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     SHE FELT HELPLESS WHILE a blade of concern and despair pierced her heart, as the days passed. Her magic has once again become uncontrolled, and people had returned to call her “rain woman”. Could all that she lived with him, all she lived in Fairy Tail, to be just aDREAM? It haunted her for hours, days, weeks,months. As much as she denied it, even though she ran away and lock up that thought deep within her soul, that fear was still there. Like a bubble, trapping her inside it and drowning her in the most dark and gloomy of the seas. She was always alone after all.

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     SHE FELT HELPLESS WHILE a blade of concern and despair pierced her heart, as the days passed. Her magic has once again become uncontrolled, and people had returned to call her “rain woman”. Could all that she lived with him, all she lived in Fairy Tail, to be just aDREAM? It haunted her for hours, days, weeks,months. As much as she denied it, even though she ran away and lock up that thought deep within her soul, that fear was still there. Like a bubble, trapping her inside it and drowning her in the most dark and gloomy of the seas. She was always alone after all.

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     SHE FELT HELPLESS WHILE a blade of concern and despair pierced her heart, as the days passed. Her magic has once again become uncontrolled, and people had returned to call her “rain woman”. Could all that she lived with him, all she lived in Fairy Tail, to be just aDREAM? It haunted her for hours, days, weeks,months. As much as she denied it, even though she ran away and lock up that thought deep within her soul, that fear was still there. Like a bubble, trapping her inside it and drowning her in the most dark and gloomy of the seas. She was always alone after all.

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     SHE FELT HELPLESS WHILE a blade of concern and despair pierced her heart, as the days passed. Her magic has once again become uncontrolled, and people had returned to call her “rain woman”. Could all that she lived with him, all she lived in Fairy Tail, to be just aDREAM? It haunted her for hours, days, weeks,months. As much as she denied it, even though she ran away and lock up that thought deep within her soul, that fear was still there. Like a bubble, trapping her inside it and drowning her in the most dark and gloomy of the seas. She was always alone after all.

     SHE FELT HELPLESS WHILE a blade of concern and despair pierced her heart, as the days passed. Her magic has once again become uncontrolled, and people had returned to call her “rain woman”. Could all that she lived with him, all she lived in Fairy Tail, to be just aDREAM? It haunted her for hours, days, weeks,months. As much as she denied it, even though she ran away and lock up that thought deep within her soul, that fear was still there. Like a bubble, trapping her inside it and drowning her in the most dark and gloomy of the seas. She was always alone after all.

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     SHE FELT HELPLESS WHILE a blade of concern and despair pierced her heart, as the days passed. Her magic has once again become uncontrolled, and people had returned to call her “rain woman”. Could all that she lived with him, all she lived in Fairy Tail, to be just aDREAM? It haunted her for hours, days, weeks,months. As much as she denied it, even though she ran away and lock up that thought deep within her soul, that fear was still there. Like a bubble, trapping her inside it and drowning her in the most dark and gloomy of the seas. She was always alone after all.

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     SHE FELT HELPLESS WHILE a blade of concern and despair pierced her heart, as the days passed. Her magic has once again become uncontrolled, and people had returned to call her “rain woman”. Could all that she lived with him, all she lived in Fairy Tail, to be just aDREAM? It haunted her for hours, days, weeks,months. As much as she denied it, even though she ran away and lock up that thought deep within her soul, that fear was still there. Like a bubble, trapping her inside it and drowning her in the most dark and gloomy of the seas. She was always alone after all.

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Her 4′s life

Her feet still can feel the woodsy floor texture caressing her skin just like her nose can smell the spring essence coming from the flowerpots her mama loved to have at home. Entering through her being, the perfume would blend with another: the freshly baked bread her papa would make. While the warm wind played with her long hair strands, the little girl would run to the kitchen, to happily prove & offer some help.

Their family had a large house, with a huge yard, far away from downtown & the child loved to be in touch with nature & sharing moments & love among them. In her hometown, that owned a nice weather whole the year, the spring particularly seemed to last forever.

It was there, in their yard, that the older man introduced the little Strauss to the legumes & vegetables. Later, he would explain how to make them grown in every season & how to make magic with the simplest components. 

She could never tell him, but see papa smile at her with a deep admiration for their cultivated food, was what made Mirajane wants to learn more & more & ask constantly for a new lesson, so she would be able to feel the same thing. 

And so she did. 

Mirajane’s mother was someone she really looked up to. When little, her major pleasure was to help her with house chores, so she could study and understand more the beautiful human being her mama used to be. With the same recessive gene & gentle features, the oldest albino had an enviable goodness and a voice that could cherish the coldest heart. Well, this was what her papa said once when told her how mama melted his iced organ & made him give up from the illegal life he had.

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       SHE FELT HELPLESS WHILE a blade of concern and despair pierced her heart, as the days passed. Her magic has once again become uncontrolled, and people had returned to call her “rain woman”. Could all that she lived with him, all she lived in Fairy Tail, to be just aDREAM? It haunted her for hours, days, weeks,months. As much as she denied it, even though she ran away and lock up that thought deep within her soul, that fear was still there. Like a bubble, trapping her inside it and drowning her in the most dark and gloomy of the seas. She was always alone after all.

       She was just denying the truth, believing in aSILLY DREAM that never happened. All created by her mind. Confusion and fear were killing her slowly, mercilessly as she locked herself inside that cottage. It was real, Gray-sama and the Fairy Tail are real, she told herself countless times. Gray-sama will return home, Juvia believe him. She knows he is real. Because inside those four walls was evidences, evidences of how much they had been happy there.

                    ‘ Juvia believes in Gray-sama.. ‘

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    HE WAS HOME. it was a strangeinexhaustible sensation that simmered like the wave of summer heat. it laid over him like a second skin, wrapping around him until he was encased by that persistent WARMTH. unlike fire, it was a slow heat that dispersed through his pores &sunk slowly like a feather in the open sky. she had waited. all his life, he had to bear through thePAIN of being left behind. people walked too far ahead of them & when the spirit of DEATH rolled through the plains, they fell first & DEATH would fly away.

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        SHE FELT HELPLESS WHILE a blade of concern and despair pierced her heart, as the days passed. Her magic has once again become uncontrolled, and people had returned to call her “rain woman”. Could all that she lived with him, all she lived in Fairy Tail, to be just a DREAM? It haunted her for hours, days, weeks,months. As much as she denied it, even though she ran away and lock up that thought deep within her soul, that fear was still there. Like a bubble, trapping her inside it and drowning her in the most dark and gloomy of the seas. She was always alone after all.

        She was just denying the truth, believing in aSILLY DREAM that never happened. All created by her mind. Confusion and fear were killing her slowly, mercilessly as she locked herself inside that cottage. It was real, Gray-sama and the Fairy Tail are real, she told herself countless times. Gray-sama will return home, Juvia believe him. She knows he is real. Because inside those four walls was evidences, evidences of how much they had been happy there.

        But even then her mind still preached tricks on her. Questions and more questions. Why did he leave you alone, then? Where are these Fairy Tail friends of yours? Why are they not here? Why did not they help you? Why are you alone? You are fooling yourself. You’ve never seen the blue sky. Face the reality.

         nobody cares about you.

        No, she could not give up. He would come back, that was their home. She could not give up.She could not. But all her strength had been drained by the condition of her body. Her whole bodyached, her breathing becoming more difficult with each passing day while while her vision had become blurred, preventing her to have clarity in her vision.

Juvia is sorry Gray-sama .. Juvia feels she BETRAYEDGray-sama’s trust, she wanted to be able to wait more ..

        Until she could no longer get out of bed. She wassick. She was seriously ill. Her body had given up, and for the first time, she wanted to give up, but she could not allow him to be alone when he returned home. TO BE ALONE AGAIN.

        And now he was beside her bed. There were no words to describe that moment. No words could express that warmth, that joy and relief that now ran through her veins, through every nerve of her body. But fear also contaminated her being. Fear of not being able to enjoy that moment for along time. Fear of not beingABLE to share the next days with him.

        Tears streamed down her face as the image of his smile filled her soul. As the most clear andbright sky, illuminating all the fear and insecurity that was left in her heart. he was her hope for tomorrow. He was the air, the clouds and the atmosphere around her. She was no longer afraid.

      that was enough.

       ‘ Juvia believe in Gray-sama.. ‘

        Her lips twisted, showing a gentle and cheerful smile while softened deep blue eyes remained fixed on the obsidian eyes. A soft voice as a mild ringing of a bell, rang softly through her lips until it disappear.

‘ Juvia does not regret having waited for Gray-sama. She is happy to have seen Gray-sama once more.. but she is also sad because this could be the LAST TIMEshe saw him.. ‘

        Her voice faded as her breathing becameincreasingly thin. Her body struggled to resist. But now, it no longer mattered. She was HAPPY. Everything was fine now,

         everything was fine.

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Juvia  (◡‿◡✿)

                    ┈┈┆ジュビア┆┈┈

      NO, SHE COULD NOT say that she had done as much as he did for the mission to     be carried out correctly. But she also did her part. For sure. Fortunately, all went well.     They were paid with a good amount of jewels and their work had not caused any public         destruction. Although these events were frequent when Natsu was around. Body       protested in pain as the water mage insisted remain standing. Eyes slightly widened        as the words spoken by her guild mate finally reached the exposed ears. ’ Juvia did       nothing as important, Gray-sama did almost everything. ’ There was admiration in      her voice when uttered such words. Juvia took the cup between her hands and when                                       she was about to take a sip of the liquid..

              ’ No, Gray-sama told Juvia that he had some things to settle in the city..                                Juvia tried to go with Gray-sama but he refused… ’

      The words sounded in a low tone, which was disappearing as she uttered each word,              until the sound finally disappeared. Eyes staring at the liquid inside the cup.

                   She could DECIPHER what the profound ocean hid in its mind,                    she could HEAR the waves colliding with the strong tide, that wanted to                    belittle her precious friend, her precious family. But it had forget                    something important —- the albino was there, only to remind the strong tide                    that the wave wasn’t alone, that the ocean - in all its liveliness; in all its beauty -,                    was stronger, and that could go against the tide whenever it wants.

                           Don’t let the tide put you down, don’t belittle yourself.

                    ❝ Do you really think so, Juvia? Because I’m pretty sure you helped                     as much as Gray did. And I’m sure he has conscience about it too. ❞                     She leaned on the counter, coming close to her friend, while her mind was                     processing the issue; the heart in PAIN. ❝Ohh, that’s it!! He probably went                     to talk to Natsu. You know, they fight a lot, but still, they’re good friends!!                     Also, you should totally take this chance& drink this, Juvia! So you can                     replenish your energy quicker and invite Gray for a mission again.

                        What do you think? ❞

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gray

sutorxusu.

     IN MEDIAS RES. gray seemed more wraith — DEMON — that human in the night. he just killed a man. in cold blood. hollow eyes gazed at the corpse that stared with the same emptiness in tear-glazed glass. he didn’t know why he did it. ( did he even need a reason ? )

     he felt ——— he didn’t know how he felt. even in the cover of darkness, he could feel eyes watching him. the presence of others — real or not real ? — pressed against him. his chest was crushed under the relentless pressure who was there, who was there ?

     frost-bitten breath escaped from his lips. 

    ‘ i’m afraid he’s already dead. ’

         BOREDOM could be seen in the death’s eyes.

            The expectation felt early going away. No action, no blood, nothing. Nothing. Just a waste of time. Maybe the rumours were wrong, maybe the only big change was the tattoo he probably did when was being such a rebel boy. And people was just joking about him being a demon. But— 

           Then, what about the darkness? Oh, yes, the only thing that made her stay. The darkness surrounding his body, giving mouth-wearing to her everytime, joking with her senses, teasing her. It was impossible to her tongue don’t lick the lips when she could almost touch all that cloudiness.  Damn, so DELICIOUS.

            A deep sigh. Indeed, the first hours were completely disappointing. She stayed blended with the darkness present in the place; almost sleeping, almost giving up. But then——Oh! 

            Everything happened.

            &She just watched every drop of blood coming out from that man, appreciating every single one. Her demon existence getting excited. Finally, the wait was getting paid. And the interest growing up. The rumours were right, after all.

            However, when everything ended, and her ears captured the confession - almost like hers in the first time, she has to admit -, the albino didn’t see more reasons to stay hidden, and her heel created the first sound. The second one, although, she offered to her voice

           ❝ Ａｆｒａｉｄ？ Oh, do you still have such a ｍｅａｎｉｎｇｌｅｓｓ reaction?                       Well, Gray, you can bet he’s.              His heart got perforated and you did an excellent job making him suffer, I must say.              Nothing bad for a first time, but what about his head?!              Oh my, I was expecting ｍｏｒｅ from you in this part. ❞