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A paradox.

You are the love of my life,

Yet my greatest sorrow.

The shining stars in the night,

Yet full of shadows.

In you I find my hope,

But in you, I lost all that remains.

I find in you my lost abode,

But I'm still soaking wet from the heavy rains.

You are the shelter that I seek,

Yet I find myself twirling in this hurricane,

For you are the catastrophe,

Wreaking havoc in my domain.

Papang - a thread

I always wondered how would it feel like to lose someone so dear to you, an immediate family member. But I did not fantasize on that thought, I was just curious of what it feels like - but I did not want it to ever happen to me so when that thought arrives, I immediately brush it off.

Until...

one day...

the most heartbreaking news got through...

someone so dear to me...

has passed away...

my father...

died...

so suddenly...

that I could not accept it.

Note: I can’t even finish this one coz it hurts too bad even if it’s almost 2 years ago. It still feels fresh like it only happened yesterday.

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Day One. Again.

I have nothing in my mind,

But this dilemma-

To give up or a rewind?

Day One. Again.

I have nothing in my mind,

But this dilemma-

To give up or a rewind?

I want to write about you, but it;s gonna be sad

Day One

How can I get it off my mind?

It lingers till my heart aches.

How do I find the light?

In the darkness where my thoughts lurk.

All I’m looking for is just a tiny glimpse,

But anywhere I look, there seems none.

Sadness has been with me since,

It follows me whenever I try to run.

Too much, I am immobilized.

I try to move an inch but I just fail.

Asking, will you ever realize,

How much tears fall because of this pain?

As the night goes deep,

So are my thoughts.

But you're sound asleep,

I have no one to talk.

I miss our late night conversations,

From the stupidest thing we did,

To our most noble actions,

But now, you are no longer as interested.

I wish to turn back time,

I badly long for your attention,

Now, I'm looking for signs,

For I lack the vision.

Can you want me again?

Let me feel I actually am loved.

Can you lower the fence?

Let's restore what we had.

I badly miss you,

Do you have a time to spare?

I really miss you,

Can you spend your day with me?

I want to hold you,

Can you hold me, too?

I want to hug you,

Will you do the same, too?

I just want to see your face,

Every hour of every day,

For you are the sun rays,

That brighten up my day.

I love you.

I guess one thing I should learn in this life is to wait...

And all things shall follow.

If you don't wait, you tend to impulsively say yes just because you were happy...

And the consequences are bad. You tend to get hurt because you were just happy, not ready.

If you don't wait, you tend to just jump. You don't calculate the risks. You dive into something unknown without even knowing if it's a calm water or a boiling spring.

Not waiting often leads to something disastrous. We tend to think to do everything fast paced is fine since this world is moving rapidly. But we are wrong. We don't have to force this world's speed in our decision making for it is our lives that are affected.

Go slow. Wait. Wait until you can finally say you are sure. For when you are sure, you are ready. When you are ready, you are responsible. When you are responsible, that's when you can go against all odds. That's when you are fully equipped to make that jump.

That's when all will be worthy.

Paghilom

Sa bawat patak ng luha,

Ikaw ang naiisip.

Pagsulyap sa mga tala,

Di mapagtanto bakit.

San nga ba nagkulang?

Di ko mawari,

Ganon na ba lamang?

Pagmulat, di na pinili.

Ilang daang tanong,

Kasaguta'y di ko mahanap,

Tanginang hamon,

Winasak ang pinangarap.

Ngunit kung iisipin,

Baka nga ito'y nakatakda,

Makawala sa pagkaalipin,

Ng damdaming puno ng kaba.

Mahirap man tanggapin,

Kailangan magpatuloy.

Kahit di na ako ang iibigin,

Sunod pa rin sa daloy.

Hindi madaling kumawala,

Sa pagmamahal na totoo,

Di man alam bakit nawala,

Kailangan tanggaping ito'y naglaho.

Ako'y makakabangong muli,

Mahahanap ko rin ang nawala.

Sakit ay malalagpasan ko rin,

Huwag kang mag-alala.

Mag-isang susugal,

Sa daang madilim.

Di baleng matagal,

Ang liwanag ay mararating rin.

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This path I'm on seems endless,

I intend to go north but ended up in the west.

I'm trying to sail to the east,

But the current was against it.

This trail I follow seems to fade,

Searching for a meadow but found a lake,

I'm wandering with nothing but faith,

But the ground beneath me heavily shakes.

I only want to seek peace,

In a chaos place that makes me sick.

I'm still struggling to find stability,

In the absence of equality.

There's a spark of hope that still exists,

Finding a calm habitat within.

Despite all the calamities,

I'll keep on heading towards the sanctuary.

PADAYON.

In these times of despair,

Do we even try?

To clear the fumes in the air,

From the pollution of our cries?

In a season of ache,

Do we still fight to win?

In the battle so vague,

That the only clarity was him.

In a trying time like this,

Can you keep a promise?

That no matter how abandoned you feel,

You will never, ever surrender.

Stop making the butterflies in my stomach flutter.

FIRST - 23/07/19

I remember you in everything.

From our songs that I accidentally hear,

To the stuff that are in your favorite list,

They give me pain impossible to bear.

I can’t help myself from wondering,

At this moment, are we thinking the same?

Do you sleep well and soundly?

Knowing it aches me when I hear your name?

I have so many questions in mind,

Because honestly, I have not the slightest idea.

If you can hit the rewind,

Would you still choose to leave me behind?

I did tell you I love you,

Because I really have fallen deep for you,

Did I not tell you?

I can never not love you?

I even delivered countless poems,

Of how magical your existence is to me,

I even sang you songs,

Of how your whole being is my serenity.

But you chose to give us up,

For your love has almost expired.

You can never want me as much,

For how you felt has slowly died.

Starting today, I’m gonna write poems about how I truly feel. I don’t have a target in mind but it’ll last until the black turns into something colorful.

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