And then there‘s the little problem with E lol. Guess I’ll just call him E. Well he is sooooo cute! I’m currently staying at home and far from him and idk whether i should say fortunately or what, i don’t think of him as frequently as when in last semester and i don’t feel as strongly for him(now).
Mum&dad reckon that was just a crush(maybe even not a crush) and idk, they just don’t like E very much. Funny, E doesn‘t like me much lol
Well i kinda know that he isn‘t really attracted to me...... but i actually don’t care so much. And sometimes you just wouldn’t care. I mean, when you want to get close to him so much, you wouldn’t even care so much about his own opinion on this(oh shit this is definitely true, sometimes i just cant stop myself. And probably don’t want to stop myself anyway.)
And.... i still decide to tell him(if by then i still feel for him) when we graduate. Funny coincidence, but we are going to graduate in the same year, which is two years later. I would tell him then if need be [
Just this is kinda funny and i feel so strongly i should do like this lol














