The Wondering

[shewhomanifests]

Let the stress of the day roll away like dew drops floating off a petal.

Everything is bigger in your head.

Let it go.

Breathe.

You are okay.

[shewhomanifests]

When I see you baby,

When I dream about you,

I see a light,

I see a radiance,

So pure around you.

Your smile, it lights up the room,

Your laugh, it ripples,

Touching each and everyone around you.

When I see you I baby,

I see you have no judgement towards others,

I see that you take people for who they are,

And I see people comfortable in their skin,

Around you.

My love, that is a gift of kindness.

I hope you know it’s one of your greatest traits,

A trait much rarer to find in this world than we hope.

I’m so lucky to have found the warmest light in you.

[shewhomanifests]

Sweet man,

We have so many adventures to go on,

So many exciting paths to take.

We’ve made the most of this little corner of the earth,

But imagine, soon, we’ll have the infinity of the world,

To walk side by side,

Explore,

Laugh,

And keep forever in our memories.

My love, today might be a hard day,

But the future is so bright with us entwined together.

So let today pass like the waves kissing the shore goodbye,

And dream of the sweet bliss of better tomorrows to come.

[shewhomanifests]

It is in your power to achieve greatness.

It is in your power to combat evil.

It is in your power to wash away sadness.

It is in your power to build your confidence.

God may write your destiny, but it is all in your power to take it in your stride.

[shewhomanifests]

Something happened when I sat across from him for the first time – someone who was a stranger just a week ago, became a soul with the warmest brown eyes that suddenly felt so familiar.

Something happened when we moved to a dimly lit bar and had shots that made our eyebrows raise and our lips lock together for the first time.

Something happened when he gave me his arm to walk down London Bridge, only to stop his smooth pace to twirl me in for a kiss under a moonlit sky.

Something happened when the music called our names, making us dance entwined until the late hours of the night; giddy from the touch of each other.

Something happened when distance only made the heart grow fonder. When distance nurtured late night calls, endless storytelling and the sweetest melodies.

What is that something that happened? A moment of magic. A moment to treasure. A moment to look forward to all over again.

There are only certain people in the world that can make life seem brighter, easier, kinder – If you hold onto them, happiness can last longer than just a moment.

[shewhomanifests]

It’s getting hard. I drag my feet through the muddy waters, which is so unclear that I can’t stand it.

Where has my path gone?

I try to swish away the dirt and the leaves to get a glimpse of where this journey is taking me but I can’t. The mud is too thick, the carefully carved out path is not to be seen, it’s almost buried.

So I take hold of your hand, hoping you grip onto me tightly and guide me confidently to where I need to go because I, I have no idea.

[shewhomanifests]

And if your mind tricks you into thinking running out that window will end of all of the pain, the sadness, the self-hate and loneliness, imagine instead that you leap and land onto a blanket of clouds and take a look down at how much of this wonderful world is left for you to see and how much of all the lovely parts of it you can call home.

[shewhomanifests]

Someday, somewhere you’ll find what you’re looking for.

What you’ve always needed and didn’t even know.

[shewhomanifests]

And even when I try to erase you, every string of you and the remaining dust of our memories, I still think about you.

I hate it.

So much.

Yet I still can’t hate you.

[shewhomanifests]

Oh darling, why ask questions when you can’t handle the truth?

The truth hurts, that’s why white lies float around everywhere.

[shewhomanifests]

Always just rely on yourself because everyone else will fail you at some point. But you - you have the choice everyday to show up for yourself and offer the world all that you’ve got to give it.

You are amazing.

[shewhomanifests]

For a girl who drops her world to console others, she’s awfully alone when she needs just a few string of words to keep afloat.

[shewhomanifests]

Sometimes, tornadoes swirl so aggressively in my mind that my thoughts can’t help but be shattered out of my lips.

[shewhomanifests]

Curiosity kills when it comes to the idea of love.

Love at first sight, soul mates, happy endings; are these all just fairytales to make the little girl I was once happy in the knowledge that someone out there is meant for you and only you?

[shewhomanifests]

Listening and obeying your intuition is the greatest gift you can give yourself.

[shewhomanifests]

I’m ready to embark on something that is hopefully somewhat life changing.

I yearn for a new persceptive on the capacity of time and all the meaningful things we can do within it.

[shewhomanifests]

How sad it is to paralyse yourself in bed and waste yet another beautiful day.

Step out and explore what this wonderful world has to offer you.