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glerk. what are feelings.

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Part II

What is this. JUSTTALKTOMEALREADY.

I don't like having to guess..

After today, all I want is somebody to just hang out with, have sex with, have fun fith. You know, the usual cool things normal people do.

I just want a friend. On nights like tonight, I wish I had someone to just sit on the computer with or to study with or something.

I have been feeling so lonely lately. Terribly lonely. It's really just pathetic and sad. Hmm. Whateva I guess.

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Michael

I have a list of 'do you's and 'would you's. I want to know the answer to all of these questions. I get so confused about everything.

Do you like me? I think you do. There is always that thing: If a guy likes you you'll know it.

Is that for real true? Like I have felt like you've liked me since orientaion, but I might be crazy.

I want to know everything about you. What you do in your free time. I want to hear your laugh. Even if it is just a little fake laugh.

I want to know your family. I want to see you when you wake up.

I want to know why you are the way you are.

Why are you so cute? Gah.

Why don't you talk to me?

If you would just talke to me I think I would die, come back to life, and love you some more.

Why do I feel like this? Is it because I know it is so impossible- having you in my life is so unrealistic? Because we spent 2 days together, and havent talked since. And I honestly haven't stopped thinking about you. I've had times where I was creepy about other guys- Baily, Victor, John.

But for some reason you've never left my head. Honestly, I looked so hard for you right after orientation. WHAT IS THIS.

Am I just impossible to love?

Should I just be even more ballsy and talk to you first? Probably, but I doubt I will. So here is to you, Michael. If you want, like message me or something.  You know I'll respond. I ADDED YOU REMEMBER.