𝕋ʜᴇ 𝕋ᴏᴏᴛʜ 𝔽ᴀɪʀʏ

PKMN OC | RP | 18+ | PRIV

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----- 🦷 𝑆𝐻𝐴𝑌𝑂𝐶𝐻𝐼𝑆𝑀

An indie Pokémon roleplay blog for an original character working under the Rocket Gang as an Elite Agent who will serve the cause until the bitter end as she stands as loyal as they come. Known to Rockets as 'Menace', and to some as 'The Tooth Fairy', the cold-hearted woman named Shayan strives to do her best because, all in all, if you work hard then you get recognized, and that is all she wants and needs in life as she so claims.

About | Headcanons |  Rules & TW & OOC

Written by Jax | 30+ & He/him & UK | Est. 2014.

Other Blogs:

Haematophiliac & Haerith & Bannai

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@shayochism

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// both @haematophiliac and my new Shayan blog got terminated u_u

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Moved this blog, too.

Just made it so its blank etc.

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I feel like I'm learning to draw all over again as I've moved from Sai to CSP.

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@shiirakeru // Teeth you say

"Actually, y'could say that..." Bloodied pliers in the breast pocket of her uniform, it seems they've seen some action today, if not the night before, the gore crusty and darkened with time. An expression of sourness crosses her features after a few seconds of silence, gaze off to the side. Oh woe, the boredom when not on the job.

"... Y'know anybody who could do with a few less in their jaws? Or at least know somethin' t'do? Bored stiff."

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"Drop dead."

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"What? Y'don't like me? Is it 'cuz Jax likes me more?"

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you are full of secrets and teeth.

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"Passin' as a guy is awesome at times. But I'm thirty..."

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NO I DONT STRUGGLE WITH DRAWING AT ALL *crying*

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"Kiss me an' I'll choke ya. Unless y'into that........"

Kiss meme ?/5 He blinked at that, holding the younger rocket up in the air, helmet tilting slightly in confusion. "Kiss you??? I'm about to punch you!!" he stated, clearly confused by her train of thought, before dropping her. "Screw this, it ain't worth my time. Just keep your trap shut about my private business."

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"NO, WAIT!!"

A pause.

"Kiss me t'piss Jax off."

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TESCO SUPREMACY

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CLUBCAAAARD

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TESCO SUPREMACY

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Regret is a useless emotion and she refuses to pander to it.

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She does, however, sort of regret getting so into being praised by her superiors that she signed up for a project relating to mega evolution, of which fucked up her Tyranitar and even herself. It was a highly arduous few months and when she looks back on it, she is always quick enough to push those memories away and into the back of her mind where they subconsciously fester and haunt her; she refuses to face that she fucked up, even if she did get told she did well and helped a lot of research.

But, whenever she looks at her ever-tortured Tyranitar, there's almost a pang of guilt. Almost.

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That's actually a huge thing for Shayan. Praise is actually what drives her on a daily basis and keeps her functioning, ensures she wants to be the best of the best; the craving and need to be recognized for her hard work runs in her blood. Hence, she works day in and day out on her physical form, training with her Pokémon so they become stronger and stronger, more and more powerful. All so she will be noticed and told she's doing a good job. The mental health can suffer for all she cares as long as she's recognized.

When she first joined Rocket, she was a troublemaker and didn't care about anybody and anything. She was depressed, overly angry, and self-destructive, sitting at only sixteen years of age. She hated life and everything in it. But it only a took a year and one simple sentence to change her way of life when she got told she did a good job on one assignment. After that, she became obsessed with being praised, and obsessed with the job. She started working out, cut out the drink and drugs, stopped attacking everybody and everything, and focused on what she was told to do. She didn't cut out the self-destructive tendencies, however, and would go way too far in her training, so much so that she often collapsed or blacked out to the point of needing medical attention. She would do anything to succeed and gain the recognition she claims she deserves. It all still holds up to this day, fourteen years later.

And this is why her Tyranitar is so screwed up. Because she wanted the praise.