Hey! So this is drabble number #31 âI shouldnât have even been there and #32 â I donât know why I am crying" these were requested by @hwusoph so thanks to her. This is a mcxlance fic and to tell I havenât done lance before so forgive me if you all find this trash anyways I hope you enjoy!!
warnings: language I guessâŚ
time set : after the model romance date.
I entered my room with a bang. Addi came running to see whether I have hurt myself or what but was relieved to see me okay. She helped me come inside and I sat on the couch.
â Thank God you are back. I thought I have to sleep in this apartment alone today.â She joked. I didnât respond â Hey are you okay Crystal?â She asked
â No I am not okay.â I finally said
â Why what happened?â She asked growing worried.
â You know Addi I shouldnât have even been there.â I said
â What why? I thought you said that it is just to take a revenge from Bianca.â
â Yeah I know that but going out with Lance didnât worked out quite well. I think that I have some feelings for him.â
â Whaaaat?!?!â Addi said shocked â But Crystal-â
â I know I know that it canât happen and will never happen he is with Bianca and he seems happy with her no matter how she is I just canât help it Addi and I donât want to do anything to actually ruin their relationship butâŚâ
â CrystalâŚI think you are tired today get some rest we will talk about this tomorrow okay?â She said smiling Addi is like this only she knows when I want to talk or when I do not wanna talk and I appreciate her for that
â Yeah I think that it is a good ideaâ I say standing up from the couch.
â Goodnightâ She said going in her room.
â Goodnightâ I said. I locked the door and sat on my bed. â why I have to like him of all people. He is with Bianca and he is happy he will never ever be happy with you. Let him be happyâ I thought to myself before sighing and getting up to change my clothes.
I think about todayâs evening how nice it was. He was opening up to me, sharing things. I have never seen Lance being as he is he was always what Bianca use to make him. Why did I even accept the offer of going out with him?
Next day came in a rush. I came out of my room and saw Addi on the breakfast table with food ready.
â Hey good morningâ I said
â Good morning do you feel better?â She asks
â Yeah better than yesterday thanksâ
â Come and have something. You remember we have to go to the fashion show by Marianne?â She says
â Oh! I forgot about that but yeah we have to go.â I say taking a sip from my coffee.
Then I remember something dangerous. Lance is gonna be there. He is the main model today. Oh Fuck!. I was thinking to avoid him as much as I can so that I donât say something that wouldnât give a good result. But the universe loves to play jokes on me.
I was so lost in my thoughts I didnât gave attention to what Addison spoke. She noticed that I wasnât paying attention so she poked at my arm.
â Were you paying attention to what did I just said?â She asks
â No sorry whatâs up?â
â I said that Lance is gonna be there too. Will you be able to handle that?â
â Yeah I will trust meâ
After breakfast we both went to our rooms to get ready. I took a shower then opened my closet to check what to wear. I decided to wear a long black cocktail dress which was my favourite. I slipped it on and went to check myself in the mirror.
Damn! I look good I thought. I decided to leave my hair loose in waves. I came out of the room and saw Addi was already waiting for me.
â Wow! You look goodâ She says
â Thanks you donât look bad yourselfâ I say
â Hehe Thank you now lets go before we get lateâ
We arrive at the hall after 30 minutes. Wow! This is seriously a large event. I step out of the car and my stomach drops when I see Lance coming towards me. I quickly walk away from him. He calls my name but I didnât pay attention to him.
The show starts shortly after. Addi is clearly enjoying the show by sitting next to Marianne. I on the other hand just want this show to finish so that I donât have to talk to Lance once.
Then I notice something Lance is on the stage but Bianca is not there! Why is that? Didnât she knew that there was a show tonight? The show finally ends after 3 hours. I am glad I didnât get to talk to him. But again the universe hates me. Lance came to me and said
â Hi Lance. You did a nice job today.â
â Thanks , uhh well Crys-â I cut him off
â I am sorry Lance I have to go byeâ But before I could take a step I feel Lanceâs hand on my arm stopping me.
â Crystal wait. I have to talk to you. It will take a few minutes I promiseâ
I take a deep breath and say â Okay but make it fastâ
â Can we go in the gardenâ
â Uhh sureâ We reach the garden. I turn to face him. Oh god! He looks flawless right now.
â What you wanna say?â
â Crystal⌠Bianca broke up with meâ he finally says
â What?!?!? I thought you both were happyâ I asked shocked
â We were, but then on that day when we went to the model show I felt I am more comfortable with you than Bianca.â
â⌠then after I went home with Bianca, I confessed that I am more happy being with you Crystal and not her so she just broke up with meâ he continues â You donât have to feel the same way Crystal but I wanted to tell you thisâ
I sit on the bench and a tear slides down my cheek. Lance grows worried and says
â Crystal? What happened why are you crying? Did I just said something wrong?â
â No you said nothing wrong. I donât know why I am crying.â I say
â Hey donât cry. Here take thisâ He hands me a handkerchief. I swipe my tears and take a deep breath before saying
â I need to tell you a thing too Lanceâ He looks at me. â IâŚI too felt that I am happy being with you but I felt that nothing could happen between us because you were with Bianca that is why I was avoiding youâ and great now I have a word vomit. This is the reason that I was afraid of.â I am sorry I didnât have the coura-â
I was cut off by Lanceâs lips on mine engulfing a sweet kiss. I pull back slowly I smile plastered on my face. He is smiling too.
â I didnât know you liked me tooâ he smirked.
â Oh and now you knowâ
He pulls me in for another kiss that makes my heart flutter.
Well this is it. I hope you liked it. It was fun to write this. So I am waiting for some for requests feel free to send. I am free so will do them all. Thanks for reading ;)