ryan

tw// eating disorder active March 2026

[sharp-edgez]

WELCOME TO MY PAGE

Ryan // 20yrs // he/him

i love to chitchat, feel free to dm me (if you are NOT a minor 🩶)!

ive been on tumblr since 2016, im not new the account is

if you do not like this account do me a favor and hit the block button, this account is the only thing ive got right now and id appreciate if it didnt get deleted

[skinnyprettygirlsblog]

All I wanted was to be you.

[sharp-edgez]

sorry for the inactivity :p went home for a little bit but i was able to weigh myself and im officially down 13lbs 🥳

[imissmywings]

I will not 🗑️ge.

I will not 🗑️ge. no matter how bad this week is.

I will not 🗑️ge. even if someone offers me something.

I will not 🗑️ge. and waste my progress to summer

I will not 🗑️ge. so I can look the best at the beach.

I will not 🗑️ge. so someone will finally be concerned or care about me

I will not 🗑️ge. even if it means c/s

Only I’m in control of my body.

I will be pure.

[allforyoumyuglybody]

Hey so

4n blog ettiquete/general advice:

hide ur likes

use only relevant hashtags

dont use any hashtags on reblogged posts

turn off mentioning

have blurr images on - always (you dont need to see what some people will send you)

Use the readmore function to your advantage! and to everyone elses comfortability! (hide shit :D)

use abreviated or coded words - especially when reblogging.

have at least a basic bio indicating ur age and ur 3d

please please dont use a fan or side account :(

and please remember that ur experience in this will probably be different from someone elses - and it heavily changes with age abd size. Just be nice - people are already so mean in their own heads. If you want to call someone p1ggy or something cruel go to those designated sections. Just bcs youd appreciate something doesnt mean someone else will :D

I think thats all i immediately noticed :D

going back to old school rules :D

[marrschaoticplanet]

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[morisemper-deactivated20240831]

[gracemace]

me every morning in front of the mirror

[keepingitslim]

Crappy food isn’t a reward

It’s a punishment

[misssmelancholy]

Originally posted on my old account (/ _ ; ) made by me!

[vanillab4e]

I hate when ppl say "dw its just water weight" like who tf cares just get it off my body please

[futilefemme]

it’s your choice.

[preflurityyyy]

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

[ihavetobethinagain]

how i wanna look this summer

[wxnnab3ana]

reblog if u h8 your stomach

[sharp-edgez]

so punk i dont even buy food

fuck capatilism for making us think we need to eat

[sharp-edgez]

meal log

breakfast: -

lunch: zbar (150cals)

dinner: bbq chips (340cals) snickers (250)

total: 740

burned: -250

net: 490

had a bad day today :/ the junkorexic tendencies got me but it is alright! im telling myself that this is fuel for tomorrows show and will be back at my normal numbers in no time. i was able to burn a lot of it off anyways in rehearsal tonight so im not too upset right now (even if the guilt is keeping me awake lol)

[sharp-edgez]

meanspo except im just really mad at myself

i cant believe you couldnt spend more then 72 hours without stuffing your face. do you think anybody would look at you eating a bag of chips and a candy bar and think your anorexic? if anything they think youre gross and unhealthy, your body makes more sense to them. while you were sitting and debating what you should eat the people who could ACTUALLY stick to their goals were laughing because they know the scale will be lower, and you cant say the same, can you? its really up to you if you want to live your life as a miserable fat piece of shit and your actions arent really proving that youre not comfortable being exactly that. do us all a favor and skip that next meal, maybe have a little bit of self control next time. lord knows you need it.

[sharp-edgez]

150cals today and i wasted the rest of my money on food that didnt even get delivered so i officially have 0 dollars to my name and want to die 👍