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For lunch my appetite wasn't that big so I decided to have a bowl of fried rice.

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What a weird duo right?? I was craving eggs & oatmeal this morning, so why not have both?! Cheese omelette, cinnamon sugar oatmeal, w/ my all time morning fave, toast w/ honey butter.

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For lunch today, I went out & grabbed some pho. Meatless btw!

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DAY 3!! My breakfast this morning. Toast w/ some honey butter, eggs, grits, waffle, & I can't forget my detox GREENS.. greens provides me my 8 servings of fruits & veggies without me having to actually eat the fruits & veggies.. how grand 😛

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Woke up late today so decided to skip breakfast & jump straight to lunch.. nothing really new, I'm eating my leftovers I had from Kona Grill last night. The penne marinara pasta, which still taste as great as last night.

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Dinner for tonight 💘 it was my first time at Kona Grill & I ordered the avocado egg rolls (first picture) then the penne Mariana pasta (second picture). It was all so delish.

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Lunch for today 😛 one of my favorite foods ordered by one of my favorite people. Speaking of that I was educated/informed that majority of the time when people decide to go vegetarian they intend to eat more carbs to make up for the meat they are not eating. Which results in weight gain rather than weight loss. So the best advice given to me today is: Be aware.. be a vegetarian, not a carb-etarian.

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My first vegetarian meal I made myself 😛pancakes (from scratch), eggs w/ some black pepper 😭, & toast with some honey butter on top 😬 & I just went ahead & drunk some water with this meal. I barely cook & I'm still learning so don't talk trash

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C'mon 2017 🎉

I am so proud/happy to say I completed my first goal of the year & that was to go audition for a gig, a dance gig but any gig. The goal was to not discourage myself no matter the competition surrounding me or the final results.. I did just that & I made the audition. I'm happy but I know I shouldn't stop here & there's way more out there for me to discover. On to some more things I have planned for myself. I recently was signed to a new business that I'm very excited for. I hope things stay on the right track for me & my whole plan for the month of February is to work harder than I've ever worked. All the way from my business, my part-time jobs, my dance rehearsals, & school. 2016 was hard for me & I'm still picking up the pieces but I plan on getting back on track VERY soon... also I decided to go vegetarian for a week. I want to try a new alternative for my diet & I believe this would be a great start. My proposal on this is to document everything I eat while using some of the products launched from my business to keep my body healthy & looking right 😛 I'm excited for all of it.

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Took a major risk today.. went to an audition at the House of Deréon. After being up late at night creating a resume, waking up early to hurry up & take/print my headshots, & calling in to work.. it all paid off in the end, I made it 🙂 Let's go 2017 🎉

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November 💘

My favorite month, also my birthday month. Not to mention, I'm making a lot of moves so far 😛

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today’s mantra

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Numero Uno ☝️

All in all, today was pretty great. I’m trying to get into the dog sitting business. So with that being said I signed up on Rover about a week ago. I was getting a little discouraged due to the fact, I shared my profile everywhere & I wasn’t getting any clients. So peep this, last night I was scrolling through my tl & I saw this video of an American pit bull terrier & I was “man those dogs are so cool. Like I really would love to see one in person.”

So boom that happened. Next day (today) came around & I got a Rover message.. I thought it was from the Rover team but it wasn’t. This lady wanted to book me to walk her dogs while she is out of town. We talked it all out, prices, days, time, etc. then we decided to do a meet & greet so I can meet her & her dogs I’ll be taking care of. So I went to her home, went in, & guess what kind of dog she had.. AN AMERICAN PIT BULL TERRIER. The huge ones I saw on the video. I was like ooohhmyygoodd. Like I was so excited, I was playing with the dog like crazy.. hugging it & shit. Then I started thinking.. just yesterday I said I wanted to see a bull terrier in person & then boom! Not only did I get to see one, I get to take care of it for a week & I booked my first client!!

As you can see I’m extremely happy. It’s good money when it comes to the dog sitting business but that’s not what I’m in it for. I love dogs in general. Everyone who knows me can tell you that. Although it does feel good doing what I love & getting paid 💸 at the same time. Not to mention Empire came on tonight & Supernatural.. it’s lit!!

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How Many Times?

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Gotta start somewhere.

Idk about y'all, but 2016 has been the roughest year for me. I can't complain that much due to the fact I'm still here walking & breathing.. & I'm blessed & grateful for that. Other than that, I experienced some of the hardest obstacles I ever had to overcome.. financially, mentally, etc. I decided to just start over. My plan was to start over in the year of 2017 (basic new year, new me like shit) but as time went on I was thinking about what exactly I was going to do to turn everything around, then I was just like.. what am I waiting for? I set some goals for myself & I started taking steps in order to pursue them properly. I promised myself to go hard in whatever I chose to get into, don't slack, be the best. The main reason I am writing this blog is to not only share my process but to gain confidence in everything I'm about to do... maybe one day I'll look back & read this over & remember what exactly I went through to get where I will be. It took a lot of courage for me to even start this blog. First I found it embarrassing but you gotta start somewhere.