Beauty, Despite by Sheangel Morales
Beauty, Despite is an artwork made by me, a non-artist, as an attempt to express my feelings and thoughts on female empowerment. I drew myself with a very colorful background alongside white drawings to portray different stories.
A tear on my face attempts to echo my life experiences as a woman, especially on my story when I found out I had PCOS. This is something I never really brought up with a lot of people because I was too shy and nervous. However, I now feel the need to tell my story to others in order to empower and encourage everyone to consult with their doctors if they feel the need to do so.
It took me years before I had the courage to consult with my OB-gyne but I finally did during quarantine. I was so scared with the results as to why I keep on having irregular menstruations. ”Is there something wrong with me?” I always asked myself but never really faced it until recently. After my check-up, I found out that I had PCOS. It was very saddening, but I expected it already. I had to take contraceptives for this too, which can be seen in the top left of my artwork, and I was just hesitant to tell my friends about it.
This is where I saw the importance of educating women about their reproductive health and breaking different stigmas & taboos enforced on women. Not just about sex, but about our own bodies in general. I drew many Xs over an eye and a mouth to showcase how women are often blinded and muted when it comes to these things. We were left with almost no knowledge on what to do with our bodies and health until we experience a problem.
Multiple societal norms need to be addressed. “Dalagang Pilipina” doesn’t necessarily mean we should be “conservative” nor quiet. A true “Dalagang Pilipina” is whoever and however she wants to be. Hence the reason I drew a flower with an X. This is to showcase how a woman’s femininity and freedom is not maximized, not celebrated. In a world where patriarchy still prevails, women still need to speak up in order to attain certain rights.
Nonetheless, beauty is everywhere. Even despite the tears and the Xs, I still chose to make my artwork colorful in order to celebrate women. Because despite all the hardships we are experiencing and trying to get rid off, the beauty of being a woman is still worth celebrating.
















