"Just a little prick."

RULES

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update

sorry for being so inactive lately, i had to go into urgent care last week and i’m finally going to get to some rest. i’m not sure if i am ready to make consistent replies but if you want to talk you can contact me. if you want my discord just ask. if we are mutuals than that means i still welcome you to talk to me.

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i have a really busy week ahead of me, so i sent in a reply per person this week. There are currently five drafts in the works. Slowly, but surely they will be done.

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@yokaicanhandleit​ : enatsu - lazy boy ( ask response here )

“Why it’s 2019 and I do have a few at home...” Entertaining the idea, but not whole heartedly as his japanese boyfriend prefered to enjoy the pleasure of modern technology rather than the classics. Sometimes before falling asleep at night, he would ponder about how their relationship stays afloat. After all, Liu was only six more years into becoming a fifty year old man. Most people lose their patience with such a blunt person. Yet, who could hate someone who never lies? Certainly not Tze Long.

The hongkongese went in for a kiss on the lips after he let out his laugh. “So can I take that as a yes? We can order some pizza and cuddle while we wait for it to arrive.” Liu sat down wrapping his arm around Masaru’s waist to draw him away from yokai. The older knew just how to keep his lover focus on him and away from work. “I will even let you pick the movie and what toppings we get. Of course the food will be paid by me too.”

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plotted AU starter for ; ☆.｡.:* @shatteredamn .｡.:*☆

     Tess walked the halls of the base, she, unlike most managed to gain Skull’s trust. Though as the days went by she began to realize just how mad this man was, but nonetheless, she stayed. It seemed like she could use him, instead of the other way around. Nodding as she passed the other officers she continued her daily walk of the base. Blue heels clicking on the stone ground, she hated this floor, it scuffed her shoes. Pitty. Sighing she began to notice doors had been opened that shouldn’t have been opened, brow raised she followed the doorways till she noticed a young man who seemed to be quite out of place.

      Odd. She didn’t remember seeing this man around, then again there were so many. Guards, Soldiers, Scientists, Ranking officials and of course Skulls inner circle. But this young man rang no bells. 

     “First day on the job? Or are you spying? Either way, you shouldn’t be here.” She crossed her arms, joking of course, who would be dumb enough to spy on this fully manned base. Unless they were either crazy or wanting to die. “Tell me, who gave you the passcodes to get through those doors, only those with Skulls permission can have those codes.” Blue hues eyed the stranger who stood before her, handsome as he maybe she knew better than to let that distract her. “And you… Frankly, do not seem like the type that would have them, your outfit seems to be all wrong and you look kinda lost.” Tess, unlike most officers around, would rather play with the person than just turn them in. 

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@tesrqt : tess - superior member of hydra 

A hand reached over to cover the yawn that escape passed his lips. Erik turned around to meet the person he was going to gather intel on and learn more about Hydra’s current objective. Ocean blue hues staring at the woman carefully. Today marked the beginning of his mission. After being found by Rainbow’s very own “Nøkk” from the Jager Corps in Afghanistan, Thorn had received word from “Harry” to go undercover. Months went by building a reputation under the name “Damien Marshall” before becoming a soldier of Hydra. Blending in proved difficult at first, but he learned to adapt quickly. Kabul trained him to mesh well in a crowd. No one questioned his actions and ability to drive conversation helped draw attention away from him.

“Well I wouldn’t call myself a rookie, but I was arranged to meet with someone half an hour ago.” More than happy to play along with her game. At this moment, the massachusetts born operator was not himself and nothing should stop him from breaking character. He worked hard to get this far. “Have you seen this woman? I’m suppose to be working under her starting today.” Erik held out his phone to reveal a photo of Tess, expression soft, waiting to see what kind of reaction she made. It was clear no one informed her about his arrival nor their partnership. Thorn had to fill in the gaps it seems. Tess would be logical to be suspicious considering his attire covered everything but his arms. Tattoo exposed and leather gloves protected his hands. No need for any scientific armor as a long brown scarf draped over the neck seemed to be enough for him. Definitely no where close to the typical uniforms other soldier donned.

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                                 What is your tarot card?

You got: The Hermit

You’re an introspective person who’s content with their own company. But even though you’re introverted, you’re not a loner. People often seek you out for advice or even good conversation because you’re thoughtful and analytical, and you’re happy to help them out — in small doses.

Taken from: @tesrqt​ ( thanks moon ! ) Tagging: @silentstep-caveira​ , @yokaicanhandleit​ , @gromzofia​ , @secretum-mori​ , & anyone else who wants to do this too.

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@gromzofia - דובשנית / honey ( ask response here )

Soft whispers never failed to make the Israeli flinch, not out of fear nor discomfort, but pleasantly sent a tickling sensation from her lover. Harsh winter weather upon them meant more snuggling under mountains of blankets simply to keep warm. Content and calmed after yet another eternal afternoon spent leading recruits under her wing. Any person who acted out of line felt her threatening gaze behind coal tinted shades. Only one person who went by the codename of “IQ” successfully broke through her serious, arrogant demeanor.

Arms wrapped around Monika pushed her closer to Eliza. “I love you דובשנית (duv-sha-nit.)” Nothing beat an evening cuddling with her kitten. Tomorrow was her rotation off which meant they could go a date to Weiss’ choice location. Mental note to ask about confirming their plans aside, the FBI SWAT operator sensed something was bothering the GSG 9 member. “Monika, did something happen today? You’re facing me today and I know you prefer spooning?” She did mention that she was heading to her favorite rock climbing course, but she always leaves happily? Something did transpire and it was Eliza’s job to comfort her.

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“Oh sorry. You’re right.” Eyes looking to the right to avoid his gaze for a moment, the room in perfect silence, before moving to the very next page. Fingers sliding between strong printed paper echoed. “One by one, Fox’s friends came to the clearing. First squirrel and Weasel, then Bear, Deer and Bird and, finally, Rabbit, Mouse and others came to sit by Fox.” Bandaged fingers wrapped themselves around Touma’s slow enough for the american to not take notice of his actions. “Fox had been loved by everyone. He had been kind and caring. No one could imagine life in the forest without him.”

‘He really must have been loved by all the animals for so many to come.’ Jordan thought. It was strange considering Trace grew up thinking rather negatively about the animal since it could kill those caged in farms in his home country, To see Fox as the main character gave him a new perspective. 

“The animals sat in silence for a very long time...” Death is a change no one found easy to overcome. Even when you are in a mission or defending yourself against the enemy. It was common, but it still did not stop it from stinging any less. Whether you knew the person on a deeper level to simply exchanging a greeting, that person walked the earth and breathed just like everyone else. No one deserves to die a painful or sudden death. Yet, Fox was one of the lucky ones. Fox died during his time, content and with a peace of mind. No regrets, a fulfilled life, and left happily at home. 

It was unfair...A fist formed, squeezing the japanese operator’s hand. Both the women he loved dearly left him. His mother a few years ago suddenly and now his beloved sister died a month ago to a lost battle with cancer. It really sunk deep in his mind. It angered him that they could not receive such a blessed death. But, both of them had their time to walk the earth. At least they had the chance to see the world with the time they had. Even if it was not ideal when they ceased to walk. The FBI SWAT member let go of Hyousuke’s hand when he realized what he had done. “Shit!” Breath hitched. “I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you...I guess I wasn’t ready for this conversation yet.” 

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“Is it that obvious? ” Said completely out of character since he was never one to care about how others viewed him. Cautious as Marius and Liu promised to keep their relationship a secret until they were ready to open up about it, but that might not be the case considering Gustave, of all people, knew how much closer they were becoming. Kateb spent most of his hours holed up in his office, so someone else must have hinted upon it or the possibility of Streicher opening up to someone was not entirely thrown out the window either. The frenchman seemed to be the type someone could trust their life to after all. “Marius gives off this...ah what is it the americans say? Vi..Vibe yes! Which contrasts how he really feels. He comes off arrogant when deep down he seems to have a few insecurities. I want to help him be more comfortable with himself and others.”

Explaining himself did not assist in making this sound any more like just a friendly gesture. With the amount of details Liu was providing...yeah it sounded as if the forty four year old man had a crush after all. Well maybe this injury could be a chance to talk to someone about his german sweetheart. Gustave seemed to be open more about the difficult topic, yet the toxin operator has no clue about his relationship with Giles outside the lines of being friends and comrades in arms. Perhaps Tze Long could help the mountain convince rainbow’s overworked to get more rest. Those white hairs were definitely the product of stress with a dash of no sleep. “I would love another cup while we wait. I’ll think about what to say to Marius in the meantime.” Better to be in the dark than pry too much into Gustave’s messages. Multiple operators bother the poor frenchman any time of day which led to little to no privacy unless pages deep writing with gloved fingers. Liu could at least give him that.

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Blog promo for Liu “Lesion”  Tze Long of Rainbow.

asks, threads, and memes are all welcome on this blog. please reblog this post if you wish to interact. a message or ask will be sent your way if you like this as well.

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he’s so beautiful i wanna cry

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my draft list in no particular order :

doc? more like love doktor

guess they’re benching me ;D

the stars know what’s up

who knew the big guy was a softie?

doc please take a break it’s your day!

thermite stop being sad wtf

five more minutes please...

nothing says i love you like self care!

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UPDATED MUSE LIST

Available Muses :

Liu “Lesion” Tze Long

Elena “Mira” María Álvarez

Jordan “Thermite” Trace

Eun Hye “Dokkaebi” Nam

Available upon request

Adriano “Maestro” Martello

Monika “IQ” Weiss

Sébastien “Buck” Côté

Selectively accepting requests

Eliza “Ash” Cohen

Erik “Maverick” Thorn

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Happy Birthday to our GROM operator, Elżbieta!

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Also, Thermite Hand Aesthetics 

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Rainbow Six Siege: Mira Elite Set - Available now

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My internet went down last night after trying to answer/send a few asks that wouldn’t send and I kept my drafts saved on notes. I’ll push them tonight! Sorry for the wait everyone.

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Love it? Most people couldn't stand the faint scent of oil pressed against her clothing, but the younger operator seemed to enjoy pressing herself against the collar of Elena’s shirt. The spaniard reached over to touch the black locks usually kept in a neatly woven braid, yet stopped by quickly moving her hand to her side when Pereira moved back to stretch. Laughter overflowing as Taina joyously roamed, seeing her express any sort of emotion made Álvarez’s stomach spill out butterflies. Grateful to witness such a rare occasion right in front of her.

“No lo puedo creer! Pero no hace nada. Tu misma echastes las ganas de camin-”  She argued before being interrupted by hands squishing her cheeks...and a sudden kiss with no warning whatsoever. Eyes looking to the left immediately, a light blush crept up, and at a loss for words. Surely this was a friendly kiss right or one of these in the moment kisses. Either way she thought about it, Elena kissed Taina’s cheek back out of habit. (form of greeting) Dazed by the situation in its entirety.