Hey! So this is drabble number #31 “I shouldn’t have even been there and #32 ” I don’t know why I am crying" these were requested by @hwusoph so thanks to her. This is a mcxlance fic and to tell I haven’t done lance before so forgive me if you all find this trash anyways I hope you enjoy!!
warnings: language I guess…
time set : after the model romance date.
I entered my room with a bang. Addi came running to see whether I have hurt myself or what but was relieved to see me okay. She helped me come inside and I sat on the couch.
“ Thank God you are back. I thought I have to sleep in this apartment alone today.” She joked. I didn’t respond “ Hey are you okay Crystal?” She asked
“ No I am not okay.” I finally said
“ Why what happened?” She asked growing worried.
“ You know Addi I shouldn’t have even been there.” I said
“ What why? I thought you said that it is just to take a revenge from Bianca.”
“ Yeah I know that but going out with Lance didn’t worked out quite well. I think that I have some feelings for him.”
“ Whaaaat?!?!” Addi said shocked “ But Crystal-”
“ I know I know that it can’t happen and will never happen he is with Bianca and he seems happy with her no matter how she is I just can’t help it Addi and I don’t want to do anything to actually ruin their relationship but…”
“ Crystal…I think you are tired today get some rest we will talk about this tomorrow okay?” She said smiling Addi is like this only she knows when I want to talk or when I do not wanna talk and I appreciate her for that
“ Yeah I think that it is a good idea” I say standing up from the couch.
“ Goodnight” She said going in her room.
“ Goodnight” I said. I locked the door and sat on my bed. ’ why I have to like him of all people. He is with Bianca and he is happy he will never ever be happy with you. Let him be happy’ I thought to myself before sighing and getting up to change my clothes.
I think about today’s evening how nice it was. He was opening up to me, sharing things. I have never seen Lance being as he is he was always what Bianca use to make him. Why did I even accept the offer of going out with him?
Next day came in a rush. I came out of my room and saw Addi on the breakfast table with food ready.
“ Hey good morning” I said
“ Good morning do you feel better?” She asks
“ Yeah better than yesterday thanks”
“ Come and have something. You remember we have to go to the fashion show by Marianne?” She says
“ Oh! I forgot about that but yeah we have to go.” I say taking a sip from my coffee.
Then I remember something dangerous. Lance is gonna be there. He is the main model today. Oh Fuck!. I was thinking to avoid him as much as I can so that I don’t say something that wouldn’t give a good result. But the universe loves to play jokes on me.
I was so lost in my thoughts I didn’t gave attention to what Addison spoke. She noticed that I wasn’t paying attention so she poked at my arm.
“ Were you paying attention to what did I just said?” She asks
“ I said that Lance is gonna be there too. Will you be able to handle that?”
After breakfast we both went to our rooms to get ready. I took a shower then opened my closet to check what to wear. I decided to wear a long black cocktail dress which was my favourite. I slipped it on and went to check myself in the mirror.
Damn! I look good I thought. I decided to leave my hair loose in waves. I came out of the room and saw Addi was already waiting for me.
“ Wow! You look good” She says
“ Thanks you don’t look bad yourself” I say
“ Hehe Thank you now lets go before we get late”
We arrive at the hall after 30 minutes. Wow! This is seriously a large event. I step out of the car and my stomach drops when I see Lance coming towards me. I quickly walk away from him. He calls my name but I didn’t pay attention to him.
The show starts shortly after. Addi is clearly enjoying the show by sitting next to Marianne. I on the other hand just want this show to finish so that I don’t have to talk to Lance once.
Then I notice something Lance is on the stage but Bianca is not there! Why is that? Didn’t she knew that there was a show tonight? The show finally ends after 3 hours. I am glad I didn’t get to talk to him. But again the universe hates me. Lance came to me and said
“ Hi Lance. You did a nice job today.”
“ Thanks , uhh well Crys-” I cut him off
“ I am sorry Lance I have to go bye” But before I could take a step I feel Lance’s hand on my arm stopping me.
“ Crystal wait. I have to talk to you. It will take a few minutes I promise”
I take a deep breath and say “ Okay but make it fast”
“ Can we go in the garden”
“ Uhh sure” We reach the garden. I turn to face him. Oh god! He looks flawless right now.
“ Crystal… Bianca broke up with me” he finally says
“ What?!?!? I thought you both were happy” I asked shocked
“ We were, but then on that day when we went to the model show I felt I am more comfortable with you than Bianca.”
“… then after I went home with Bianca, I confessed that I am more happy being with you Crystal and not her so she just broke up with me” he continues “ You don’t have to feel the same way Crystal but I wanted to tell you this”
I sit on the bench and a tear slides down my cheek. Lance grows worried and says
“ Crystal? What happened why are you crying? Did I just said something wrong?”
“ No you said nothing wrong. I don’t know why I am crying.” I say
“ Hey don’t cry. Here take this” He hands me a handkerchief. I swipe my tears and take a deep breath before saying
“ I need to tell you a thing too Lance” He looks at me. “ I…I too felt that I am happy being with you but I felt that nothing could happen between us because you were with Bianca that is why I was avoiding you” and great now I have a word vomit. This is the reason that I was afraid of.“ I am sorry I didn’t have the coura-”
I was cut off by Lance’s lips on mine engulfing a sweet kiss. I pull back slowly I smile plastered on my face. He is smiling too.
“ I didn’t know you liked me too” he smirked.
He pulls me in for another kiss that makes my heart flutter.
Well this is it. I hope you liked it. It was fun to write this. So I am waiting for some for requests feel free to send. I am free so will do them all. Thanks for reading ;)