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[l-amouur]

[shesaiddestrxy]

i don't miss one person. i miss them all at once. i keep a mason jar empty for when they do come back to me. i swarm into my shower and hike down my path, for when they do come back to me. i brush my teeth, i water my plants, i touch myself for when they do come back to me. i stay in bed all my days dreamy, for when they do come back to me

[shesaiddestrxy]

pt. 2

i dream about you too love.

let me be clear: i don't write those dreams in my journal,

i don't want to remember you like that again and again

[shesaiddestrxy]

what i would say

hey, i miss you. do you miss me too?

[shesaiddestrxy]

hear me now

before i go silent

[shesaiddestrxy]

its strange its funny

how you can feel so much and end up with

nothin

[shesaiddestrxy]

run from her web while you still have your legs

i can feel you hopeless and fading fast

you can't even see it yet

i see it

[shesaiddestrxy]

she'll eat your heart baby

get out while you still have your legs

[style-and-film]

Kamikaze Girls (2004)

[shesaiddestrxy]

though every time you contact me i wanna shoot myself in the foot i dont bc i know I'd end up crawling anyways

[shesaiddestrxy]

where am i now youre all around me

[shesaiddestrxy]

i'm tired of cleaning up my own messes with no recollection of making them it feels like slave work

[shesaiddestrxy]

Soulmates never die nd you’re dead to me so what does that make you

[shesaiddestrxy]

It's something I can't reach I know

[shesaiddestrxy]

Your beauty makes me sick to my knees

[shesaiddestrxy]

I got knowledge from watching outside her body a cricket’s dance, far away a purple balloon, close up sesame seeds, warm warm snow cone, wet lips(feeling nothing), where is the skin?… Flipy-flopy beetle’s march, school papers shoo-shoo in wind, caterpillar, caterpillar, mine me my body no wings (feeling nothing)… Lovely women says I need an out-of-her-body repellent to keep insects in.. Keep it in bottles. Storaged, sold, selled in bottles. Clear, smooth, clean liquid skin

[shesaiddestrxy]

So when does the pain stop being so heavy