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lord jesus why did you have to put me in a class with this fucking bitch that i feel the most animalistic hatred for and want to rip the face off every time i see her staring at me

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“our summer”

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all our days are so beautiful

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jusy the way he looks at me makes me feel beautiful

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i genuinely never thought i was going to feel like this ever again oooh what a good feeling

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how could someone not notice your neon orange shirt?

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i thiught he unfollowed me and my heart sank and my legs went numb

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if not the universe, then who am i?

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i hate admitting this but ever since we stopped talking i’ve felt so free

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😂nobody cares😂

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seeking academic validation bc people are shady but grades don’t lie.

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don’t miss her just miss having a best friend

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i’m sorry for everything

i dont want to hate each other

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i stand outside and just breathe in the air in my lungs and let my skin feel the cold air and i’ve never been happier or more grateful to be alive than those moments

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i have new friends. i even hung out with them, and i was excited to!!! i wasn’t as anxious as i normally was, i didn’t cancel, none of it. i’m scared they’re gonna stop liking me and we’re not gonna be friends and i’ll go back to being a fly on the wall

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one thing i regret is sharing this account with someone. this was my little secret

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and last but not least i am grateful i got to see you one last time.