t-shirts, her sensible lab coats, her old lingerie. He threw them all into a large black trash bag.
Then he opened the other side of the closet. The side he had had stocked for months, waiting for this moment. It was filled with clothes he had chosen for her. Silk dresses in jewel tones that would highlight her skin. Expensive lingerie, delicate and revealing. Skirts that were just a little too short, blouses that were just a little too tight. High heels that would make her totter, keeping her dependent on him for balance. He began to fill the empty space in her closet with these new things, creating a new identity for her to step into when she woke.
He was erasing (y/n) completely. He was creating a new woman in her image, a woman who only existed for him, who only knew him, who only wanted him. A perfect doll. A perfect hole. A perfect wife.
He stood back, admiring his work. The room was clean, the fire was dying, the ring was on her finger, and her new clothes hung in the closet. Everything was perfect. He had fixed her. He had fixed everything. Now, all he had to do was wait for his perfect creation to wake up.
The sedative had been a masterpiece of Victor's own design. Not merely to induce unconsciousness, but to create a malleable, suspended state where the body remained pliable and warm, yet the mind was a blank, unreachable void. It had given him nineteen hours. Nineteen hours to do whatever he wanted.
He had used every single one.
He had touched her with the cold, methodical curiosity of a biologist examining a prized specimen. He had fucked her unconscious body with a slow, relentless rhythm, not for pleasure, but for possession, to reclaim every inch of her he felt had been tainted by Zeno. He had cleaned her, dressed her in the clothes he had chosen, and arranged her on the bed like a doll awaiting its owner's return. Now, all that was left was to program the doll.
Nineteen hours after he had plunged the needle into her arm, (y/n)'s eyelids fluttered. A dull, persistent throb echoed behind her eyes, the epicenter of a pain that radiated through her entire skull. She blinked, her vision blurry, slowly focusing on the unfamiliar ceiling of a room that was both sterile and opulent. The air smelled of antiseptic and something else... a clean, masculine scent that was strangely comforting.
She tried to sit up, but her body felt heavy, disconnected. She looked down at herself and froze. She was wearing clothes she had no memory of choosing: a tiny skirt that barely covered her thighs, a tight, low-cut shirt that strained against her breasts, and... heels?
A soft click of a door closing drew her attention. A man stood there, tall and imposing, with sharp features and piercing golden eyes that seemed to see right through her. He was intimidating, overwhelmingly so, and a strange sense of awe washed over her.
"Who... who are you?" she asked, her voice a soft, uncertain whisper. "Who am I?"
The man's expression softened into a gentle, concerned smile. He moved toward her, his movements graceful and powerful. "Shh, it's alright," he said, his voice a deep, soothing baritone. "You had a very nasty fall. It's normal to be a little confused."
He sat on the edge of the bed, his presence filling the space, commanding and reassuring all at once. "I'm Victor Gideon. Your fiancé."
(Y/n)'s eyes widened. "Fiancé?" She looked down at her left hand and saw it for the first time: a stunning diamond ring sparkling on her finger. It was beautiful. It felt right.
Victor took her hand, his touch warm and electric. He began to weave his new reality, his voice calm and authoritative. "You're my stay-at-home fiancée," he explained, painting the picture of a life she couldn't remember but had no reason to doubt. "You prefer to take care of our home. Sometimes, though, you like to help me out here, at the hospital."
He paused, letting the words sink in, watching her vacant eyes absorb the new identity. "That's what happened yesterday. You were helping me, reviewing some patient files on the second floor. You must have gotten dizzy, because you fell and hit your head. Extremely hard."
Every word he spoke settled into her mind like a missing puzzle piece clicking into place. It explained the headache, the strange clothes, the memory loss. It made sense. He was her fiancé. She was his stay-at-home fiancée who sometimes helped him. She had fallen.
"Oh," she breathed, a wave of relief washing over her. "Okay."
Victor smiled, a genuine, warm expression that made her heart flutter. "I was so worried about you," he said, his thumb stroking the back of her hand. "I've been by your side the whole time."
The woman who had fought, who had schemed, who had slept with another man out of spite, was gone. In her place was this... this creature. A blank slate. A 180-degree personality flip. The once intelligent, independent, headstrong, ambitious, hard-working woman was now a naïve, wide-eyed thing. A little bit childish, a little too reliant on the handsome man who was telling her who she was supposed to be.
She looked at him, at his perfect face, his strong body, his intelligent eyes, and felt a burgeoning sense of worship. He was her savior. He had found her, taken care of her, and was explaining her entire existence to her. Why wouldn't she worship him?
"Thank you for taking care of me," she said, her voice filled with a new, adoring sincerity.
"It's my job," he replied smoothly. "I love you."
The words, so easily said, sent a thrill through her. Love. Of course. He was her fiancé. He loved her. She looked at him, truly looked at him, and felt a dizzying rush of affection. He was perfect. Big, strong, smart... a total catch. She must have been the luckiest woman in the world to be engaged to a man like Victor Gideon.
"I love you too," she replied, the words feeling natural and right, even though she had no memory of ever feeling them before.
Victor's smile widened. He stood up, holding out a hand. "Let's get you up. The doctor said you should try to walk around a little."
She took his hand, her smaller one disappearing into his. He pulled her to her feet, and she wobbled immediately on the unfamiliar heels. He caught her effortlessly, his arm wrapping around her waist to steady her. She leaned into him, her body fitting perfectly against his.
"Whoops," she giggled, a light, airy sound that was completely foreign to her old self. "These shoes are silly."
"They look beautiful on you," he said, his voice a low rumble in her ear. "I bought them for you."
"You did?" she asked, looking up at him with wide, adoring eyes. "You're so good to me."
"Only the best for my girl," he replied, leading her toward the full-length mirror on the closet door.
(Y/n) stared at the reflection. The woman looking back was a stranger. A pretty, curvy stranger with a vacant, happy expression, dressed like a doll. Her old self, with her sharp eyes and determined set to her jaw, was nowhere to be found. In her place was a bit of a bimbo, a pretty thing who clung to her man and believed every word he said.
And she was happy.
She turned in Victor's arms, wrapping hers around his neck and pressing her body against his. "Thank you for finding me," she whispered, pressing a soft, worshipful kiss to his lips.
Victor deepened the kiss, his tongue claiming hers with a possessive authority that she accepted without question. He had fixed her. He had made her perfect. He had made her his. And as she melted against him, her mind a blissful, empty void filled only with thoughts of him, he knew he had won.
A couple of weeks later, the idyllic bubble Victor had so carefully constructed around (y/n) was punctured by a persistent, unwelcome sensation. Every morning, she would wake up to a wave of nausea that sent her running to the bathroom. It was followed by a mysterious, overwhelming fatigue that had her napping for hours in the afternoon.
She tried to hide it at first, not wanting to worry Victor. He was so good to her, so patient. But one morning, as she was gripping the cold marble of the bathroom counter, a fresh wave of dizziness washing over her, she knew she couldn't keep it a secret anymore.
She found him in his home office, reviewing charts on a large monitor. "Victor?" she said, her voice small.
He looked up, his golden eyes immediately assessing her, noticing the pallor of her skin. "What's wrong, my love?"
"I... I feel sick," she admitted, twisting the hem of her tiny skirt. "Every morning. And I'm so tired all the time. I'm scared." She looked at him with wide, trusting eyes. "You're a doctor. Can you tell me what's wrong with me?"
A flicker of something calculation, perhaps, or excitement crossed his features before being replaced by a mask of professional concern. "It could be a number of things," he said, rising and coming to stand before her. He placed a cool hand on her forehead. "Let's run some tests. But first, there's a simple one we can do right now."
He retrieved a small, white box from a drawer in his desk. Inside was a pregnancy test. (Y/n) stared at it, her mind blank. Pregnancy? The concept felt distant, abstract.
"Just to be thorough," Victor said gently, guiding her toward the adjoining bathroom. "Take this. I'll wait right here."
She did as he asked, her hands trembling slightly. When the timer on her phone buzzed, she picked up the plastic stick with a sense of dread. Two pink lines. Clear, undeniable, positive.
She walked back into the office, holding it out to him like a guilty verdict. "It's... it's positive."
Victor took the test from her, and for the first time since her awakening, she saw a raw, unfiltered emotion on his face. It wasn't just happiness; it was triumph. A radiant, possessive joy that made his golden eyes shine.
"Pregnant," he breathed, a slow, spreading grin transforming his face. He scooped her into his arms, lifting her off her feet and spinning her around in a circle. "We're having a baby!"
He set her down, his hands cradling her face, his thumbs stroking her cheeks. "This is wonderful," he said, his voice thick with emotion. "Absolutely wonderful. This means we have to start planning the wedding. Immediately."
(Y/n) blinked, her mind trying to catch up. Wedding? Baby? The ideas swirled together in a happy, confusing jumble. "But... won't I get too big for a wedding dress?" she asked, a practical concern cutting through her daze.
Victor laughed, a rich, genuine sound. "Then we'll get you a beautiful dress that shows off your belly," he said, his hand moving to rest flat against her still-flat stomach. "Our baby."
The thought of it, of being his wife, the mother of his child, filled her with a giddy, overwhelming joy. "Yes!" she squealed, clapping her hands together. "Oh, Victor, yes! I'm so excited! I finally get to be Mrs. Victor Gideon!"
She threw her arms around his neck, kissing him with all the newfound love bubbling inside her. She was his fiancée, carrying his child, and soon she would be his wife. It was everything she hadn't known she wanted.
The next day, Victor made an announcement. He called a mandatory meeting for the entire hospital staff. He stood at the front of the auditorium, (y/n) seated beside him, her hand held tightly in his.
"As you all know," he began, his voice commanding the room's immediate attention, "my beautiful fiancée, (y/n), suffered a terrible accident a few weeks ago. She had a very bad fall and hit her head. The result has been a significant memory loss."
He looked around the room, his gaze hard and uncompromising. "She is recovering well, but she is in a very delicate state. I want to make something perfectly clear. You are not to engage her in conversation about the past. You are not to ask her about work, or old projects, or anything that happened before the accident. Keep all interactions surface level. A simple 'hello' is sufficient. If she approaches you, be polite, be brief, and then direct her to me."
He paused, letting his words sink in. The staff shifted uncomfortably, exchanging uneasy glances. "She doesn't need the stress of trying to remember things that are gone. It is my duty to protect her, and I will do so. Am I understood?"
A murmur of agreement rippled through the crowd. They didn't need to know the specifics. They didn't need to know about the lobotomy. All they needed to know was that Dr. Gideon's fiancée had had an accident, and he was now her devoted caretaker. Any deviation from the narrative would be met with the full force of Victor's considerable wrath.
As he led (y/n) from the auditorium, she beamed up at him, completely unaware of the undercurrent of fear and control in his announcement. "You take such good care of me," she said, her voice filled with adoration.
"Always," he replied, his arm tightening possessively around her waist. He had announced her condition, sealed her off from her past, and was now marrying her and impregnating her. He hadn't just fixed her he had completely remade her. And she would never, ever leave him again.
Couple of months later, and (y/n) was enormous. Her belly swelled out before her, far larger and rounder than it should be for a four-month pregnancy. The other doctors and nurses whispered about it behind their backs, noting the accelerated growth rate with a mixture of clinical curiosity and thinly veiled alarm. But (y/n) was blissfully unaware. She just rubbed her tummy constantly, telling anyone who would listen that their baby was just going to be big and strong, "Just like his daddy!"
The parasite that Victor had injected himself with, the NE-γ strain, had woven itself into his very biology. It had passed from him into her, into their child, accelerating the gestation process in a way that was both miraculous and terrifying. To (y/n), it was just a blessing. A sign of how perfect their union was.
She loved to follow Victor around the hospital, his little shadow. He had insisted she wear the uniform he'd picked out for her a frilly, nurse's outfit that was far too short and tight to be practical. It made her feel useful, like she was helping him in her own small way. She would trail him through the sterile corridors, her heels clicking softly on the linoleum, a bright, adoring spot of color against the white walls.
"Hi, Dr. Miller!" she'd chirp, waving cheerfully to a passing physician.
Dr. Miller would flinch, offer a tight, nervous smile, and pick up his pace, remembering Victor's mandate all too well. "Hello, (y/n)."
"Isn't he the best?" (y/n) would whisper loudly to his retreating back, gesturing to Victor. "I'm the luckiest girl in the world!"
Victor never acknowledged her chatter, but his hand would often find the small of her back, a proprietary, grounding touch that she leaned into with a contented sigh. She believed in traditional roles, in serving and obeying her man. He was the brilliant provider, the head of their future family. Her job was to support him, to look beautiful for him, and to carry his children. It was a simple, fulfilling purpose that filled her empty mind with happiness.
"The wedding is next week!" she gushed one evening, as they sat in their private quarters. She was trying on her wedding dress a simple, elegant white silk gown Victor had commissioned. It had been cleverly designed with a flowing empire waist and a loose, flowing back to accommodate her miraculous, expanding belly. She twirled in front of the mirror, her face glowing with excitement. "I can't wait! I finally get to be Mrs. Victor Gideon!"
Victor watched her from his armchair, a glass of amber liquid in his hand. His golden eyes were intense, possessive, as they roamed over her body, over the swell of his child inside her. He had won. He had broken her, remade her, and was now sealing his victory with a wedding and a child. He was creating a dynasty, starting with this perfect, pliable creature.
"You look beautiful," he said, his voice a low rumble. "Perfect."
She beamed, rushing over to him and kneeling at his feet, resting her head on his knee. "I love you so much," she whispered, looking up at him with utter devotion.
He set his glass down and threaded his fingers through her hair, his grip firm. "I know," he replied. He pulled her up, guiding her to straddle his lap. The wedding dress bunched around her hips.
"Victor," she giggled, her cheeks flushing. "We'll wrinkle my dress."
"I'll buy you a new one," he said, his voice already thick with desire. He captured her lips in a bruising kiss, his tongue immediately dominating hers. His hands roamed over her body, cupping her swollen breasts, sliding down to caress the tight, stretched skin of her belly.
He undid his trousers, freeing his hardening cock. Without any preamble, he lifted her, positioning her over him and impaling her in one smooth, deep thrust. (Y/n) gasped, her body arching, the familiar, welcome fullness washing over her.
She rode him, her movements slow and languid, her pregnant belly pressing against his belly. He held her hips, guiding her, his eyes fixed on the place where they were joined. He wasn't just fucking her; he was worshiping his own creation. He was claiming the mother of his child, the woman he had molded into his perfect partner.
"You're mine," he grunted, his pace quickening, his thrusts becoming harder, deeper. "All mine. My wife. The mother of my child."
"Yours," she moaned, her head falling back, her body completely surrendering to his. "Always yours."
He fucked her with a possessive intensity that bordered on violence, each thrust a declaration of ownership. He was marking her, reminding her, reinforcing the reality he had built for her. And as she cried out his name, her body clenching around him in orgasm, Victor followed her over the edge, his own release a powerful, triumphant roar.
He held her afterward, his child kicking between them, his ring sparkling on her finger. The wedding was next week. The baby was growing fast. Everything was going exactly according to plan.
The day of the wedding dawned bright and clear. Victor had orchestrated every detail with his customary precision, including the date. It was meticulously chosen to fall when Zeno, his biggest investor and the last lingering link to (y/n)'s forgotten past, would be out of the country on a business trip that Victor himself had suggested and arranged. There would be no unexpected guests, no awkward reunions, no ghosts at this feast.
In the bridal suite, (y/n) sat before a mirror, her reflection that of a glowing, happy bride. Her belly was a prominent, beautiful mound beneath the flowing silk of her gown. A soft knock came at the door, and Victor entered. He wasn't smiling, but there was a look of intense satisfaction in his golden eyes as he looked at her.
"You look... perfect," he said, his voice low.
She stood up, beaming, and went to him. "I'm so excited!" she chirped. "I can't believe it's finally here!"
Before they left, he took her hands in his, his expression turning serious, almost rehearsed. "Now, my love, some of the guests might not have seen you since your accident. If anyone asks, you just remember what we talked about. You took a nasty fall, hit your head, and you have some memory loss. It's nothing to be ashamed of. It's just a part of our story now."
(Y/n) nodded, her eyes wide and trusting. "Okay. A fall. I remember."
"Good girl," he murmured, kissing her forehead. It was the same story he had fed his staff, a neat, tidy explanation for her vacant sweetness and her lack of connection to anyone but him.
The ceremony was held in a grand, sterile-white chapel that Victor had rented. It was perfect. Not a single detail was out of place, from the cascading white lilies to the string quartet playing a hauntingly beautiful melody. It was exactly as Victor had hoped for a controlled, elegant event that was more a statement of ownership than a celebration of love. (Y/n) stood opposite him, her eyes shining with adoration as she repeated her vows, her voice clear and unwavering.
"I take thee, Victor, to be my lawfully wedded husband," she said, her heart pounding with a joy so pure it was almost painful. "To have and to hold, from this day forward..."
When Victor slid the wedding band onto her finger, joining it with the engagement ring, she thought she might burst with happiness. She was finally, officially, Mrs. Victor Gideon.
The reception was a different kind of stage. The guest list was a masterclass in social maneuvering. It was almost exclusively composed of fellow investors, pharmaceutical executives, and high-level researchers people whose portfolios Victor wanted to secure and whose loyalty he needed to cement. They were not friends; they were assets.
(Y/n) was in her element. She drifted through the crowd like a beautiful, colorful butterfly. "Hi! I'm (y/n)! It's so nice to meet you!" she'd say, holding up her hand to display the glittering wedding band. "I'm Mrs. Gideon now!"
The guests, mostly older, powerful men, would smile indulgently. They patted her hand and complimented her dress, their conversations with her kept deliberately simple, as one would speak to a charming but simple child. They asked about the baby, about how beautiful she looked, and how lucky Victor was. She lapped it up, giggling and blushing, completely oblivious to the calculated nature of their interest.
Victor was never more than a few feet away. His arm was a constant, possessive band around her waist, a silent, unmistakable claim. When a particularly verbose investor tried to engage (y/n) in a slightly more complex conversation about her "recovery," Victor would smoothly intervene.
"My love, why don't you go get some of that wonderful cake?" he'd suggest, his tone gentle but firm. It wasn't a question. As soon as she was out of earshot, his demeanor would change, his voice dropping to a low, confidential tone as he discussed merger percentages and patent rights with the man.
He watched her across the room, chatting with a board member's wife, her face alight with innocent joy. She was showing off her ring, her pregnant belly a proud testament to their union. She was the perfect wife, the perfect mother-to-be. A beautiful, docile creature who enhanced his status and asked for nothing in return but his presence. He had taken a brilliant, ambitious woman and had remade her into his greatest asset. And as he raised his glass in a silent toast to his own success, Victor knew that this perfect union was the culmination of his greatest experiment yet.
A couple of years later, the life Victor had meticulously crafted was a resplendent reality. (Y/n) was the picture of domestic perfection. They had four children now, each a perfect, striking combination of Victor's sharp, golden eyes and (y/n)'s softer features. They were brilliant, obedient children who adored their father and worshipped their mother. She was an extremely doting mother, her days filled with homeschooling lessons, organic meals, and the gentle, unwavering love that only a woman with no other purpose could provide. She was the perfect housewife, their private quarters always immaculate, a warm, welcoming haven for Victor to return to.
Her love for him had not faded it had deepened into a kind of religious devotion. When he was in a long meeting with investors, she would personally prepare trays of gourmet food, ensuring her brilliant husband never went hungry. She knew nothing of the business being discussed, only that her Victor was working hard to provide for their perfect family, and that was all that mattered.
One afternoon, Victor was in a tense meeting in his office. The man sitting opposite him was Zeno. The air between them was thick with unspoken history as they discussed the delicate matter of Grace Ashcroft.
"The data on her cellular regeneration is... unprecedented," Zeno was saying, his eyes narrowed. "If we could just isolate the marker—"
The door to the office swung open without a knock. (Y/n) walked in, a toddler on her hip and another clinging to her leg, with two more trailing behind her like ducklings. She was heavily pregnant again, her belly a magnificent sphere under a loose maternity dress. She glowed, the epitome of fertile, domestic bliss.
She walked directly to Victor, standing on her tiptoes to kiss him on the cheek. "Sorry to interrupt, darling," she said, her voice a melodic chirp. "Little Victor here missed his daddy." She looked over at the stranger, her head tilted with innocent curiosity. "Who's your friend?"
Zeno's friendly expression froze. His eyes widened slightly as he took in the scene the brood of children, the adoring, vacant look on her face, the possessive way Victor's arm immediately snaked around her waist. He knew. He knew exactly what Victor had done.
He forced a tight smile. "Hello, Dr. (L/N)," he said, his voice carefully neutral. "I'm Zeno. We've met before."
(Y/n) looked at him, completely dumbfounded. A little wrinkle appeared between her brows as she tried to process the words. "Doctor?" she giggled, a light, airy sound. "Oh, no no. I'm not a doctor. I've never been a doctor."
Victor's hand tightened on her waist, a subtle, controlling gesture. "My love has no desire for such things," he said smoothly, his golden eyes never leaving Zeno's face. "She's a stay-at-home wife. She occasionally likes to help me out, of course, but I have to tell her what to do. She doesn't know anything about medicine."
Zeno just stared, the full, horrifying weight of the situation crashing down on him. He looked at the woman he had once known, the brilliant, ambitious doctor, and saw only a pretty, empty shell.
(Y/n), oblivious to the silent, chilling exchange, beamed up at her husband. "We've been married for years now," she told Zeno proudly, as if sharing a wonderful secret. "And I'm still so deeply in love with him. More every day."
Victor leaned down and kissed her, a deep, possessive kiss that was as much a performance for Zeno as it was an act of ownership. "Why don't you take the children to the garden to look at the pretty roses, my love?" he murmured against her lips. "Mr. Zeno and I have some more boring business to discuss."
"Okay!" she agreed readily. She gathered her little flock, blowing Victor a kiss as she left, her heels clicking cheerfully down the corridor.
The moment the door closed, the warmth in Victor's eyes vanished, replaced by an icy, triumphant cold. "As you can see," he said to Zeno, his voice dropping to a low, menacing purr, "everything is perfectly under control."
Zeno looked from the closed door back to Victor, a profound sense of sickness settling in his stomach. He had lost. He hadn't just lost the woman; he had been forced to witness her ghost, to see the monstrous, happy parody of a life Victor had built from her broken pieces.
Later that evening, (y/n) hummed softly as she tucked her four children into bed. She kissed each forehead, her heart overflowing with a love so pure and simple it was almost painful. She was Mrs. Victor Gideon. She had her beautiful children, her handsome, brilliant husband, and another baby on the way. She had everything.
She walked into the master bedroom, where Victor was waiting for her. He pulled her into his arms, his hand resting possessively on her swollen belly. "Perfect," he murmured into her hair.
She sighed contentedly, leaning her head against his chest. She didn't remember the sharp, ambitious woman she had once been. She didn't remember the sterile smell of a lab, the thrill of a discovery, or the sting of betrayal. She didn't remember Zeno. She didn't remember the pain or the fight. The lobotomy had seen to that. Her past was a blank slate, and her entire world, her entire identity, was now built upon the foundation of the man holding her. She was his creation, his perfect, loving doll, and she would rely on him for everything, for the rest of her days, never knowing the life that had been stolen from her, never knowing the woman she was supposed to be.
MRI Scans and Body Worship
summary: After being admitted to Rhodes for body dysmorphia, your MRI technician, Dr. Victor Gideon, shows you how beautiful you truly are.
includes: Victor Gideon/gender-neutral reader, body dysphoria/dysmorphia, body worship, fluff, smut, praise kink, dubious consent, cock warming, size difference, power imbalance, masturbation, nipple play, possessiveness, voyeurism, groping, medical inaccuracies, improper use of MRI machine and contrast fluid
words: 5.7k
a/n: the body dysphoria is intentionally vague, and not specific to weight, gender, etc. it’s only described as feeling alien in your own body
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Rhodes Hill Chronic Care Center was like any other hospital you’ve been imprisoned by. Impossibly tall walls were stained yellow with age. The nurses had eyebags so heavy, that it dragged their faces into permanent frowns. There was a comfy enough cot, the blanket intermittently switched with a heated alternate. You even made a few surface-level friends with some other patients during group therapy.
But if it felt so similar, why were you so uncomfortable?
Because no matter where you were, under supervision or not, you were still trapped inside what you’re forced to call ‘your own’ flesh and blood.
You’ve never felt comfortable in your own skin. The reflection that looked back at you queued a million pop-ups in your brain: pointing out parts of your body that were wrong and ugly. Even though Rhodes refuses to provide mirrors to their patients, the thoughts never went away. You can’t even lay in your own bed without noticing how disjointed and foreign your limbs feel.
Feeling wrong in your body, and seeing its faults when showering every morning? The lack of mirrors didn’t help for shit.
The nurses and other patients tried their best, really. But there is always a split second of hesitation that others take when meeting you. Their eyes skitter across your form, sternum high as they hold in a worried breath. You’re used to people pretending they don’t notice what you already feel.
And forcing your body to contort to your ‘ideal image’? That’s what hospitalized you in the first place.
Your dangerous itches have subsided since. Not due to treatment, but by the overwhelming sorrow that nobody will see you for who you truly are. So why waste the energy trying to change what seemingly can’t be fixed?
Especially in a shapeless, swallowing hospital gown, there’s nothing you can do to modify your appearance. Understandably, the nurses refuse to give you any kind of clothing or jewelry. It’s a threat and potential weapon to most, but to you, it’s an aid. Forced into a blob of fabric, your skin crawls with each second that you cannot control your appearance.
No style. No colors. No fabricated shapes to modify your silhouette.
Just…….flesh.
It’s gotten to the point that your eyes glaze over with every new appointment. You can feel the silent assumptions from miles away, and prefer to feel eyes burn the back of your head rather than seeing them critique you in real time.
With as many patients as the Rhodes staff serves, you wouldn’t be surprised if some of the doctors address you by the wrong name. And at this point? You couldn’t care less. Proper name or not, it’s not going to change how you feel like an alien in your own body. And the doctors wont help you cope either way.
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There’s a lot of other patients at Rhodes with body dysmorphia. Each under different circumstances, of course, but it’s become routine to have bodily inspections daily. The nurses claim it’s to make sure nobody is harming themselves or showing signs of disordered eating.
But they have to know how it feels to showcase the body you hate……right?
Even more of a reason to mentally check out during each appointment. You’d rather not waste energy on it anymore, only speaking when spoken to and refusing small talk with the staff. Serves best to everyone involved anyways. Just in and out, trying to forget however they poked and prodded at you that morning.
You don’t even know if you wish for a different body, at this point. You just want to be seen for who you are, not for what you are.
That’s what lead you to today’s appointment: an MRI scan.
Alongside the surface-level bodily inspections, the staff insists on having weekly scans to make sure we aren’t doing any harm to our organs.
There’s a certain point that this goes beyond your dysmorphia, because are they trying to give you new ideas???? But then again, there were some other patients who bound their chests without a proper binder and fucked their thoracic organs up. To each their own, you just want to get in and out as quickly as you can.
Entering the bay, you take a sigh of relief to see that Dr. Victor Gideon is operating your scan today. Again, you aren’t crazy about the staff here, but it was always comforting to be with another……..unconventional-looking person. Seriously, how could a 9 foot tall, scaly, gray-skinned man judge you for your body? He was never the type.
The doctor flashed his gold teeth at you, clasping your right hand inside both of his.
“I’m pleased to see you, today. I presume you’re feeling well?”
You scoffed. Feeling well? Yeah, right. Not wanting to get on his bad side, you gave a consolation laugh and a nod.
Victor took the bait, pleased as always.
“Right……well then, why don’t I sit you down on the table here so we can get started, hm?” The man placed his heavy hand on the small of your back, guiding you to the large, tubular machine sat in the middle of the room.
You weren’t unfamiliar with MRIs, having done a few during your short time at Rhodes. First, lay on the cold table, they whisk you inside the claustrophobic tube, you listen to some music through their headphones to drown out the droning of the machine, you wait forever and try not to imagine the doctor looking at your bodily photos with disgust, the table pulls you back out, and you leave.
Easy as it can be.
Despite your familiarity, Victor insists on explaining the process to you. “I know you’ve done this many times before, darling, but forgive a doctor for wanting his patient to feel comfortable in such a…….sterile environment.”
You felt a chill run down your spine at the pet name. Doctors usually talked to you like you were made of glass, but it felt different coming from Victor. He’s a stickler about time, so him taking a few extra minutes to talk you through it? You couldn’t help but feel a little special.
Once instructions were clear, Dr. Gideon helped you settle onto the plastic tray. You could very much situate yourself, but he insisted on being the one to tuck you into the braces. He left featherlight touches, despite having horribly cracked hands, as he lifted each of your limbs into the Velcro straps. You just closed your eyes, feeling a little touch starved but not wanting to actually think about the sensations in your horrid body.
Until, you felt cold metal drag across your cheekbones. Startled, you flick open your eyes to see Victor delicately brushing your hair out of your face, his silver rings sparking chills across your skin. A beat passes, and you swear he stifles a smile. His deep cavern-like scars lead your eyes down his lips, dancing across the softness of his jaw, and following its lead down his thick neck.
Fuck. You’ve been staring.
Your eyes clamp shut again, pretending like you weren’t drinking in the sight of your doctor……who just so happens to be mounted over you……bounding you in place with his large, warm hands.
“….aaaand, you are all set, darling.”
Snap the fuck out of it. You’re literally hospitalized right now, get a grip.
Victor slides a pair of headphones over your ears as you brace to start moving into the machine. He pats the back of your hand gently before moving to the operation booth.
His soft voice seeps through the headphones. “Alright, you’re going to feel some slight movement as the machine pulls you in, but it’s impeccable you stay still for me, yes?”
You verbalize a response, if he can even hear you. Victor trusts you, regardless.
Droning hums whir around your head, and you can only visualize the inner mechanisms circling your relaxed body. Just as the buzzing starts to get annoying, some music starts playing through your headphones. It’s the radio station that you always request, too.
Of course Dr. Gideon would remember your music taste, not even needing to ask. His monstrous appearance trumps his character in others’ eyes, but the man is truly very perceptive.
With tunes to focus on, and your body forced to relax inside the restraints, you slowly drift in and out of sleep. It’s all you can do, really, although odd to feel at peace inside a human-sized container.
The music crackles to a halt, stirring you out of sleep.
“We’re about halfway through, dear, you’re being so well behaved for me.”
You know he means well, but the doctor has effectively reminded you that your disgusting body is under close examination. You can’t run from it, you can’t hide it. Literally, someone is analyzing photos of the flesh that you hate…..picking apart its abnormalities. And you can’t do anything to influence what he sees or how he feels about it.
So much for catching some sleep.
What if your organs were as disfigured as the rest of you felt? How many nurses would keel in disgust when showed your scans? Could they even bother to face you after seeing them? Maybe the photos would be passed around the break room, each doctor getting the chance to point and laugh at how disgusting your body was.
Dr. Gideon’s voice, yet low and mumbled, pulled you out of your thoughts.
“Look at you…..such a marvel. So intricately beautiful.”
Victor never switched from his mic back to the radio station. No wonder you were drowning in your thoughts
You felt your heart quicken through your ribs.
“How could someone be so unique, yet so….textbook?”
Was there an assistant joining him that you missed meeting? Who could he possibly be talking to?
“These scans, I’ll kill any technician that lays their petulant finger on this work of art.”
The MRI images must develop in real-time for the doctors. But you can’t imagine he’d speak of you this way…..let alone a doctor speaking this way of his patient.
“This……figure……this specimen…..I know you’d be reaaaaal pretty wrapped around me.”
You hear a faint shlicking noise behind Victor’s voice. A wet ~plap~ punctuates each noise, as if skin hits skin. A deep, guttural groan rings through your ears, sounding as if he’s struggling to withhold volume.
“Each ounce of flesh…….~nnngh~….. molded by gods…..~nnngh~…. so tightly wound, yet curved with…..~nnngh~…such elegance…..~nnngh~”
Unsure whether to take the praise or escape from being perceived, you’re trapped and forced to face the attention regardless. The last thing you want is to redo this whole invasive process again. You need these scans complete. You need to know that you’re healthy. And if this is what you have to endure to get your results…..
“I’d do anything to feel this precious body go limp in my grasp. I could recognize you anywhere, even from deep inside you.”
He’d know you even without seeing your face? But even so…..he thinks your body is worthy enough to be called ‘precious’??
The slick sounds pick up their pace, now joined by creaking wood as body weight thrusts into (what you assume to be) a nearby desk.
Forced to hear your doctor jacking off to images of your internal organs, it doesn’t hurt to imagine how desperate the large, powerful man is. Wondering if he’d need both hands to wrap around his length, or if he ran his forked tongue along his thick fingers to lube up before stroking himself to the sight of you. Even with each sound of his hands hitting his wet skin, how plump would his balls be…..swelling and popping seams with his hot seed?
“Don’t…..move……gonna……come…..” Victor lets out stuttered, throaty grunts as syrupy liquid splats against his desk. He grants himself a few more wet shlicks, desperately milking and splattering the leftover cum until he runs dry. The doctor’s overstimulated grunts pool heat in your stomach.
Oh fuck. Hopefully he doesn’t realize he left the mic on. Not that you didn’t enjoy the show, but it would make the rest of this appointment incredibly awkward.
You hear Victor steady his breath and zip up his leather trousers. Then silence settles as you scramble to conduct a script; mentally preparing to act like this didn’t just happen.
Before you realize, a chapped hand brushes against your ankle. There doctor gives you a light tap, signaling that the motorized table is about to roll you back out.
Now you’re the one trying to steady your breath.
Except, he doesn’t remove his hand from your ankle. Slowly, the table slides you out, with you immobilized on top of it, and Victor’s hovering hand runs up the outside of your leg in the process.
His dominant hand, that is. The hand that you swear is a little damp, maybe even a little sticky. The hand that you just listened to him fuck himself senseless with.
That hand leaves your skin briefly, only to brush atop the restraints he used to bound you beneath him.
Still refusing to remove his hand, Victor now graces your thigh, consequently lifting the hem of your gown ever so slightly.
The table halts.
You’re fully out of the machine, trapped and completely under his mercy.
Both of your eyes are forced to lock.
Victor peels his gray lips back, offering a gentle smile.
“Welcome back, darling, how are you feeling?”
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It’s been about a week since your MRI appointment with Dr. Victor Gideon. You’re not sure whether you want to remember the rest of it or not.
Regardless, today you were called into his office for a follow-up appointment. You never had to go this far with your MRI scans, as having a consultation afterwards usually meant there was something in the photos that needed to be dealt with. And not in a good way.
Great. Not only will you be forced to look at the useless hunk of flesh you call a body, but now you will be forced to listen to someone pick at its abnormalities.
One of the nurses led you to a set of tall wooden doors. You assumed they led to Victor’s office, although you hadn’t been inside before. The towering infrastructure brought nothing but chills of anxiety. How could a set of doors make you feel so small and helpless?
The nurse knocked on the dark wood, calling to Victor to announce your presence. They didn’t even have to finish their sentence before he flung open the doors. You jumped at the notion, but the doctor just stood over you with a soft smile.
“Welcome, little one, we have so much to discuss.”
The nurse rolled their eyes and left for their next appointment, clearly used to Victor’s shenanigans.
Dr. Gideon quickly whisked you inside his office, bolting the doors shut behind you. For such a sleazy looking man, he sure had expensive taste. A red carpet with ornamental print filled the center of the room, leading you to his executive desk. Bookshelves even taller than Victor traced the perimeter of the room, where thousands of textbooks glimmered with golden spines. Making your way to the desk, you passed a velvet couch on one side, and a small dining room set on the other. Clearly, this is where the important staff meetings take place.
As you both reach his desk, you noticed the framed achievements hanging behind it. A group photo of Victor and his first team of researchers, his doctorate diploma, a few news articles honoring his research, and some framed black and white anatomical photos. Truly, this man lives and breathes his work.
The doctor pulled out a small, cushioned chair in front of his desk for you to sit in. If you felt overpowered before? Now sitting, his desk rose above your eye-level, clearly custom-built to suit Victor’s large stature.
He began to speak as he rounded the desk to his own chair. “I don’t mean to frighten you, darling, cause I know this process can get quite…….tedious.”
There he goes again, almost oblivious with the pet names. Regardless, you nervously pick at your fingernails as your hands rest in your lap, making a conscious decision to do so below his field of vision.
“I assure you, no abnormalities came from your wonderful scans……” He spins in his chair to face the wall behind him, delicately brushing one of the anatomical photos hung there.
“In fact, I’m quite fascinated, really.”
You tilt your head in confusion. Fascination coming from a doctor? That still doesn’t always mean good. Especially when talking about your body.
A beat passed before Victor spun back to meet your gaze, clearly expecting a response. But you’re clearly expecting clarification.
Feeling intimidated under his snake-eyes stare, you’re forced to break the ice. “I-I-I’m sorry, I don’t think I understand. Fascinated…..like in a……bad…..way?”
Victor leans over the desk, his broad figure engulfing your vision. He smirks like he can’t contain his own words, but is using every ounce of energy to ensure he speaks with intelligence.
“Little one, I fear I haven’t been concise with you. Fascination, as in, captured by your beauty, by how unique yet perfect your body is.”
You just stare at him. Nobody, not even yourself, uses the words ‘beauty’ and ‘perfect’ to describe your figure. Your appearance drives you away from any and every mirror. Every interaction with others, you’re left obsessing over their facial expressions, desperately wondering if they were silently judging you. ‘Unique’??? You don’t know what it meant to feel beautifully unique, only weirdly unique as in being an alien amongst the crowd.
You didn’t have to verbalize any of it before Victor grabbed your hand and whipped you around the desk. Now seeing the photo up close, you notice a label in the bottom right corner with last week’s date and…..your name.
He framed…..a scan of your body…….in his office……alongside his achievements??
“I can tell it’s a lot to take in, but just relax for me. I will show you.” Victor pointed a finger at your left shoulder in the photo, and placed his alternate hand on your actual, real left shoulder. He traced along your skin, taking time to describe each and every biological perfection of your body. As one finger danced along the photo, the other grazed across your skin to mirror its path.
Victor made note of how your rounded shoulder posture reflected your social, introverted tendencies. He pointed out how your chest muscles seemed a bit tight, and attributed it to your anxiousness triggered by the medical appointment. He even noticed how your lower back was stiff, saying it can attribute to your compulsiveness and need to escape.
Victor wasn’t showing how your posture or bone structure was wrong. He was just describing how your body reflects…..you. All of these years, feeling lost inside a senseless vessel, and Dr. Gideon proved to you that your body is communicating itself without you having to will it to. And that it is the most beautiful anatomy he has ever seen because it reflects your personality.
Despite it all, his hands never left their intended path.
It didn’t even matter when he reached your chest, falling down your sternum to compliment your lung capacity. Or, when his hand fell further down your body to grip your hip bones and praise your plush womb. Victor didn’t even have to look at you to know where to place his hand. He also didn’t have to look at your facial expressions to read how you were feeling: it was written all over your bodily photos. The man had your body and emotions mapped out in his mind like he’s held and studied you for years.
It’s probably best, though, that his eyes stayed glued to the photo, and away from your very flushed, very heated face.
Resisting your body for so long, you spent every waking second trying to distract yourself from the feeling of your own flesh. Even when showering, your hands dragging along your skin was just a constant reminder of how your body was nothing but a foreign container to house the person others will never see. The less you felt and saw, was always the better.
But feeling the dexterous hands of Dr. Gideon, someone who values their hands above any patient of staff member in his own hospital? For once, you felt comfortable to be inside your body. Hearing someone so accomplished and honest as Victor shower you with compliments while holding your body as if it was a precious stone? You felt seen. It didn’t erase every insecurity, but it helped give yourself some grace. Especially hearing that your physical attributes hold more weight than just beauty: they hold readable, tangible emotions.
Victor never lies to his patients, you’ve heard him ramble about how it goes against their entire moral code to help others. So for him to speak so highly of your appearance? Clearly, he saw something that you didn’t.
Dr. Gideon was lucky that you were currently having a revelation, and weren’t focused on how it feels to be held after being touch starved for so long. The feeling of his cold-blooded skin against yours grounded you, but certainly was a large reason you so willingly accepted his praise.
Eventually, you were brought back to earth when both of his chiseled yet chapped hands lifted your gaze to meet his. The back of your skull almost hit your spine with how far you had to tilt to catch the monstrously tall man’s eyes.
“I know this process can be rigorous for you, little one, but I’m itching to see how else this gorgeous body of yours looks like.” With his scaly thumbs rubbing circles into your jaw, you felt drunk on compliments. And you needed more.
The MRI process was never that bad to you, anyways.
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With the second round started, and you now loaded into the machine, Victor pumped your veins with contrast fluid so he could photograph your blood flow.
Little did you know, he had an ulterior motive to the contrast.
Last week, when watching the scans develop, he felt plagued by your organs. In an instant, he was obsessed with the thought of having complete control over such a pretty specimen. Mostly? He wanted to see a part of himself run through those delicate little veins of yours.
Victor felt insatiable then, imagining his blood, DNA, and cum running through your taut muscle. So while he did masturbate due to the raw appeal of your body, he also needed a vial of his own cum. One that he could discretely mix into the contrast fluid, and pump into your pretty body.
Even when feeding the IV into your veins, watching them pulse helplessly under his grasp, he couldn’t help but lick his lips. Victor reveled in the ways your pupils dilated when looking up at him. And he knew damn well they swelled before the fluid entered your system. That was pure, unadulterated, need in your eyes. No side effects present.
As you lied, bound inside the machine, Victor stood in the control room to watch incoming scans. The cursor ticked from left to right across his computer, leaving colored splotches in its path. Soon, enough rows were complete to make out the image of your relaxed form. Unlike last week’s black and white scans, this week had blots of color due to the contrast fluid.
Your body was literally immortalized, glowing with his seed.
And he was rock hard at the sight.
Victor made sure to leave on the microphone again, pouring his wanton sounds through your headphones as he palmed his groin.
He let out a deep groan at the contact, watching through the window as your feet jolted at the sudden noise. Dr. Gideon knew that you felt unsure of how to react to his public masturbation….and he loved watching you squirm.
Even so, with each new photo, his little show caused your monitored heart rate to speed. He timed the pumps of his fist with your heartbeats, creating a delicious feedback loop between the both of you.
He moans…..your heart rate picks up at the sound…..he speeds the stroking of his cock……his moans get needier…..and so does your heart rate…..
Your gorgeous body and biological functions were literally helping Victor get off. You didn’t even have to try as long as he played into your reactions.
The thought of both of your bodies syncing had Victor inching closer to his release. He didn’t care if the outside nurses heard his wanton noises. You were more beautiful and scientifically perfect than any of them could ever be. And he was about to worship you for it.
Dr. Gideon’s fist clenched tighter around his length, catching under the head of his cock as his hand frothed with precum. He could feel himself about to come, grunting through each quickening pump of his cock.
Until, he noticed you were rubbing your thighs together while inside the machine. Your slutty little self was discretely trying to ease your aching need while strapped down to the table.
The next scan came through blurry.
“Stay…..fucking…..still.” Victor growled orders through the headphones, appalled that he lead you to disobedience.
“I’m….so close…..to being done……behave, darling…..NOW”
Your legs snapped back in place, and he swore he heard you gasp from inside the machine.
“Gooooood….so good for me…..see how easy it is to listen?” Victor swiped his scaly thumb over his slit, making quick passes as his fist squeezed back down to the tip of his length.
The next scan was almost complete, crystal clear from your stillness, yet colorful from the cum-filled injection.
And just like that, he erupted, shooting fresh ropes of cum across his keyboard.
But Victor couldn’t even relish in the ecstasy of his orgasm. His mind was plagued with your disobedience.
Yes, these new scans of your body, his latest obsession, would still be framed in his office. Even so, they would be layered overtop the old photos so he could admire the difference in your body with and without his presence: layers stacked so he could admire how your body flourishes with his cum.
But right now? He was fucking pissed, and needed you to make up for the scans that were blurry.
Victor marched out of the control room before he could even zip his pants back up. In his eyes? That was insignificant in comparison to your actions.
He grabbed the edge of your plastic bed and yanked it out of the machine, breaking it off its pulley system. You stared at him in fear as he tore through your restraints.
“You disobeyed me and tainted your scans: My beautiful photos of my specimen. You’re about to find out why only good patients get those restraints.”
Victor yanked you by the hand to the opposite side of the room, forcing you both to stand inside an upright machine. A freestanding MRI machine, which is exactly what it sounds like.
“stay.” The doctor let go of your hand for a brief moment, pointing a finger in your face before tearing his own clothes off. The metal fasteners on his outfit is a danger inside the magnet. He grabbed a chair from inside the control room, pushing a button, then slamming it down in front of you.
You didn’t dare sit in it without his permission.
And it’s a good thing you didn’t.
Victor plopped down on it himself, pulling you by the waist onto his lap. His still-soaked cock nestled under your crotch as one of his hands yanked your underwear aside. Your hospital gown loosely flowed over your joining bodies.
“I told you to keep….fucking…..still.” His sentence was punctuated by thrusting his entire cock inside you in an instant.
Unconsciously, you squirmed at the intrusion, whimpers falling out of your mouth relentlessly. Victor snaked his arms under your thighs, yanking them into your chest to press your back against his pecs. You’d never been in a full Nelson before, but that was the last thing on your mind right now.
There was physically no way you could move under his hold. Dr. Gideon literally folded your body to restrain you, while splitting you with his cock to punish you.
“Try moving now, and see what happens. I will get pictures of your perfect body whether you like it or not.”
He ran his hot tongue up your cheek, catching the tears you began to shed.
“You were sooooo good for me last week, little one. Did all that praise get to your head? It’s just as pretty as the rest of you, but you need to understand the consequences when you don’t obey me.”
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30 long minutes passed as the machine whirred around you both, droning noises filling the air. Both of you refused to speak, fearing you’d blur the photos.
You had to will yourself, however, to still your aching hole. The muscles deliciously stretched around Victor’s cock, but craved to clench around him. Although you figure he would love to feel you spasm on his length, you didn’t want to endure punishments worse than this.
Forced to stay still as his cock prodded at your womb, his tongue occasionally darts out to taste your arousal in the air. Anticipating your squirms before you do, he persistently sinks his nails deep into your skin to pin you in place. Victor’s bodily movements wouldn’t taint the integrity of the photos, but nevertheless, all he granted you were a few spurts of pre to coat your drying insides.
Even though you were still dressed in your hospital gown, you knew Victor pinned you in this vulnerable position solely to expose your body to the world. Not that there was an audience to witness it all, but he wanted you to start feeling comfortable in your own skin.
And in some twisted sort of way, you started to associate the pleasure of his piercing, meaty cock with the feeling of having your body on display. The vulnerability that once paralyzed you with fear, slowly became non-existent aside the comfort of being cockwarmed by your doctor. It felt good to be held by him, for him to be proud of you. You tried to calm your quickly swelling ego, despite imagining him framing these photos of him buried deep inside you.
Still, none of it could fully distract you from the aching, ignored need that pooled in your belly.
Eventually, when you had no tears left to shed, a timer chimed from the control room. You didn’t dare lift your head to look.
You felt Victor’s wiry hair tickle your neck as he nuzzled his head against yours and hummed in your ear.
“~time’s up, darling, I’m proud of you for being good for me this time.”
You let out a sigh of relief, shifting into the creases of your hips to aid your overstretched legs.
But before you could get comfortable, Victor started soft thrusts up into your folded body.
You let out a long groan, dipping your head back against the doctor’s chest.
“my pretty little specimen deserves a reward for their good behavior, don’t they?” He lifted your body slightly so he could move you along his dick like a personal fleshlight.
Still forced to bear yourself in a vulnerable position, you felt honored that Victor chose to use you to get himself off. Even if he wanted to take a patient, you were the one he deemed pretty and satisfying enough to grace with his cock.
All of the tension you’d carried throughout your years of hospitalization, building up a rigid posture to hide your body under the oversized hospital gowns……all of that pent up hatred melted away with each pump of Victor’s length inside your body.
Limp body jostling against the doctor, you felt his thick tip prod against the inside of stomach, making your skin bulge and take his form.
With an imprint of his dick along your stomach, your head nestled against his chest. Needing to support your relaxed form, Dr. Gideon snaked his arms tighter around your pinned legs, subsequently reaching under your gown to fondle your nipples.
You have never felt more beautiful.
“You see what happens when you listen to me? You really are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. No specimen of mine has had a wondrous body like yours, and I intend to make it mine.”
You clenched around his length as he increased speed, both of your breaths hot and heavy. He began to nibble your neck, murmuring how he’d mark you so every doctor knows you belong to him. Each piercing bite got you closer and closer to the edge, with Victor soon to follow.
“You close, little one? Show me. Show me how beautiful your body can really be.”
And you fucking came.
Thighs trembling in his hold, your cum formed a frothy ring around his cock. With your hole spasming around his length, Victor shot hot, heavy ropes into your insides, sealing the action with a meaty bite to your neck.
You whimpered through each twitch of his cock, easily overstimulated by his larger-than-average length.
Victor soothed over the bite marks along your neck, licking and kissing over each one as silent appraisal. He nuzzled against your face as he released your legs, quickly wrapping you into a bear hug.
“Theeeere’s my perfect little specimen. How are you feeling now, darling?” He ran his cracked fingers through your hair.
“I feel……so……beautiful. Thank you.”
Almost every female Outlast player had her maternal instincts kick in when she saw him.
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Bc I have free will yk
Victor Gideon
workplace culture 💋 v.gideon
𖦹˙— summary: interrupting his work and riding his thigh…
°. 🐚 ⋆ 𐔌 word count: ꒱ ~1.8k
⋆. 𐙚 ̊ warnings: sort of bad and rushed writing | maybe a bit victor focused… | maybe a little ooc
‧˚꒰🐾 18+ MDNI ˚. ᵎᵎ thigh riding, light degrading, hint of power play (i think?), faint hand stuff, vague choking at a point
₊ ⊹ pairings: victor gideon + (fem) reader
there was always a lingering scent of old books and some sort of cherry air freshener in victor’s private office. maybe he had tried cleaning some time earlier, the window was actually somewhat open for once.
that wasn’t the main concern though.
the main concern was with way you had disrupted his quiet working time to be all pressed against him. he didn’t necessarily mind too much, he could easily multitask, but the issue was the way you had suddenly claimed his lap as your space now. it was like dealing with an oversized house cat with separation issues. he had only left you alone for an hour.
victor did his best to keep his focus on his work. the lights were half dimmed for once and his visor was set aside on top of the stack of books nearby. he was a bit more relaxed than usual too. it was nice, peaceful even!
well… peaceful if he ignored you. he’s done that pretty well for the past few minutes actually.
actually; he just didn’t mind it. he was pretty good at ignoring the way you whined against his shoulder when he didn’t pay attention to you or when you’d purposely mess with his clothes to try and get his attention.
his left hand was slowly tracing over your lumbar vertebrae, mapping out the rest of your spine in his head while he pretended to focus on the work on his screen. it wasn’t very interesting in full honesty. it was just the results of some bloodwork and paperwork he needed to fill out. he did technically have an actual job after all.
“…victor,” you eventually murmur, head rested against his shoulder and turned to look up at him. he didn’t respond, which only prompted you to repeat his name again a bit louder and with a small whine attached to it.
victor only moved his left down to one of your hips, looking over at you from the corner of his eye before back at his screen.
“you created this situation,” he stated, tone sounding almost disinterested; but he was very interested. he’s just gotten better at hiding it when he needed to. “…so, naturally, you figure out the solution,” he finally said after a few long seconds of silence. his tone sounded much more matter of fact this time around.
well, it certainly wasn’t a lie.
you had came into his office, tried to get his attention by taking your pants off and whatnot. it failed… badly. he hadn’t even spared you anything more than a glance! you had eventually moved to claim your space on his thigh and bother him up close… all to no avail.
“can’t you even just touch me?” you eventually speak up from your spot, both of your hands moving up to tug at his coat a bit.
“doctor gideon, please?” his title slips out in a whisper as your hands slide up his chest to trace the implant scar that rested over where his sternum was.
victor sighed, eyes closing for a brief second before he looked down at you. he scoffed, left hand sliding up to rub your waist lightly.
“you came and wanted to act like a cheap whore. that was your own action, now it’s your own consequence,” he chided, gaze fond despite his words.
he eventually sighed a bit heavily, both hands now resting on your hips. they weren’t guiding, weren’t forcibly moving… just resting there. it was the most teasing gesture right now. it definitely didn’t help that the tone he used on you had a direct impact on the warmth that felt like it laid deep in your pelvis. maybe it was a trick of the mind, or maybe it was a trick of the uterus. either way; you were affected.
“is your brain there for decoration or does it actually function?” victor voiced, hands tightening just a fraction. his hold wasn’t tight or possessive, just firm and like you could feel the tips of his fingers pressing against your bone. if you focused enough, it felt almost like he was rubbing along the curve of your iliac crest and memorizing the specific shape of your pelvic girdle slowly. it was a bit of a creepy thought—but rather endearing, considering how victor was. his tone felt degrading, but in such a gentle way that it felt like it was filled with love. or just whatever emotion he could feel that was close to love. you weren’t entirely sure exactly how he processed emotions; like actual people do or by how they’re displayed in textbooks.
you were not prepared for when he pressed his clothed thigh up into you. it drew out a surprised gasp, hands immediately grabbing whatever part of him was closest (which, thankfully, was the top of his coat in this case).
“really— it seems like your brain isn’t working right. do i really need to run another scan on you… or does it just malfunction because you’re turned on and reduced down to your instincts?” victor spoke freely, his hands guiding your hips slowly to start moving against his thigh. it was at least some form of attention.
“do i seriously have to do everything for you?” he sighed out, shaking his head softly as if this was some sort of hard task for him. his height attributed to some of his strength, so this genuinely wasn’t anything to difficult for him. he’s made it pretty clear that any weight you had was not much of an issue for him. he always brushed it off as being some form of extra effect from the nemesis-γ parasite in him. the added strength was nice anyways… all it did was make it easier to manhandle you however and whenever he pleased.
a surprised gasp was forcibly dragged out of you when the friction that came from him making you forcibly grind against his clothed thigh. the drag of the fabric from his pants pressed into the soaked fabric of your undergarments. it traveled right dow through your veins, making everything feel more heated than it had been.
your head pressed into his shoulder, feeling a bit fuzzy for a brief second.
victor just laughed, tongue flicking out just past his teeth. it felt so mocking, but also his gaze felt like it held so much adoration. it was such a weird mix, but it made everything feel much more intimate. you weren’t even aware of the soft moans slipping from you until he stopped moving you.
you turned your head to half-heartedly glare at him, mouth hanging just a fraction in what would’ve been a moan.
“what? if you want something, you’re going to have to put in some work,” he talked down at you, voice bordering on false disappointment. he could do all the work and control the pace and such for you… but it was rather entertaining to watch you.
“you’re being mean,” you eventually mumble, arms moving to wrap around his neck in some sort of faux shield as you press your head into the smoother part of his neck.
that drew a genuine chuckle from his lips, chest vibrating faintly as the sound spilled out.
“i’m being mean? i was giving you what you want,” he teased, hands patting your hips lightly.
there was a faint silence that lingered for a long second before you even tried to move. you could feel the blood vessels in your cheeks widening, the faint heat slightly pressing into his skin. it was oddly satisfying for victor. his skin was pretty cool most the time.. so when he got heat from you blushing or just your general body heat, it made him feel nice inside — feel nice somewhere beneath the parasite. it could almost make him feel humanish again sometimes. the thought made him remember before he mutated; when he had still been human. it was something he missed some days. he felt like he couldn’t properly connect with you as well anymore because he, by definition, was a sort of ‘monster’ … and that thought did sting.
victor was pulled out from his thoughts as his head tilted down to watch the slow drag of your hips along his thigh. he inhaled deeply as he watched you for a moment. his hands rubbed at your hips before one slowly moved to rest on top of your lower abdomen. his other hand stayed over your hip, fingertips pressing hard enough just to graze over where your iliac crest rested again. it was a nice feeling for him, grounding in a weird sense.
you felt so good… slightly out of it but good regardless. was it really your fault to be this turned on when his thigh was just so nicely filled out? it didn’t help with the way he pressed his thigh up a bit to press into you more.
his hand that had been resting on your hip slid up to rest over the thoracic region of your spine, thumb rubbing against your skin lightly before sliding up to rest on the back of your neck. his fingers were loosely placed at the sides of your neck; not exactly trying to choke you out… just a faint reminder of how big his hands truly were.
you weren’t even fully aware that you leaned into his hand a bit more until his thumb rubbed over the skin under your jaw.
a slightly strangled moan came out as a surprise from you — not fully expecting victor’s fingers to have moved around to press down against your larynx very gently. despite his size, he was always surprisingly gentle… most the time at least. the slightly scratchy feeling lingering as you rolled your hips against his thigh. the fabric of your panties were dragging perfectly, painfully over the muscle of his thigh and up into you. it only made the ache build up.. but it was so nice still.
“oh, fuck…” you uttered, eyes falling shut easily. the noises you made were just ones that spilled out into the space between you and victor easily.
it was clear he was letting you set the pace for the moment. even if it was dragging down your patience for him. in times like these, the need for victor made everything else feel smaller. it was hard to focus when your head felt filled with him.
it really wasn’t quite fair that he was as big as he was. his hands always felt giant against you, especially in times like this. sure, his hands felt cold… but it was a good type of cold that was almost refreshing against your skin. it was almost enough to make you forget the way his thigh felt like it took up the entirety of the space between your own.
it was definitely going to be a long while before victor got back to his work.
( -` 💋 ´- ) i hope this was decent at the very least !! this took me way longer than i expected for it to because… i genuinely didn’t know what to do with it anymore. this is so bad, i’m gonna die actually. this has been sitting in my drafts for over a month because i refuse to look at it, i hate it but it’s okay… i can redeem myself, i promise… anyways happy pride month 🥳🥳
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Coiled Part 8
Chapter 8: Point of No Return
Victor Gideon X Reader that takes place my RE9 AU Aberrant Epoch. The world began its evolution in 1998 and humanity suffered great losses. Dr. Victor Gideon is a prominent force in Wrenwood and Raccoon City and you are a human working various jobs at his estate. You can't help but feel a rush when in his presence. Gender neutral. TW for stalking, violence, gas lighting, cannibalism, medical malpractice, dub con.
You are inching towards what Victor desires for you.
The first time Victor invited you to go with him into Raccoon City you were shocked. That was not a place average human employs were allowed, only a handful of higher ranking and must trusted, those on their way to being permitted evolution. And for humans without any affiliation? It was possibly the most dangerous city on the planet. It was the seat of Umbrella and the cradle of the new epoch. Victor had been acting unusual since the incident with you and his mutated form.
He did not make you work for one. You had been spending your days reading, hiking around the property, and being with him in the evenings. Months had passed like this and you were rather grateful and pleased but couldn't help but wonder and fear all the same. What was this leading up to?
"In time, you will see. For now I want to take you around this wonderful city!" and he did so on his motorcycle. You had grown to love these sometimes spontaneous rides, and now you were enjoying a day around a place you had once thought to be hell on earth.
It was modern, it was thriving, and it was so clean. It looked somewhat human but the vibe was different. People worked and lived without having the threat of disease or only mere decades of life. You saw one human dressed in formal work wear bustling to her job and as she passed by, you caught a glimpse of a weird mark on the back of her neck and were reminded of things you were trying to forget. It was surreal to see her in the middle of all of this, like spotting a rare animal in the wild. You paused to watch her go down the street and through the double doors of a building.
A polite throat clearing from Victor drew your attention back to him. He put a hand on your back and guided you along towards Umbrella's headquarters. The monumental building was a pillar of innovation and you marveled at the sight despite the inner bitterness and hatred you harbored for Umbrella. Victor takes you to a grand room with a vast map of the entire world and display cases of the beginnings of Umbrella, including the first vial of T-EV95. The evolution virus. You can't help but stare and wonder if it would ever be a part of you. Victor had gone to stand by the map.
"Most is ours by now. Humans who have not accepted our superiority still hold out and fight, such stubborn fools. They make their bases of operations in remote wilderness locations or abandoned towns thinking we won't know...oh we do." He turns to you and flashes a sharp grin. "We let them think they're getting ahead, give a little hope. In time they'll be ours."
The dark anticipation in his voice made you change the subject.
"I supposed they will be. I...need to know something. The humans I spoke to over the years said this city has an extensive underground area? Almost like a second city?"
Victor nods and gestures to the map.
"A massive bunker if you will! We cleared out and destroyed every nuclear arsenal across the globe years ago, but Spencer had those bunkers constructed in the 70s and 80s in case things had really gone south with the cold war." He walks up and peers down at you, lifting your chin with his fingers and rubbing his thumb around your jaw.
"Another of the multitude of reasons why it is an excellent thing humans are no longer in charge."
In some ways he was right but you still had the urge to smack that smile off of his face.
"Now let us discuss you and your future. If you are going to take the next steps, or be nothing more than a resource..." he moves his hand to your shoulder and guides you over to the display case of the T-EV95. "You need to make that decision today."
"You mean take the virus? Today??"
He lightly laughs and brings you closer, leaning down to be next to your face and his tongue flicks against your cheek.
"You will need to decide. I have been generous with you, endlessly patient, allowed you to be lazy even." He rumbles in your ear and the familiar claws grow out just barely and dig in without drawing blood.
"Now I am asking you to choose. Be one of us and thrive by my side! Savor a life free of fear and weak biological restrictions! Become part of this wonderful new Epoch...or..." and his tone took on a primordial growl.
"...Or be on the gurney at Rhodes Hill or my dinner table. I truly hope you make the correct choice. Think it over and have your answer ready by tonight. Or I shall make the decision for you." He grips your shoulder with calculated pressure as he stands up and walks around you. "Come, let me get you a cool drink. It will be a bit of a walk to my motorcycle and it is quite hot outside." He begins to go for the exit.
"I'll take it." What else were you going to do? Run away into the night and by some impossible chance not get caught? What was there for you in the human world? Nothing but a painful memory now.
Victor stops right in his tracks and pivots. He had anticipated you would fight it or even try and flee from him tonight. He felt a wave of elation. His master had guided him on his evolutionary journey, and now he could guide someone himself!
Victor's smile was one of warmth and support. He goes to you and sweeps you up in a huge hug.
"That is what I was hoping for my dear! YES!"
All you craved was an end to the fear and uncertainty. For most of your human life you had been in survival mode and unable to truly be free of it. You had spent over a year of that working in Dr. Gideon's house and feeling like the floor was made of thin glass, being looked at like a piece of meat, and having the threat of ending up in Rhodes Hill looming in the back of your mind.
"Can I take it here?"
"Eager, aren't you little one? I can arrange for the vial to be delivered to my residence. I want to personally oversee and monitor you."
The ride back to his estate was like a dream and you knew there was no going back. The more you thought about it the more peace you felt. Victor would be there at your side so you at least wouldn't be alone during the evolution. The wind in your face was freedom and whatever happened you were grateful to have ended up here.
You laid down on the elevated hospital bed watching Victor set up. The pale crimson purple of the vial looked so innocuous but it would be the thing that would alter your body and life trajectory. You were hooked up to various monitors and Victor stroked the crook of your arm with a look of upmost care.
"This will hurt. A lot. And there is an extraordinarily slight chance it might reject you. If it does I have the equipment to stabilize your vitals...this would mean the end for you. If you are not compatible with evolution, I will have to dispatch you. It is not something I desire."
Swallowing down anxiety you nod and grip Victor's hand. He squeezes yours before nodding.
"Ready?'
Heart hammering you indicate so and close your eyes. The pinch comes and for a few moments nothing happens and then the burning in your veins starts. Muscles sharply cramping all over you cry out and Gideon takes your hand and sits down. You writhe and sweat, fearing the worst. Your pulse is high and your mind drifting. Victor remembers his own evolution all of those years ago.
"Breath in and out, slowly. You're taking to it! Keep focusing on my voice."
The pain levels rose sharply and you cried out mostly in terror thinking this was it. You were going to fail at this too and be just another human body. Except the pain began to creep away from you more and more. Heavy exhaustion dragged you down and you could barely lift your head from the pillow. You feel a cool kiss to your forehead and then your lips. Victor is so happy and his eyes are shining with emotion.
"Welcome to the new epoch! You will be tired for a while and it is best if you, hehehehe, avoid any interaction with humans for the first few days as you might not be able to stop yourself from tearing them apart. The first 72 hours are brutal when it comes to the side effect. Unless you wish to enjoy your position on top of the food chain all the sooner, then I will gladly provide what you are entitled to." Victor kisses your lips and snakes his tongue around your mouth.
There was a knock to the office door and you were surprised you had heard it from here. And Victor had a vivid smell of old cigar smoke, cologne, antiseptic, blood...so many indicators of him. You had smelled cigar smoke before and definitely his cologne, but everything was detailed and rich and personal. It was beautiful!
"Someone is at the door, I'll see to it." Victor gets in more kiss before briskly going out. A few minutes later he returns with some food and water. You can smell something else not just lingering on the tray, but on some documents. He sees you sniffing and bringing them up to inspect. It makes you hungry and you think its the meat in the sandwich but it isn't quite that.
"Enjoying your new senses?"
"Yes...what is that? The person at the door, oh I can smell them now."
Victor's dark smile has made a return.
"That is the scent of a young human man who recently started working here. Now you realize just how difficult it really was for you to try and hide from me or any one of us. Now humans will struggle to hide from you, my dear!"
The thought unnerved you but you also felt hungry enough to not care in that moment. You ate the protein rich meal on the tray to get your mind off of it. Sleeping on and off for the next three days was your priority, and Gideon was there to keep you company. You felt incredible strength return to you like it had always been there. Even in a dark room you could see far better than you ever had as a human and your eyes were a gorgeous amber set in black.
Victor was there but you smelled him and heard him approaching before he could startle you like he had before.
"You're such a glorious being, and you took to the evolution as well I did! Roughly the same amount of recovery time. It is destiny!"
He hears your stomach growl and laughs.
"Shall I get you some steak? Or would you rather have something more...satisfying? That young man stole a watch from me along with a gold ring. I almost did not notice something was amiss but he was a bit clumsy and left the draw slightly ajar and then forgot about his scent hanging around."
The thought both horrified and excited you, with the horror sensation considerably less than the excitement. The virus it seemed really did reveal the monster in you. For a moment it made you sad knowing you were going to be better at being this new creature than you ever had as a human. But you had no need to poison yourself with such redundant thoughts. It was your life now and this time you were not alone and scared anymore. Now you had Victor and a real future to enjoy.
Screenshot redraw of the series :D
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Omfg, you wrote that Zeno x fem!Reader fic so well... We need more Gideon cameos in these, you also write him so well TwT
My request is: A smutty oneshot of Zeno fucking Reader on the security cameras in the Rhodes Hill maybe? Gideon obviously acting as if nothing happened... But when they leave the room, they see a tent?
Hi hi baby!💖💖💖
EEEEE thank you sm😭 thats so kind of you to say, I'm so glad you enjoyed it!💖💖 This was so fun to write! I decided to go with a masturbation scene because I thought it'd be so hot to see👀👀 I hope that's okay!
Also homoeroticism? In my fic? It's more likely than you think
Thank you so much for this request!
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ZENO x f!Reader x VICTOR GIDEON
CW: Masturbation (M!), voyeurism, maybe dubcon/noncon? (in the form of watching someone have sex without them knowing) Slight homoerotic tendencies, doggy, biting, bitemarks
You and Zeno really think you two are slick. Your first mistake is believing that you can sneak into a spare room to fuck without anyone noticing. Your second mistake is thinking that Victor doesn't have the entire Chronic Care Center littered with surveillance cameras.
Zeno is rough with you. He must be pretty pent up. You're bent over the cot, skirt completely disregarded, ass in the air as he pounds into you relentlessly. You're posed so perfectly in front of the camera hidden on the bookshelf across from the bed. Everything is displayed on screen; The way your eyebrows draw up in pleasure, the rippling of your skin at the impact of Zeno's hips snapping forward, the way you claw at the sheets.
Victor leans back in his chair. His large hand strokes his equally large cock, slowly squeezing it at the base. The sounds dripping from your mouth dart up his shaft in the form of tingling pleasure. You sound so pretty, so delicate. Like you can't possibly take what Zeno's giving you, even though evidently your greedy cunt is swallowing him just fine.
"Cry for me, pretty girl," Victor murmurs, even though you can't possibly hear him.
God, the things he'd do to you. If only you knew. If only Zeno wasn't so possessive. He knew damn well how hard you made Victor. He could see clearly through those sunglasses of his.
Victor tilted his head back, closing his eyes to the sound of you growing closer and closer to your climax. Precum drips down his shaft and he starts a tempo just in time to your moans.
"Oh--oh fuck--"
Just like that. Filth spills from your mouth, asking him to fuck you, begging him to stretch your cunt until you're sobbing. He can only imagine you riding him, breasts jiggling with the motion, small hands grasping at his chest to tell him to slow down. But you don't want that-- You're begging him to fuck you harder, faster, and he happily obliges.
A low groan slips from Victor's lips and he breathes in deeply.
A change in your voice makes him open his eyes.
"W-what if-- ah! What if Victor w-walks in?" You ask, looking up at Zeno over your shoulder and giving Victor a fantastic view down your half buttoned shirt.
Zeno's golden eyes flicker from you to the camera. For a second, its as if he's staring directly at Victor. A smirk cracks across Victor's face and he scoffs. Son of a bitch.
"Let him watch, then."
Zeno's gaze drops from the camera to you. He grabs a fistful of your hair to kiss you roughly, making you whimper. His pace is brutal, deep and fast, enough to shake the bed. You crumble under him in sensual bliss, fingertips tracing the bedsheets as he pulls you against his chest.
Victor's hips thrust up into his hand. His eyes wander from you to Zeno.
Those golden eyes of his are staring forward. Crinkling in desperation. He's struggling to keep his gaze on the camera while losing himself inside of you. Electricity darts up Victor's spine and he catches himself stroking faster, tugging himself further and further to the edge. How delectable.
Zeno's head drops down into the crook of your neck and you gasp in pain.
"Z-Zeno, I'm-- I'm coming--" you sob, squeezing your eyes shut.
Zeno slams his hips into you, releasing you from his maw; He's left an angry bite mark on the junction between your throat and shoulder. He moans as he empties himself inside you.
Victor's cum streaks across his hand, painting his desk white. He slumps in his chair, breathing heavily. The three of you, separated by the walls of the care center and brought together only by the camera, remained still for a moment. Victor raises his head as you laugh shyly.
"Round two, huh?" You bite your lip. Zeno turns you to face him, kissing you as he lifts you onto the bed.
He doesn't say a word as he slips into you. Your moans fill the room once more, full to the brim with wanton need, but Zeno isn't watching you anymore.
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The two of you try to pretend that nothing happened. He nods to you as you enter his office, blissfully unaware that he'd been jerking off to you in his own time. You wave a file at him.
"Good morning, Doctor Gideon!" You chirp. Your smile is dead opposite of the stone faced man behind you. "Are you ready for this week's financial recap?"
Zeno says nothing as he sits down in one of the leather chairs. Redemption is unsheathed at his hip. Interesting.
"Of course, darling. I look forward to seeing you every week," Victor says gently, smiling at you.
You tuck your hair behind your ear shyly as you bend closer to him to point out specific notes in the file you brought. Your hair falls over your shoulder. His eyes trail from your face to your neck. Your skin is still purple and yelloe there, healed enough to look like a random bruise and not the bite mark of your lover.
Even the thought of sinking his teeth into your soft flesh, especially in front of Zeno, makes Victor's cock harden.
He reaches up to gently trail his fingers over your throat, hiding his intentions under the guise of brushing your hair back. You stiffen, but he sees the flush reddening your skin.
"Sweetheart, it almost looks like you've been bitten," Victor muses. "Do you need something to help soothe that?"
"Oh that? Its nothing!" You try and laugh it off, rambling off some excuse he didn't listen to. Victor keeps his hand on your shoulder, drinking in the warmth of your embarrassment.
He chuckles to himself at the metaphorical daggers Zeno shoots his way. Tension in the air is thick-- what Zeno wouldn't do to march across that room and snatch Victor's hand off you. But doing so would ruin your little secret. And since he can't use that menial little firearm of his, he's sending a nonverbal message. A sign of who you belong to.
That's quite alright. Victor doesn't mind sharing.
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Obsessions of a Cruel Heart {Victor Gideon x Female reader} Chapter 2
Oh my goodness! Hello my beautiful lovies! I have missed chuuuuu!!!! I have returned from the beyond the grave to give you part 2 or chapter 2 of the Victor Gideon x Female Reader~!!!!! As I said before in the first chapter, This is going to be more about his obsession of you and him doing anything to get to you. This part of the story gets a bit juicer!! And do not worry my beautiful lovies! The next chapters are going to be even more exciting and deliciousss! Again, apologies for the slow uploading I am taking an advanced fast pace course right now and my uploading time is going to be delayed a little but! But don't worry, I will try my best to write as fast as I can and give you delicious chapters! Apologies as well for this part being long as well! I just wanted to make these chapters so juicy!! Ahh! Well! Enough talk from me! Thank you all for your love and support lovies! Yall are the best and I do hope you enjoy this part of the story! Stay tuned for chapter 3~!!!!! :3 :3 :3
Warnings: mention of blood, cursing, cadavers, use of a scalpel, mention of cutting, weapons, nothing too graphic.
Check out chapter 1: Obsessions of a Cruel Heart Chapter 1
『23 pages』 『6,263 words』
Chapter 2: You Were Always Destined To Be Mine
“Argh….my head” Diedra let out an agonizing groan, moving her hand to grip her forehead but her arm couldn't move.
“What?” she gasped, her eyes adjusting to the bright surgical lights that illuminated the area she was in. She then glanced down, her eyes widening at the sight before her. She was strapped to an examination table, her wrists and legs bound tightly, preventing her from making any sort of movements.
“H-Hello?” She shakily called out, looking up and scanning her surroundings.
She was in a strange laboratory, filled with specimens, opened cadavers, and vials and syringes filled with black writing veins. This place seemed inhuman and very much dangerous.
Turning her head more to the right, her heart sunk in her chest at the sight before her.
“Thomas!” She screamed.
Thomas had been flipped upside down on an examination table, two IVs stuck in his arm, collecting his blood in a sealed container.
“Let us go!” She shouted at the top of her lungs.
Suddenly, heavy footsteps entered the laboratory, a sign that someone had heard her shouting and came to investigate.
“Professor Diedra Wilson” a low, rumbling voice rang along her ears.
“W-Who are you?” Diedra stuttered.
“It is such a pleasure to be meeting you once again, Professor.”
“Again? I've never met you in my entire fucking life! Let us go now!”
The towering shadow loomed just beyond the darkness of the lab, their enormous silhouette moving carefully, studying her every reaction.
“You don't recognize me? What a pity. I remember you though. Professor Wilson…the woman that introduced me to someone very close to my heart….y/n.”
Diedra's jaw dropped at the mention of y/n, her favorite student and alumni from a couple years back.
“V-Victor…?” She gasped.
Gideon emerged from the shadow's, a wicked grin plastered along his face. “Aww, so you do remember me. I should feel honored” he slowly approached her, his heavy footsteps sending a chillful wave down Deidra's spine.
“Victor…what happened to you?” She questioned in shock, his appearance confusing her the most.
Gideon approached the side of the examination table, his body leaning forward so that his face could stare down at her.
“Where is she?” He calmly asked.
“Who?”
“Y/n.”
Diedra stayed silent, not wanting to give him the location of where you worked. She couldn't do that to you, especially when you two had gone your separate ways.
“Y/n please!” Victor's voice called to you as he followed closely behind you
“Victor, leave me alone, okay!”
Victor quickly leapt forward, his hand grabbing your arm and spinning you around. “Why can't you tell me what I did wrong?”
You snatched your arm away from his grasp, anger clearly written across your face. “Fine, I'll tell you. The reason why I've been ignoring you is because you accepted that job at Umbrella. I told you, that place is bad news. I know for a fact they are doing experiments on people and building weapons to hurt innocents! But you didn't listen…you just went ahead and got the job.”
“Y/n…I did this for us!” Victor shouted, frustration cracking through his voice.
“So we could finally have a future together!”
His breathing became uneven as he stepped closer toward you.
“Don’t I get a say in my own damn life?!”
“No!” Tears burned within your eyes as you shook your head violently.
“No, Victor….you did it because you are obsessed with human evolution.”
Your voice trembled with heartbreak, “You genuinely believe that the weak deserve to perish so the strong can rise!”
Victor's expression hardened instantly, “You don't understand..”.
“No…I don't need nor want to understand you anymore. You don't care about us….”
Those words cut deep within him, his body sinking deep into the ground like the roots of a tree.
“You only care about creating something beyond humanity.”
“Y/n…” was all that came from his mouth.
“We're done.”
After you entered your home, he turned around and headed to his car. As he got inside, he gripped onto his steering wheel tightly, a boiling rage rising within him. Then he shouted to the top of his lungs, punching the glass window beside him, cracking it, and cutting his knuckles.
“Ah…I'll show you y/n….”
“I'll show you the incredible things that I can create” his expression darkened with determination.
“I will save this miserable world….even if you refuse to understand that” he breathed out slowly and then started his car, driving off into the night.
The next morning came quicker than Victor expected as he entered Professor Diedra's office.
“Oh, hello Victor. I wasn't expecting you today? How can I help?” Diedra smiled pleasantly as she stood from her chair.
“Uh…I um…was hoping you can uh email me my transcript for this class.”
“Oh…uh….of course….I will send you all the information tonight.”
“Thank you so much” Victor nodded in thanks and turned around to leave her office.
“Victor, are you feeling alright?” Diedra asked with concern laced in her voice, hinting at his bandaged hand.
“No…I'm not” he turned his head to her.
“Oh, what happened, if you don't mind me asking?”
“Y/n…left me….”.
“Oh, I'm so sorry Victor.”
“I am too.”
His fingers tightened around the strap of his bag.
“But it’s alright…” He lifted his gaze toward her again.
“She’ll come back to me once I create something capable of changing the world.”
A strange grin slowly spread across his lips. “Something extraordinary.”
Goosebumps crawled violently across Diedra’s skin.
The look in his eyes no longer resembled the brilliant young man she once taught. It looked fanatic. Obsessive.
Victor calmly adjusted the sleeve of his coat before heading toward the office door.
“I will await your email, Professor Diedra” He paused briefly.
“And thank you…”A faint smile crossed his face once more.
“For the wonderful four years you’ve given me.”
Then he left the office. Leaving Diedra standing there in stunned silence as unease slowly settled into her chest.
“…My God.”
“I don't know where she is, Victor.”
A long sigh escaped Gideon's lips after hearing her blatantly lie to his face.
“I wonder what would happen if I entered a mutagenic strain into your body? Would it change your genetic make-up….or further degrade your body and twist it into something inhuman?”
The very words he spoke sent a tremor down her body. This wasn't the same Victor…he changed…. .
“You're fucking crazy….y/n made the right choice to leave you.”
Gideon's expression darkened as he stood to his original height, a slow burning fury igniting in the pit of his stomach.
“She saw what you were becoming!” Diedra snapped.
“You were brilliant, Victor, but completely consumed by your obsession with evolution!”
“And now look at you!”
The laboratory fell silent again. Then Gideon let out another sigh.
“How…disappointing” he turned toward the nearby table where several syringes rested within metal trays. Dark fluid moved unnaturally inside each vial.
Diedra's fear immediately returned, “No….”.
“Do you know why I've always been fascinated by human evolution, Professor Wilson?” Gideon flicked the vial with his index finger before turning around to approach the examination table.
Diedra struggled violently against the restraints, tears overflowing down her cheeks, trying everything she could to get out of this situation.
THUD. THUD. THUD.
He leaned in close to her ear, his lips creaking into a devilish smile. “It's because humanity has always resisted progress…and yet….they always submit eventually.”
“No!” Diedra screamed as the syringe entered her vein, agony exploding through her nervous system.
Blackened veins rapidly spread beneath her skin as her body convulsed violently against the table restraints.
Philip entered the laboratory, standing by Thomas's drained corpse. Watching. Waiting. Listening.
Slowly, Diedra's scream faded, her body going limp. Then her head slowly lifted, blank eyes staring forward. She was connected now to Gideon.
Silence settled over the laboratory once more. Philip then stepped forward slightly and lowered his head toward Gideon.
“Doctor Gideon,” he spoke calmly.
“I have identified several additional subjects with promising compatibility.”
A faint smile spread across Gideon's lips as he pulled the syringe out of her vein. “Excellent, I'll prepare the blood samples generously provided by Thomas.”
As soon as Philip turned to exit the laboratory, Gideon leaned in close to Diedra's ear. “Where does she work?”
Diedra loudly gasped, her pupils dilating further as Gideon searched deep into her memories.
“I wanted to tell you that I got a job at the CBR as their chief medical examiner!”
“Oh my gosh that is amazing y/n! I'm so proud of you!” Diedra hugged you tightly.
“Thank you!” You giggled happily.
“Ah. And how is Victor?”
Your smile faded at the mention of his name, “I don't know if you heard but he and I are no longer together.”
“Oh” Diedra nodded, already knowing this information, but tried to downplay it.
“Yeah…he chose to work at Umbrella when I specifically told him not to. They're corrupt and the way they operate is inhumane. I'm shocked that they are still running.”
“Hmm, yeah, they are a shady corporation. I'm so sorry sweetheart that you're going through that.”
“Thank you Professor Wilson. I feel so ashamed to say that I miss him but…I don't know if I want to even ask him to come back…”.
“That is for you to decide my dear~”
Gideon’s eyes drifted open, a radiating warmth filling his cold body, “She yearned for me. Wanted me to come back…”.
Diedra blankly stared at Gideon, her free will being controlled by his mind. “Do you wish for me to find her?”
“Yes. Go to where she works. Document each finding and bring them back to me” he ordered her, determination written across his face.
“As you wish, Doctor Gideon” she nodded obediently.
“And….bring me a lock of her hair” He released her from the restraints and turned to continue his experiments.
“Ah, home at last” you sighed deeply, shutting your door behind you and kicking off your shoes.
Yet, your mind kept racing with thoughts and questions. How was this possible? How can corpses with no vital organs and blood flowing could come back to life and mutate?
Shaking your head, you went upstairs to change out of the dirt-ridden clothes you wore.
“Jeez, what a fucking day” you let out a deep sigh, returning to your seat on the couch and pulled your laptop onto your lap.
Typing away at your reports, you began to compare the notes Leon had provided to you. You jotted down the similarities, the location of the incision sites and markings, anything that could prove patterns.
You had to collect enough data to present to your boss. You knew he told you to basically stand down, but that wasn't you. You had to do something before things got out of hand.
“I fucking knew it!” You shouted to the top of your lungs as if the whole world could hear you.
“I knew it had something to do with the T-Virus. Can't believe Umbrella after being gone for all this time is still fucking us in the ass.”
Gathering your belongings, purse, keys, laptop, hoodie, you rushed out of your home; of course locking it behind you to not let the creeps in.
As you got in your car, you called your secretary. “Hey Diana sweetheart, I am so sorry to be calling on a Saturday but do you know if the DSO came to pick up the cadavers?”
“Oh hello Doctor y/n! No worries at all! No, the DSO hasn't come to pick up the cadavers. They said they're gonna do it first thing Monday.”
“Gotcha, okay thank you! Enjoy your Saturday!”
“Oh? Alright, have a good afternoon doctor!”
After you hung up, you turned on your car, and sped out of your driveway to head to your workplace.
Once you arrived at your workplace, you shut your car off, pulled on your hoodie and grabbed your belongings.
“I can't believe I'm here at work on a mother fucking Saturday” you chuckled, proceeding toward the front entrance.
“Do my eyes deceive me?!”
“Oh shush Walter, I am only going to be here for an hour at most” you smiled cutely at your favorite security guard.
Walter let out a chuckle as he stood from his chair and handed you the key to the upstairs offices. “Just don't make a mess. Carla just cleaned.”
“Oh don't you worry, I'll make a mess and tell Carla to make you clean it!” You laughed, grabbing the key and flashing him a wink.
“Get outta here” he shooed you away with a laugh and sat back down to continue monitoring the security screens.
You soon approached the elevators, pressed the top floor button, and patiently waited for the doors to open.
As you waited, a woman who seemed off entered the building. Her movements seemed erratic, inhuman even.
Walter immediately stood from his chair, placing his hand cautiously on his weapon as she approached his counter. “Can I help you?”
“I'm…looking for…Doctor y/n” the woman spoke in a calm yet eerily manner.
“I think you got the wrong place ma'am” he lied, not wanting to put you in any sort of imminent danger, especially when she looked suspicious.
Overhearing the conversation, you turned your head towards them, your heart sinking in your chest when you realized who it was.
“Professor Wilson?” You gasped, rushing towards her.
Diedra turned to look at you, her pupils were pin point and her face seemed like it was drained of all its color. “It's been such a long time y/n” she smiled.
“Uh…I got this Walter…thank you” you placed a gentle hand against her back and guided her to the elevators.
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah, don't worry" you gestured for him to relax.
“I wanted to see how you were doing after all these years.”
“I'm doing fine Professor, why don't you come up to my office and I'll get you a bottle of water.”
“Oh you are too kind,” she smiled.
“Of course, how can I not be to my favorite professor” you smiled and then looked up to see where the elevator was.
As you were distracted, Diedra pulled scissors out of her pocket, took a hold of a long strand of your [Your hair color and what type like curly, straight, braided, etc.] hair and cut it.
“Huh?” You turned to her, noticing her shifting in her stance and shoving something deep in her coat pocket.
A couple minutes passed as you allowed Professor Wilson into your office and offered her to take a seat on any chair she preferred.
“Here we go,” you smiled, handing her a cold water bottle from your fridge.
“Thank you my dear” she smiled, opening the water bottle and taking a few sips.
“So, how are things?” You gently plopped down on your office chair and awaited her response.
Her expression changed suddenly. Her pupils dilated further and her head hauntingly tilted to the side.
“I haven't seen your radiant beauty in so long that I needed to see you for myself and of course…see how you were flourishing in your new job.”
Your soft expression disappeared at the way she spoke and tilted her head. It seemed all too familiar of someone you knew a long time ago.
“Professor Wilson…are you feeling alright?”
“I am doing-”
“-Just fine” Gideon hummed hungrily as he saw you before him.
You looked absolutely ravishing and surprisingly adorable with the glasses you had on. [You can add your own special item if you don't like the glasses idea! Like imagine your character having something particular to your outfits or your likes lovies!]
“I've found you at last” he opened his eyes, a wicked grin curled at the corners of his mouth. He couldn't believe his very eyes when he saw you through Diedra's vision.
“Okay” you nodded worriedly, standing from your chair and kneeling in front of her.
You slowly grabbed a hold of her cheek, pulled down her lower eye lid and noticed strange black tendrils wriggling around.
“Oh shit….”
Before you could react, Diedra’s hand suddenly snapped around your wrist with horrifying strength before slamming you backward against the nearby wall.
“Ah!” you gasped for air, struggling against her grasp.
“Submit yourself to me willingly. If you continue resisting…” Diedra’s head tilted eerily to the side.
“I will continue creating strains capable of infecting every person unfortunate enough to cross my path.”
Your eyes widened, breath hitching in your throat, “V-Victor?”
Diedra’s lips curled into the same malicious grin that you once knew all too well, sending a wave of goosebumps across your skin.
“Come back to me y/n” her voice softened. “And no one else needs to suffer.”
“No…this isn’t possible” you struggled against her grasp before using your legs to shove her backwards.
Scrambling to your feet, you ran out of your office and down the hall to your lab. “Shit, shit, shit!” you cried out as you grabbed your ID and scanned it against the scanner.
After the doors opened, you pulled it shut, looking through the reinforced glass window to see where Diedra was.
Diedra slowly stood at the end of the hallway, Victor’s unsettling grin still stretched across her face.
“Y/n…..you continue resisting fate…”.
“....yet you were always destined to return to me~”
Quickly ducking down to your knees, you grabbed your phone from your pocket and called Leon.
“Hey, look who’s calling m-”
“Leon!” you cried his name.
“Y/n! What happened?!” he worriedly asked, his playful demeanor shifting to a serious one.
“I need you to come to my workplace….my professor…she’s trying to hurt me or something!”
“What? I’m coming, hold on!”
After he hung up, you heard soft tapping against the glass window of the laboratory doors.
“Oh fuck me…” your head slowly looked up to Diedra staring down at you.
“Let me in~”
You rushed to your feet, slowly walking backwards as she tried to open the sealed laboratory doors. “Go away!”
“Awww, my sweet y/n. I won’t stop until you are mine~” Diedra balled her hand into a fist and punched the reinforced glass, cracking it.
You let out a yelp, rushing deeper into the laboratory and hiding behind one of the gurneys in hopes that she wouldn't find you there.
BOOM
The loud sound of one of the laboratory doors bursting open echoed along your ears, soft taps of shoes entering after, a sign that Diedra had made it through.
“Y/n, where are you~?” her voice hauntingly rang through space.
You covered your mouth tightly, body shaking uncontrollably, a million thoughts running through your mind. You didn’t know what to do, especially to someone you’ve known for years.
Diedra shuffled towards one of the gurneys, her balance now showing more unnatural movements. With a quick pull of the white sheet, she was presented with a male cadaver laying lifeless on the stretcher.
“Hmm” she let out a soft chuckle, using her hands to open his mouth. “I know those beautiful eyes are watching me, y/n….”.
“....let me show you how much I’ve accomplished over the years~”
Shortly after she spoke, Diedra regurgitated a black viscous fluid into the male’s mouth.
You watched carefully from afar, a grotesque expression crossing your face. “What the?” you whispered to yourself.
As soon as she stepped away from the body, it began to convulse violently. Then a loud groaning sound erupted from his throat as he was brought back to life.
“Do you see it now, y/n?” Victor’s voice echoed through Diedra’s throat with unsettling calm.
“Do you finally understand what I have become?”
“For years, humanity has rotted beneath the weight of weakness…” her head tilted slightly.
“Humans have always been fragile. Calling me insane for envisioning something greater.”
The corpse suddenly sat upright with a violent groan.
“But look closely, beloved…” Diedra’s voice softened at the name she had given you.
“This is not death” her fingers brushed carefully along the side of its face almost lovingly.
“I have rewritten the limitations of the human body itself” a low growl vibrated through her chest. “I command life, infection, the very thing humanity fears most.”
Diedra’s eyes slowly lifted towards where you hid, “And through all these years…” A smile spread across her face.
“....every discovery….strain…evolution….was built with you in mind~”
You watched her carefully, your body and face frozen with fear.
“I wanted a world where nothing could ever take you away from me again” her voice lowered into something almost painful.
Silence filled the room briefly until Diedra’s smile widened further.
“But you abandoned me…” the lights in the laboratory flicked ever so slightly. “...you left me alone in a world too small to contain what I was becoming..”
“Now look at me…...look at what your absence created” her expression darkened with obsession.
“I have longed for your presence my beloved…..” a deep rumbling growl escaped from her chest.
“....and now….I found you…..and I don’t intend on letting you slip through my fingers again~”
Without you noticing, the male corpse took a hold of you from above the gurney you were hiding behind.
“Ah!” You screamed, struggling against the corpse’s grasp as he pulled you onto your feet and dragged you towards Diedra.
“There you are~” Diedra hummed as Victor would, using the back of her hand to carefully caress your cheek.
“This can’t be real…you….you aren’t Victor…” you cried softly.
“Oh….” Diedra tilted her head once more, Victor’s grin still etched across her face.
“I know you ache for me to consume every part of you…” her voice slithered warmly through the dim room as she leaned dangerously close to your ear.
“After all…” A soft chuckle escaped her throat. “...I know your body better than anyone else ever could~”
A pleasurable chill shot violently down your spine, your legs trembling uncontrollably as a result.
“Ah…” you let out a soft moan, a deep blush forming across your cheek. “No…it…it can’t be….you’re a monster!” you screamed.
BANG
The head of the corpse holding you whipped back, their body toppling backwards onto the cold marble floors.
Diedra’s head snapped towards the direction of the shot, her expression hardening.
“Leon!” You gasped in relief.
“Y/n, come on” Leon gestured you to come on over to him with a tilt of his head.
Ushering past Diedra, you rushed into his arms, holding onto his chest tightly.
Leon immediately wrapped an arm securely around you, pulling you tightly against his body while keeping his gun trained forward.
“You okay?” he asked lowly.
You nodded shakily against him, your fingers desperately grasping at the fabric of his jacket.
But the moment Victor witnessed you run willingly into this stranger’s arms…something inside him snapped.
Deep within the hive connection, a violent surge of rage erupted through Gideon’s body. The emotion bled directly into Diedra like poison flooding into her veins.
A deep animalistic growl rumbled unnaturally through her chest as Victor’s fury overtook her completely.
“You cling to him…” Diedra’s voice trembled with restrained wrath.
“....as though he could ever protect you from me” her hollow eyes stared directly onto Leon.
Leon’s jaw tightened instantly, “Yeah? Wanna test that theory?” he flicked the switch of his Requiem weapon, a sign that it was loaded and ready to be fired.
A distorted laugh suddenly escaped Diedra’s throat, but beneath the laughter was unmistakable jealousy.
“I guess……..the next move is yours……Leon” Diedra shrugged her shoulders and walked over to a tray of surgical equipment.
“Professor please, you have to tell us what we can do to help you” you pleaded with her, naively thinking that this whole situation was because she got infected with a virus and was exhibiting signs of delirium.
Her eyes looked towards you, her hand picking up a scalpel ever so gently. “Do you know why I take delight in utilizing a scalpel, Leon?”
He remained silent, his expression unreadable but he was determined to protect you no matter the cost.
“Because they carve through the human flesh without the slightest difficulty” Diedra smirked and traced the sharp scalpel across her neck.
“No!” you screamed, pulling away from Leon and charging towards her.
“Wait y/n!” Leon gasped, rushing to stop you.
Blood dripped from her neck like a never-ending waterfall, her body going limp and falling to the floor like a marionette with its strings cut.
“No, no, no!” you cried softly, cradling Diedra’s head to comfort her in her last moments. “Please god no!”
Leon holstered his weapon, eyes heavy with sorrow as he watched you cradle her close to your body.
“Diedra…” you cried, tears dripping down your eyes.
“I'm sorry y/n…she's gone…” Leon kneeled down beside you and gently caressed your back.
“Who could have done this to her?” You looked at him with tearful eyes.
“I don't know..”.
“I looked under her eyes and saw black tendrils moving. They looked exactly like the tendrils in these cadavers here.”
“Are you sure?” His brows raised in suspicion.
“Yeah….I think she was infected with something.”
Suddenly, black tendrils slowly slithered their way out of Diedra's neck.
You gasped, watching in curiosity as they moved and squirmed around as if trying to find a new host.
“Shit. I've seen this before” he leaned in closer to you to get a good glimpse at it.
“Really? Where?” you curiously asked.
“In Valdelobos, Spain. I was sent there to rescue the president's daughter, Ashley.”
“Holy shit. Wait, maybe if you search the cameras of the local airports, you could see who took a trip to that town? Find out who's been extracting the viruses from there and spreading them?”
“I would have to search through hundreds of hours of CCTV footage, y/n. We don't have that kind of time, especially with this bio-terrorist on the loose.”
“Get Sherry to do it. I'm sure she can come up with an algorithm to find specific characteristics in people that seem out of the ordinary.”
“How do you know about Sherry?” Leon cracked a curious smile.
“I do my research, Leon,” you chuckled.
“I can see that. And what specific characteristics would you want so that she can set the parameters?”
“Look for strange mutations and odd behavior. Typically, bio-terrorists give themselves away simply by looking different than the normal person or they act extremely nervous.”
“Are you sure you aren't a DSO agent?”
“Leon” you sighed cutely, playfully shaking your head.
“Just tell Sherry to do that. Now, help me with Professor Wilson's body…”.
Leon nodded, carefully grabbing her corpse and lifting her up to place her on an empty examination table, being careful not to let those black tendrils come into contact with his skin.
“I'm going to step out for a second to call Sherry. Are you going to be okay?” Leon softly asked.
You fell silent for a moment as you placed Diedra's cold hands on her chest, tears beginning to form in your eyes.
“No..” You fell apart quickly and rushed into Leon's arms.
“Oh” he gasped, not expecting your hug but ultimately wrapped his arms tightly around you.
“Hey…hey shh…it's okay…you're going to be okay” he whispered calmly to you, rubbing your back gently to ease your sadness.
“I knew her for years. We’ve talked so many times. She even invited me to her fucking anniversary party….and now…she’s gone..”.
“I know, but it’ll be okay.”
“Oh my gosh, Thomas!” You gasped, pulling away from his embrace.
“Who’s Thomas?”
“Her husband…I-I gotta call him…he’s gotta-” you began to panic.
“Y/n!” Leon grabbed a hold of your arms tightly.
“Huh?” you snapped out of your racing thoughts.
“Breath with me” he inhaled softly, pressing his hand gently against your chest.
You nodded, taking a hold of his wrist and following alongside him and taking a deep breath in.
“And out” Leon let out a gentle exhale.
You also exhaled, shutting your eyes and trying to calm yourself down.
“Good. Now, take a second to collect your thoughts and then call Thomas.”
“Okay” you opened your eyes to look into his soft blue ones.
“You can’t let yourself get this way, y/n. I cannot bear to see you get hurt because of this” he soothingly caressed your cheek.
“You’re stronger than you realize~”
You smiled through your gentle tears, bringing him into another hug. “Thank you Leon….you’ve always been there for me and….I just…can’t thank you enough…”.
“You need to thank me. Your presence brings me all the comfort I need” he chuckled, leaning his cheek against the top of your head.
“Argh!” Gideon grabbed one of the surgical trays and launched it across the room with such force that it cracked a section of marble on the wall.
Philip heard the commotion from the lab and rushed in, “Doctor Gideon, everything alright?”
“No…” Gideon growled lowly.
“Nothing is alright, Philip.”
The laboratory fell silent.
“Professor Diedra was merely a means to an end. She failed to obtain the information I required and now she is wasted flesh.”
Gideon’s breathing deepened, “But that is not what concerns me.”
The metal beneath his grip groaned loudly, “Leon Kennedy…” The name dripped from his lips like poison.
Gideon said nothing for a split second as Leon’s name echoed in his thoughts, then-
CRACK
The corner of his laboratory table folded inward beneath the sheer force of his grip.
“He held her!” a deep growl rumbled from his chest. “He touched her…and she ran to him” the words seemed to physically pain him.
Glass vials along the table began rattling from the force of his agitation.
“When she was frightened…” Gideon’s eyes narrowed. “When she needed comfort…” his voice dropped even further.
“She sought him….”.
Suddenly, his hand swept across the entire table, glass shatting across the laboratory floor, experimental samples bursting apart and equipment clattering against the walls.
“That should have been me!” He roared in seething rage.
Gideon’s chest rose and fell heavily for a moment….but then slowly.… a cold, calculating, and terrifying smile peered across his lips.
“Very well~” he straightened to his full height.
“If Leon Kennedy insists on placing himself between us…” A low chuckle escaped him as he turned to face Philip who remained silent but observant.
“Then I shall learn everything there is to know about him. His habits. His weakness. His fears” his smile widened even further.
“And then….” a hungry growl escaped him. “I will decide what to do with him.”
“Hey Sherry, can you do me a favor? Yeah, can you search through the CCTV footage of the airport in Spain after I rescued the president’s daughter, Ashley?” Leon spoke through his phone.
“No, just find anything out of the ordinary. Like things that would tie someone to committing acts of bio-terrorism.”
“Thanks Sherry, I still owe you one.”
After Leon hung up, he looked towards you as you frantically called Thomas’s phone.
“Is he answering?”
“No” you looked up at Leon who approached you.
“Hmm…something must’ve happened to him. Do you know their address?”
“Yeah.”
“Send me it.”
“Oh no, you aren’t going alone.”
“Y/n…” Leon tiled his head slightly. “You need to stay here.”
“I am not staying here and besides…I don’t want to find out what Carla is going to do to me after she finds the laboratory doors have been blown open” you chuckled, rushing past him to head to your office and make some calls about the damages to the lab.
After a few minutes of calls and getting reprimanded from your boss about the lab nearly being torn apart, you and Leon had finally arrived at Diedra’s address.
“This the place?” Leon asked as he put his Porsche in park in front of the home.
“Yeah” you leaned down a bit to take a good look at the house for anything out of the ordinary. “There’s lights on but…why isn’t Thomas answering?”
“Come on,” Leon said as he stepped out of his car and shut the door behind him.
Doing the same, you shut the door behind you and followed him. However, this whole scenario was strange. Thomas worked from home and he always had his phone on. So, why wasn’t he answering?
As you both reached the door, Leon made the first knock, leaning back to check for any signs of movement.
“Thomas?” you called, reaching to grab the doorknob but the door hauntingly opened by itself. “What the fuck?”
“Stay close” Leon sternly said, pulling out his requiem weapon and loading it.
“Okay” you nodded, following closely behind him, making sure to look for any clues of what had happened to Thomas.
Leon soon caught the sight of the blood as he entered the living room and lowered his weapon when the realization hit him.
“He was here…” his jaw tightened.
“But someone made sure he didn’t leave on his own.”
“What do you mean?” you ushered past Leon and stopped in your tracks when you noticed a pair of eyeballs on the floor and a pool of blood.
“Oh my gosh….” you covered your mouth in shock.
A sudden ring emanated from Leon’s pocket, giving him a heads up that someone was calling him.
“Hello?” he answered his phone, his eyes lighting up at the sound of Sherry’s voice. “Hey, that was quick. What’d you find?”
You turned your body to face Leon, waiting for him to tell you who was responsible for so much destruction.
“Okay” he nodded, moving his phone away from his ear after putting it on speaker and scrolling through his messages to find the email Sherry had sent him.
“Y/n was right about the characteristics. I found one odd person that entered the airport and sent his photo to your email Leon.”
“Did you get a chance to get a facial recognition scan?” he questioned.
“Yep. And I found out that his name is Doctor Victor Gideon.”
Your heart sunk deep into your chest at the sound of that name. “What?” you rushed over to him and looked at his phone, noticing a tall figure in a snake print coat ominously passing through the airport.
“Oh fuck me…” you murmured underneath your breath, your body beginning to tremble.
“Hey, you okay?” Leon looked at you worriedly.
“Ah….” you shut your eyes tightly, the memories flashing through your mind of what happened in the lab.
“I know you ache for me to consume every part of you…~”
Those words echoed along your mind, but instead of Diedra saying it, you saw Victor standing there in the lab with you. Saying those exact words bit by bit.
She wasn’t just infected with a virus, Victor was controlling her….and apparently he had finally found you.
“Y/n? Do you know him?” Leon’s soft voice brought you back to reality.
“No…” you lied, opening up your eyes to look at him. “I’ve never seen him before in my life.”
“Are you sure? You were shaking after Sherry mentioned his name.”
“Yeah, I’m sure.”
Leon let out a gentle sigh as he took Sherry off speaker and asked her if she could find any relevant information about his place of business and if he owned any properties. And to also send a team of agents to his location to scan for any evidence that could be used to locate this Doctor Gideon.
Once he hung up, he placed his hand against your back, “Do you want me to take you home?”
“Yeah….I’ve had a long day and….I want to be home.”
“Okay, let’s go” he flashed a reassuring smile to you before helping you out of Diedra’s house.
Once you made it back home, you changed out of your clothes and sat on your bed with a worryful expression written across your face.
How was this possible? How could Victor do all this? And why….did you lie to Leon about not knowing him? You knew everything about him. You dated him for fucks sake….but you couldn’t stomach telling him that…especially when you now knew that he would stop at nothing to obtain you.
“Oh Leon” you cried out his name as you gripped onto your stuffed bear, wishing that you had the strength to tell him about Victor but you didn’t want him to worry more than he already was.
“How many subjects do we have so far, Philip?”
“About forty, Doctor Gideon.”
“Excellent” Gideon chuckled as he looked down through the observation window into a room that contained around forty chambers filled with Thomas’s spliced blood.
“Begin by transferring the subjects into the chambers” he ordered, casually grabbing a file that contained the necessary sequences he had to follow to properly administer the strain into each subject.
“Also, make sure to properly connect the oxygen masks to their mouths, I wouldn’t want them to suffocate before integration with the strain.”
“Yes, Doctor Gideon” Philip nodded and went about to do just that.
Gideon let out a low, hungry chuckle at the sight before him. He was on the verge of creating something far greater than Elpis. Something that would reshape the future itself. And when that future arrived….he would finally reclaim the one person who had haunted his every waking thought. You.
