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[shareecherie]

It’s been storming almost every evening here lately and I wonder if my baby has been sleeping better between the thunder and rain. Gosh, I want to share her sweet little face with the whole world but learning more and more how scary the world is when it comes to children doesn’t make it worth a social media post at all.

Y’all are just going to have to believe me when I say she’s reeeeally cute!

[shareecherie]

Having a hard time adjusting to the bob. It’s not the cut itself. My hairstylist always delivers. I’m just having a hard time styling it myself and seeing it as “me”. If I can patiently grow my hair out from shaving it, this shouldn’t be too hard.

Sometimes I’ll type a post about my hair and think “ITS JUST HAIR WHY DOES IT MATTERRRRRR AND WHO CARES” and then I hear what people say about hair and Leo rising.

[artemisiasea]

Summer storms in New Orleans are so wickedly beautiful

[serpenstars]

@shareecherie is the sun incarnate btw 🌞

[shareecherie]

Getting to be around you and having you in my home made my heart’s capacity to be full even bigger.

[shareecherie]

I’ll be mermaid length-haired mom again in a few years. For now I want and need the time and energy to keep it up and not have it constantly pulled and snapped by tiny hands and feet.

[shareecherie]

Life, of the many things it is, truly is an amalgamation of never-ending lessons and fucking up. It’s nice when in hindsight something is for the better.

[shareecherie]

In My Room by Julia Wolf is absolutely sucker-punching me in the heart. It’s officially on the short list of songs I cannot listen to without crying.

It seems I could never get the relationship thing right. I don’t want to chase or be chased by any of my exes, but I do wonder if any of them think about me. I think about some of them deeply and the others in passing. I don’t think that’s strange or that many would find it strange, thinking about things and people that were meaningful. But I still hope no one takes that in a way I don’t mean it.

I wish I handled so much differently and that I was handled differently too. Better.

At the same time, I’m not so sure I’d have my daughter today if things didn’t go the way they did.

[shareecherie]

I think I’m ready to leave tumblr for good soon. Something is telling me to delete it but I know I could just leave it be.

[shareecherie]

➿➰!

[audiojunkyard]

[shareecherie]

Some things in my phone, pt. ???

[shareecherie]

My wardrobe is mostly black with some white and earth tones but ever since I had my daughter my world feels so much more colorful that my wardrobe feels drab. I guess it was a little more than just a visual taste. I’ve thrifted such a colorful pair of pants and a skirt.

[rianphin]

i'm sorry but playing love games when the world is collapsing is insane everyone should be being vulnerable and in love...

[shareecherie]

My baby is a little over 4 months old. I hold our nightly routine so dear. She gets a warm bath every night and as soon as I sit her in her tub she smiles so big. Once we are ready to put her to sleep, I read to her and she nurses during or after. I looked down at her tonight while reading and she was marveling at the illustrations in Where The Wild Things Are and then smiling at me.

If I lose my memories or mind when I grow old, I hope my brain still manages to take me to these moments. I cherish them so much. It breaks my heart that infancy is such a short time.

[shareecherie]

hi

[shareecherie]

1. My cat is back home. 🖤

2. Had a very lovely, very Florida weekend.

3. My hair is back to as long as it was before I shaved my head but I’m presently choosing between a mullety cut (again, but the long will be long) or a bob.

4. My baby saw her first rainbow the other day. 🩷🌈

[shareecherie]

In that same breath I must say it’s also the most beautiful thing full of the deepest love.