once upon a star

[shichigatsv]

People have always told me how silly I am,

For choosing someone who's in love with another.

By not giving up

And not looking for someone who can love me back.

I know, i know that I am.

I know, i understand.

But my heart, it only beats for you.

Only truly smiling when I'm with you.

The treasured moments with you,

Everything is for you.

I love you.

[shichigatsv]

Do you ever felt rejected?

Me?

Yes.

Always.

[shichigatsv]

Entry 004 Curiosity killed the cat once more. 

Just by being curious of little things,

how can it cause so much pain?

I hear it again, the cracking of my voice..

Why?

I asked myself.

Why?

I kept asking myself.

Just why?

[shichigatsv]

leaving

[shichigatsv]

I feel suffocated...

I don’t wanna be here.

I’m leaving

[shichigatsv]

I don’t wanna be here.

No...

not..

not anymore.

seven

[shichigatsv]

I miss you.

seven.

[shichigatsv]

Entry: 003

Hug me tight and tell me eveything's gonna be okay.

seven

[shichigatsv]

Entry: 002

The days we spent together increased,

But as the time ticks it also decreases.

Hug me tight,

Whisper my name and tell me.

"I won't ever let go."

Those are just one of my dreams.

Seven.

[shichigatsv]

Entry 001:

The thoughts that scared my mind,

It haunts me.

The image that blinds my eyes,

It startles me.

The whisper that's deafening,

It frightens me.

Stop, stop, stop ! My knees are trembling.

No, no, no ! My eyes are watering.

I can't ! I'm suffocating.

My heart, it won't stop shaking.

It hurts, it hurts.

I can't breathe.

Someone please listen to my silent cries.

Seven.