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My First Love Series
Chapter 5(pt.1)
âAlone With Youâ
Monday morningâŠ
Monica is in her bedroom flipping through channels when she suddenly hears yelling coming from down the hall.
Korrie.
She immediately recognizes her voice.
âI heard you and Smoke was at the And1 game hugged up wit some bitches! Charity said she seen all yâall in a group with a bunch of bitches around yâall!â
Monica freezes.
Her stomach drops.
The And1 game too?
That means Shatara wasnât lying about Skateland.
Smoke really was out in public again.
With the same woman.
She quietly gets up and cracks her bedroom door.
Stackâs voice carries through the house.
He sucks his teeth. âMan, Charity lyinâ! She ainât seen us doinâ shit!â
Their two year old son, Jayvon, starts crying in the living room, startled by the yelling.
Neither one of them even notices.
Korrieâs voice gets louder. âWhat the hell she gonâ lie on you for?â
ââCause hoes be jealous!â Stack fires back. âThey just want what you got.â
âFuck that, Stack!â Korrie yells. âYou stay playinâ wit me! I canât wait to find out who the bitch is.â
Monica slowly closes her bedroom door.
For the first timeâŠShe and Korrie actually agree on something.
She walks over to her nightstand and grabs the cordless phone.
After a second, she punches in Candaceâs number.
Candace answers on the fourth ring.
âHello?â
âHey, girl.â
âWhat you been on?â
âNothinâ much.â
âWhat about you?â
Monica and Candace have always had an odd relationship.
Most people would think theyâd hate each other considering they both messed around with Smoke.
But there was never any reason to.
Smoke never lied.
Never pretended either one of them was his girlfriend.
Never promised exclusivity.
From the very beginning, heâd been honest about seeing other women.
Because of that, Monica and Candace knew about each otherâand eventually became cool.
Neither woman liked sharing him.
But they respected the truth more than a lie.
Monica sighs heavily. âGirlâŠIâm tryna figure some shit out.â
Candace laughs. âLike what?â
Monica starts pacing her room.
âMan⊠Smoke ass been actinâ real different. When the last time you seen him?â
Candace thinks for a second. âI donât knowâŠItâs been a while.â
Monica stops pacing. âAnd you ainât mad about that shit?â
Candace shrugs, even though Monica canât see her. âI meanâŠNot really. Smoke is Smoke. Iâll see him when I see him.â
Monica rolls her eyes. âThatâs the problem. You ainât gonâ see him. He fuckinâ around wit some new bitch and now he done cut all us off.â
Candace is quiet for a second before answering. âGirlâŠWhy you mad? Smoke ainât never gonâ be tied down to nobody. We already knew that. Just âcause he been wit another girl donât mean he only messinâ wit her.â
Monicaâs jaw clenches. âUh-uh. You donât understand.â
âSmoke ass been out in public wit this bitch. Kissinâ and shit.
First SkatelandâŠAnd now the And1 game.â
Candace doesnât respond right away.
Monica keeps going. âHe ainât never took us nowhere. But now he out here in public. Hugged up. Smilinâ. Spendinâ money.â Her voice grows sharper with every word. âAnd you know what else?â
Candace sighs. âWhat?â
Monica shakes her head. âWhoever she isâŠShe gettinâ all of Smokeâs time. And all his money. You know damn well that money used to be gettinâ spent on us.â
Candace finally pauses. âI meanâŠWhen you put it like thatâŠâ
Monica nods to herself. âExactly.â
âThis ainât just another girl. This somethinâ different. I can feel it. He hidinâ her. He wonât even tell me who she is.â
Candace sits quietly, letting Monica vent.
The more Monica talksâŠ
The more obvious it becomes.
This isnât really about the money.
Or the dates. Or even the kissing.
Itâs the fact that Smokeâwho had always made it clear he wasnât committing to anyoneâsuddenly seems to be making room in his life for only one woman.
And that realization burns.
Monicaâs pride wonât let her accept it.
âSo what you sayinâ?â Candace finally asks. âWhat you tryna do?â
Monica doesnât hesitate. âWe need to find out who she is.â
Candace raises an eyebrow. ââŠThen what?â
Monica shrugs. âPop up on her. Let her know whatâs good.â
Candace lets out a long breath. âYou donât think thatâs gonâ piss Smoke off?â
Monica laughs without humor. âNah.I donât care.â
Candace isnât nearly as convinced. âI meanâŠWe can find out who she isâŠBut I already know Smoke gonâ flip his shit.â
Monica shakes her head . âHe can be mad later.â
Candace chuckles. âYou always startinâ shit.â
Monica smirks. âItâs better to ask for forgiveness later than permission now.â
Candace laughs despite herself. âYou crazy.â
âI know.â
The two women laugh together.
But once the laughter dies downâŠ
Monicaâs expression hardens again.
Somewhere out there was a woman who had managed to do what none of them could. Get Smokeâs full attention.
And Monica couldnât stand not knowing who she was.
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Fashion class is unusually quiet.
The steady whirr⊠whirr⊠whirr of sewing machines fills the room while students work on hemming skirts and stitching practice pieces together.
The smell of fresh fabric, starch, and machine oil lingers in the air.
Annie and Rhonda sit side by side in the back of the classroom, guiding fabric beneath their sewing machine needles.
Rhonda suddenly smiles. âOh yeahâŠI got somethinâ for you.â
Annie looks over. âWhat?â
Rhonda reaches into her purse and pulls out a small manila envelope stuffed with freshly developed pictures from the And1 game. âI finally got âem.â
Annieâs face lights up. âFor real?â
Rhonda hands her the envelope. Itâs the pictures from the game.
Annie immediately starts flipping through the glossy prints.
She smiles wider with every picture.
Then she gets to the group photo.
âDamn, girl. You ainât waste no time gettinâ these developed.â
Rhonda grins proudly. âSure didnât.â
âI wanted to see âem too.â Annie studies the picture closely.
Everybody is smiling.
Tobias has his arm around Rhonda.
Ramon is kneeling in front of Ebony.
Stack is cheesing in front of Devin with his hand on her ass.
ThenâŠHer eyes land on herself and Smoke.
His hands are wrapped around her waist.
His head is resting near her shoulder.
A warm smile spreads across her face.
âAwwwâŠâ She laughs softly. âYou and Tobias look so cute.â
Rhonda peeks over. âI know, right? But girlâŠâ
She points at her and Smoke. âYou and Smoke look even better.â She nudges Annie with her elbow. âIâm still stuck on him holdinâ you from behind like that.â
Annie giggles, feeling her cheeks warm all over again. âI knowww. He took me by surprise. I wasnât expectinâ that.â
Rhonda laughs. âGirlâŠSmoke a man that know exactly what he want.â
Annie smiles but quickly shakes her head. âI meanâŠWhat do he want?â
Rhonda slowly turns and gives Annie the biggest side eye. âAnnika. Stop playinâ.â
Annie laughs. âIâm serious.â
Rhonda shakes her head. âYOU! Ray Charles can see that nigga got it bad for you. All he do is look at you.â She starts counting on her fingers. âHe followed you to the concession stand. He bought you food. He bought us food. He call you beautiful every chance he get. He done started callinâ you Pretty Eyes. He look at you like ainât nobody else in the room.â She laughs. âAnd donât even get me started on that hug.â
Annie tries to hide behind the picture.
Rhonda reaches over and pulls it back down. âGirlâŠI seen that.â
Annie starts laughing. âWhat?â
âHe ainât wanna let you go.â
Annie shakes her head. âStop.â
âI swear.â Rhonda nods dramatically. âIâm dead serious. I thought Stack was gonâ have to physically pry that man off you.â
Annie throws her head back laughing. âHe was not holdinâ me that long.â
âGirlâŠâ Rhonda smirks. âYou was holdinâ him too.â
Annie gasps. âI was not!â
âYou absolutely was. You looked so comfortable in his arms.â
Annie feels herself blushing all over again. âI hate you.â
âNo you donât.â Rhonda laughs. âYou liked every second of that hug.â
Annie bites her lip. ââŠMaybe a little.â
Rhonda points at her triumphantly. âI knew it!â
She laughs. âAnd another thingâŠYou cheesed the whole ride home.â
Annieâs eyes widen. âNo I didnât!â
âYes you did.â Rhonda imitates Annie staring out the window smiling to herself. âYou ainât say nothinâ for twenty minutes. You was just sittinâ thereâŠâ
She makes an exaggerated lovestruck face. ââŠsmilinâ.â
Annie laughs so hard she nearly misses her stitch. âI was not!â
âYou absolutely was.â Rhonda keeps laughing. âI almost asked Devin if we needed to take you to the hospital. âCause you looked out of it.â
The two girls laugh until their sewing teacher tells them to quiet down. âShhh!â
Rhonda lowers her voice. âSo anywayâŠTobias wanna meet up at Swope Park for Sunday Funday. You down?â
Annie nods. âLook at you. You really been havinâ me out and about.â
Rhonda grins. âI know. Thank God yo parents being a little more nicer. So?âŠYou cominâ?â
âYeah⊠I guess. But you know Iâm gonna have to lie and say Iâm just going over your house. You know my parents will never let me go to Swope. And you know they making me go to church.â
âThatâs cool. Itâll probably be around four anyway.â
âPerfect.â Annie slides the pictures back into the envelope. âSoâŠâ She smiles. âWhat you and Tobias be talkinâ about on the phone?â
Rhonda rolls her eyes dramatically.
âGirlâŠNot much. He always on that damn game. Or out trappinâ. He be distracted half the damn time.â She points toward Annie. âWhat about you and Smoke?â
Annie smiles to herself. âWe talk about⊠everything.â
Rhonda raises an eyebrow. âOh? Like what?â
âHe ask me about my family. We talk about school. Sports. Food.â She laughs softly.
âHe mostly just like makinâ me laugh.â
Rhonda smiles. âI noticed.â She nudges Annie again. âYou still actinâ shy?â
Annie sighs. ââŠA little.â
Rhonda throws her hands up. âI donât know what Iâma do with you.â
Annie laughs. âWhat?â
âYou got one of the finest niggas in Kansas City callinâ you every damn nightâŠAnd you still over there acting shy.â
Annie smiles as she threads another piece of fabric through the machine. âI canât help it.â
Rhonda shakes her head with a grin. âNo⊠I really donât think you can.â
The two girls laugh as the sewing machines continue humming around them.
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In the CityâŠ
Smoke pulls into Stackâs driveway a little before work.
The engine rumbles beneath him as he shifts into park.
Instead of getting out, he gives the horn two short taps.
Beep. Beep.
He has no intention of going inside.
Not if Monica is in there.
A few seconds later, the front door opens.
Stack steps out, closing it behind him before jogging over to the passenger side.
He climbs in, shutting the door with a thud. âWhatâs crackinâ?â
Smoke shrugs. âShit. âBout to head to work.â
Stack reaches behind his ear, pulls out a blunt, sparks it with his lighter, and takes a slow pull.
The inside of the truck fills with the familiar smell of weed. He passes it over.
Smoke takes it but lets it rest between his fingers for a second.
Stack looks around the truck. âItâs crazy we sittinâ in the driveway, my nigga. You know you can come in.â
Smoke shakes his head. âNah. Iâm good.â
Stack sighs. âShit, this my house too. And you my brother. We ainât gonâ keep doinâ this shit forever.â
Smoke just hums.
He doesnât want to argue.
He just doesnât feel like dealing with Monica.
Stack changes the subject. âOh yeahâŠCan you watch Jayvon for me Wednesday night? Me and Korrie goinâ to Eighteenth and Vine for Wine Down Wednesday. I gotta get her to chill out.â
Smoke raises an eyebrow. âWhat happened now?â
Stack rolls his eyes. âBro. She said somebody told her we was wit some bitches at the game.â
Smoke sucks his teeth. âDamn. Muthafuckas stay runninâ they mouth. They ainât got shit else better to do.â He finally takes a hit before passing the blunt back. âBut yeahâŠIâll watch him.â
âBet.â
Just thenâŠThe front door opens again.
Monica steps onto the porch.
Her eyes immediately land on Smoke.
She folds her arms across her chest. Rolls her eyes.
Then turns around and walks right back inside without saying a word.
Stack watches the whole thing.
The second the door shutsâŠ
He starts laughing so hard he chokes on his smoke. âCoughâdamn!â
He pounds his chest.
Smoke canât help but chuckle.
Stack finally catches his breath. âShe still in her feelings.â He points toward the house. âShe hurt, bro.â
Smoke lets out a long sigh. âBroâŠI donât know why.â
Stack looks at him like heâs crazy. ââCause you cut her off completely. You know she ainât never cared about the other bitches. It ainât even about that. Itâs the fact she ainât got access to you no more.â
Smokeâs expression hardens. âFuck all that. I ainât in no relationship. That mean if I wake up one day and donât wanna fuck wit somebody no moreâŠI donât have to.â
Stack nods slowly. âI get it.â
ThenâŠHe studies Smoke for a long moment. A grin slowly creeps across his face. âNiggaâŠI ainât never seen you like this.â
Smoke already knows where this conversation is headed. âWhat?â
âI watched you and that chickâŠAnnieâŠ.the other day.â Stack shakes his head. âYou was different. I meanâŠShe fine as hell and shitâŠBut to cut all yo hoes off?â He whistles. âThatâs unprecedented.â He smirks. âNiggaâŠWhatâs up?â
Smoke looks straight ahead through the windshield. He says nothing.
Stack waits. Still nothing. âSo you ainât gonâ answer?â
Smoke finally looks over. âWhat the fuck you want me to say, Stack?â
âNigga ANYTHING. Why her? Why you actinâ different already?â
Smoke stays quiet.
His silence says more than any explanation could.
Stack notices. He laughs under his breath. âAightâŠWell at least tell me what it is about her.â
Smoke leans back in his seat. He thinks for a long moment.
His eyes drift to the steering wheel.
FinallyâŠHe shrugs. âShitâŠItâs everything.â
Thatâs all he says. Nothing more.
Stack stares at him.
For the first timeâŠHis brother looks genuinely speechless.
After a few seconds he nods slowly.
âDamn.â He chuckles. âShitâŠIâm tryna see whatâs up wit her friend.â
Smoke immediately cuts his eyes at him. âDonât have that girl mixed all up in yo shit, Stack.â
Stack shrugs. âDo she know you got a kid?âŠand a baby mama?â
Stack scratches his beard. âNot yet. But Iâma tell her.â
Smoke lets out a dry laugh. âYeahâŠNigga, aight.â
Stack grins. âHer and yo girl supposed to go to Swope Sunday. Tobias told âem to pull up.â
That catches Smokeâs attention immediately.
He raises an eyebrow. âOh yeah?â
âYep. You gonâ slide through?â
Smoke fights the smile trying to pull at his lips.
He shrugs casually. âMaybe.â
Stack stares at him for a long second.
He already knows his twin is full of shit.
Smoke notices him looking. âWhat, nigga?â
Stack starts laughing. âDonât even try it.â
He points at him. âTalkinâ âbout some maybe. You know damn well you gonâ be there.â
Smoke smirks. âI might.â
Stack shakes his head. âNah. Yo ass gone already.â
Smoke shakes his head and starts the truck. âWhatever, nigga.â
But deep downâŠThey both know Stack is right.
There wasnât a damn thing that was gonna keep Smoke away from Swope Park if Annie was
gonna be there.
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Later that evening, Red Lobster is already buzzing.
Servers walk in and out of the dining room carrying trays . The clatter of dishes, the hiss from the grill, and the cooks calling out ticket times blend together into the familiar dinner rush soundtrack.
The smell of cheddar bay biscuits over powers the kitchen.
The back door swings open.
Annie walks in. Like alwaysâŠ
Smokeâs eyes find her before she even has a chance to hang up her jacket.
Itâs automatic now. Almost instinct.
Annie feels his eyes before she even looks up.
Their gazes lock across the kitchen.
This time⊠Smoke speaks first.
He mouths, âSup?â
A smile immediately tugs at Annieâs lips.
She mouths back, âHey.â
Smoke smirks.
His dimples flash for just a second.
Then Annie disappears through the swinging doors into the dining room.
A little while laterâŠ
Annie is in the galley making salads, carefully placing tomatoes around the rim of a bowl.
The cool smell of lettuce and ranch dressing surrounds her as she focuses on getting each order right.
Smoke decides he suddenly needs something to drink.
Not because heâs thirstyâŠBut because Annie is standing in the galley.
He casually walks that direction.
His footsteps are slow. Unhurried.
Annie doesnât turn around. She doesnât have to.
She can feel him coming. Her heart starts beating faster.
His cologne hits her first.
Just before he passes behind herâŠ
He leans in close enough for only her to hear. âSup, Pretty Eyes?â
His deep voice brushes against her ear. Warm. Low.
Annie smiles before she even realizes sheâs doing it.
She glances over her shoulder. âHey, Big Head.â
Smoke grins so hard his dimples sink into his cheeks. âThere she go.â
He keeps walking toward the drink station like nothing happened.
Melissa catches the entire exchange.
Her smile immediately disappears.
An hour laterâŠ
The dinner rush is in full swing.
Orders are flying across the line.
The printers wonât stop spitting out tickets.
Brandon is yelling times and food. âCajun pasta walking! Stuffed mushrooms. Need shrimp dropped!â
Annie carefully loads several plates onto a large serving tray.
Smoke stares at her from the line like he always does, but Annieâs too busy to notice.
He can barely concentrate on his tickets because he canât take his eyes off her.
Melissa is watching him at the end of the line.
Annie takes a deep breath.
A few weeks ago she couldnât even balance a tray.
NowâŠSheâs finally getting good at carrying a full tray on her shoulder.
She smiles to herself.
Iâm getting it.
She bends her knees slightlyâŠ
LiftsâŠBalances the tray perfectly on her shoulderâŠAnd starts walking down the galley.
At that exact momentâMelissa walks past. BAM.
She slams her shoulder directly into Annieâs. Hard.
The tray flies sideways. CRASH!
Plates explode against the tile floor.
Food scatters everywhere.
The sound echoes through the kitchen.
For a secondâŠEverything goes quiet.
Annie stands frozen.
She canât believe what just happened.
Smoke sees every second of it from the line.
His jaw immediately tightens.
His eyes snap to Melissa.
She doesnât even look back.
She just keeps walking.
Like nothing happened.
Annie finally finds her voice. âWhat the hell is your problem?!â
Melissa keeps walking. Doesnât answer. Doesnât apologize.
Nothing.
Annie slowly kneels to the floor.
Her hands shake as she gathers broken plates and scattered food.
Her vision blurs.
Tears spill onto her cheeks before she can stop them. Not because of the platesâŠ
But because sheâs embarrassed.
Frustrated. Now her table is going to be waiting. Theyâre going to be upset.
She worked hard to get that tray balancedâŠAnd it was gone in seconds.
Sheâs so mad that she wants to put her hands on Melissa but she knows that will end with her jobless.
Megan rushes over. âI got you.â
She kneels beside Annie and starts helping pick everything up.
Before Annie can grab another plateâŠ
Another pair of hands reaches down.
Smoke.
He walked away from the line without thinking.
Without asking. He simply came.
He picks up the larger pieces before looking over at Annie.
Thatâs when he notices the tears rolling down her face.
His chest tightens.
He hates seeing her cry.
More than he expected to.
He gently reaches toward her.
âCome here.â
His voice is soft. Only for her.
He holds his hand out.
Annie looks up at him through watery eyes.
Without hesitationâŠShe places her hand in his.
His fingers wrap around hers.
Warm. Steady.
He helps her to her feet.
Megan watches the exchange.
A small smile pulls at her lips.
She quietly goes back to cleaning up, giving them a little privacy.
Smoke guides Annie to the side of the line where the shelves block everyone elseâs view.
Away from the staring eyes. Away from the whispers.
He turns toward her.
Without saying a wordâŠHe gently wipes the tears from beneath her eyes with his thumb.
âDonât cry.â
His voice is barely above a whisper. âDonât let nobody see you breakinâ down. Thatâs how they get you.â
Another tear slips free anyway. âI donât know what her damn problem is. I donât bother nobody.â Her voice cracks.
Smoke knows exactly what the issue is.
He shakes his head. âI know. But that ainât got nothinâ to do wit you. Thatâs jealousy. Thatâs a them problem.â He gently brushes another tear away. âYou hear me? You keep beinâ you. Cause you beautiful. You confident. You smart. And some people canât stand to see somebody shine. So they try to dull yo light.â He tilts her chin up just enough so sheâll look at him. âDonât let nobody tilt yo crown, Princess.â
Annieâs heart skips.
Princess.
Nobody has ever called her that before.
She stares into his hooded eyes.
He keeps wiping away the last of her tears.
His touch is unbelievably gentle.
âSo hereâs what we gonâ do. Iâma remake every last one of yoâ plates. As fast as I can. You tell yo table the kitchen backed up. Weâll take the blame.â
She shakes her head. âNoâŠI donât want yâall gettinâ in trouble because of me.â
Smoke smiles softly. âWeâll be aight. I got you.â
Annie finally lets out the breath sheâd been holding. âThank youâŠElijah.â
For a momentâŠNeither of them speaks.
Smoke simply looks into her eyes.
GodâŠTheyâre beautiful.
Even when red from crying.
He smiles. âNo problem. Iâd do anything for you.â His words come out fast before he can even stop them âI hate seeinâ you cry.â
Annieâs heart melts.
She searches his face.
Trying to figure out how someone sheâs only known a short time can make her feel this safe.
Smoke smiles again. âNowâŠâ He tilts his head playfully. âCan I see that beautiful smile?â
Annie just stares at him. Still overwhelmed.
Smoke smirks. âCome on, Pretty EyesâŠPlease?â
A tiny smile finally breaks through. Then it grows.
Smoke feels warmth spread through his chest.
âThere she go.â He nods proudly.
âThatâs myâ.â The words almost slip out. He catches himself just in time.
Instead he clears his throat. âCome on. I got food to cook.â
They walk back around the line together.
Melissa and Lindsey immediately look up.
Their expressions harden.
Smoke goes straight to the grill.
Without another wordâŠHe starts remaking Annieâs entire order himself.
Moving twice as fast as before.
Brandon notices but doesnât question it.
Within minutesâŠEvery plate is back in the window. Ready to go.
Annie looks over at him.
He gives her a small nod and smile.
She smiles back.
Across the galleyâŠMelissa and Lindsey watch the exchange in silence.
The jealousy burning in their eyes is impossible to miss.
Because what bothered them wasnât that Smoke remade the food.
It was the way he looked at Annie while he did it.
Like she was the only person in the kitchen.
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Wednesday nightâŠ
Smoke and Annie have just gotten on the phone.
Smoke is standing in his kitchen with the cordless phone tucked between his shoulder and ear while he puts a burger on a bun with ketchup and the smell of fresh homemade fries hangs in the house.
Across the city, Annie sits in the Cove at Red Lobster, rolling silverware into crisp white napkins while waiting for the dinner rush to completely die down. The fluorescent lights hum overhead.
Smoke was off today.
Smoke smiles. âSo⊠what you doinâ?â
Annie finishes rolling another fork.
âNothinâ. Rolling silverware.â
Smoke hums in approval.
Before he can answerâ âI want food!â A little voice echoes through the kitchen.
Smoke glances toward the living room.
âIâm makinâ it now, lilâ man.â
Annie immediately sits up straighter.
Her eyes widen. ââŠWas that a kid I just heard?â
âYeah.â
Annieâs stomach instantly drops. âOh my GodâŠâ Thereâs a brief pause.
âElijahâŠDonât tell me you have kids.â
Smoke purposely lets the silence linger.
He bites the inside of his cheek, already smiling.
On the other end of the lineâŠ
Annieâs heart is pounding so loud she can hear it.
Please donât let this man have a childâŠ
A second laterâŠSmoke busts into laughter. Deep. Uncontrollable laughter. âNo, Annie!â
He laughs harder. âThatâs my nephew.â
Annie drops back against the chair with the biggest sigh of relief. âOh my GodâŠâ
Smoke is still cracking up.
She canât help laughing too.
âWhat?â She laughs. âWhatâs so funny, Smoke?â
âOhâŠYou mad.â He laughs again. âI could hear the panic in yoâ voice. There ainât no way you thought Iâd been hidinâ a kid from you.â
Annie groans dramatically. âShut up, Elijah. You just never know. I ainât know what to think.â
Smoke grins. âWellâŠNo. I donât have kids, Annika.â
She laughs again. âOkay, good.â Then something clicks. âHold onâŠNephew? Thatâs yoâ brotherâs son?â
âYeah. It is.â
âOh wowâŠâ She pauses. âDoes Devin know?â
Smoke shrugs even though she canât see him. âI donât know.â
âI really hope he told her. She too young to be a stepmama.â She starts laughing. Then another question pops into her head. âWaitâŠWhere his mama at?â
Smoke chuckles. âI see you full of questions tonight.â
âMhmm. So where is she?â
Smoke quietly rinses a plate in the sink. âIâd rather not discuss that.â
Annie blinks.
She wasnât expecting that answer. âOhâŠWow. Why not?â
Smoke dries his hands on a towel. ââCauseâŠIt ainât our business to discuss. Iâd rather talk about us.â His voice softens. âSoâŠHow was work?â
Annie sits there for a second.
She realizes he didnât snap at her.
He simply drew a boundary. And she actuallyâŠRespects it.
She thinks about Edward.
Sheâd do the exact same thing if somebody started asking questions about him.
Several quiet seconds pass.
Smoke smiles. âAnnikaâŠDonât be like that. I ainât mean nothinâ by it. I just wanna talk about you. Is that okay?â
Annie sighs. âYeahâŠ.Smoke.â
Smoke smiles immediately. âNah. You still mad.â
She laughs. âHow you figure?â
ââCause you said Smoke.â
Annie smiles. âOh, whatever. You donât know me.â
Smoke laughs. âActuallyâŠI know you better than you think. But Iâm tryna know you even more. Hence why I only wanna talk about you.â
Annie grins. âWell played, Elijah.â
She shakes her head. âAnywayâŠwork was okay.â
âNobody fucked wit you today, did they?â
âNo, they left me alone.â
Just thenâSmoke sets Jayvonâs plate on the table. âCome on. Sit down and eat.â
Jayvon climbs into the chair.
Annie smiles hearing it. âLook at you. I never took you for the babysittinâ type.â
Smoke raises an eyebrow. âAnd why not?â
âI donât know.â She laughs. âI meanâŠMost dudes yoâ age be out and about. AndâŠâ She hesitates. âI meanâŠLook at you.â
Smoke grins. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
Annie laughs harder. âNothinâ, Elijah.â
âNah.â He chuckles. âShare wit the class. Tell me.â
She groans. âForget about it. It donât mean nothinâ.â
Smoke smirks. âOhhhâŠSo you the type to judge me off my looks, huh?â
Annie laughs. âI meannnâŠKind of.â
Smoke pretends to sound offended. âDamn. Donât be judginâ me by how I look. A whole lotta things about meâll surprise you.â
Annie smiles. âOh yeah? Like what? Give me one random surprising fact.â
Smoke thinks. âHmmmmâŠI love romance movies.â
Annie gasps so loud Smoke has to pull the phone away from his ear.
âYou lyinâ!â
He laughs. âActuallyâŠIâm not.â
She sits up straighter. âSo you really watch romance movies? I took you for an action movie type.â
Smoke sucks his teeth. âI meanâŠThose cool too. But Iâd rather watch people fall in love.â
Annie busts into laughter. âNo way.â
Smoke chuckles. âShitâŠDonât laugh.â
âIâm already laughinâ.â
âI just like seeinâ people end up happy.â His voice grows quieter. âNiggas donât get enough of that in real life.â
Annieâs heart melts. Sheâs completely flabbergasted. She never took Smoke as the type of man who loved romance. Sure, he always knew the right things to say, but he was so tough on the outsideâquiet, guarded, a man who grew up in the hood and ran the streets. In her mind, men like that didnât really believe in love⊠let alone curl up and watch romance movies. Yet somehow, the thought of him secretly loving them makes her heart beat even faster.
âSoâŠWhatâs your favorite romantic movie?â
Smoke ponders for a second ,then finally answers. âYouâve Got Mail.â
She gasps again. âOh my God. No wayyy. I adore that movie! And I love Sleepless in Seattle.â
Smoke laughs. âWhat you know bout that?â
Annie grins. âElijahâŠThere is no way you know about Sleepless in Seattle.â
âI do.â He laughs. âWhy would I love Youâve Got Mail and not love Sleepless in Seattle? Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks got crazy chemistry.â
Annie swoons. âThey really do.I actually cried at the end of Youâve Got Mail. I loved the last line. When Joe says to KathleenâŠâDonât cry, ShopgirlâŠâ And Kathleen saysââ
Smoke cuts her off. âI wanted it to be you.â
Without thinkingâŠThey both say the next line together. âI wanted it to be you⊠so badly.â
Silence.
Then they both laugh.
âOh my God, Elijah. I cannot believe you like romance movies.â
âBelieve it. I like a lotta shit people wouldnât expect.â
Annie smiles. âHmph. What else you like?â
âShitâŠI love cartoons.â
She raises an eyebrow. âCartoons?â
âMhmm.â
âWhat kinda cartoons?â
âTruthfully? All of âem. But old school my favorite. Like PopeyeâŠBatmanâŠScooby-DooâŠThe JetsonsâŠThe FlintstonesâŠRoad RunnerâŠPink Panther.â
Annie smiles. âOh wow. So you really like the old ones.â
âHell yeah.â He laughs. âDonât get it twisted. I love the newer ones too. X-Men. Hey Arnold.â
Annie lights up. âI like those too! But Iâm a Disney girl. I still watch Disney.â
âOh yeah? What you be watchinâ?â
âEven Stevens. Lizzie McGuire. Thatâs So Raven.â She smiles. âAnd I just love me some Jett Jackson. I got a crush on him.â
Smoke laughs. âThatâs cute. Hold on for me. I gotta wash his hands.â
âOkay.â
She hears Jayvon giggling. âUntle Smoke! I wanna play!â
âNah, lilâ man. You been playinâ since you got here. Itâs bedtime. Come on.â
Annie cheeses on the other end of the phone.
Smoke takes his little hand. He walks him into the bedroom.
The glow from Cartoon Network fills the room.
Adult Swim is already on. Smoke laughs to himself. âNahâŠâ He switches it off and slides Finding Nemo into the DVD player instead.
The familiar Disney menu music fills the room.
He lifts Jayvon into bed. Pulls the blanket over him. Turns off the lamp. The room goes dim except for the television.
Then he picks the cordless phone back up. âYou still there?â
âMhmm.â Annie smiles softly. âI like hearinâ you be an uncle. Itâs really cute.â
Smoke grins. âYou cute.â
Annie blushes. âDonât start, Elijah.â
Smoke laughs. âItâs true. AnywayâŠLet me ask you somethinâ.â
âOkaayy?â
âWhy you never call me? I always gotta be the one callinâ.â
Annie grows quiet. âI donât know⊠I never know when you available. I donât wanna interrupt.â
Smoke frowns. âInterrupt? Interrupt what?â
âI meanâŠâ She shrugs. âI know you workâŠAnd be out in these streets.â
Smoke chuckles. âSo? I ainât never too busy for you. Even if Iâm workinââŠIf I donât answerâŠIâm definitely gonâ call you back.â
A smile spreads across Annieâs face. âYou sure?â
âHell yeah, Iâm sure.â He pauses. âDonât get me wrongâŠI love callinâ you. I donât mind. But sometimesâŠâ His voice softens. âI wanna know you be thinkinâ âbout me just as much as I be thinkinâ âbout you.â
Annie feels another wave of butterflies. ââŠOkay. But you know our minutes ainât free in the daytime.â
âI know. But donât worry about that. Iâll pay for the minutes.â
Annie immediately shakes her head. âNo, Elijah.â
âYes, Annie.â He smiles to himself. âI just wanna hear yoâ voice.â
Annie smiles so hard her cheeks hurt.
She still canât believe someone actually wants to hear from her this much.
She lets out a small sigh. âI donât even know what to say.â
Smoke chuckles. âSay youâll call me sometime.â
Annie smiles into the phone. ââŠOkay. I will.â
âGood.â Smoke smiles into the phone as he settles deeper against the pillows. âI be so ready to talk to you. You gonâ have me divinâ for my phone when I see yoâ name pop up.â
Annie laughs, lowering her voice so nobody walking by the Cove hears how flustered she is. âStopppp, Elijah. My head is gonna explode.â
âNah, Iâm never gonâ stop.â His voice drops into that calm, teasing tone that always makes her stomach flutter. âOnce I get you to start callinâ me, we can gradually move on to me takinâ you out.â
Annieâs fingers still around the napkin sheâs rolling.
Her heart gives one hard thump.
Then another.
She swallows, suddenly unable to think of anything to say.
The line goes quiet.
Smoke waits a few seconds before chuckling. âHere we go.â
Annie bites back a smile. âWhat?â
âYou still actinâ scared, I see.â
âIâm not.â
âYou are.â He laughs softly. âAnd itâs okay.â
Annie rolls her eyes even though he canât see her. âI said Iâm not.â
âYou gotta get over the way I look.â
Annieâs mouth falls open. âWhat?ââ
âYeah, I know you think Iâm fine and shit.â His smugness comes through the phone so clearly she can practically see the grin on his face.
âBut that shouldnât keep you away from me. I ainât gonâ bite.â
Annie smiles down at the silverware in her lap.
Smoke grows quieter. More serious. âEventually, I wanna be alone wit you.â
Her breath catches.
âThatâs the only way we can really get to know each other.â He pauses, making sure she hears the meaning behind his words. âI ainât tryna pressure you, Annie. But I wanna be around youâŠNot just when we at work or when we happen to end up at the same place.â His voice lowers. âI wanna sit close to you so I can look in yoâ eyes when we talk. I wanna learn youâŠâ
Annieâs heartbeat speeds up.
âLearn yoâ facial expressions. Yoâ body language. Learn what make you smile and what make you get quiet.â
Smoke stares at the ceiling for a moment. âAnd I know another reason why you nervous.â
Annieâs smile fades slightly.
She knows what he means.
âBut this ainât that, Annie.â His tone is steady. Certain. âI promise. If that was the only thing I wanted, I wouldnât be wastinâ my time callinâ you every night. I wouldnât care about yoâ school, yoâ family, or what kind of movies you like.â He smiles. âI wouldnât be sittinâ here tryna convince you to call me, Princess.â
He used the word Princess again, it sends warmth rushing straight through Annieâs chest.
She lowers her head, grinning at the floor. âI hear you.â Her voice comes out softer than she intended. âAnd Iâm doinâ my best not to be nervous.â She smiles. âBut you make it so hard, Elijah.â
Smokeâs brows lift. âHow?â He sits up slightly. âI been showinâ you Iâm a regular person like anybody else.â
Annie snorts. âYou are far from regular.â
Smoke laughs. âSee? There you go.â
âIâm serious.â
âSo am I.â
Annie traces the edge of the napkin with her thumb.
Smoke continues. âI see you and Iâm interested in youâŠOnly you.â
The words settle heavily between them. âI keep tellinâ you that you the shit.â He sighs. âYou gotta hype yoâself up sometimes, Annika.â
Annie smiles shyly.
He continues. âEverything about you got me intrigued. Yoâ mind. Yoâ smile. The way you be shy one minute, then say some slick shit the next.â
Annie laughs. âYou be payinâ too much attention.â
âI told you Iâm tryna learn you.â His voice softens again. âAnd I mean that shit. Donât second guess it.â He pauses. Then adds casually, âI guess I need to start wearinâ a ski mask around you so you can get comfortable.â
Annie busts into laughter at the visual.
Not a small giggle.
A full, breathless, belly laugh that makes her bend forward in her chair.
Smoke starts laughing too, mostly because he loves the sound of hers.
Annie finally catches her breath.
âWhyyy would you say something like that?â
ââCause that seem like the only way Iâm gonâ be able to take you on a date. You punishinâ me and shit for not beinâ ugly.â
She wipes beneath her eyes.
âWhatever, Big Head. Itâs not.â
âOkay.â Smoke smirks. âWeâll see.â
âWe will.â
âSo that mean you agreeinâ to a date?â
Annie immediately goes quiet again.
Smoke laughs. âDamn, I walked you right into that one.â
âYou did not.â
âI definitely did.â
Annie shakes her head, smiling. âI said weâll see.â
âNah, you said we will. That sound like a yes to me.â
âYou hear what you wanna hear.â
âWhen it come to you? Absolutely.â
Annieâs cheeks warm.
Smoke glances over at Jayvon, who is already asleep with one arm thrown above his head while Finding Nemo plays quietly in the background.
âAight, I ainât gonâ push you tonight.â
âThank you.â
âBut just know Iâm askinâ again.â
Annie laughs. âI figured.â
âAnd eventually, you gonâ say yes.â
âYou seem real sure of yourself.â
âIâm sure about you.â
That quiets her.
For a moment, the only sounds between them are the faint movie playing in Smokeâs room and the clinking of the silverware Annieâs rolling.
Then Annie smiles. âWellâŠâ
Smoke waits.
âI might say yes.â
His grin spreads instantly. âMight?â
âMhm.â
âShit, Iâll take that for now.â
Annie laughs.
Smoke checks the clock beside the bed. âYou still got a lot of silverware left?â
âNot really.â
âYou tired?â
âYeah. My hands hurt.â
âI wish I was there.â
âTo roll silverware?â
âNah.â He lowers his voice. âTo rub yoâ hands.â
Annieâs stomach flips again. âHere you go.â
âIâm just sayinâ.â
âWell, you ainât here.â
âNot tonight.â
The promise hidden in his tone makes Annie smile.
Meagan calls her name from the doorway.
âAnnie, we ready to finish closinâ!â
She looks up. âOkay!â
Then she brings the phone back to her ear. âI gotta go, Elijah.â
Smoke sighs dramatically. âDamn.â
âYou act like we ainât been talkinâ all night.â
âThat donât mean Iâm ready to get off the phone.â
Annie smiles. âIâll call you tomorrow.â
Smoke goes silent.
Annie laughs. âWhat?â
âNothinâ.â His voice fills with satisfaction. âI just wanted to hear you say it.â
She shakes her head. âGoodnight, Big Head.â
âGoodnight, Pretty Eyes.â
She hesitates before hanging up. âAnd Elijah?â
âYeah?â
âI do think about you as much as you think about me.â
Smokeâs smile slowly grows. âGood.â
Annie hangs up before he can say anything else.
Smoke stares at the cordless phone for a few seconds, grinning to himself.
Across the city, Annie presses the phone against her chest and takes a slow breath before returning to work.
Neither of them can stop smiling.
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The cafeteria is loud with the usual lunch-hour chaos.
Plastic trays slap against tables. Chairs scrape across the tile floor. Students yell over one another while the smell of greasy pizza, french fries, and reheated vegetables hangs heavy in the air.
Annie, Rhonda, and Devin are sitting at their usual table near the middle of the cafeteria.
Devin is picking the pepperoni off her pizza while Annie slowly dips fries into a puddle of ketchup. Rhonda sits across from them, facing the cafeteria entrance as she complains about the assignment they were given in English.
âIâm not writinâ no damn five page paper about The Scarlet Letter,â Rhonda says, stabbing her fork into a pile of mashed potatoes. âThat book boring as hell.â
Annie laughs. âYou say that about every book.â
âBecause every book they make us read is boring.â
Devin shakes her head. âYou just donât like reading.â
âI like reading shit I care about.â
Rhonda lifts her drink to her lips.
Then she stops.
Her eyes narrow toward the entrance.
Ebony has just walked into the cafeteria.
But she isnât alone. Ryan is beside her.
The two of them are deep in conversation, walking close enough that Ebony has to tilt her head toward him to hear whatever heâs saying over the noise.
Rhonda slowly lowers her drink.
As soon as they step fully inside, Ebony and Ryan split off in opposite directions like they donât want anybody noticing they came in together.
Rhondaâs face twists. âOh, hell nah.â
Annie and Devin both look up. âWhat?â they ask at the same time.
Rhonda keeps her eyes trained on Ebony as she makes her way toward their table. âThereâs some shady shit goinâ on.â
Annie turns slightly in her seat. âWhat you talkinâ about?â
âEbony just walked in here talkinâ to Ryan.â
Annie freezes with a french fry halfway to her mouth. âWhat?â
âYep.â
Rhonda leans back in her chair, folding her arms. âWalked right through them doors together, talkinâ like they best friends. Then soon as they got inside, they split up.â
A strange heaviness settles in Annieâs stomach.
Before she can respond, Ebony reaches the table and drops her tray down beside Devin. âWhatâs up?â
Rhonda doesnât waste a second. âWhy the hell you still talkinâ to Ryan?â
Ebony looks at her. âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â Rhonda points toward the cafeteria doors. âWe wrote his ass off.â
Ebony rolls her eyes and pulls out her chair. âOkay, and?â
âAnd why the fuck was you just walkinâ in here with him?â
Ebony sits down, her expression already defensive. âBecause heâs still my friend.â
Rhonda blinks. âYour friend?â
âYes, my friend.â Ebony unwraps her straw. âIâm not writinâ him off just because yâall did.â
Rhonda feels heat crawl up her neck.
Next to her, Annie slowly sets her fry down.
She doesnât want to tell Ebony who she can and canât speak to. That isnât her place.
Still, it feels strange.
Her and Ryan hadnât just broken up.
He cheated on her. Embarrassed her.
Then continued bothering her afterward.
Annie canât understand why Ebony would even want to remain close to somebody who had hurt her that badly.
Devin looks between them before speaking. âNow, you know you my best friend, Ebony.â
Her tone is calmer than Rhondaâs, but her expression is serious. âBut that shit do look weird.â
Ebony cuts her eyes toward her. âHow?â
âYou know what Ryan did to Annie.â
Ebony shrugs. âThat donât have shit to do with me.â
Rhondaâs chair squeaks loudly against the floor as she sits forward.
âYou a goofy bitch.â
Ebonyâs head snaps toward her. âWhat?!â
Several people at the tables around them glance over.
Rhonda doesnât care.ââI said you a goofy bitch.â She points across the table. âIâm not about to sit here and let you play with my best friend like that.â
Ebony pushes her tray away. âFirst of all, bitch, ainât nobody playinâ with Annie.â
âThen why the fuck you still buddy-buddy with the nigga who cheated on her?â
âBecause me and Ryan were friends before they even started dating!â
âSo the fuck what?â Rhondaâs voice rises. âHe hurt her!â
There had always been a natural divide within the four of them.
They were all close, but Rhonda and Annie had always gravitated toward each other. Rhonda understood Annie without needing much explanation. She was the first one ready to defend her, even when Annie didnât ask.
Ebony and Devin were the same way.
They had their own bondâcloser, louder, and sometimes impossible for anyone else to understand.
Normally, it balanced the group.
Today, it feels like a line drawn straight down the center of the table.
Annie reaches over and touches Rhondaâs arm. âRhonda, calm down.â
Rhonda looks at her. âNo, Annie. That shit ainât right.â
âI know.â Annie keeps her voice low, even though her chest aches. âBut itâs okay.â
She looks over at Ebony. âIâm not tryna control who nobody friends with.â
Ebony nods once, still irritated. âExactly.â
Rhonda cuts her eyes at her. âDonât âexactlyâ shit.â
âRhonda,â Annie warns.
Rhonda leans back, crossing her arms tightly over her chest.
She doesnât say anything else, but the anger is still written all over her face.
The table goes quiet.
Devin picks at her pizza, clearly uncomfortable.
Annie hates the heaviness settling over them, so she clears her throat and forces herself to change the subject.
She looks at Devin. âDid Stack tell you he got a kid?â
Devin nods without hesitation. âYeah. He told me.â
Annie studies her face. âOh, okay. I just wanted to make sure you knew.â
Devin laughs. âGirl, I know.â
Ebony turns toward her. âYou tryna be somebody stepmama?â Her face scrunches. âEww.â
Rhonda side eyes Ebony but stays silent.
Devin leans back in her chair. âGirl, I ainât tryna marry the man.â She picks up a fry. âIâm just tryna have fun. Iâm young.â She bites into it and shrugs. âIâm here for a good time, not a long time.â
Annie laughs despite herself.
Devin continues. âPlus, he got money, he fine as hell, and he got a car.â
She gestures toward Ebony with the fry. âSo donât worry about me.â
Then she raises an eyebrow. âWhatâs up with you and Ramon?â
Ebony kisses her teeth. âI ainât really talked to him. We had one conversation.â
Devin looks confused. âWhy? He was fine as hell too.â
âBecause I got other shit goinâ on.â
Rhonda cuts her eyes toward Ebony. âI bet you do.â
Ebony slowly turns toward her. âWhat the fuck that supposed to mean?â
Rhonda lifts one shoulder. âIt mean whatever you want it to mean.â
Ebonyâs eyes narrow.
Annie throws both hands up. âStop, yâall.â
Neither girl responds.
Annie sighs. âAnywayâŠâ She looks around the table. âWe all goinâ to Swope Park Sunday, right?â
Devin nods. âHell yeah.â
Rhonda answers next. âIâm goinâ.â
Ebony picks up her drink. âYeah.â
The tension loosens slightly, but it doesnât disappear.
Devin looks at Annie and grins. âSo Smoke gonâ be there?â
Annie feels her face warm. âI donât know.â
Rhonda snorts. âGirl, yes he is. You know damn well that man gonâ show up if he know you there.â
Annie rolls her eyes, but the corner of her mouth lifts. âWhatever.â
Devin studies her. âWhat happened when yâall talked last night?â
âNothing.â
All three girls stare at her.
Annie laughs nervously. âWhy yâall lookinâ at me like that?â
âBecause ânothingâ donât have you smiling like that,â Rhonda says.
âIâm not smiling.â
âYes, you are,â Devin and Rhonda say together.
Even Ebony cracks a small smile.
Annie looks down at her tray.
âHe said he eventually wanna take me out.â
The girls immediately perk up.
Rhonda leans closer to Annie âOn a date?â
Annie nods. âYeah.â
Devin slaps her palm against the table. âGirl!â
âKeep your voice down,â Annie whispers, laughing.
âWhen?â Ebony asks.
âHe didnât say exactly when.â Annie twists her straw wrapper around her finger. âHe just said once I get comfortable callinâ him, he wanna move on to takinâ me out.â
Rhondaâs face softens. âThatâs actually cute.â
Devin nods. âAnd he ainât rushinâ you.â
âNo.â Annie looks down. âHe keeps saying he wants us to spend time alone so he can really get to know me.â
Ebony arches an eyebrow. âAnd what did you say?â
âI said Iâd think about it.â
Rhonda groans. âAnnie.â
âWhat?â
âWhy are you still actinâ scared?â
âIâm not scared.â
All three girls give her the same look.
Annie sighs. âOkayâŠMaybe a little.â
Devin reaches across and squeezes her wrist. âGirl, ainât nothing wrong with beinâ nervous. Especially after Ryan.â
Her eyes briefly flick toward Ebony before returning to Annie. âBut Smoke been showinâ you he interested.â
Rhonda nods. âAnd he seems patient. He not pressuring you. He calls you every night. Bought you food. Defended you and comforted you. And he look at you like you the last woman on earth.â
Annie smiles despite herself.
Ebony takes a sip of her drink. âI meanâŠShe shrugs. âThey right.â
Annie looks at her.
Ebony continues. âYou donât gotta marry him. Just go somewhere with him and see how it feel. If you uncomfortable, leave.â
Devin nods. âExactly. You can even tell us where yâall goinâ.â
Rhonda points at Annie. âAnd call me when you get there and when you get home.â
Annie laughs. âYou sound like my mama.â
âGood.â Rhonda smiles. âSomebody gotta make sure you donât get kidnapped by them sleepy eyes and dimples.â
The girls laugh.
Annie shakes her head. âYâall are so annoying.â
âBut you gonâ go?â Devin asks.
Annie looks around at each of them.
The idea of being alone with Smoke makes her stomach twist with nerves.
But underneath the fear is excitement.
She wants to know what it would feel like to sit across from him without work, friends, or crowds surrounding them. She wants to see if their conversations feel just as natural face to face as they do over the phone.
Finally, she smiles. âIâll think about it.â
Rhonda points at her. âThat mean yes.â
âNo, it donât.â
âIt definitely do,â Devin says.
Annie laughs, reaching for another fry.
âWeâll see.â
The bell rings before anyone can argue with her.
All around them, students begin gathering trays and pushing back chairs.
As Annie stands, she glances across the cafeteria. Ryan is sitting several tables away. Heâs already looking at her.
Annie quickly looks away.
But as the girls leave the cafeteria, she canât stop thinking about Smoke asking to take her out.
And for the first timeâŠThe thought scares her a little less.
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Later that night, Annie finishes helping one of the twins with their homework.
She lets out a tired sigh as she walks down the hallway and flops across her bed face first. The mattress bounces beneath her.
A smile slowly spreads across her lips.
Her heart starts racing.
She was really about to call Smoke.
She told him she would, and she wanted to keep her word.
She reaches over to her nightstand, picks up her corded house phone, and slowly dials his number.
A few miles away
Smoke is just finishing up at work.
The kitchen is nearly empty now. The dinner rush is long gone, and only the hum of the refrigerators, the clatter of dishes being washed, and Quiet Storm playing softly on the boombox fill the room.
His phone rings. He glances down.
Unknown number.
He stares at it for a second before answering. âSup? Who dis?â
Annie canât help but laugh at the hesitation in his voice.
The second Smoke hears her laughâŠ
He knows exactly who it is.
A grin immediately stretches across his face.
His entire tone softens. âPretty eyes? What number you callinâ me from?â
Annie smiles. âItâs me, big head.â
Smoke chuckles. âOh⊠so I must be special now.â
Annie kisses her teeth. âI guess.â
âYou guess?â he teases. âHold up⊠why you ainât never give me this number? Everybody in the house use this phone or somethinâ?â
âNah. I got my own line right before I started working. I got too many siblings to keep sharing a phone.â She laughs. âAnd they like listeninâ in on peopleâs conversations.â
Smoke laughs with her. âHmmâŠSo you had yo own landline this whole timeâŠBut told me you couldnât call âcause yo minutes wasnât free before nine.â
Annie hides her smile. âUh⊠yeah.â
She twirls the phone cord around her finger. âHonestly⊠I just wasnât ready to give out my landline yet. The last time I did thatâŠIt didnât end too well.â
Smokeâs smile fades. âWhat you mean?â
âRyan had it. He blew my line up so much I had to leave the phone off the hook almost every day.â
Smokeâs jaw tightens.
His grip on the phone hardens as he walks out into the cool evening air.
âDamnâŠI wouldnât do that to you.â
He unlocks his truck. âYou change the number?â
âNo. He stopped⊠for now.â
Smoke slides into his truck and starts the engine. âIf you think he might start againâŠIâll pay to have the number changed.â
Annie smiles to herself. âNo, itâs okay.â
She laughs softly. âElijahâŠWhy you always tryna spoil me?â
Smoke backs out of his parking spot. ââCause I want to. Thatâs just who I am. And truthfullyâŠI feel like you, outta everybody⊠deserve it.â
His voice grows quieter. âYou ainât ever been spoiled before?â
Annie shrugs even though he canât see her. âNot really. Thereâs too many of us. My parents couldnât. Itâs one of the reasons Iâm working. So I can buy my own stuff.â
Smoke nods to himself. âI hear you.â
A warm smile spreads across his face.
âWellâŠIâm here now. So let me do things for you. Thatâs what a real man do. I take care of the people in my life. And you in it.â
Annie lets out a dramatic sigh. âOkayyyyy⊠big head.â
Smoke grins. âThatâs more like it. Stubborn ass.â
Annie rolls her eyes. âWhatever, Elijah. What you doinâ?â
âJust left the job. Gettinâ ready to bust a few heads, then call it a night.â He laughs. âWhat you doinâ?
âJust got done helpinâ one of the twins with their homework.â
Smoke smiles to himself. âLook at you. I love hearinâ about you beinâ a big sister.â
Annie laughs. âAre you mockinâ me?â
âNah.â His voice is sincere. âNot at all. I just like hearinâ about you takinâ care of people. You always lookinâ out for somebody.â He smiles. âThat shit sexy, lilâ mama. We one and the same.â
Annieâs stomach flutters.
She quickly changes the subject before he can hear her smiling.
âSoooâŠYou goinâ to Swope Park Sunday?â
Smokeâs grin grows wider. âI donât knowâŠIs there a reason I should be goinâ?â
âOhâŠI thought Tobias asked you.â
âHe did. ButâŠI was waitinâ to see if the person I talk to every night was gonâ bring it up.â
Annie snickers. âWhat?â
âShitâŠYou knew about it before I did. And ainât even mention it.â
âOh please, Elijah. I just assumed he already told you.â
âHe did.â He smiles to himself. But the only reason Iâd wanna goâŠis to see yo pretty ass.â
Heat floods Annieâs cheeks. âThere you go makinâ my cheeks hurt.â
âGood.â A smile slips into his voice. âSoâŠYou goinâ?â
âMaybe I amâŠMaybe Iâm not.â She teases.
Smoke chuckles. âHmph. So what you sayinâ? You donât wanna see me?â
Annie kisses her teeth. âI ainât say all that now.â
Smokeâs voice drops into that smooth, deep tone that always made her stomach flip. âThen let me be the one to say itâŠI wanna see you, Annika. So you already knew the answer to the question you asked. If you gonâ be thereâŠIâm automatically there.â
His voice softens even more. âDonât you know that you a siren? âCause wherever you leadâŠI follow. Whenever and wherever you want me to beâŠIâll be.â
Annieâs heart damn near stops.
A huge smile spreads across her face.
This smooth mfâŠ
She thinks to herself.
Smoke smiles, imagining exactly what she looks like right now. âSo yeahâŠIâll be there. Patiently waitinâ on you.â
A moment passes. âSo againâŠYou goinâ?â
Annieâs chest feels tight.
She slowly exhales. âOf course I am.â
Smoke smiles. âAnd who you goinâ there to see?â He pauses. âI wanna hear you say it.â
Annie freezes.
Her throat suddenly feels dry.
âIâŠâ She swallows. âIâm goinâ⊠to see youâŠâ A tiny smile forms. âElijah.â
Smoke closes his eyes for a second.
His chest tightens.
That was exactly what heâd wanted to hear.
The tension is so thick, Annie damn near chokes.
Before the silence grows too heavy, he clears his throat.
âSo tell me⊠Who got you into sports?â
Annie blinks at the sudden change.
âUmmâŠMy dad. Heâs the biggest Royals and Chiefs fan. He never misses a game. When I was little Iâd sit with him every Sunday. He even took me to a few Royals games.â
Smoke smiles as he pulls into a gas station to meet one of his clients.
âI like that. I love all sports too. Even though the Royals and Chiefs been pissinâ me off latelyâŠIâm still ridinâ wit the home team.â He laughs. âI ainât never seen a woman cheer the way you do.â
Annie laughs. âMy bad. I really be into it.â
âShit. Ainât nothinâ wrong wit that.â
Just then his client walks up.
He leans in the truck window and immediately grins.
âDamn, niggaâŠWho you cakinâ wit on the phone that got you smilinâ like that?â
Smoke shakes his head. âShut up, nigga. Ainât none of yo business.â
They make a quick exchange.
Smoke pulls back onto the road.
âSoâŠâ He smiles. âNow what was we talkinâ about?â
âSports.â
âOh yeah. Who yo favorite basketball team?â
âI like college basketball. MU my favorite.â
Smoke laughs. âDamn shortyâŠYou tryna be like me.â
âNah.â She laughs. âYou tryna be like me.â
They both laugh together.
A comfortable silence settles between them.
ThenâŠAnnie yawns.
Smoke smiles instantly. âUh-oh. You tired.â
âNoâŠIâm okay.â
âNah.â His voice softens. âItâs aight. I want you to get some sleep. Donât be stubborn.â
Annie sighs dramatically. âOkay.â
A small silence falls again.
Neither one really wants to end the call.
FinallyâŠSmoke speaks. ââŠThank you.â
Annie smiles. âFor what?â
âFor callinâ me.â His voice is almost shy now. âIt felt real good hearinâ yo laugh on the other end. I ainât gonâ lieâŠI smiled like a fool.â
Annie smiles so hard she covers her mouth. âYou donât have to thank me, Elijah.â
âI do. âCause you kept yo word. And that means somethinâ to me.â
Annie smiles warmly. âYouâre welcome.â
Another quiet moment passes.
Neither one hangs up.
âYou hang up first,â Annie says.
Smoke laughs. âNah. You called me. You hang up.â
Annie grins. âSee? You donât wanna get off either.â
âDamnâŠYou caught me.â
She giggles. âI knew it.â
Smoke smiles to himself as he drives beneath the glow of the streetlights.
âAightâŠIâll let you get some sleep before you start yawninâ every five seconds.â
âI only yawned once.â
âMhm. I heard enough.â
Annie laughs again.
âGoodnight, pretty eyes.â His voice is soft enough to almost melt into the receiver. âSweet dreams.â
Annie closes her eyes, smiling from ear to ear. âGoodnight, big head.â
They linger another secondâŠ
Neither one wanting to be the first to let go.
FinallyâŠThe line clicks.
Smoke stares at the phone for a moment before setting it on the passenger seat, still smiling to himself.
And Annie curls onto her side, hugging her pillow.
Her cheeks hurt from smiling.
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The next eveningâŠ
The soft glow of Annieâs bedside lamp illuminates her room as she lies across her bed on her stomach, absentmindedly twirling a pencil between her fingers while finishing her English homework. Her poetry notebook sits open beside her, along with her planner and a half empty bottle of Cherry Pepsi.
The phone on her nightstand catches her eye. It was almost nine.
She smiles to herself.
Maybe Elijah will got off early tonight.
Just as she reaches for her notebook againâRiiing⊠Riiing⊠Her heart skips.
She sits up with a grin and grabs the phone before it can ring a third time.
âHello?â
Silence.
She pulls the receiver away from her ear for a second to make sure the call hadnât dropped. ââŠHello?â Nothing.
ThenâŠA slow inhale. Another.
Someone was breathing.
Annieâs smile disappears.
Her fingers tighten around the phone. âWho is this?â
The breathing continues. Slow. Intentional.
Like whoever it was wanted her to know they were there.
A knot forms in her stomach. ââŠRyan?â
The breathing immediately stops.
Click. The line goes dead.
Annie slowly lowers the receiver from her ear, staring at it in disbelief before placing it back in its cradle.
She hugs herself.
For two weeksâŠNothing.
No blocked calls to her cell phone.
No messages. No begging. No disrespect.
Sheâd actually started believing Ryan had finally accepted that they were over.
Apparently sheâd been wrong.
She sits back down on the edge of her bed, her mind racing.
She couldnât even prove it was him.
He hadnât spoken a single word.
But who else would call her personal line just to breathe into the phone?
Her mind drifts back to the conversation she just had last night with Smoke.
She hears his voice in her head.
I can pay to change the number.
At the time sheâd thought maybe that would be a little much.
NowâŠMaybe it wasnât.
She sighs and rubs her forehead.
Changing her personal line wasnât impossible. The phone company charged a fee, but she could cover it herself, but she needed a ride to the phone company to do it and her parents would ask questions. Smoke would take her with no problem.
Then another thought settles in. âShould I even tell Elijah? Her stomach knots.
If she told himâŠHeâd know exactly who she thought it was. And sheâd heard the irritation in his voice the last time Ryan came up. Smoke wasnât scared of confrontation.
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The Virtue of Surrender
Pairing: Elijah Moore x Kennady James (OC)
Summary: A few nights after being brought to his knees, Elijah is riding the high of a new dynamic with Kennady, their friendship stronger than ever with the added layer of intimacy. When she calls him tipsy from a club, he sees his chance to turn the tables. What starts as a flirtatious drive home quickly escalates as Elijah decides it's his turn to teach the lesson, showing his bratty best friend what happens when you demand to be in charge.
Warnings: Explicit sexual content, explicit language, car sex, fingering, deep throating, face fucking, praise kink, bratty sub/soft dom dynamic.
Patience Is A Virtue | The Virtue of Need
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Annie, an 18-year-old from New Orleans, moves to Clarksdale with dreams of building a life all her own. There she meets Smoke, a 21-year-old war veteran with a dangerous reputation. What grows between them is sweet, sticky, and Southernâ a smoldering love set against a world of bootlegging, Hoodoo, and blues.
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