Who are you? What do you want?
Itās 7:30 in the morning.your alarm clock stops . Shoot you have to hurry. Youāll be late again.Ā āmagmamadali ba ako?ā the question you keep on asking yourself everyday.Ā
Nakakapagod. Kung tutuosin ayoko na eh. Pagod nako. Pagod nako sa kaka ngiti sa mga taong ayoko namang ngitian kasi ayaw naman saakin, pagod nakong kaka halik sa mga pwet ng mga clients ng banko para kumuha ng insurance o para hayaan akong makapag discuss sakanila, ah basta pagod nako, pagod nako kakapasok sa trabahong hindi ko naman ginusto.Ā
But wait, trabahong di mo naman ginusto? What is it that you want? really?
I donāt know what I want. It seems like Iām walking this earth and living a life for the people around me. Daddy said be a doctor, a cardiologist to be exact and for a few years, thats what I wanted to be. Then Mom said āI wanted you to take up computer scienceā, and thats what I wanted. And my uncle said be a lawyer.Ā And thats what I wanted to be until now.Ā
Who am I? What do you want?
To be really honest, I donāt have a direction.Ā I donāt know were Iām going.Ā Supposedly alam ko sana eh. Kaso lang when I finished college, I really wanted to go to law school, but my parents stopped me. I cried ...I cried so much because I felt like I was floating. A Lost soul to be exact.Ā
itās 7:30 in the morning, your alarm stops. You have to rush to work.Ā Ā
Am I going to work today? Why for? Para saan?
Yeah Im going to work.
Para saan ?
Para sa....Hindi ko alam.
