Angel's Whispers

A very unaesthetic, but honest blog.

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I can change I can change theres so many of me now I can be anythinfpleas

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I’m gonna throw up

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he hates me he left he aaid he wouldnt leave me but he left Hes ignoring me for weeks I want to die

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So I’m going to breakdown because he’s finally left me

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I want to cry but I shouldn’t, I’m so tired, it’s tiredness that has seeped bone-deep and I can’t get rid of it

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why am I shaking

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i MIGHT hate my life gang

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so I hate my life because I am actually alone and hate everyone and I’m so upset and I want to be held and comforted and taken care of and I need. Someone

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I feel so sick and anxious, this is my last day, I don’t know if I’m relieved or more terrified

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oh I covered myself in syrup and sweetness to become well liked except it’s actually rotted me from the inside and is now starting to show on the outside this not fergalicious

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tweeak tweak what has happened these past two weeks

both of my best friends came out as systems, I just crammed like 3 months of work into two weeks, I miss my love, I crunched out a whole animatic in a week, my friend got warded, I miss my love, I keep skipping meals, I miss my husband, I miss my love

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scored in the highest percentage in the country including non disabled children with every subject except one, I’m an outstanding student whos gotten numerous praise from my lecturers, been told by a education moderater he’d never forget my creative writing assessment

but I’m just a dumb bitch right? I wear makeup which means I need everything explained to me like I’m a dumb bimbo bitch

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actually idc anymore there’s only 1 week of tafe left I can actually tell her and Daniel to shut up

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you know I felt bad you were told by Fae that I was overstimulated and youcouldbt even send me a message even when I care about you actually kys

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why was my first thought upon sitting back up as “School Bathroom Vomit would make a bomb ass band name”

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oh noo my back hurts and I can’t get up from bed hopefully nobody plops down on top of me and gives me cuddles aha Thatd be evil

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imagine beefing with me because I don’t trust my oven as if I’m not a whole prophet

grow up nerd