Humiliation and Self Realization

DICK PICS GET YOU BLOCKED NSFW,18+ ONLY. HAPPILY OWNED SLAVE. His anal whore. Master likes it when i expose myself because i get wet and embarrassed at the same time. i am obsessed with plugs!! i almost always get myself into trouble by talking too much and i have an issue with patience.😻

[shelivesfortheache]

Playing with filters while i spend some time with His Snake Bites.

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[shelivesspeaks]

Tumblr Purge

Aside from some visual  modifications shelivesspeaks will continue on.  I plan on having her keep this portion of our Tumblr presence fully operational as long as possible. Should our main blog be completely eliminated this will allow our followers to have some means of staying in touch and it will allow us to let you know where she can be seen. 

Things are pretty clumsy right now but we hope to fall into a new routine soon. As for the now, she is backing up content as fast as she can in hopes of saving the images of her evolution. As always, we appreciate all of you and hope to have as many of you as possible when we come out the other side of this mess.

Regards,

Master E

[shelivesfortheache]

The side blog will be drained of all images but it will allow me to keep a Tumblr presence.

-Master E

[shelivesfortheache]

Tumblr eviction:

We are actively looking to find a different platform to share slaves journey. As an immediate fix we can be found on Fetlife as livesfortheache. It's currently pretty bare but she'll be working on uploading content ASAP.

If anyone has platform suggestions we'd love to hear them.

-Master E & slave l

[shelivesfortheache]

OOTD

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[shelivesfortheache]

Good morning lovies!!

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[shelivesfortheache]

Unsolicited Nudes

i have never been one to keep quiet about my relationship status. If anything i broadcast my marital bliss ad nauseam and yet i continue to be bombarded with unsolicited nudes in my inbox.

This is where the Tumblr "doms" roll their eyes and keep scrolling but wait!! This isn't just about dick pics! Oh no fellas, you are not the only ones that think blindly sending your genitalia is a fabulous method for getting laid! Women do it too!

Who wouldn't want tits in their inbox, right? This girl doesn't. But you asked for submissions from women and couples! You can't bitch if you get nudes, right? Wrong. There is a submission button made just for that purpose. The message option is for just that, messages. Just because you were born with a cunt does not give you the right to blindly send photos to strangers and do not act shocked or offended when i dress you down like any other asshat darkening my doorstep with such bullshit.

Truth be told it isn't the nudity that's offensive. It's the painfully typical message asking,telling,or describing their desired sexual interaction with me that's offensive. It's offensive to my Husband, my marriage, and it's offensive to me.

i seriously doubt that these people would walk up to an obviously taken woman in a coffee shop and tell her how fun she'd be to fuck whilst whipping their genitals out. Basic rule of life people; if you wouldn't say it to a stranger in public don't say it to a stranger online.

Being naked on Tumblr opens you up to a myriad of abuse and i am not blind to that fact but have some semblance of decency when messaging people. Telling you to fuck off isn't an emotional strain for me but it sure as hell gets annoying.

-slave

[shelivesfortheache]

Good morning lovies!

i get to go back to doing some light housework today and i'm elated!! Seeing Master carrying a laundry basket while i laid in bed just about broke my heart. So after a bit of negotiation He's allowing me a bit of productivity today.

Being so ill has taught me just how truly loved i am. Even though i pouted and fussed Master is holding fast to allowing me time to heal and hasn't even flinched at the fact that He's had to take on domestic duties. i'm so incredibly lucky to have such a good and loving man in my life.

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[shelivesfortheache]

i'm feeling better every day! Fingers crossed that Master will allow me to resume training soon!

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[shelivesspeaks]

Master’s playthings

‘So let me get this straight, he can fuck whomever he chooses to but you have to remain faithful?’  Well sort of, it isn’t whomever He chooses. i choose them for Him.

Early on in our marriage i noticed Master appreciating our waitress one evening. She was tall with legs that went on for days. She was a good bit younger than myself and every inch of her appeared to be firm and eager. She was busty and made no effort to hide that fact. She was lovely and any man with a pulse would have admired her assets. So i asked Him if He’d like to fuck her. His reaction was partial embarrassment and partial shock. As He stumbled over His words all i could do was smile. Before He worked Himself into a frenzy i explained that i could not blame Him for wanting her nor would i be angry if He were to act upon His desires. Again, my stern well controlled Master was speechless. 

As we left the restaurant i approached the woman and asked if i could contact her and explained that my Husband was quite smitten with her beauty. After a few awkward moments i had her number. On the drive home i took a risk and brought the subject up again. He was verbally resistant to the idea but i could see that He was genuinely intrigued. He was committed to me and it was me that He loved. Marriage and monogamy go hand in hand, right? His words were noble and loving but His eyes were filled with curiosity. i showed Him the number and asked Him to think about it. 

Fast forward several weeks and a million conversations later and i’m picking up the phone. The woman from the restaurant had remembered me and was delightful to talk to. She was level headed and polite and we set a date to have lunch. Over afternoon cocktails i explained that  although we were married, i wanted Him to be able to experience other woman.i told her that i firmly believed that men should never be caged and that if experiencing her was going to make Him happy then i was all for it. i asked her to sleep with my Husband. Albeit a bit stunned she openly admitted that she’d found Master incredibly charming and had thought about Him from time to time. Rules, limits, sexual preferences, and expectations were discussed and a date was set. Master would be taking her to dinner later that week.

That evening He met her at an intimate restaurant, enjoyed her company, and fucked her twice before they got to the hotel. The next morning i awoke to a gentle kiss on the forehead. He was beaming and i could smell her on His flesh. i pulled Him into bed and ravaged Him. Seeing Him so blissful was one of the greatest turn-ons i’d ever experienced. Master visited her frequently over the following few weeks and every time He returned home the sex got better and better. He was sated. He was content. He was happy and it showed. 

There have been many since her and each one has served Him well. He continues to be happy and i get great pleasure in knowing that the women i have chosen for Him provide Him that happiness. i am not involved in their play sessions nor do i need to be.Should He want me involved i will gladly share that experience with Him.For now,  i happily listen and learn from His experiences with them so that i may better please Him. The pangs of jealousy have struck from time to time and Master is supportive while i work through them. He will willingly stop should i ask Him to but i have no plans on denying Him pleasure. It is an act, not a relationship. He loves only me. i am the one that will grow old with Him, share hopes and dreams with Him, cry with Him, and build a life with Him. All the while ensuring His happiness in all the ways that i know how. 

-slave

[shelivesfortheache]

shelivesspeaks

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Tumblr is a place to express yourself, discover yourself, and bond over the stuff you love. It's where your interests connect you with your people.

Asks are open on the side blog! i’m working to get posts up that cover the FAQs so please be patient and check back often!

-slave

[shelivesfortheache]

Fat nipples and bound tight tis, that's what horny girls are made of!

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8/18

[shelivesfortheache]

Hello,how long can u wear those nipple cylinders?

He has me wear them anywhere from 30 minutes to an hour at a time but they're worn multiple times throughout the day.

[shelivesfortheache]

Hello, im a young sissy boy, ive found your blog ans liket your nippe training, so i want do the same to my nipples, ive bought nipple corrector and can wear it under my clothes undetected, can you please tell me - how much time i can wear it per day? or its unlimited?

As long as your nipples are warm, pink, and have good sensation there is no limit to how long you can wear them. ☺

[shelivesfortheache]

Sore nipples and binding marks make for a happy Master and a horny slave.

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[shelivesfortheache]

Hi! I tried harder nipple play with my new Sir for the first time about a week ago, just lots of sucking and biting, and then pegs which he pulled off. There wasn't any bleeding at the time, but my nipples have kind of scabbed over and it's kind of gross....did this ever happen to you? I love your blog! It's fantastic to see the parts of your relationship that you share 💓 xx

Truthfully, no, it hasn't. Although Master can be intense He is a patient man and worked me up slowly so there has never been any tissue damage.

Moisturizing is essential and if there is a break in the skin it is always best to allow the area to heal before playing again. Albeit frustrating it's better for your health in the long run. A skin infection or further tissue damage won't serve to please anyone.💜

[shelivesfortheache]

Follow up question on your Master using a Hitachi on you without you reaching orgasm. That means you can prevent an orgasm while still being stimulated? Can you explain how you do it? I know I can delay orgasming by conciously relaxing all muscles in that area. Not sure I could do that vs a strong vibrator though. So... I'm curious.

It's honestly a mind set. Although i've been without orgasm for quite some time, Master continued to use me and until recently i was plugged around the clock. There is the assumption that since i'm denied i'm not simulated. It's quite the opposite.

i suggest you research operant conditioning. It's the foundation of my training and has been incredibly effective in moulding me.

[shelivesfortheache]

How do I get a higher sex drive? I feel bad for my boyfriend because I really have no desire to have sex. I’ve never even had an orgasm. Whenever we do have sex I just do it for him and can’t wait til it’s done. I feel like I’m defective 😢

i'd start by visiting your doctor. Assuming that you're in a healthy relationship, which it sounds that you are, i'd recommend ruling out any heath based cause for your lack of sex drive.  A wide range of illnesses, physical changes and medications can cause a low sex drive, including:

Sexual problems. If you have pain during sex or can't orgasm, it can reduce your desire for sex.

Medical diseases. Many nonsexual diseases can affect sex drive, including arthritis, cancer, diabetes, high blood pressure, coronary artery disease and neurological diseases.

Medications. Certain prescription drugs, especially antidepressants called selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors, are known to lower the sex drive.

Lifestyle habits. A glass of wine may put you in the mood, but too much alcohol can affect your sex drive. The same is true of street drugs. Also, smoking decreases blood flow, which may dull arousal.

Surgery. Any surgery related to your breasts or genital tract can affect your body image, sexual function and desire for sex.

Fatigue. Exhaustion from caring for young children or aging parents can contribute to low sex drive. Fatigue from illness or surgery also can play a role in a low sex drive.

Psychological stressors can be to blame and should also be evaluated. Problems, such as anxiety or depression, stress, such as financial stress or work stress Poor body image and low self-esteem can have a huge impact on sex drive.

Evaluation of your current relationship shouldn't be overlooked. Time to be honest with yourself here. Is there a lack of connection with your partner? Are there unresolved conflicts or fights? Is there poor communication of sexual needs and preferences? Are there overall trust issues?

Lastly, a history of physical or sexual abuse or previous negative sexual experiences can leave you detached from the pleasure of sex.

You're not defective. Focus on your health and happiness and talk with your doctor.

Hope this helps.💜