There Is Still Time @shark-citrus - Tumblr Blog

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my name is milo (i also go by mauve, Jonathan, fawn or lemon) i turn 16 on june 2nd. my favorite animals are sharks and cats. like to do art and skateboard. im in the fandoms bungo stray dogs and class of 09. i love citrus fruits. i want to be an underwater photographer when im an adult.

protect trans people. protect immigrants. protect women. protect queer people. protect endangered species.

i struggle with ed. i am trying stop to drinking and sh. i mainly interact with shedblr.

i am trans, omni and poly.

i am diagnosed with schizoaffective depressive type sometimes post/rb stuff about psychosis.

some people who are important to me

partner @polyamoryfan9784

best friends @my-melodys-bakery @lilacbunnyarchive my other one, atlas, is not on tumblr

very kind and smart father figures @frogdadmechsuit @unfed-undead

pica userbox made by my friend @stonedead-and-incomplete

im so overrated

i will sneak out at 12 am

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my entire life is an ao3 author curse

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Bro you just pump out banger after banger post

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pumping them out like cum

my entire life is an ao3 author curse

sixth grade winter break was the downfall of my life

im cold

eebie

The apple they fed to snow white wasnt poision at all it was just a red delicious

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the "you should call an ambulance bc psychosis is a medical emergency" take is still crazy to me. like, sure, maybe for some people, but for me its just another tuesday? some of us are just consistently psychotic and its gonna feel a lot less like an emergency then.

exactly!!!!!!!

without my current antipsychotic I experience chronic psychosis. I am never really out of an episode. my level of psychosis might be lower but it's not gone

even on my current antipsychotic I still experience the occasional bout of psychosis. I even told my friend last night (the one who I was worried was transmitting hidden messages to me through YouTube videos) that I was feeling really paranoid and that's why I didn't want to smoke (I don't want to make my paranoia/psychosis worse). his response wasn't "call an ambulance" it was "okay, let me know if you need support"

and obviously that's a little different because he's a close friend of mine, not a stranger I'm walking up to on the street, but the point still stands.

for the majority of people with a psychotic disorder, who make up a majority of people you encounter in psychosis, there is no emergency happening. the emergency room will do nothing but traumatize them, abuse them, throw them into [more] debt, and waste their time because the ER can do absolutely nothing to help their psychosis. even in a world where involuntary hospitalization wasn't traumatic (which is impossible by nature of it being involuntary) often psych wards can't do anything either!

for many of the people that others encounter in psychosis they have already tried dozens of psych meds and treatments and they haven't worked and/or they're too fucking poor to access them. a psych ward or ER won't give someone's brain the ability to respond to an antipsychotic. a psych ward or ER puts people further into debt, it doesn't help people pay for the psych meds that do help.