Schrödinger’s Hyena

Male, 30s. He/him/his but by all means talk directly to me and use you. I do not suffer fools gladly. But sometimes I enjoy them. Who's with me here?

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Critical thinking skills and the general population of the modern world appear to have a rather poor relationship.

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The artist is always

an act of coming home, to new

boats and old lights, clouds cast

from the same cloth

as the love that raised

the steeple. Coloured pens spill down

the steps large enough to make a small boy

use his hands to climb.

The artist is always

the truth of coming home.

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It is 2012 and you’re showing your sister the clothes you randomly bought to fly across the ocean to see the girl you’ve never met but share a blog with and as we all know that’s real intimacy. A few days later and you’re fucking in a hotel in St. Pete and it turns out you’re both more and less real than you thought. You’re a story before you’re a person and you know it and don’t even care.

That’s tumblr.

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How could we not wish

to tell, to hear

a lifetime

of stories.

Syntax took a wrong turn

at the cycle path,

misplacing the question

mark, as the children

skated their way through

Dickensian postcards

and small town pubs.

“… the past is never

dead. It’s not

even past.”

Stories.

And our insatiable hunger.

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My toxic trait

is not a thinly veiled presentation of something about myself I actually perceive and, more importantly, expect others to perceive as positive.

Fuck off with that performative shite.

In other news I am over here believing in the genuine uniqueness of every person while pondering the essential individuation simply provided by space(and)time.

You are over there believing in the genuine uniqueness of every person while pondering the essential individuation simply provided by space(and)time.

Of course we’re not the same.

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One day, I will actually express my adoration of @-eff through the medium of medieval welsh dancing and build her a house out of sun-bleached choc-ice sticks.

Until then, nah, didn’t say that. You’ve got the wrong guy.

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When people follow me because they come across a long deleted nsfw post of mine with hundreds of notes and get all excited for more only to find sporadic and utterly random musings and pictures I find the world to be a beautiful place.

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Hands up if you knew Freyahypno was a thing?

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Sitting in a cave, an actual literal strange acoustics cave, looking out at the Irish Sea. Quick sketch for nothing and everything, no one and everyone.

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Two swallows gave shape

to the blue over the headland,

the sahara spiralling

in their wake and my waking.

Home.

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So what with one thing and another aka Covid I am coming to you for recommendations for podcasts and audiovisual entertainment to get me through the next few days, in which I shall mostly be acquainting myself with the hidden depths of both bed and soul.

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